Protagonist, wake up

After that day, Jian Zhu fell into the first period of personality disorder.

He didn't know that a new personality - Marin appeared after Jian Lanzhou, and he didn't know what kind of changes Marin's arrival had brought to him.

There is a terrible adoptive father at home, and he is lonely and helpless at school.Because of his chaotic personality and unwillingness to face these self-protections, Jian Zhu was in a trance all day long and often lost his mind. His whole life was a mess, and even his classmates and teachers at school saw the problem.

When Marin woke up, he looked dazed.

Someone kept shouting in her ear, "Jian Zhu! I said Jian Zhu, you are blocking the way!" Suddenly, a burst of anger surged in her heart. She was obviously Marin, why did so many idiots call her Jian Zhu? !

She turned suddenly, grabbed the boy who pushed her and knocked him down on the table.Marin's sudden outburst surprised the people around, and several people rushed up to fight, "Jian Zhu, what are you doing?"

Marin let go lightly, and looked at the embarrassed boy with haughty eyes.She was not a good-tempered person, and she was especially upset now.When the teacher came and found out about the farce, she was fined to stand in the corridor.Marin curled her lips, and before she went out, she saw the boy staring at her viciously, gloating in his eyes.She stared back, and walked out with a sneer after throwing the other party back angrily.

Marin who was standing outside felt bored, she closed her eyes...

After Jian Lanzhou came out, he stood silently. Marin's personality was obviously not suitable for such a task. Right now, he is the most suitable person to accept this kind of painless punishment.

When get out of class was over, the teacher called Jian Zhu to the office.As soon as Jian Zhu opened his eyes, he found that he was facing the teacher, and he was dumbfounded in his heart-oh my god!How the hell is he in the office?Why did the teacher look at him so seriously?

"Jian Zhu, you don't have to use violence to solve everything, you need to calm down..."

He didn't understand what the teacher said, he obviously hadn't done this before.

This is the disadvantage of personality disorder. You can't control personality switching. No one knows which personality will appear and what will happen. Each of them will be lost for a while.What's worse, Marin didn't realize that everything she did was done by Jian Zhu in the eyes of others like Jian Lanzhou.

If Jian Lanzhou is the gentle spring water, then Marin is the fiery golden fire, the darkness that cracks in Jian Zhu's heart.She doesn't like to go to class very much, she prefers to ride a motorcycle to gather music or hang out in bars. If she can't, she can help Jane's mother to become a female celebrity, as long as she doesn't let her face dry and boring words.

So in the eyes of everyone, "Jian Zhu" began to play truant and fight, and stayed with gangsters.Students sometimes think he is strange, sometimes withdrawn and gloomy, not saying a word for a long time; .They secretly discussed whether he was crazy or not.

But even so, there are still little girls who like him, especially Jian Zhu once grabbed a girl who fell down the stairs.

Strictly speaking, it was not Jian Zhu who did it, but Marin.At that time, she went upstairs humming alone, but when she turned the corner, she heard an exclamation from upstairs.When Marin looked up, he saw a black shadow above him stepping on the air and leaning back extremely, and he was about to roll down the stairs.In desperation, Marin stepped on a few stairs and flew up, his arm muscles tensed, and he grabbed the girl abruptly and hugged him in his arms, bewildered by the people around him.

When she came back to her senses, the girl's legs went limp and she couldn't stop crying.Marin gave the girl a cold look, but his hands moved very gently and put her on the ground.The girl raised her eyes while sobbing, only to see a somewhat thin figure with her jacket half draped, whistling and walking away neatly, like a gust of wind.

This style immediately established Jian Zhu's unrestrained and brave image for more than half a year, but it was quickly annihilated in other rumors.

**

Jian Lanzhou was the first to hear the other personalities speak.One afternoon when he came home from school, he was stalked by a few gangsters. Just as he squinted his eyes and started to move his fingers, he heard a female voice with a strange tone: "Wait, they're just looking for someone."

Jian Lanzhou pursed her lips and looked around, except for those few people, she didn't see any other girls.All he could say was, "So?"

"I'll handle it."

Marin crossed her chest and looked at these people, knowing that they just refused when they came to her to hang out at the bar.As soon as she left, Jian Lanzhou saw an extra pack of cigarettes and a lighter in his hand.He was stunned for a moment but still stuffed the cigarette into his pocket, because Jane's mother was weak and couldn't smell the smell of cigarettes.

After that, Jian Lanzhou gradually got to know Marin, and knew that the other party was a violent maniac with great physical strength.So whenever he realized that Marin was going to jump out to beat someone when something was unnecessary, he would close his eyes to prevent the other party from appearing.He has gradually grasped the initiative of personality switching in his daily life.

What's more unfortunate in the chaos is that Jane's father lost his job.Due to the sharp increase in pressure from unemployment, he became more violent and unreasonable than before. The worst thing was that Jian Zhu began to see Jian's father gambling money at the mahjong table by the roadside.Even because he recruited prostitutes himself, he suspected that Jian's mother was always fooling around and stealing people behind his back.This is the tragedy of a man's lack of self-confidence. When he is dirty, he always feels that the whole world betrays him.

In the end, his suspicions became more and more serious.Jian's mother just said a few words to a young man in the canteen, and Jian's father was angered. After returning home, he beat her with a belt, pulled her hair and repeatedly asked her what she had to do with that young man.

Jian's mother cried, "What are you always thinking about?"

"You fucking dislike me for not being able to make money to serve you, right? Your eyeballs are going to stick to him!"

"I do not have!"

Father Jian slapped her and knocked her to the ground.Jian Zhu wanted to rush forward to protect his mother, but he could smell the strong smell of alcohol on his adoptive father.He saw a handful of his mother's hair being torn off by force. The smell of wine and the ferocious face aroused all the fears in his heart that day.He trembled uncontrollably, he was afraid that Father Jane would kill his mother and him.At this time, Father Jian saw him in the corner, and walked towards him with a smirk, scaring him away.

After entering the bedroom, he slammed the door and covered his ears tightly with his hands.But he could still hear his mother's screams of pain and the man's hysterical attacks, and the disgust and helplessness engulfed him like a tide.Jian Zhu sat down on the ground and closed her eyes tightly...

Jian's mother later told him that after Jian's father beat her that day, he slammed the door and left home to go to the mahjong parlor.Jian Zhu opened the door and came out to help her up, but he spit out a nondescript tone with his mouth, like a gringo who spoke Chinese.

**

Jian Zhu opened his eyes at a loss.

He looked at the exercise book spread out in front of him, full of confusion.He just remembered getting up, and then what?He can't remember how he left home and how he showed up at school.He heard the stern teacher on the stage raise his voice and say: "It's almost time, students who haven't finished writing, hurry up."

Jian Zhu stared straight at the textbook full of problem-solving steps, and he recognized that it was not his font at all.But that font is very familiar to him, it is the font of Brother Lanzhou.This is not the first time he saw Jian Lanzhou's words in his book, but he didn't know when it happened.He knew that he couldn't finish all the questions by himself, and Jian Zhu felt a little distressed when he saw the teacher approaching - how should he explain these answers to the teacher, he really didn't know how.

"You wrote this?" The teacher asked after seeing his answer.

He said cautiously: "Yes..." For some reason, he seems to be using one lie to cover another lie recently, so as to cover up the strange things he encountered.

The teacher didn't seem to trust him very much, she looked at him and finally let him go.

There is a reason for the teacher not to believe Jian Zhu, because this child has a bad reputation among his teachers.They thought that Jian Zhu was a truant and a liar.During this period of time, he has been in and out of the teaching office many times because of fighting and truancy, but sometimes he himself dare not admit that he caused the trouble, and always fabricates lies, even though a few minutes ago, some classmates witnessed his bad behavior.Some good-natured classmates advertised him as a sleepy weirdo.

"Jian Zhu" has become more and more irritable and sensitive. For this reason, the class teacher even suggested that he go to the school's psychological counseling office.

Gradually, Jian Zhu finally realized that he was unusual, not everyone would often fall asleep and lose time.People around him told him that he had done or said things, only he knew nothing, as if lost the memory.He was terrified and felt that he must be broken, maybe it was the mental illness they said.He heard that mental illness means that he will be sent to a small room to be locked up without seeing the light of day. He wants to keep this a secret so that no one can find out that he is abnormal.

From this, he finally came up with an idea: what if, brother Lanzhou didn't exist at all?Before that, Jian Zhu always thought that he just hid it well, but now he began to suspect that it was a fantasy in his extreme loneliness, and it was all fake.Otherwise, why hasn't he come to see me for so many years?

The more Jian Zhu thought about it, the more he felt that he had grasped the truth, and the first thing that appeared in his heart was panic.He is not afraid that the other party is not human. What he is really afraid of is the word "fiction", which means that Jian Lanzhou may disappear from his life at any time, but he cannot lose his brother at all.

So he almost seemed to grab the last driftwood and frantically asked Jian Lanzhou.

"I exist, and I have been following you. I or we will never lie to you." Jian Lanzhou said, "You should know nothing. Don't be afraid, we protect you in your body."

Jian Zhu almost shook her hands while writing, "...us? Who else but you?"

"Marin, she is a fierce girl. As you can imagine, the three of us share the same body, causing everyone to lose time." Jian Lanzhou's words actually had a small trap, he did not tell Jane Zhu revealed the truth about multiple personalities, he just said they were in one body.Jian Zhu didn't know anything, he could only think that different souls had invaded the body and coexisted, and he still hadn't clearly distinguished the difference between multiple personalities and soul seizure.

But no matter whether it is Jian Lanzhou or Marin, no one thinks that they do not exist independently. This is where the trouble of multiple personalities lies.

So what should he do?Jian Zhu asked.

Jian Lanzhou finally told him that each of them will learn to record everything in a day as a reference for others.

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