Protagonist, wake up

"Of course, this is just a hypothesis of mine. We need to analyze it further. It's not without basis for me to make this hypothesis—do you like or dislike Yan Ziluo? Do you have a possessive desire for Xie Lang among friends?"

Jian Zhu shuddered, then shook her head frantically.

He never thought about what the teacher said, he only had the desire to possess Jian Lanzhou.

"Sure enough. Are you envious of your friend?"

Jian Zhu nodded and admitted: "Xie Lang is a very independent person. He is much smarter than me. He can teach himself courses and do project research. He is very firm and clear about his goals. He is very similar to a roommate of mine. Yes, probably all successful people are like this." He thought for a while, "Xie Lang used to stay up for two days to get something done, and he must get it done. And he is quite stubborn, and he can persuade him Only Yan Ziluo is left. I don’t have that kind of firm will.”

Xie Lang's fanatical collection in the dream——Ms. Liu made a note after this one: Persistence.

"Xie Lang is the same as Wang Yunzhou, um, rational and calm." Jian Zhu crossed his fingers, "But Xie Lang feels a little colder, but he is actually very nice."

"You have a soft spot for calm people."

"Yes, yes." Jian Zhu replied, "People who can control themselves are very powerful. That's why I especially hope to be able to control myself. I told myself that I am a human being, not a beast. I can restrain my desires and restrain my instincts. Don't let your selfishness hurt other people."

—— Xi Jing.

Teacher Liu noticed that when he answered this question, he became slightly agitated, his fingers curled up, and he seemed to remember something that disgusted him.

"'Xie Lang' has the word Chengsi, which means quiet thinking. It warns oneself to keep a clear and peaceful heart at all times, and think twice before acting. From the letter you wrote to me, you are indeed a person who restrains, suppresses and hides himself. Are you afraid that your true personality will hurt other people? Probably not all." Teacher Liu thought for a while and asked, "Jian Zhu, have you seen other psychiatrists before?"

Jian Zhu was silent for a moment, then nodded slightly.He said in a low voice: "Because of... some things, I was in a bad state of mind. After my mother consulted, I found a doctor to counsel me."

Seeing Jian Zhu's state, Teacher Liu was sensitive to realize that this is not a good time to talk about his privacy, so she changed the subject again: "How do you feel about your, um, boyfriend?"

When Jian Lanzhou was mentioned, Jian Zhu's mood improved significantly.He said in a brisk tone: "Very happy. He is gentle and dotes on me. I like to pester him, and he also likes to be with me. And teacher, do you know?" He looked at Teacher Liu with his eyes slightly bright, "I I can feel it, he knows my repressed vague possessiveness towards him, and he is even pampering me."

"You think he's okay with your 'too possessive'?"

"Maybe."

Teacher Liu nodded and said, "In that case, I'll give you my first suggestion. You can try to tell him what you think. If he can accept it, it can help you reduce your psychological pressure."

The rain gradually diminished, but the clouds outside did not disperse, and only a soft light was turned on indoors.Jian Zhu continued to lie on the bed, listening to the rustling sound of Teacher Liu's pen rubbing against the paper while recording.

"There are quite a few unstable factors in your dream. Almost everyone from the individual to the country is in a state of worry. It can be said that internal and external troubles-you have been worrying recently. When you wrote to me, you seemed to be trying to repeatedly emphasize yourself to me. The mentality is wrong."

"I always feel that the person standing in front of me is light and illusory. It seems that I know in my consciousness that I have to hold on...but I don't know what to hold on to."

- inner insecurity

"In the dream, Lan Yu was trapped in the mirror and couldn't see anyone other than Xie Lang. He accompanied the child in the dream from the beginning to the end, and was extremely affectionate. If Lan Yu is equal to Jian Lanzhou, Jian Zhu, you Longing for him to be by your side all the time."

"..."

"It was two days ago that your mood became unstable. You didn't mention what happened in your letter. Now it seems that it has something to do with Jian Lanzhou."

Jian Zhu thought for a while and slowly explained: "I went to him two days ago and saw a girl confessing to him. After seeing that girl, I was a little scared. This incident suddenly stimulated me. I was very jealous and restless. I can't stop thinking about it."

"disturbed?"

"Yes... Lanzhou is very good, but standing in front of me is like a 'beauty like a flower across the clouds', I will feel that he is just what I imagined. Lanzhou has never been able to give me a sense of security, so I can't restrain my possession Desire, I am eager to monopolize him, and I also desire to be monopolized by him."

So Lan Juan stayed with Xie Lang in the mirror all his life; the witch was locked up by the princess in her dream, and she could only see each other for the rest of her life.

Teacher Liu nodded, and then analyzed: "You mentioned an unlucky earl, it should be the girl who confessed. You don't like her, so in the dream the earl was tossed and tossed by you, and finally the princess didn't agree to be with the earl. I I think it's very interesting, why do you think of the combination of a witch and a princess?" After speaking, she also thought it was very funny, and couldn't help laughing out loud.

Jian Zhu and Teacher Liu laughed together. He touched the tip of his nose in embarrassment and said, "When I was reading fairy tales, I used to think that witches are so busy. Most of the princesses in fairy tales are kind and beautiful. There is always a mother-in-law who can give charcoal when needed. In this case, why would a kind and beautiful princess give up the 'mother-in-law' who has been with her for a long time, and choose a prince she has never met? If the mother-in-law is a young man."

The icing on the cake is of course good, but the price of charcoal in the snow is higher.

"The young man has a lot of ideas." Teacher Liu suppressed a smile.

Jian Zhu drank his saliva after laughing, and said sincerely to Teacher Liu, "Thank you teacher, I feel much better after talking with you today."

……

"Ring-ring--"

Mother Jian put down the rag in her hand, went to the living room to answer the phone: "Hi, hello..."

Before she could finish speaking, the other side spoke first, and the familiar faintly impatient tone made Jane's mother's face turn green and pale.She just wanted to hang up the phone regardless, but the other party hurriedly shouted: "Xiu, listen to me first, I'm calling this time to ask my son..."

"My son is fine, so don't worry about it." Jian's mother endured her disgust, "Why do you have our phone number?"

The man avoided the question and continued: "I'm relieved that you guys are doing well. Hey, it's not that the neighbor's baby is sick again, so I just wanted to ask you|how are you girls..."

In the beginning, the other party had some good things to say here and there, but the obscenity inside and outside the words almost overflowed the microphone.After understanding what the other party meant, Jane's motherly tone changed.She said sharply, "We have nothing to do with you anymore! Get lost!"

The man turned his face instantly when he heard it: "Fucking bastard, you fucking climbed up a high branch to go to the city to enjoy yourself, and threw me a puddle of mud! What? Think I can't do anything with you if you get divorced? Pooh, Good idea!" The man's loud voice made Jane's mother's ears hurt, "I'll tell you, He Xiu, if you remit [-] to me, let's forget about it, otherwise we'll just wait and see!"

Jian's mother sneered: "I'll pay you back! Thirty thousand, are you shameless? And you should be more polite, what do you mean by climbing high branches? Don't think of everyone as dirty as you!"

"If it weren't for Pan Gaozhi, would you be able to live so comfortably in the city today?" The man was furious, "I think you got divorced because you disliked me, and when you turned around, didn't you just run away with others? The people below don't know..."

If the man was standing in front of her, Jane's mother would have smashed it with the things at hand: "I have no hands or feet? Do I need to hug other people's thighs? Jane Chenggong, you are full of bullshit! You will be so poor when you get divorced, I The couple worked part-time every day to save their hard-earned money, and Xiao Zhu fainted in the shop. You just want to take away [-] yuan in one word now, just dreaming of you! Wait and see? Let me tell you that the surname is Jane, If you dare to pester me endlessly, this old lady will break your leg!"

"you you……"

"Try it!" Jane's mother hung up the phone with a snap.

The author has something to say: I am going bald thinking about the next world for the past two days... Obviously the dream scene is very jumpy, but I still want to pull the logic out of the chaos, which is really difficult_(:_」∠)