Being-Towards-Death

At the beginning of September, Hengyu Group issued a bidding message to the whole country, announcing that the entertainment club "Golden Brilliance", which is said to be "the largest" in Taoxian City, will be officially started in March next year, and the construction period of the first phase is expected to be half a year; When interviewed by the local media, he specially thanked the central and local governments for their strong support to private enterprises, and sold it to Mr. Zheng as a thin noodle with knowledge and interest.

Zheng Zhichu nestled in a small detached building in the north of the city and watched the city's news, which accounted for a large part of the city. After turning off the TV, he came to Shi Guyuan's room, lying on the newly changed sheets, his nose filled with fresh washing powder. smell.

A week ago, he received a call from Tang Jun inviting him to attend the bidding reception; before, he would have gone back to join in the fun and show off, but now he finds it boring.Tang Jun was greatly surprised. The day after the reception, he sent a private invitation to Young Master Zheng.

It would be too unsophisticated not to go, but he really didn't want to.This week, Shi Guyuan would come back to this house every night, teach him about company management, and analyze the precautions of the contract for him, but he was not allowed to go to the company with him.When Zheng Zhichu thought of the vicious Zhao Tieqiang, he became more and more worried that Shi Guyuan would be alone, so after Shi Guyuan walked a certain distance, Zheng Xiaogong's car fell far behind, like a red balloon tied on the back of a child.

Shi Guyuan was very angry when he found out, and immediately confiscated his car keys.Zheng Zhichu got impatient and had a big fight with him.Shi Guyuan walked away, and Zheng Zhichu smashed two vases, an ashtray and a tea set before he really calmed down and fell into a deep panic.

After all, Shi Guyuan didn't come back for two days.

He temporarily ignored Tang Jun's text messages, locked himself in the study room, pushed away a thick stack of company documents, and took out a book from Shi Guyuan's bookshelf. On the cover was written "Zarathustra Say so".

Open a page at random, look intently, and the whole article is rambling: "...one who wants to keep clean among the world must know how to wash himself with dirty water..."

He closed the book with a "snap", and Zheng Zhichu muttered: "What a piece of crap..." He slowly sat down in the chair, he turned to Shi Guyuan's number, pondered for a long time, but still couldn't get over the face. Kan, and instead texted Tang Jun back.The two met in the magnificent coffee shop, and it was in the afternoon - it was not easy to take a taxi in the villa area, so he asked Tang Jun to pick him up first; and magnificent, although he didn't want to admit it, at least it was something he could think of. The building is closer, a place where we can talk about things.

Shi Guyuan was extremely busy this week, mainly busy making amends: Song Weibin found Lou Zi faster than he expected, with the splendid bidding meeting held, Hengyu's big move attracted the attention of the whole country, it was the time when the media was happy to find fault, Even with the achievements of vacating, it was turned out again for people to admire.

The feeling of being promoted to the altar is like climbing to the top of a mountain. While seeing all the small mountains at the same time, it breaks many fantasies about the so-called "beautiful scenery" on the top of the mountain. , The power of the avalanche and the disaster that hit the fish in the pond is thunderous, and it is a belief that is shaken.

Zheng Zhichu spent a cup of coffee with Tang Jun in the magnificence, and listened intently to Tang Jun's great blueprint for the future.Zheng Zhichu was thinking about Shi Guyuan in his heart, and the coffee was running low. He first wished Tang Jun a lot of money, then he pretended to look at his watch, and finally said goodbye impatiently.

Before leaving, Zheng Zhichu suddenly thought of something, turned around and said: "Mr. Tang, you are my elder brother. I can tell that your future is limitless. Sometimes, if you don't force me, you probably don't know where your limit is. Just like this splendor, if it weren’t for Shi Guyuan’s insistence on not allowing Teng Kong to participate, I’m afraid there wouldn’t even be a plan. Shi Guyuan can let you go and give you full power, which proves that he trusts you in work, but you also know him , not very good at expressing, I hope Mr. Tang will forgive me."

These words were repeated, praised Tang Jun, and warned him not to act rashly, Hengyu's boss is still Shi Guyuan.Tang Jun became interested and said: "What you said, how old I am, I still understand the truth; but didn't you say earlier that you were worried that Mr. Shi was getting old and tired, and you wanted him to enjoy the happiness as soon as possible?" ?"

Zheng Zhichu said with an uncomfortable expression: "I'm flirting with the blind. Some people get more self-willed when they grow older. I can't help it. I can only follow along."

Tang Jun said with a smile: "You and Mr. Shi Tangdi have a deep love, and others are envious of you."

Zheng Zhichu waved his hands indiscriminately, picked up his backpack and ran out of the gate; he didn't look back, and he didn't have eyes in the back of his head, so he couldn't see Tang Jun's twisted and inscrutable facial features.

Zheng Zhichu walked briskly along the street for half an hour, and the face of the vacant door gradually revealed his true face; he slowed down on the wide steps in front of the door, hesitating - he came here privately again, Shi Guyuan must be unhappy, but He changed his mind and thought again, this is his fucking company, if he comes to his own company, who needs to agree?

Like an inflated tire, Zheng Zhichu held his head high, his nostrils upturned, ignored the staff who greeted him at the front desk, and took the straight ladder to the top floor; the little secretary outside the CEO's office was applying lipstick in the mirror. Furious, with an attitude of finding fault, he was taken aback, frantically put away the cosmetics and snacks on the table, stood up and said, "Little boss—Boss Shi hasn't come yet."

Zheng Zhichu's eyebrows flew out of his face, and then he was pulled back: "Not here yet? What time is it?"

The secretary shook his head and said, "He asked me to leave first when I got off work yesterday. Maybe it was too late. I will take a day off today."

Zheng Zhichu said angrily, "You can take a rest as you please! If you want to ask for leave, you have to say hello to me!" He looked at the closed door, and said, "You eat yours, I'll go in and wait for him! "

The secretary didn't stop him, and he didn't dare to stop him. He just watched Zheng Zhichu barge in; Zheng Zhichu closed the door and looked left and right. Shi Guyuan's coat was still draped over the back of the chair; Zheng Zhichu was attracted by the crumpled pieces of paper on the top.

The folds of these papers are like the eye lines of a centenarian. It seems that they have not only clumped together once, but instead have a soft feel that only appears after repeated clumping and flattening during tangles.Zheng Zhichu put them together, and looked at each page, becoming more and more frightened - that was something he had always wanted Shi Guyuan to know, about Chi Yu, about Chi Yu's senior.

Now he regrets it, he doesn't want Shi Guyuan to know this.Zheng Zhichu's hands trembled uncontrollably, and panic penetrated the bone marrow along the meridians from his fingertips; suddenly, something seemed to move in his peripheral vision, Zheng Zhichu walked around the sofa, and finally exhaled smoothly with a breath.

Shi Guyuan was lying on the sofa and fell asleep, his face buried in the small space surrounded by his arms, only the tip of his nose and well-shaped lips were exposed; in his body.

After only a little contact with the body, Shi Guyuan suddenly opened his eyes, his expression was sharp and clear, and after seeing Zheng Zhichu's stiff limbs, he relaxed his guard and said hoarsely, "It's you..."

"Why such a big reaction?" Zheng Zhi gave him a blank look, "Did you sleep here last night?"

Shi Guyuan straightened up slowly, with a haggard face, disheveled hair, cyan stubble growing on his chin, peeling and white lips, slightly red eyes, and a particularly eye-catching scar on his face; Zheng Zhichu was stunned, Say, "Are you crying?"

"What are you talking about in your dreams?"

"Then you—" Zheng Zhichu didn't want to mention the few damn pages he had already thrown into the trash can, carefully observed Shi Guyuan, and found not only the corners of his eyes, but also the tips of his ears and the looming collarbone under his collar. Also presents a crystal clear light red.

He boldly reached out to Shi Guyuan's forehead, but as expected, he was dodged; Shi Guyuan took a few sips of cold water and said, "I have a fever, I've already taken the medicine."

Zheng Zhichu gritted his teeth, clamped Shi Guyuan's weak legs, and roughly pulled his sweaty hair on the back of his head with one hand, making him unavoidable, and touched his forehead from his forehead to the crest of his neck with one hand, as if his hand was a burning coal, Zheng Zhichu was angry again Worried again, he yelled, "A bit? What the hell is that? Come on, follow me to the hospital!"

"Don't touch me!" Shi Guyuan patted his hand, Zheng Zhichu was frightened and angry, Shi Guyuan breathed a sigh of relief, pressed his forehead, and said, "...let me stay by myself for a while, don't touch me, just touch me My bones ache."

Zheng Zhichu slammed the door sullenly, holding back his anger; Shi Guyuan opened his eyes, cast a complicated glance at the door, and then lay down slowly on the sofa; within two seconds, the secretary's cry sounded outside the door; Zheng Zhichu came in again, threw the old tea leaves in the teapot into the trash can, and only used it as a kettle.

The teapot was purring, Shi Guyuan held his forehead and said drowsily, "Why are you scaring the little girl?"

"What do you want the secretary to do? You eat and drink out by yourself, and you don't even know that the boss hasn't come home all night—"

Shi Guyuan laughed and said: "If she knows whether I have returned home or not, I will not be able to tell."

Zheng Zhichu snorted twice: "You still have time to feel sorry for her? Look at you, you are so ugly."

Shi Guyuan closed his eyes, slightly hooking the corners of his mouth.

Zheng Zhichu peeked at him, and said: "I asked your secretary to go out and buy you porridge, you didn't take your medicine on an empty stomach, did you—did you take your medicine on an empty stomach?——You didn't fucking take your medicine at all, did you! "

Shi Guyuan said: "Keep down, it's too noisy..."

Zheng Zhichu yelled "fuck" loudly, rushed out the door, called the front desk on the secretary's landline, and told them to hurry up and buy fever medicine and bring it up. From the sound of his voice, he thought he was going to enter the pharmaceutical industry.After the order was done, the hot water was boiled, and Zheng Zhichu poured out half a cup of warm water that could be drunk immediately, stuffed it into Shi Guyuan's hand roughly, and said with a puff, "Drink it quickly!"

Shi Guyuan held it in his hand, and his cold fingertips began to wake up when they were heated; he cheered up and said, "It just so happens that you are here, so I don't need to make a trip—from tomorrow onwards, you will go to and from get off work normally like other employees. "

Zheng Zhichu sat down next to him and said, "I'll come if you let me. I came a few days ago, and you still kicked me out and confiscated my car keys?"

Shi Guyuan took out his car keys from the storage box of the coffee table, and threw them back to him without any explanation—in addition to business affairs this week, he was also devastated by personal affairs: Zhao Tieqiang arrived as scheduled, and Shi Guyuan's answer was as follows: As in that day, this means that the people around Shi Guyuan are even more abyss and thin ice.Shi Guyuan warned Shi Guyan and William Ansheng to stay in the villa in the east of the city and not to come back; he also completely cut off contact with Chi Yu; only this young master Zheng, let him go east and he will go west!

So, he confiscated his car keys, trapped him in a small detached house in the north of the city, and told Aunt Liu to keep an eye on his movements.However, Shi Guyuan didn't expect that Zheng Zhichu seemed to have changed his temperament, unexpectedly, the group of cronies who never visited him once, instead, the study room became his place of lingering and forgetting to return.

Therefore, Zheng Zhichu appeared in front of him without authorization today, and Shi Guyuan was not angry. Although most of the reason was that he was unable to mobilize his emotions, the other part of the reason was that he had just learned that Zhao Tieqiang, as a relative of the victim, was summoned by the city bureau to understand the situation and came out. Then hurried back to the capital.Even though Shi Guyuan's urgent news was just drinking poison to quench his thirst, he was still relieved.

Shi Guyuan said: "Go to Liu Mian directly tomorrow, and he will arrange a day's work for you. Just stay with me and don't run around."

Zheng Zhichu asked, "What about you?"

"I have a business trip tomorrow."

"Business trip? Where are you going?"

"Just take care of yourself," Shi Guyuan said nonchalantly, "Don't you always want to taste what it's like to be the boss, hurry up and try to defeat me."

Zheng Zhichu captured him with piercing eyes, images of the papers in the trash can flooded his mind, and he said with a sullen face, "You're going to Takasaki, aren't you?"

Shi Guyuan didn't speak.

"Isn't it!" Zheng Zhichu was furious, and pushed Shi Guyuan into the soft sofa cushion like a hungry tiger, "That Chi Yu is so good, it's worth you to humiliate yourself like this?!"

"It's nothing to do with him," Shi Guyuan said calmly, "There can't be two people who look exactly alike for no reason in the world. It happened to me, of course I'm curious."

"You—you still have a fever!"

"I'm not a sick child," he said with joy and sorrow, coughing for a long time, Zheng Zhichu hurriedly let go of his shoulders, sprayed him with medicine, and drank water; Shi Guyuan said with a wry smile, "at least not the kind of bedridden Sick child..."

"You wait, I'm going to book a ticket now, and I'll go with you tomorrow—"

"Xiao Chu."

Zheng Zhichu lowered his head and fell into a pair of clear eyes; Shi Guyuan went on to say, "You are fully capable of leading the charge alone. If I'm not here, you have to take responsibility. There are so many mouths waiting for you in the company."

Zheng Zhichu said unhappily: "Wait to feed your mouth first—"

While talking, Zheng Zhichu leaned over and pressed Shi Guyuan tightly, his longing face was close at hand, he felt a surging and fiery force rushing through his body, but he just kissed his lips.

Shi Guyuan lowered his eyes, and for the first time there was no resistance; as if there was something missing, like a horse missing a whip when walking, Zheng Zhichu looked at him uneasily, like a prisoner waiting to be punished.After a long time, Shi Guyuan raised his hand and rubbed his head, saying, "This is not an example."

Zheng Zhichu hugged him tightly, tears burst out, and he wailed like a wounded beast: "--How am I inferior to him! Why--Why!!"

Yes, why, he also wanted to know why.

Shi Guyuan patted his back reassuringly, the old scars that could not be concealed in his eyes fell apart.At this time, there was a knock on the door, and then Liu Mian and the secretary with red eyes walked in together, seeing this posture, they were both startled.

Shi Guyuan pushed Zheng Zhichu away indiscriminately, and smiled at them: "Children, you are losing your temper."

Losing a hug, Zheng Zhichu crossed Shi Guyuan's shoulder, and gave Liu Mian and the secretary a hard look; the secretary Qiqi Ai Ai put the porridge and medicine bag on the cabinet at the door, turned around and ran as if facing an enemy, and did not forget to take it with her the door.

Liu Mian handed over the plastic bag and said, "Mr. Shi, are you sick?"

Shi Guyuan asked them all to sit down, took out two mouthfuls of porridge and said, "It's not a big deal, you can talk about yourself."

Liu Mian glanced at Young Master Zheng, smiled and said, "Fatty Zhang sold drugs in a casino, and he was arrested."

"You won't bite us, will you?"

Liu Mian said: "I asked Lao Qian to shut down the casino first, and wait for a while to talk about it. At this critical point, if there is a trouble, the gain is not worth the loss. I say that it is good to shut down Fatty Zhang for a few days. We can't educate him well, and the government will come." Education, haha!"

Shi Guyuan nodded and said, "You can figure it out. Tomorrow is Xiaochu's first day at work. I'm not here, so you have to watch him carefully."

Liu Mian's promise was full of hype, Zheng Zhichu rolled his eyes, wiped away tears, and said angrily, "Leave it to me, I won't guarantee that you will be vacated for a few days, if you don't want to live on the streets for the rest of your life, you'd better come back early!"

Shi Guyuan smiled, looked at him and said, "Call me if you have anything to do."