Protagonist, wake up

Mixed feelings.

It turned out that his vest had been dropped long ago, and he still deceived himself, thinking that Lan must not have recognized him.

Jian Zhu listened blankly to Lan's questioning, and suddenly felt boundless exhaustion and sadness in his heart.He softened| stopped pushing and pushing, Ren Lan hugged him tightly.

"No...you can't..." Hugging Lan, all the accumulated emotions erupted for a while, pity, joy, fear, panic, etc. forced Jian Zhu to speak incoherently, "It won't...disappear..."

Blue didn't respond to him.He stepped back and reached out to caress Jian Zhu's face.

After tracing it carefully, Lan's eyes became darker and darker.His slender fingers pressed the corners of Jian Zhu's eyes, the tip of her nose, and finally slid onto her lips.Jian Zhu stared at him blankly, not knowing how to react.

"You don't want me to disappear," Lan finally said, "but you did something to hurt me."

"..."

"Don't talk about the far ones. Near ones," he spread his snow-white wrist, forcing Jian Zhu to look at the shallow scratches on it, "I remember you once asked me for my blood, didn't you?"

"An old witch took you away, just like your mother did. Later, I saw some potions in this house, and there was a familiar smell in it."

"Jane, for whom do you demand my blood?"

"Jane, for whom did you hurt me?"

Jian Zhu opened his eyes wide, he fell to the ground, covered by Lan's body, his eyes gradually dimmed.

The man's gentle question lingered in his ears.

"Although the outside world puts pressure on you and affects your behavior and thinking. But in the end, are you doing this because of other people or for yourself?"

"Because of your own fear, cowardice and unwillingness, you are making excuses for my disappearance. Sending me to strangers without my consent, are you doing it for my own good, or for your own good?"

Lan stared at Jian Zhu's eyes that were gradually turning red, and said softly, "Jane, I want you to tell me that you are only for yourself."

"My disappearance will make your life better."

"...Yes...Yes..." With tears rolling down his cheeks, Jian Zhu seemed to be dazed, repeating these few words over and over again, "It's me...because of myself..."

"You're getting better and better, aren't you?"

Jian Zhu grasped the clothes on his chest tightly, and the folds between his fingers revealed the pain of his master. "No, no... Lan, here! Here!" He grabbed Lan Bai|skin's hand and pressed it to his heart: "Yes, everything outside will be fine... But here, it hurts here!"

[Lanzhou, I feel bad...]

"I'm sorry... Blue..."

[Sorry... Lan Zhou...]

"Sorry……"

"Sorry……"

Lan wiped away Jian Zhu's tears, and took him into her arms again.He bit the white earlobe of the person in his arms, and slowly comforted him: "Relax, Jane. I'm not condemning you."

"No...you should be like this..."

"You must be angry..."

"No." Lan gently combed his soft black hair, "I mean, if my existence bothers you, it's better to disappear completely. My existence is to make you no longer be in constant panic. Your pain, this is not what you and I want."

"As I said, it's Jane's words, no matter what. If you want me to disappear, I will listen to you."

"Even if I don't want to, I won't disobey you."

Jian Zhu finally relaxed.Where he couldn't see, Lan laughed, it was the joy of getting what he wanted.

That's it, slowly using gentle words and body movements to show your obedience and care, and lead people into the honey trap little by little until the other party is addicted to it and refuses to break free.

Jian Zhu was hugged, and his emotions were calmed down, but his head still felt extremely confused.Far away, it seemed that someone was asking hoarsely, and his words were full of anger and helplessness.

[Why are you not angry! ?Why! ? ]

[Even if you scold me... You talk, you come out, you meet me! ]

[I want to be with you forever. ]

Someone gently coaxed: "Close your eyes."

There are white | fair hands covering his ears, isolating all the chaos.

"Jane, you are too tired, go to sleep for a while."

So he gradually closed his eyes and lost consciousness in the quiet and warmth.

When he woke up again, it was already pitch black outside.Jian Zhu sat up from the reclining chair, the thin blanket covering her body slipped to the ground.

The fire was still burning in the house, and there were owls hooting outside.Not far away, Lan was spinning on a spinning wheel.

The more Jian Zhu thought about it, the more he felt that what happened during the day was absurd, and it was not like him to lose control of his emotions.But he couldn't deny the influence of those emotions on him, so much so that when he saw Lan now, there was still a hint of dependence and softness in his heart.

There seemed to be a faint fragrance in the air, mixed with the smell of burning wood, which made Jian Zhu feel a little stuffy.

He opened his mouth and called out in a low voice: "Lan..."

The spinning wheel stopped.

Lan looked over, and the warm orange light hit his face, making his smile a little sweeter.

Jian Zhu looked from Lan's collar to the trailing sarong, staying in one place for a long time.Lan let him watch, as if he understood something.He gently unbuttoned the neckline, revealing his slender neck.

Jian Zhu stared at the Adam's apple, which had been covered up all the time, almost burning a hole in it.When Lan hugged him before, he felt that something was wrong, but now that his guess was confirmed and he looked at Lan's face, he felt a great sense of absurdity.

#我想的姐姐妈妈妈着蓝字纸#

#What about the good sister? #

"You..." Jian Zhu said with difficulty, "Aren't you a princess?"

Lan tilted his head: "I thought you knew."

There are no adjectives that can modify Jian Zhu's mood.In the end, he hesitated for a while, but he still said, "Why don't you change the skirt first?"

"Compared to this, let's talk about something else." Lan approached Jian Zhu.In the light of the fire, his white fingers held a silver-white chain.

Jian Zhu's eyelids twitched.He looked down at his pocket and found that only the brass ring was left in it.

Lan shook the chain, smiled at Jian Zhu, "You gave me a nice gift."

Jian Zhu suddenly felt bad.Just as he was about to get down, Lan held his feet before they touched the ground, and gently placed them on his lap.

"What are you doing?" With her bare feet caught, Jian Zhu found that her body was gradually weakening.Sweat dripped from his forehead, his throat was dry and uncomfortable: "What is that fragrance?"

Lan raised her eyes, her lips opened and closed to reveal a series of strange notes.As the note fades, the necklace begins to glow blue.It keeps shrinking and thickening in the blu-ray, and when it finally stops, it is twice as small as before.

Lan unbuttoned the chain, and tied the silver-white chain with mysterious luster on Jian Zhu's smooth ankle.The moment the chain was buckled, it became heavy, and the hanging rings began to melt, and small white flowers bloomed all the way along the anklet.

"...What is this for?" Jian Zhu lowered his eyes.

Lan looked satisfied, and Jian Zhu's indulgence made him very happy.He explained in a good mood: "I made you an anklet so that you can be locked at home."

"No outsiders will bother us anymore, you just need to stay with me alone."

The seemingly small anklet is actually terribly heavy, and Jian Zhu can't walk normally by himself.

After a long time, he let out a long sigh.

"You are good at magic."

Lan picked up the felt on the ground and stuffed Jian Zhu's feet back into the felt.He sat against Jian Zhu, put his face on Jian Zhu's lap and sighed, "Jane, do you regret teaching me spells?"

Jian Zhu didn't answer him.

In the warm wooden house, there was only the sound of burning wood, and the swaying fire projected the two snuggling figures onto the wall.

"Jane, you are a little liar. Only when you are pushed to the limit will you unfold your curled petals to me, revealing the sweet inner core." Lan rubbed Jian Zhu's leg, "Didn't you notice? Very early You used to be very obedient in front of me, and you were jealous. Whether it was intentional or not, you hardly let any playmates touch me."

The faces of the people in the reclining chairs were shadowed by the flames.

Eyelashes trembling, Lan slowly raised her eyes, quietly opening a slit like a tightly closed clam shell, revealing her hidden cunning and understanding: "You are letting go of my dependence and desire for you. Jane, you want me to belong to you alone." You. What I am doing now is to fulfill this wish for you, but why are you unhappy?"

Jian Zhu finally said, "Is there?" Before Lan could speak, he admitted to himself, "You're right."

"You have been away from me for so long, and I have been afraid of losing my dependence. You learned to be independent and became an independent individual, until one day you realized that you didn't just need me. You began to be dissatisfied with only facing me, and began to desire Get in touch with more people, and start yearning for the youthful love of others. You may find a girl, or a boy. You look for more people, and disperse all the emotions in your heart," he closed his eyes, "I can't keep you alone anymore."

Is it because you have an independent body that you will leave me?

Blue laughed, and he won.

"In the future, no one will come outside, you said... Is it possible for us to see no outsiders for the rest of our lives?" Jian Zhu closed his eyes, his voice was a little weak, "Living alone, closing myself in a cage and guarding my own small world, in the end It's easy to be abnormal."

"Isn't that abnormal from the beginning?" Lan took his hand over and placed it on the open neckline, sliding it gently.Gradually, his voice took on a little unsteady panting: "You promised...really?"

Lan moved closer to him, and the figures of the two were like tightly intertwined vines.

The fire flickered, and the shadows were indistinct.A few irregular shadows fell on the wall, and the slender black shadows stretched and bowed, sometimes bending.Such as trekking in the muddy jungle, such as exploring the mountains and valleys, constantly measuring out your own path, and soon forming a regular adventure.

During the shaking, the sparkling water curtain covered the eyes, blurring the beautiful face in front of him.The warm breath wandered, whispering into his ears: "You are destined to belong to me. I have always... always wanted to be like this, to hide you."

The wet breath gradually descended: "I am the only one who sees you and touches you... only me."

Jian Zhu opened his mouth slightly: "Are you... crying?"

Every inch of flesh on his body felt a slight tingling pain, as if he was about to be swallowed by that person: "Sometimes I really want to just like this, feed myself to you bite by bite, or I'll eat you bite by bite... Just like the day you swallowed my blood."

The warm liquid dripped on the rosy skin.

"Jane, you eat me."

[Lan Zhou, I'm so sad that I'm about to die... Eat me, eat me?That way no one will bother us. ]

The mouth was firmly stuffed into the soft wrist, and the smell of rust filled the mouth.Jian Zhu shook his head in resistance, but was disturbed by the impact.

Consciousness gradually faded away, leaving only the scorching mist covering the whole body.Jian Zhu's eyes were flushed, and the boiling blood was rushing, sending the overly sweet taste to the whole body.

That gentle and loving tone caught him, comforting him from the past to the future.

His sanity was floating in the distant clouds, and his eyelids were constantly being pulled by fatigue.In a daze, someone crouched beside his ear, embedding soft words into his mind word by word——

"Do you love me?"

"do you hate me?"

"If you could do it all over again, would you still want to see me?"

The author has something to say: I revised this chapter three times_(:_」∠)_