Protagonist, wake up

Jian Zhu was awakened by Jian Lanzhou.

"Are you okay?" He wiped Jian Zhu's sweat worriedly, "It's time to get up. You slept too deeply, I kept calling you just now."

Jian Zhu put his arms on his face and covered his eyes, only his red lips opened and closed: "Can I lie down for another minute?"

"Did you have a nightmare? I see that your face is flushed and sweaty, and you are still talking in your sleep."

"What did I say?" Jian Zhu was surprised.

"Your voice is too low, I didn't hear you clearly." Jian Lanzhou laughed, leaned closer to Jian Zhu and hugged him gently, "Okay, dreams are the opposite of reality. Don't be afraid, in reality I'm still guarding And you."

Jian Zhu blushed and pushed the other party.

After Jian Lanzhou left, Jian Zhu lifted the quilt, the sticky feeling in his pajama pants made his face blank.

He actually... actually...

It was cloudy this morning, Jian Zhu opened the window to let the wind blow away the gas mixed in the bedroom.Sitting at the table, he took out a pen and paper at almost the speed of light, wrote down his dreams last night, and then stuffed the paper into his pocket.

Jian Zhu went back to the dormitory.

Ge Feiliu was quite surprised to see him: "Why do you have to come back on Saturday?"

"I'll get something."

He opened a drawer and found a notebook.After opening it, it was full of records about his own dreams.He rummaged through it, and among the black writing, only the recent page was red.

After Jian Zhu read the red letter carefully, he transcribed the dream he wrote down this morning on a new page with a red pen.

"Hey? Bamboo, what are you doing out again? It's going to rain outside!"

"I have something to do." Jian Zhu ran away early and disappeared.

Wang Yunzhou had just finished washing his clothes, when he heard that he looked inside from the balcony and raised his voice and asked, "Xiao Liu, the bamboo is gone again?"

"Yeah, I don't know what to do, I run really fast."

**

Saturday was a cloudy and rainy day, the sky was filled with gray stratus clouds, and the strong wind brought pea-sized raindrops to the ground.Both vehicles and pedestrians on the road were in a hurry, and as the rain intensified, the street in front of the door was soon empty.

Teacher Liu sat in the studio and looked at the bad weather outside, worrying that the child might not come.

Just thinking about it, there was a sound of wind chimes shaking at the door.The glass door was pushed open, and a person holding an umbrella stepped in against the gray background, and the raindrops dripped on the sloping umbrella and splashed onto the smooth ground.

"Hello." Teacher Liu got up to greet the guests.

"Hello, are you Teacher Liu?"

"I am. Are you?"

The visitor put away the umbrella and leaned gently against the door, and when he turned around, he revealed a soft and youthful face.

He smiled and said, "Good afternoon, teacher. I am a first-year student at S University, Jian Zhu." After a pause, he said, "I wrote you many letters."

"The following painting has a base of black, lead white, and an earthy paint, most likely brown..."

Jian Lanzhou looked at the heavy rain outside, she was not in class at all.

This morning Xiao Zhu said that he has something to do today and he might not come back until very late.It seemed that the weather was not good, so he asked Xiaozhu if he wanted to pick him up, but unexpectedly he was rejected.It's nothing, but Xiaozhu's complexion in the morning is not very good, which makes him a little worried.

Let's make winter melon soup tonight.

"The water is a bit hot, drink it slowly." Teacher Liu handed the paper cup to Jian Zhu.

She opened a psychological studio with other teachers outside the school, and she will work here when she is free on weekends.She asked Jian Zhu to come to the studio to find her because she wanted to have a good chat with him, and the studio was well equipped and more formal.The door was not open this Saturday, so it was only the two of them here at this time, and the students didn't have to take care of other teachers like they did at school if they wanted to say anything.

"Thank you teacher." Jian Zhu took it obediently, and took a small sip.

After he finished drinking, Teacher Liu started today's conversation.Before starting, she declared to Jian Zhu very seriously: "Since you have chosen me, in order to achieve effective results, I need your cooperation and trust. You must first trust me, and you will not deliberately hide from me, otherwise it will interfere My judgment. You don't have to be shy, I will do my best to listen, understand and help you, and guarantee absolute confidentiality." She paused, "But don't be nervous, we can't make a conclusion on your situation yet, if you We can chat as usual if we want."

Jian Zhu nodded: "Teacher, I trust you." Then he repeated: "I absolutely trust you."

After asking about the basic information and excluding organic diseases from the physical examination sheet, Jian Zhu asked, clutching his water glass, "Where should we start now?"

"Where do you want to start?" Teacher Liu said, "We were just chatting."

"I want to tell you about some very interesting dreams I had, may I?"

"Yes." Teacher Liu nodded, and pointed to the window, "You can go to that bed | lie on it and close your eyes and think slowly, it's best to make yourself reach a state similar to meditation. I mean, you One has to be fully attentive and accepting of all the thoughts that cross one’s mind, even the seemingly insignificant ones. And not take it personally, especially critical thoughts. In short, say what comes to mind.”

Jian Zhu lay down on the bed according to his words, closed his eyes and began to slowly narrate the first ancient dream and the later fairy tale dream.During this period, his eyelids trembled slightly, and his eyebrows furrowed slightly from time to time, showing his state of concentration.

Four or ten minutes later, Jian Zhu stopped, and at the same time Teacher Liu put down his writing pen and asked, "Is that all?"

Jian Zhu seemed to have just come back from a certain time and space. He opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling with a slight daze in his eyes.Hearing this, he came back to his senses and said softly: "It's been a while, I can't remember many details."

"Then, tell me about the things you did before you had these dreams, and the related people you can think of about these dreams, your views and emotions towards them."

"Well... I still need to analyze the details carefully. Let me talk about my general judgment now. The first dream we know now is—" Mr. Liu stroked while writing, "Your lover Jian Lanzhou, your friend Xie Lang and his lover Yanziluo, these are the few people you are most fond of; Lan Juan, Xie Lang, and Yanziluo are the names in dreams."

"The names seem to match."

"You can't say that yet." Teacher Liu said seriously: "The name is just a symbol, and you have to remember that this is your own dream. Whether you are a participant or a bystander, there are traces of you in this dream. Before I tell you in detail, you might as well talk about your own understanding of this dream."

"understand?"

"The dreams we have are all meaningful, the only difference is whether they are interpreted or not. The information of the dream is very important, because it reflects your subconscious mind, your hidden and ignored thoughts, your real desires What. Individual consciousness is often divided into 'Id', 'Ego' and 'Superego', among which 'Id' is the most primitive and direct desire satisfaction level of the individual. Human's fundamental desire is controlled by the level of 'Ego' and 'Superego' moral and various other constraints, so these desires are often repressed in the depths, that is, in the subconscious.”

Jian Zhu listened carefully, he thought the information was very fresh.

"And when is a person most relaxed? It's sleep. During sleep, people's spirit begins to relax, self-monitoring also begins to relax, and the subconscious mind begins to become active. Now you understand," Teacher Liu looked at Jian Zhu, "Dream They are a very important part of understanding a person's subconscious mind, and they are euphemistic expressions of your fundamental desires. The reason why I say euphemism is that dreams are rarely a straightforward description of your subconscious mind."

"For example, we say that we think day by day and night have dreams. For example, in your dream, you can't cook a big meal for various reasons. Before this dream, you once wanted a person to lose weight, and this person treated you Said that he likes to eat the food you cook. In other words, you hope to refuse to cook to achieve the purpose of making him thin. Obviously, this dream is modified and it is not straightforward."

Jian Zhu was thoughtful.

"I don't know if children of your age like it or not. Knowing more can exercise your thinking ability." Teacher Liu turned around and said with a smile, "If you are interested in dreams, you can read related books."

"Now let's continue to talk about your dream. The background of your dream is in ancient times, and it is a troubled world. Of course, from the overall trend, this is a dream with a tragic color. What is your impression of ancient times?"

"Hmm - there are too many long-haired gowns, men farming and women weaving, less pollution, three principles and five constant principles."

"The most fundamental thing is that this is a background with no freedom, strict social hierarchy, and low tolerance for heterogeneity. What is the first thing a person learns to integrate into society? It is not to be out of line, and I mean try not to show Behaviors that are incompatible with the entire social background. That's it, the individual 'Lan Yu' has been suppressing himself; 'Xie Lang' is also hesitant and rejected because of his sexual orientation. It's one of them."

"Secondly, the final outcome of this dream can be described as the destruction of the country and the family. 'Xie Lang' got the life of his dreams in the early stage of the dream, but in the later stage, love and family affection began to disappear until there was no place to stand."

Jian Zhu interrupted her: "But teacher, I like my friend very much, so I can't be so malicious."

Teacher Liu nodded: "From your description of him, you don't hate him. It stands to reason that you wouldn't think about the other person's bad luck. We said that there is a theory called imitation in dreams, that is, a person for some reason Substituting oneself into another's psychological phenomenon."

"That is to say..."

"In other words, there is a possibility that the 'Xie Lang' in the dream is at least half of you."