Being-Towards-Death

In Shi Guyuan's nearly 40 years of life, the hospital was by no means an unfamiliar place. Both his adoptive parents and Zheng Zhongtian paid a lot of money to his body to maintain his intermittent breathing.

He asked more than once—himself, or the god who bears countless sustenance—when survival is so difficult, what is the purpose of his existence?He never got an answer.The Buddha statues in Ci'en Temple are like concrete water vapor, nourishing part of his thirst for knowledge.

He shovels snow on the top of the snow-capped mountain, and sails a boat on the frozen lake; a mansion is built on the top of the mountain, and a feast is held on the boat; he is obviously the master of everything, but the excitement has nothing to do with him.He's tired, he knows what he's doing is nothing more than drinking poison to quench thirst, ultimately meaningless, but life is short, and short-sightedness is especially useful against the backdrop of selfishness: meaning is a far more sublime definition than purpose, and it's important to struggle in the world For ordinary people, fame before and after life is like a keynote speech on "year-end summary and outlook for the coming year", which will never be done, so simply recognize the reality and stop doing it.

Since no one remembers you, there is no need to bind yourself.

Shi Guyuan stared blankly at the needle, the liquid flowed into his body along the needle tube, the back of his hand was cold and blue.The low-grade fever caused by the wound infection has lasted for a week, and the corridor is full of noise—not to mention the noise, because someone is talking, and it has been quiet for a long time, and even a single breath is too noisy.

Zheng Zhichu opened the door and came in. Seeing him awake, he was a little surprised: "That..."

"What's going on outside?"

"The doctor told me to withdraw the tube," Zheng Zhichu said bluntly, he had never encountered such a thing before, and he would not beat around the bush, "It is hopeless."

Shi Guyuan's face was drained of blood, Zheng Zhichu said again: "You have to hold on, I'm exhausted these days, I really don't have time to take care of you anymore."

A week ago, Shi Guyuan and Shi Guyu were sent to the hospital by an ambulance that arrived late; Shi Guyuan was seriously injured, but conscious, and was sent to the emergency room first to treat the wound; Shi Guyu suffered from an injection drug overdose , transferred to ICU for further observation.

Shi Guyuan didn't close his eyes all night until the doctor left Shi Guyuan's bedside. He grabbed the nurse and asked about his sister's situation. After a while, Zheng Zhichu went on a rampage and broke into Shi Guyuan's ward.

During the week, Zheng Zhichu was busy, circling between the company, family and hospital.Zhao Tieqiang regretted arbitrarily forcing strangers to do drugs. This broke Mr. Huo's rules. Now that he has caused a catastrophe, he was responsible for it. The third master would not protect him anymore, so he gave up taking the train to Beijing and fled to south.

Zhao Tie was brave and stupid, and the train from Taoxian to the south would take three or four days at the shortest, enough time for the city bureau to issue a warrant for the whole country.Before the train entered Shanhaiguan, Zhao Tieqiang and his party were arrested on the train, and then escorted to the local detention center for trial.

As for Shi Guyan, because of a drug overdose, he was notified of critical illness twice in a row, but he couldn't survive the third time.

Maybe there will be more time to prepare for the loss in a long stream than a sudden one, and the grief will be gentle, and the amount will not decrease, but it can maintain a superficial article.

Shi Guyuan said, "She still has some good news that she hasn't told me."

Zheng Zhichu's throat tightened, and he said after a while, "It's too late to say anything now."

"Actually, I know what she's going to say," Shi Guyuan smiled, "I know her too well, what can make her happy is just the icing on the cake." He raised his eyes and stated quietly to Zheng Zhichu, "She's pregnant, right."

"...I'm most annoyed by this." Zheng Zhichu slumped over the chair and sat on it, "It seems like you can't hide anything in this world from you, and you know everything, and you control everything I do. Just you Got a brain?"

When Zheng Zhichu learned of Shi Guyuan's situation, he was really distressed. He specially warned the medical staff, don't let Shi Guyuan say anything in front of Shi Guyuan. What is he doing?

Shi Guyuan was silent for a while, and said, "Let William go back to England."

"I told him a long time ago, that guy—" Zheng Zhichu raised his nose and raised his eyes, not looking good, "Don't look at their foreign devils who are single-minded and have poisonous eyes. I don't want to hide it from you now. As you can definitely guess, Zhao Tieqiang had tied your sister up at first, but the foreign devil got impatient and leaked all the messy things between you and Chi Yu, and wanted Zhao Tieqiang to let your sister go and tie up Chi Yu's... Little girl, in the end, she lost her wife and lost her army, you are a fucking idiot..."

Shi Guyuan said, "Where is he now?"

"Arguing to come to the hospital, I locked him up, and sent him to the plane tomorrow. What do you think he's here for? Isn't he making trouble for us, and making trouble when he sees him." Zheng Zhichu broke the jar, provocatively, "If you want to say that this foreign devil has a bit of conscience, but that Chi Yu, you have been in trouble for so long, why haven't you seen him come to see you? He must be hiding in that corner, and you saved his child! You See if you don’t see it, then fuck it up, and you still have to rely on me when you get there? Remember to treat me better in the future..."

Shi Guyuan smiled more sincerely this time: "Don't open your mouth if you don't know how to comfort others, it's annoying."

"Who comforted you! I feel sorry for myself! My legs are slipping away."

Shi Guyuan continued the previous words, sighed and said: "It's fine if he doesn't come, Xiaoyu is so frightened that he needs someone to accompany him, you go back to Hengyu and tell the hospital that he will be granted a month's leave."

"Why are you still facing him—"

"If it wasn't me, they wouldn't be able to meet this one." Shi Guyuan thought for a while, "Is he the one who made the call to the police? William saw Xiao Yu coming out outside, but Xiao Yu didn't move. He must not dare to disobey Zhao Tieqiang. It was Chi Yu who called the police on the way back."

"Is it useful to say this?" Zheng Zhichu said disdainfully, "People are gone."

Shi Guyuan lowered his eyelids to cover his red eye sockets. He felt that what was flowing in his body was not blood, but vinegar.

"How's the company going?" He pretended to change the subject nonchalantly, and his voice was so soft that he couldn't hear anything unusual.

Zheng Zhichu said: "You look like this, and you still have the leisure to spare the world to work? Really, without your rotten egg, I can't make a trough cake? How many times have I told you that the sky is mine, not yours, Is it worthy of your attention? You really need to take care of it, after the injury is cured and you leave the hospital, you can take care of your Hengyu!"

There are a lot of things going on in the company these days. The end of the year is approaching, Shi Guyuan is hospitalized, Liu Mian is nowhere to be seen all day, and I don’t know what he is doing. Left and right are what he usually does in previous years. His usual style is quite different, there are really too many things that need to be distracted, even though he is young, there will be a day when he loses energy.

Shi Guyuan said: "I have to explain some relationships to you clearly, what should be seen at the end of the year, what should not be seen, the weight of gifts, the order..."

The voice became smaller and smaller, Zheng Zhichu hurriedly poured a glass of water and handed it to Shi Guyuan's mouth, saying: "Everyone knows that you, Mr. Shi, have a big accident, and they all want to come and see you, so I blocked you. No one picks on you." .Besides, I can't make it. Isn't there still Liu Mian? Hey, I shouldn't take your word for it. It's my fault in my previous life. In this life, I will throw pots and banners for you surnamed Shi."

Shi Guyuan said: "You have committed many crimes in your life."

"Don't run on me, I have to go," Zheng Zhichu got up, still worried, "Your sister, that name is also my sister, I will come to watch the funeral, you stay alone, you can't keep it together, just think about it, hurry up." I'll ask someone to bring you two books for entertainment, anyway, I won't be able to come these two days."

Shi Guyuan nodded and said, "Don't tell Chi Yu about Xiaoyan's matter, let them take it easy."

"I didn't even want to call him. Who the hell is he? I have to pay for his meal?" Zheng Zhichu got angry and pointed at Shi Guyuan with a finger, "Shi Guyuan, I But I tell you, from now on, you are not allowed to hook up with that surnamed Chi again! Who the hell, I can't fucking look down on him at the first sight!"

Shi Guyuan didn't answer, just stared at the dropper in a daze; Zheng Zhichu took a step forward, but Shi Guyuan's appearance, like a porcelain doll, would shatter when touched; Zheng Zhichu didn't dare to touch it, so he raised his tone: " Talking to you, are you listening?!"

Shi Guyuan's eyes were lax, and he replied in a trance: "You should go."

Zheng Zhi was angry at the beginning, he dared to hear it, but he didn't listen; he slammed the door, but he didn't feel relieved, turned his head quietly, and looked in through the door Liangzi, Shi Guyuan's head was hanging down to the weeping willow kissing the water by the river, Can't see the face.

Zheng Zhichu gritted his teeth, and turned away as if being torn apart, thinking over and over in his heart: What is this all about!

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With Dai Bureau's explicit order to guarantee, the Municipal Bureau flexed its muscles and decided to use the case of Teng Kong as an example, so as to make this first fire flourish; smuggling details.They found Sun Yansheng, the director of the anti-smuggling department, not wanting to be shut down.At night, a group of people were snoring bowls of noodles in a small restaurant. A team member complained to Song Weibin: "There are moths in the office. When we came, it turned into insecticide. Everyone hides."

Song Weibin was already preoccupied and couldn't eat. When he heard this, he put down his chopsticks and left on the spot; the team member who was thrown in the face was confused and said inexplicably: "What's the matter? Team Song, you don't want to eat?" He asked , while dragging Song Weibin’s untouched rice bowl, “I’ll eat if I don’t eat, it’s a waste of a day, but I’m starving to death.”

Song Weibin opened the door curtain and came to the side street to smoke.It got dark early, but at six or seven o'clock, the moon was already high in the sky, surrounded by a few stars, which complemented the lights on the ground.

His errand was not easy. When they arrived at the customs, they first met with Chief Huang, who took the lead to meet Sun Yansheng.Director Huang was naughty, he picked himself up completely, and Director Sun languished, but how many officials are really languid?Song Weibin has been working with officials in the Municipal Bureau for so many years, and his ability to watch people order dishes is not very good, but he has some experience in watching people. Before leaving, he slipped his private mobile phone number to Director Sun behind Huang Guanzhang's back. Long, whether it can be achieved or not depends on God's will.

Just as he was thinking about it, the phone rang, and the number was a public phone. When he answered it, the other party reported his family name, and it was Sun Yansheng who had just wandered around in Song Weibin's head for several times.

Sun Yansheng stood in the cold wind, looked around with the microphone in his arms, and whispered, "Team Song? Is it convenient for you?"

Song Weibin put down the cigarette butt, crushed it under his feet, and said, "It's convenient, it's just me, you have something to say."

"I'm calling you from a public phone now. If it's convenient for you, I'd like to meet you alone. There are some things I can't say at work."

Song Weibin went on the road, and said solemnly: "Okay, you make an appointment for a time and place, and we will meet."

Putting down the phone, Song Weibin's heart fluttered. What he let go was the progress of the case, and what went up was the complicated tug-of-war of conscience.Once Tengkong finds out about the incident, Shi Guyuan will be doomed. The large number of smuggled luxury cars alone is enough to cut off a lot of heads, and there is crude oil!

In all fairness, this year, which company is not a bit dark, otherwise it would have gone to the Northwest Wind, but Shi Guyuan was involved in Xu Liwei's case, and Teng Kong, a young bird, just fell into the eyes of the upper class. There is no second substitute.

But why is it Shi Guyuan?Song Weibin couldn't figure it out, if Shi Guyuan didn't take money to send him to the police academy, and he was still watching the gate, he wouldn't end up in the sad end he is now. Han.

Where did this go wrong?

Song Weibin started to smoke his second cigarette, and when he was halfway through, another call came, which seemed to be his home number, so he quickly picked it up and said, "Hello?"

He heard his son arguing over there to talk to his father, and Xu Ping's squeaky voice pushing his son to do his homework; after the commotion, Xu Ping said, "When will your case be over? Come back quickly, something happened. "

"what happened?"

"Xiao Yan is gone, the funeral will be held the day after tomorrow, you have to get out of here no matter what!"

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With Fatty Zhang's secret report, Qin Ming's gambling performance is booming and vigorous; the underground casino of Dongling, which he has been watching for a long time, has been wiped out in one go. Down.

Qian Youdao is detained in the detention center, and now violent interrogation is almost extinct, so he is not worried about the pain of flesh and blood, so he is unscrupulous.Some of the interrogating police officers had a violent temper, threatened to turn off the surveillance, and went in to beat up Qian, but was stopped by Qin Ming: "The police are not bandits, so they can't mess up the rules."

Qin Ming discussed with his brothers in the detention center, and decided to grind Qian Youdao's copper pea by himself. Before entering the interrogation room, the city bureau called and asked him to go to Zhoushui to take over the work from Song Weibin; Qin Ming Confused, after asking Song Weibin, he realized that something happened to Shi Guyuan's younger sister.

Qin Ming said a few words of comfort on the phone, repeating the same old tune: "Captain Song, if you're not feeling well, go home and rest for a few more days, and I'll handle this case; after all, your relationship with Shi Guyuan is at stake... ...is not the time to be intimate."

Song Weibin said: "How do you all guard against me like a house thief? I can tell you clearly, I have other business with you. I sent you the phone number of Director Sun of the Anti-smuggling Department, waiting for you to come over , I remember looking for him in private, I feel that he and Huang Guanchang are not on the same road."

The next day Song Weibin went back to Taoxian, went to the city bureau to order a job, went down the stairs and bumped into Director Dai head-on.The two greeted each other a few words, and Dai Ju said: "Your personal relationship, the public will not interfere, but I remind you, you boy, please be vigilant to me, Qin Ming copied Dongling's underground gambling game, and Teng Kong will definitely be in the right place at this time." Chaos, pay attention, have they made any moves?"

Song Weibin rolled his eyes vigorously, and said, "Are you lacking in virtue? When someone dies in your family, I'll make you gloat."

Dai Ju laughed angrily: "As long as you are a good person, we have all become bad people," he said, patting Song Weibin's police uniform, "It's quite uncomfortable to put on this layer of skin, huh?"

Song Weibin waved Dai Ju's hand away, and said while going downstairs: "I'm going back to see my wife and children, if I don't go back, my wife will divorce me!"

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Excessive chapter, big climax immediately, and then the end!I can finally see the dawn of the end!Strive for the end of the year...fight for...take...rain...