Protagonist, wake up

"Did you sleep well at night?"

"Stay up late, and sometimes suffer from insomnia. I sleep lightly, and when I lose sleep, I will be irritable and dizzy the next day."

Hmm—Mr. Liu put down his pen: "Your condition needs deep-seated and long-term repair. I suggest you come here every Saturday in the future. Talking about it is a good way to relieve pressure. In addition, you have a little neurasthenia. Pay attention to establish a regular life, do not stay up late, drink plenty of warm water, eat a light diet, avoid irritating food, and supplement protein, vitamins, etc. These can help you reduce anxiety and tension, and exercise more until you sweat, or go to the | Roar twice, try to release your emotions."

"it is good."

"If excessive possessiveness and suspicion tend to continue to develop, I will help you contact a more professional doctor for drug treatment if necessary. You must actively adjust and communicate, otherwise it is not just a mild neurasthenia."

"Ah."

"Then let's go here first today, and remember to go to the hospital later." Teacher Liu sent Jian Zhu to the door, and said: "The road outside is slippery, walk slowly. Oh, by the way, I would like to ask, you and Jane Is Lan Zhou living together now?"

"Well, so I have to go back early." Jian Zhu picked up the umbrella, "otherwise he will be worried."

After seeing off Jian Zhu, Mr. Liu sat back in front of the computer and looked at the information recorded in the notebook so far—emotional instability, cranky thinking, low endurance, lack of security, negative, and poor social skills.

Regarding his family, we need to talk about it in detail. There are still many things that cannot be explained in those two dreams.

**

After Jian Zhu went out, she received a call from Jian's mother before she walked a few steps. On the phone, Jian's mother's voice trembled: "That guy is calling."

Jian Zhu's face turned cold all of a sudden, and he asked softly, "How did he know our phone number?"

"Which talkative relative said it."

"He asked you for money? Did he still murder you?"

Jian's mother sighed: "I want to tell you, I'm afraid he won't do well with mom, and then he will hit you to harass you."

"I know, Mom." Jian Zhu pursed her lips, "Give me his phone number, and if he calls again, ask him to find me, and I'll tell him."

"It doesn't work..."

Jian Zhu interrupted her and said firmly, "Let him find me."

Jian Zhu got the phone and called the man back.

"Hey, who are you looking for?" A drunken voice lazily picked up the phone.

"it's me."

Jane Chenggong was suddenly happy: "Oh boy, do you still remember that you have a father?"

Jian Zhu's tone was unprecedentedly cold, and he said slowly, "I'm just telling you, don't bother my mother again, if you don't want to be paralyzed."

The man shivered from the cold, and the chaotic brain caused by alcoholism woke up.He couldn't help but think back to the ruthless hands of this little wolf cub before the divorce that year, so decisive and ruthless that he still only dared to hide behind the phone and show off.From that day on, a concept has been deeply imprinted in his mind-his son is desperate.

Jian Chenggong became more and more cowardly, but at the same time, the fear and humiliation in his heart burned again, so that he gritted his teeth: "Hey, are you threatening me?"

"Yes, I'm threatening you." In the heavy rain, Jian Zhu's voice was as cold as rain, "What did you call me? Crazy, right? I'm not in a good state of mind recently. I just came out of the hospital. The doctor said I might have Mental illness. You know that mental patients are not sentenced to murder, Mr. Jane."

This trick may not have much effect on others, but for a farmer in a remote mountain village who is illiterate and has personally experienced his son's madness, the threatening effect of such deception is obvious.The shadow that Jian Zhu brought to Jane's success was too heavy, and he almost fell into this kid's hands.When this little lunatic held the knife, the wolf-like fierce eyes and the coldness of the blade brushing against his head made Jane Chenggong lingering in fear.

He didn't know if Jian Zhu was mentally ill, but he understood that this was a warning to him.

"I...I *your* master." He cursed aggrievedly and hung up the phone.

Jian Zhu put the phone back in his pocket indifferently.Jane Chenggong is a rogue, and you can only be more ruthless than him and have no lower limit when dealing with a rogue, because a rogue will be cautious when facing the same kind.

Thinking about the past made him depressed a lot.When Jian Zhu walked all the way back to the downstairs of the rental house, the heavy rain had stopped, and there was a warm yellow light in the upstairs windows.He wiped his face, tried to smile a few times, and opened the door after making sure he adjusted his expression.

"I am back."

**

At the same time, in the dark alley on the edge of the city——

"Ahh! Sister! Sister, I was wrong! Please don't hit me——ahhh!"

Three or four well-dressed youths whistled and punched and kicked the two people rolling on the ground. Not far away, a young girl was shaking her hands and weeping as she was getting dressed. From time to time, there were muffled hums and screams in the alley.

Finally the gangsters were tired from beating, they shook their arms, and dragged the two men panting in agony to the iron barrel like dead dogs with their arms twisted.The two men's faces were buried in the soil and they couldn't stop coughing. Suddenly, their jaws were forced to lift up, and they saw two overlapping long|legs. The legs were graceful and full of explosive power.

"Yo, can't you do it?" The slightly hoarse words came out from the red lips with a cigarette in it, with an indistinct foreign accent.

The girl in the sweatshirt sitting on the iron bucket had long flaxen hair that was slightly curly, and maliciousness shone in the amber pupils.She crossed her legs, Martin boots forced one of the men to look up, and the man couldn't help trembling when he saw the exquisite face with deep and three-dimensional features, tears mixed with blood and sweat dripping down his face, "Please let us go, let us go!" let's go..."

The girl took a long breath of the cigarette, and stretched her fingers holding the cigarette to the man's head and shook it lightly. The warm ash fell on the faces of the two of them, but they dared not speak out.

"Okay, education will end soon."

"Sister Marin, are you in a good mood today?" The young people laughed and coaxed, as if the two lives on the ground were just toys to them.

The two men were overjoyed when they heard the words. They supported their bodies and wanted to escape from these people without caring about the pain, but they didn't expect the gravity on their backs.The girl stepped on one person's back, stooped to pat the other person's cheek while putting out the cigarette butt, the blood-red nail polish glistened under the neon lights in the distance, "I hate those scum who bully women and children the most. "

After that, she straightened up: "These two are for you to play with."

Marin ignored the howling behind her, thinking about the dismissal issued by the school this morning and listing her series of evil deeds, she raised her eyebrows and smiled disdainfully.It just so happens that she is too lazy to be disciplined, so she spends all day studying those boring textbooks.

**

While half asleep and half awake, Jian Zhu felt a heaviness on his side, and after the sound of rustling, he closed his eyes and nestled himself into a warm embrace again.As long as you get close to this person and touch his skin, all the restlessness in his heart will calm down in an instant, and all the bad mood will dissipate.

Jian Lanzhou looked down at the boy curled up in his arms like a milk cat, there seemed to be uneasiness between her brows, but when she looked closely, there was only tranquility.He lovingly placed a light kiss on the boy's forehead, and hugged the person in his arms even tighter.

Xiaozhu seemed to casually bring up the topic of his parents at the dinner table today, and asked about his family's situation.He was stunned for a moment, but Xiao Zhu thought he had poked something sad, so he didn't want to say it.He could feel that Xiao Zhu was in a complicated mood, and he also noticed that Xiao Zhu originally wanted to say something, but he hesitated for a while and then gave up.

In fact, he has always been aware that Xiaozhu is hiding many things from him, but the time is not yet, and more patience is needed to make this person completely belong to him.

The reason why he didn't mention his family to Jian Zhu was because he didn't have a family.As long as he can remember, he has been a person and a card, and the card has enough savings for him to spend in his next life.

The son of one of his neighbors is a policeman, and the neighbor asked his son to help him check his relatives.That day he sat in the police station waiting for the results of the investigation, from dawn to dusk, without saying a word, until his uncle walked over with the documents in pity.After reading the document, he lowered his head. The uncle knelt down and wanted to pat him on the back, but found him crying silently.

There is no abduction, no loss, no abandonment, just simply no relatives.

It's just that existence is questioned.

Jian Lanzhou walks through the street to go to school in the early morning alone, passes by thousands of houses in the evening to go home alone, and witnesses the family reunion in more than a dozen spring and autumn years alone.He often heard people pointing at him, "This child is so pitiful." "What's the matter with his family?" From the moment he arrived at Xiaozhu, he never thought of letting go.

The first time I saw Xiao Zhu at dusk, he was walking back to the rented house, and three young children ran past him holding a windmill made of colored paper, and then threw themselves into the arms of their doting parents in front of them.Looking at them, he made a decision at this moment.

Xiao Zhu is his lover and also his family.

Life taught him to live with the situation, but the existence of Xiao Zhu was his fate.For the first time, Jian Lanzhou longed for someone, like a dehydrated traveler seeing an oasis, but he was used to hiding his emotions under a gentle face.He spent his whole life patiently on Xiaozhu, only asking for the red thread to connect.

Xiao Zhu didn't want to say anything, so he waited quietly;

Xiao Zhu wanted to monopolize him, so he fastened the chain on his body;

Xiao Zhu longed to touch him, so he opened his arms and hugged him tightly.

If it is you.

As long as it's you.

The author has something to say: I am going to attend an important conversation. I am very, very, very cowardly... Is there any grass carp and koi to make me feel European _(:_」∠)_