Protagonist, wake up

Jian Zhu stood under the shade of the tree in front of the flower bed, her fingers clasped tightly on the tree trunk.

Across the flower bed, he could still see the girl's blushing face and trembling lips clearly.

The lips that were painted with beautiful lipstick opened and closed, Jian Zhu couldn't hear what she said clearly, but combined with everything in front of him, he could guess that the girl was confessing her love.

The bark is deeply embedded in the nails.

What happened recently?Everyone lined up to confess?

Jian Lanzhou looked at the girl in front of her. She was a school girl whom she had known for a year.Out of politeness, he chose to listen to the conversation instead of leaving.

"Senior, senior, I really like you. Can you, can you think about it..."

Jian Lanzhou waited for her to finish speaking, then smiled slightly: "I'm sorry, but I already have a sweetheart."

"This, this way..." To Jian Lanzhou's surprise, Xue.mei's face was still red, but she relaxed and said as if she was relieved: "Sure enough, I just said, Senior Jian is so How can a good person still be single? Now it’s time to stop thinking about it... That senior," Xue.mei quietly approached him, her curious eyes sparkling, "May I ask if you can reveal a little bit about your partner? Where is she from? Is she a girl from our school? I'm very strict, of course, if it's inconvenient for the senior to say so..."

There was the faint sound of branches snapping in the distance.

"No."

"Hey? It's not from our school." Before Xue.mei could say the next sentence, she was interrupted by Jian Lanzhou: "I mean, it's not from our school, nor is it a girlfriend."

Xue.mei was dumbfounded.

Jian Lanzhou pursed her lips and smiled like a spring breeze: "It's a boyfriend."

After the school girl realized what Jian Lanzhou said, she became a little excited and couldn't speak fluently: "Really, really—!?" After so many years, I finally let my old lady see a live gay!

There is still less homosexuality in the world, but people's attitudes toward sexual orientation have improved.School girls are also rotten women, and usually read some relevant materials, and they are not disgusted with them.Now that I know such a secret, even the sadness of broken love is left behind.

Jian Lanzhou didn't know why the girl in front of her seemed a little excited.He just knew how this Xue.mei was a person, not to mention that in his opinion, this was not something shameful, at least he didn't have to hide it in front of Xue.mei, so he simply told her.But just in case, he still told the other party: "It's fine for you to know this matter alone, and nothing will flow out of you in the future."

"Senior, don't worry!" Xue.mei raised her hand in front of her mouth and made a gesture of zipping, then stood upright and gave a military salute, and said playfully: "I promise to carry out the command of the commander!"

Jian Lanzhou was amused by her.

Seeing the man's hearty smile, Jian Zhu trembled, and his hands gripped harder and harder.The tiny wooden thorns pierced into the tender | meat, but he didn't notice it.

Under the sun, in front of the flower bed, the scene of men and women talking and laughing together is too annoying!

He took a deep breath and told himself over and over again in his mind - Jian Zhu, you have to be calm, you have to be calm.It's just a confession, how could he have no suitors?You can't block all the people who approach him, and you have no position to control other people's minds...

It's just jealousy, isn't it okay to be jealous as a lover?

No, no, no, this is not normal jealousy anymore, Jian Zhu, you have to relax, you are too ugly... too ugly... maybe it's just a friend?What's more, Lanzhou will definitely refuse!

You just... just never saw him laughing...

It's okay, it's okay, you still have a long time.You say it, he will smile at you...

The chaotic thoughts scrambled and knotted in the mind, and then were slowly sorted out, like the rising tide of the sea finally diverted into a gurgling stream.The turbulent mood gradually calmed down, Jian Zhu threw away the broken branch, covered his eyes and raised his head in silence for a while before walking out of the shade of the tree.

After the school girl ran away, Jian Lanzhou turned back unhurriedly, and looked at the boy in front of the shade of the tree opposite the flower bed.

"Xiao Zhu?" He whispered, with a slightly surprised tone.

Jian Zhu forced a smile, and rushed to Jian Lanzhou's arms while no one was around.

Jian Lanzhou hugged his young man, and pleasantly surprised laughter burst into Weihong's ears.But his eyes, as calm as water, looked over the top of the young man's jet-black hair, and looked at the old tree with peeling bark.

"That person just now..." came a muffled voice from his arms.

"Huh?" Jian Lanzhou withdrew her gaze and met the dark eyes in her arms, "An optimistic school girl, we usually have a good relationship, but I didn't expect to be confessed just now."

"..."

Jian Lanzhou whispered into Jian Zhu's eyes: "I told her that I have a boyfriend."

"Can you just say that directly?" Jian Zhu didn't expect Jian Lanzhou to be so straightforward, but the joy in his heart made him loosen his clenched hands unconsciously.

"It's okay, I'm here." Jian Lanzhou said softly.Then he frowned slightly, "What happened to your hand?"

Jian Zhu was startled, subconsciously wrapped his arms around him, and hid his hands behind his back, "No, it's nothing. I scratched it when I came here."

Seeing Jian Zhu's dodge, Jian Lanzhou didn't intend to get to the bottom of it, but what should be told is still to be told: "Don't get hurt next time. If you are not happy, come to me. I don't know if you are hurt. It will make me sad."

"……Um."

**

On Wednesday, the letter was handwritten again.

"Jealousy is eating me. No, it's all bad emotions eating me like venom. I can't help but look at him laughing so hard, I can't help but push the girl away, I better push her to the ground ..."

The fonts began to be slightly messy, as if someone was venting but trying to restrain himself.

"Why are there so many people looking at him? Why are you smiling so happily at others? Teacher, can you imagine? I roared in my heart, raised the water glass and put it down again, I can't scare my roommates, I can't let them see Strange..."

"I hurt myself, and the way he worried about me made me so happy. But seeing him frown made me sad. These opposite emotions twisted and tore at my heart. It was like I was torn into two people. "

"It sounds good to monopolize him, but I don't want to do this, I dare not do this. I hope that what I give him is love, easy giving and happiness, instead of endless demands and confinement that suffocate him."

"This is a disease, I'm sick... I don't know what will happen if I let it go, I can't ruin it all, I want to be with him for a long time. Teacher, you are right, I think I must come to see you, Talk to you face to face."

"Teacher, I absolutely trust you."

**

Finally, Jian Zhu was not satisfied with seeing each other on weekends, and started to run to the rented house on weekdays.

On Friday night, Jian Zhu received a call from Xie Lang. On the phone, Xie Lang's voice was a little tired: "I just finished the seminar, I'm tired, and I want to talk to you."

Jian Zhu said: "You can't get along with him again?"

Xie Lang was silent for a while, and then sighed after a long time: "The way is different..."

"He didn't speak against you."

"Yes, but he's not happy either." Xie Langping's usually cold voice became turbulent at this moment, "Ziluo has a bad heart, and I don't want to make him sad. But I've been thinking about this project for nearly two years, and it's impossible. Give up such a good opportunity. This closed training camp will take half a year, and after the end, I will go to the capital and country M. After a delay, I am afraid that I will not see each other for more than a year."

"Can't the video work?"

"That's not the point." Xie Lang smiled wryly, "This project is notoriously thankless, that is to say, a few of us prefer to participate in it. Ziluo is very clear about my future development direction in this area. After spending a lot of energy for a year and a half, I may not be able to produce anything. Just like the teacher, he feels sorry for me."

"..." Jian Zhu said that he didn't understand you Xueba very well.

"But he is unwilling, but if I really make up my mind, he will support me. After being with him for so long, he always accommodates me. I just hope that occasionally I can do something to make him happy. Now look at It will be difficult." Xie Lang added.

It was only after Jian Zhu hung up the phone that he realized that he had been fed something invisibly, but as the warm hands wrapped around him, the feeling of fullness disappeared.

After turning off the lights in the bedroom, Jian Zhu lay on the soft bed and gradually fell into a deep sleep.

White | fair fingers gently smoothed his clustered eyebrows, and soft lips pressed a kiss on his forehead.

This time, Jian Zhu fell into a sweet dream.

In his dream, he heard the voices of many joyful children. He crossed the bridge made of ice and snow and arrived at a land of warm spring flowers.A lively dance party was being held on the well-manicured lawn, freshly baked cakes were arranged on the table, colorful streamers fell from the sky, and animal dolls jumped, leading him into the depths of the tower.

The author has something to say: Thank you for the 19 bottles of nutrient solution (^~^)

Another: Calendula flower language has the meaning of jealousy;

In the next chapter, sex will turn into a fairy tale world, there will be big guys in women's clothing, and there will be small black houses =w=