Protagonist, wake up

In June of the 25th year of Apocalypse, the Wu people captured five frontier cities and slaughtered one city.

In July, the Holy One lost another two cities due to improper employment.When the battle report came, Manchu was shocked.The emperor was furious, and threw the battle report on the recommender's face in front of the civil and military officials of the Manchu Dynasty.Zhang Wang and two generals called for battle.Since then, the imperial court has had few generals available.Many civil servants began to go to the battlefield.

At the beginning of August, Dongxia conquered two cities, and the Wu people attacked another city.The situation is still not optimistic.The Holy One sent someone to make peace, but the messenger was detained by the other party, and the negotiation broke down.

At the same time, Juli from the west attacked Dongxia, took the opportunity to capture three cities, and gradually formed a siege with the Wu people in the north, and Dongxia was besieged by enemies.

The recent situation in the near north is getting more and more flustered, and the fighting situation from the northern front keeps countless people awake at night.

There has never been a clearer realization than this moment-the world is in chaos.

**

Xie Lang woke up from the bed with sweat profusely, the moon was hanging in the sky outside the window, he sat on the bed for a while before knocking on the bronze mirror.

Jian Zhu was playing with his fingers in the mirror, when he heard the sound, he turned his head and asked in doubt, "What's wrong?"

"I saw Ziluo. He was standing under the flower tree and called me to drink with him." Xie Lang said softly, "Father is here too. He is still angry with Ziluo, but I looked at him with a straight face, but Laughed for the first time. Woke up after laughing."

"..."

"It's probably stuck." He sighed.

After Xie Lang dealt with the funeral affairs, he set out to send Mrs. Xie to the south of the Yangtze River.

When he sent Mrs. Xie out of the city gate, Mrs. Xie took his hand and said, "Son, are you really not going with mother? It's so chaotic now, you stay here alone, how can mother feel relieved?"

Xie Lang just smiled and said: "Mother, you also know that my son's business is not as good as that of his elder brother, and he also likes men. The only way to collect is to have some success. In this life, it looks like this."

"There are still a lot of things that have not been finished here, so I have to leave someone to deal with them. If the elder brother is left behind, the elder sister-in-law will definitely stay too. But the elder sister-in-law is pregnant, so why stay here and worry about it. Why don't you send your mother and elder brother's family away first? It's easy to do things alone. Even if there is an emergency, there will be no successors in my Xie family."

Mrs. Xie held Xie Lang's hand tightly, and couldn't help shaking her head with tears in her eyes.

"Mother, I have been avoiding many things all this time. I am avoiding business, I am avoiding Ziluo, and I am afraid to face the cruel reality. But many things would not have happened if I hadn't escaped. When I was finally willing to get out of the cage, things changed. It's irretrievable. Ziluo is gone, and father is gone, should I continue until my mother or elder brother become irretrievable?"

"I'm fine by myself. The only thing I'm worried about is you. As long as my mother is well, I'm not afraid of anything."

He broke Madam Xie's hand.

"I'll be fine. I'll go find you when the matter is over."

Thinking about him, he probably won't go back.For some reason, Jian Zhu had this feeling in his heart.

Knowing a child is like a mother.Mrs. Xie probably noticed it too, so she refused to let go.No mother wants her son to be in danger or even lose his life out of sight, even if the odds are unknown.

Jian Zhu knew that Xie Lang had always had a knot in his heart.He believed that it was because of him that Yan Ziluo passed away and Father Xie died.If I am more cautious, I will not make mistakes, and those people will not catch the opportunity to trip up Xie's family. Xie's father will not travel far, or at least there is no need to thank Xie's father to go by himself. Lose the backbone.

In short, Xie Lang felt that, in the final analysis, he was the one who caused Xie's father's death.

If Yan Ziluo's death deprived him of love and caused him to fall into self-doubt, then Xie's death became the last straw that crushed him.He was trapped in this invisible knot and couldn't get out of it. Jian Zhu had given him psychological counseling, but Xie Lang was careful and thoughtful, so it was difficult to get out of it in a short time.

Jinbei, Xie's family, and Yanziluo, these brought him great depression, but they were also the source of his growth.Xie Lang is now at the intersection of contradictions.On the one hand, due to self-criticism, he hopes to make compensation and take on the responsibility of the Xie family; on the other hand, he tries to escape, secretly longing to stay away from everything temporarily.

"Cheng Si." On the way back, Jian Zhu said, "If Dong Xia can survive this time, we can go to Jiangnan as well when the fighting slows down."

"……it is good."

"I heard that there are delicious mandarin fish, small bridges and flowing water, and gentle scenery."

"Correct."

"We can build a house in the bamboo forest, or settle on the river. Taste tea and paint, grow melons and flowers, whatever you want. We take those collections and live the hermit life you want to live."

"it is good."

"...Are you going home?"

"Most definitely."

**

At the end of August, part of the old part of the Sun family rebelled, and the Wu people took the opportunity to attack, captured and killed the two kings and Zhang, and hung their heads on the city gate.The Uzumaki moved swiftly and defeated the Dongxia border defense in one fell swoop, completely opening the first line of defense leading to the Central Plains.

In early September, peasant uprisings occurred in many places, two of which were the most serious.The imperial court had to allocate troops to suppress the riots.

Although anti-enemy teams are organized in various places, they have not achieved success.

In mid-September, attack Yunzhou and occupy Dingzhou.At the same time, Jusu defeated the western frontier defense.The Wu tribe blocked Shangliu, and controlled the most elite Western Army of Eastern Xia within Shangliu, cutting off their way to become kings.

At the end of January in the 26th year of Apocalypse, the Wu people finally opened the passage to Kyoto before the river was frozen.After clearing all obstacles, the last gate before the Wu people is Jinbei.After conquering the north, there is nothing to stop the black cavalry, and the victory will come after this city!

At the beginning of February, it was near the north.

The author has something to say: I... Recently, in order to apply for the list, I need to reduce the number of words... Please forgive me_(:з」∠)_

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