not bound

Why are you crying?

It's not sorrow, it's not pain, it's just that the missing soul has been replenished, a full, pure soul, lost and found.

It can't be called ecstasy, but there is too much happiness, like dredging the spring, more happiness overflows from the eye sockets, inexhaustible.

In the city of flames, he realized that he once loved Feisi, and only then did he learn that this love was actually reciprocated, but he forgot it.

He put his hands over his face, as if that would give him a more authentic confirmation that he was alive again.

"Because of your words back then, I almost lived close to death and darkness, but now all my grievances are swept away by your words, scattered into the wind, and disappeared." He murmured.

"But I know that from now on I will not be able to find you, and I will not be able to love you anymore. I should be sad, but I am not sad at all, as if this is the real perfect ending, and the story of two people will never exist again intersection."

If we hadn't stood on the opposite side and hadn't been separated, wouldn't we be so embarrassed now?

But there is no if, isn't it.

Xue Zangxue raised her head, letting the tears keep falling, as if they would never dry up.

Many years ago, Fei Lian took him out of his hometown to see the prosperity of the world of mortals. After many years, Fei Lian took him out of the shackles of his heart again. It was like salvation, and his exhausted soul and emotions filled his body again.

Is a puppet with a soul still a puppet?

Is a medicine puppet that can cry still a medicine puppet?

After a long time, when Jianwei began to worry about whether Xue Zangxue would commit suicide inside, Xue Zangxue came out.

He bowed deeply to Jian Wei, left without saying anything.

Jian Wei looked at his back, but felt that he was very different from when he came.

It's like being redeemed.

The light that had disappeared between the heaven and the earth for many years shrouded back, and the haze was scattered.

My feelings have indeed become complete, and I can finally love that person with peace of mind. Stand in front of that person and tell him that I was attracted to you that day in the canyon. Knowing the feeling of heartbeat, I would like to never ask about Jianghu affairs from now on, to be your partner and never shrink back.

Although it's a bit late to understand, would you like to accompany me?

But so what?Xue Zangxue suddenly laughed at himself.

That person was annihilated by the fire and is no longer in this world.

I don't have to look at the world without him.

Xue Zangxue tied his eyes again, and he walked towards the outside of Caiwei Pavilion, took a nine-inverted turn, and walked through the streets and alleys of Yong'an City step by step, until he stopped in that cold alley.

The alleys of his memory.

Reaching into his arms, he fumbled out a small yellowed cloth bag with blood stains from his undershirt. The cloth bag was badly worn and had been used for an unknown number of years.

If Mo Zelan saw it, he would sneer and say, this kind of crap is still kept close to the body, and it is just a crime to keep it for so many years, Xue Zangxue, you must have a brain problem.

Xue Zangxue shook his head, wanting to get rid of the bewitching voice, his fingers trembled slightly, he opened the cloth bag, and shook out a small bead from the debris.

The palms are white and the emerald beads are clear, the same color and material as the wind chimes on the door.If it had no cracks, it should be hundreds of times more beautiful than the eyes of the most beautiful woman in the West Sea.

Liufengzhu, a legendary token of love given by people from Xizhou to their lovers.It is said that if you hang this bead under the wind chime, when you miss your lover, the wind chime will be blown by the breeze and make a clear sound to express lovesickness.

In my impression, there should be Fudaiwa with thin frost in front of me, mottled and imprinted on the rich door, and a sky blue hexagonal glazed wind chime hung on the eaves worn by the years.

Xue Zangxue tried to compare the beads in his hand under the eaves of his memory.

I should put you back and let you go where you need to go.

"what."

The sudden impact knocked off the bead, and the bead escaped from Xue Zangxue's control and jumped onto the bluestone ground, with a few crisp sounds like the delicate crisp sounds of wind chimes in a breeze.

Xue Zangxue could have caught its trajectory quickly, but at the same time, the clear male voice sounded like a thunderbolt from the sky, hitting him hard on the top of the head.

"Feel sorry."

He said.

The surroundings were suddenly quiet and silent, and the bustling tide receded, making this world feel a little terrifyingly empty.

Xue Zangxue's face was pale, and he wanted to make a self-deprecating smile. He thought that he was not only blind, but also deaf, so he started to hallucinate.

"Are you OK."

The voice sounded again after a while, shattering Xue Zangxue's luck that he thought it was just tinnitus.

That person approached slowly from a distance, and walked to Xue Zangxue's side, the soft ending almost seemed to be whispering, swaying in the almost frozen time.

I thought that the past would not bother my heart, I just waited for the world of mortals to clear up.At this moment, I found that even though my memory was missing, your voice was always hidden in my heart, and I didn't know it.

The bead gently fell back into Xue Zangxue's hands, a familiar yet unfamiliar warmth slowly dissipated from the surface of the bead.

Or maybe it didn't dissipate, it just penetrated into the cracks of different depths, making the temperature of the whole bead hot, even a little hot.

Xue Zangxue stabilized his mind and turned to "look" at that person.

Really, not hallucinations.

There was a person standing in front of him, like a meeting after thousands of years, the fragrance of Chonghua, and the phantom in the air, made him almost instinctively quickly recognize who this person was, and his vague It can be seen that he was a teenager at the beginning.

Young man.

It is hard to forget that day, that boy who got lost by the lake.

The memory suddenly became extremely clear. Xue Zangxue was standing by the Wanggui Lake, looking up at layers of blue waves and a pale sky at the top. There were no clouds and no sunshine, only the pliable wind floated among the bamboo forests, and a bloody smell wafted from it.

A young man stood at the junction of the bamboo forest and the outside lake. It was the first time Xue Zangxue saw people from outside entering and leaving his hometown.

The young man was wearing an apricot-colored military uniform with narrow waists. The clothes had been washed a bit old, and the rough leather armor was severely worn and stained with blood. It seemed that he had just come down from the battlefield, lost his way, and wandered away from his hometown by mistake.

His facial features are not particularly tough, but they reveal the perseverance of a soldier, and he has an indescribable sense of security.

Xue Zangxue was sitting on a mound hiding among the bamboo forests, watching the young man circle around the lake curiously.He just thought it was funny, he also lost his way by this lake back then, and couldn't get out no matter what.

Leaving home is a very special place, often you see the destination, but you can't get around it.Take this lake as an example, without walking a certain distance, you will find that you have returned to the place where you were just now, the grass by the lake, the fish in the lake, and even the traces you left before are exactly the same, so many people are used to I instinctively wanted to go back and change my way.Unfortunately it didn't work, the result is still the same.

If you keep walking, repeating what you saw before, you may have a nervous breakdown.

It is also very simple to escape from this circle, close your eyes and feel the surrounding environment with your body.You will find that after integrating your body into nature, the touch of running water and the smell of green grass in the breeze are always a little different.

After watching it for several days, he finally couldn't help it, and wanted to bring that ridiculous boy out of the fog.

And the boy finally found the girl who came to fetch water in the evening when the orange sunset covered the sky.

The girl was wearing a gauze dress of the same color as the bamboo forest, and a delicate white mask. Her long hair was loose, and only a bundle of hair was tied with a beautifully braided red rope.

The strangely dressed girl stood in front of the boy, but the boy didn't show any fear.

The boy said that his name was Fei Lian.

The girl did not speak, and tied the wrists of the two with hair ties. The two hands were wrapped around the wide cuffs, and they walked forward as if they were leading each other. The boy seemed to know that he was leading the way, so he obediently followed.

The two walked for a long time, the red light of sunset dissipated, and the thin ink color fainted in the sky little by little.It seems that someone used the sky as paper, and wrote a plate of graffiti in ink called Night Color, layer by layer.

In the end, the halo dissipated, and in the deep black sky, the stars twinkled as far away as the sea, and the silver light spread across the lake and onto the grass.The fireflies are sparsely falling on the grass tips and bushes, flickering, as beautiful as emeralds.

The girl doesn't talk much, and every time she encounters a question and thinks for a while, she will answer it in the shortest way and end the topic quickly.

Fei Lian didn't care either.

When it was Fei Sian's turn to speak, he raised his head slightly, and told the outside world, those colorful landscapes, and those funny characters in a very gentle and sunny voice with a little pride.

The girl only nodded occasionally, feeling no sadness or joy.

In the early morning of the next day, the light golden and transparent sunlight came from the end of the forest, passed through layers of leaves and branches, and came head-on.Particles of sunlight are jumping on every leaf, and the small fish in the lake are rolling in the sparkling waves, making grunting sounds.

The girl took out a small package, which contained his dry food.Fei Lian looked at the silhouette of this quiet girl, the sun was rushing into his mask, and his brown pupils were plated with a layer of red gold, which was extremely gorgeous.

She finally loosened her hair belt, handed the package to the boy, pointed to the inconspicuous bushes in front of her, and waved her hand to signal that he could leave.

For some reason, an emotion welled up from the bottom of my heart, grabbing the boy's heart for no reason.He forcibly grabbed Fei Lian's hand.

"Would you like to come with me?" Flying Scythe said.

The girl shook her head.

"I like you, whether you are a human or a monster in the bamboo forest, I like you both," the young Fei Lian was a little shy, but his tone was very strong, "I want to marry you."

The girl looked at the sky and said calmly, her voice was muffled, "If it snows in my hometown this year, I will...marry you."

There has never been a winter on the Fenhai sea, the climate here is hot, so how could it be possible for the Lixiang parked by the sea to snow.

Let's just lie to him like this, the girl thought, the reason for lying to him is hard to say, maybe, she just didn't want to bear to directly reject those dark eyes that were shining with light.

Feisi said: "Okay."

The author has something to say:

Mo Zelan: Hmph, I just remembered my goodness now.

Fei Lian: It doesn't matter if you don't want to, anyway, if you hang up, I'll clean it up.

Mozelan: Go away! ! ! !