Being-Towards-Death

Shi Guyuan staggered, shuttling in the underground parking lot; he was not interested in wearing a blood-stained belt on his trousers like a fetish killer; With a crooked tie, he took off his stuffy suit jacket to reveal a crumpled shirt.

Just when he opened the driver's door, he was suddenly pulled away with great force, turned his body, and in front of him was Zheng Zhichu who was catching up in a hurry, with two enlarged nostrils, snorting anger like a cow; Shi Guyuan was very annoying , turned his head to look at the ground, and said weakly: "Twenty Lang is a man of his age, so he can't be more mature."

Zheng Zhichu faced the two bright red marks on his cheeks, and yelled unwillingly: "You are immature if you want to do it? Chi Yu is older than me, why don't you spread your ass and lie under him, why don't you talk about him?" !"

"Bastard! Are you still shameless? I've told you countless times, we can't do it!"

"You can't do it!" Shi Guyuan was pushed against the car door by Zheng Zhichu, and his body convulsed slightly due to the shortness of breath caused by asthma; Zheng Zhichu ignored the abnormal fluctuations of his subordinates, and during the yelling, the muscles of his whole body would also cause tremors : "Shi Guyuan, let me tell you, don't think I'm in love with you, I don't want to live with you, you pretend to be a fart, and dare to push me back? I just want to fuck you , maybe you've already let go, I won't think about it after the first time!"

Shi Guyuan closed his eyes, like a bunker piled up with sand, finally unable to support it, it collapsed with a shattering momentum, slowly collapsed, and curled up beside the tire.

Zheng Zhichu was caught off guard, he hurriedly recovered the situation, and with a sense of revenge, slapped Shi Guyuan's sweaty face: "Shi Guyuan, wake up! Where's your medicine?" Then he found Shi Guyuan just released Back to the spray in his pocket: "Open your mouth! Open your mouth! I tell you to open your mouth—I'm not fucking interested in rape!"

Shi Guyuan hugged the medicine bottle with all his strength, just like a baby who got a milk bottle and thirsted for health; Zheng Zhichu had to sit on the ground, holding the back of Shi Guyuan's head with one hand, and pressing the spray for him with the other.

After a while, Shi Guyuan calmed down, his whole body was sweating profusely and exhausted, his eyelashes were wet with wet eyes, and he looked at the ceiling absently; when his eyes gradually cleared up, he met Zheng Zhichu's anxious gaze and said hoarsely: "Just be mad at me, get mad and pull me down."

Without saying a word, Zheng Zhichu picked him up horizontally; Shi Guyuan had no strength, so he let him play around wisely; Zheng Zhichu walked a few steps with him in his arms—he knew that Shi Guyuan was thin, but he couldn't imagine that the weight in his hand was almost It can be ignored, and the stature is narrow enough not to take up extra arms.

Zheng Zhichu couldn't say what it was like in his heart. In his impression, Shi Guyuan was like a glass product filled with cement. Even if the outer shell was broken, it was still indestructible; His heart is like facing a seemingly rich dish in a restaurant. After eating the surface, he finds that the bottom is full of ingredients, and there is an unexpected emptiness.

Zheng Zhichu put Shi Guyuan into the co-pilot, caring so much that Shi Guyuan was really a fragile glass person; instead of sending Shi Guyuan home, he took him back to the small independent building in the north of the city.On the way, Shi Guyuan's spirit improved a lot, but he didn't propose to go home, but let Zheng Zhichu make arrangements.

In Shi Guyuan's plan, it is indeed not suitable for him to go home these few days.

Not only is it not suitable for him to go home, even Shi Gufen and William had better not appear near his house; in addition, he had to keep a distance from Chi Yu.He had to prevent Zhao Tieqiang from attacking those around him, especially...

He glanced at Zheng Zhichu who was driving like a racing car.

It was Zhao Tieqiang's younger brother who died, so his interest in Zheng Zhichu was much higher than others; even if Zheng Zhichu had the signature bodyguard of "Jingcheng Yijia", Shi Guyuan still didn't dare to risk him.

Shi Guyuan pressed the car window, closed his eyes and said, "Drive slowly, you have a headache."

The car slid smoothly into the garage, Zheng Zhichu asked, "Shall I carry you into the house?"

Shi Guyuan quickly opened the door and got out of the car, bypassing the garage to ring the doorbell; Zheng Zhichu took out the key and opened the door, and when Shi Guyuan entered, he followed Shi Guyuan's buttocks like a tail, saying: "Liu My aunt is on vacation, I'm the only one at home, don't leave today, your room has been cleaned all the time, you can live in it."

Shi Guyuan said "um", and went to the kitchen to pour himself a glass of water; the weather was scorching hot, Zheng Zhichu opened a can of iced fruit juice, iced his face as usual, accidentally touched the wound, and screamed like an electric shock.

Shi Guyuan looked at him, the water was in his mouth, like a fish in the water, drifting with the current, helpless; he swallowed the water along the flow, softening his internal organs, he couldn't help feeling compassion for the wound on Zheng Zhichu's face.So he turned his eyes away, adjusted to a calm tone and said, "Go, give yourself some medicine."

Zheng Zhichu pouted and whispered, "I don't know where the medicine box is."

Shi Guyuan rolled his eyes and said, "Can you find that sofa?"

Zheng Zhichu sat on the sofa, Shi Guyuan found the medicine box from under the TV cabinet, picked out a box of ointment and threw it to Zheng Zhichu, saying, "Apply it yourself."

Zheng Zhichu caught it, held it in his hand, and without opening the lid, said, "I don't want to wipe it off, so let's leave a scar."

"Are you sick?"

"If there is a scar, it will be even with you."

"You have rough skin and thick flesh, so you can't keep it." Seeing Zheng Zhichu's indifference, Shi Guyuan continued, "Don't be childish, you will know how important a good appearance is in the future."

Zheng Zhichu said unhappily: "You do business because you look good. No wonder you hook up everywhere. If I'm as mature as a gentle scum like you, then I'd rather be immature all the time!"

"In business, the first impression is very important, because you often don't have in-depth contacts with your customers. Especially some female customers, they talk about the sixth sense, intuition, and eye contact, but they just don't make sense."

Zheng Zhichu said indignantly: "What can I do if I look good, but if you look good, you will still beat me."

"That's what you should fight," Shi Guyuan said, "You can't be a child anymore, my little son, you have to learn to be independent."

Zheng Zhichu was silent for a moment, then said, "Then I want you to give me medicine."

"I can't be coquettish anymore..."

"I've had enough! Shi Guyuan, I'm not fucking being coquettish, I'm—I'm—where are you going? Don't go!"

Shi Guyuan was on the stairs, without turning his head, he said, "I'm going to call Xiaofen."

"If you don't give me medicine, I will have a scar!"

"I've said everything I need to say. Your face is your own. Please go ahead."

What Zheng Zhichu was left with was a loud slam of the door closing, Zheng Zhichu went crazy, swept all the things on the coffee table to the ground, kicked away the obtrusive decorations, the priceless floor-to-ceiling vase was completely broken, the water soaked the carpet, embellished With a few bunches of dead flowers and leaves.

Shi Guyuan said loudly in the room: "You can clean up by yourself in a while."

He was answered by the ointment bottle hitting the door frame.

Zheng Zhichu stood in the middle of the chaotic living room, looked around, he clearly had so many, but none of them was what he wanted.

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When Shi Guyuan heard that there was no sound in the living room, he dialed Shi Guyuan's number.

Shi Guyuan and William have been waiting for his brother at home. When they learned that Shi Guyuan could not come back due to something, Shi Guyuan asked him what he was doing. What about it?"

"Hey, brother, stop making trouble!"

At this moment, Zheng Zhichu pushed the door open and came in. Shi Guyuan just frowned, and Zheng Zhichu made a zip gesture to his lips; Shi Guyuan turned around, came to the window, and said: "I have something to do these two days, so I won't go back Alright, you and William will go to live in the villa in the east of the city first."

"I'm not going anywhere, I'll just wait for you at home!"

"Hey, be good, don't worry about me," Shi Guyuan said, "Just help me see what surprises are waiting in the cupboard of the villa in the east of the city, okay?"

"not good!"

"Xiao Yan..." Shi Guyuan sighed, "Don't make things difficult for me."

Shi Guzhen had no voice, only the current of the phone buzzed; after a long time, Shi Guzhen said softly with a nasal voice: "Brother, shouldn't I come back?"

"It's none of your business."

"...that person, the one in the photo, I really don't know him, I've never seen him before..."

"Ok, I know."

"..."

"Xiao Yan?"

"...I see, I will live in the villa in the east of the city," Shi Gufen said in a low voice, "I won't make things difficult for you."

After hanging up the phone, Shi Guyuan couldn't calm down, lit a cigarette, and quietly exhaled the smoke; Zheng Zhichu asked him for one, then took the burning cigarette end from Shi Guyuan's lips and gave it to his own, Then he snuffed out Shi Guyuan's root and threw it into the trash can.

Shi Guyuan glared at him dissatisfied, Zheng Zhichu said in a subdued tone: "You don't know what your body is?" He licked his tongue around the cigarette holder, pulled it out and said flauntingly: "You must smoke me, otherwise you are not allowed to smoke it." .”

"Disgusting." Shi Guyuan said with disgust, "Haven't you heard of it, smoke against smoke, mildew for three days."

"You're all feudal superstition," Zheng Zhichu said, breathlessly, "...Eh, you really don't intend to tell her at all?"

"Tell who?"

"Your sister."

"Would it help to tell her?"

Zheng Zhichu was stunned, and said, "Actually, you can tell me."

"It's just you?" Shi Guyuan looked at him strangely, the corners of his mouth twisted into lines of entanglement that showed a half-smile, "You're disobedient."

"I'm learning."

Shi Guyuan stared at him for a while, then raised his chin and said, "Go and pick up the ointment."

Zheng Zhichu's eyes lit up, and he darted away and back; Shi Guyuan picked up a wisp, covering his wound with a thin layer.Zheng Zhichu urged, "Tell me."

"What do you say - don't move!" Shi Guyuan snorted coldly, "Didn't you check everything?"

Zheng Zhichu was at a loss for words for a while, and said, "If a crime can be replaced by someone else, can the record be true?"

"Why not?"

Zheng Zhichu raised his eyebrows: "Shi Guyuan, you have something to hide from me."

Shi Guyuan said boldly: "There are too many things that have been hidden from you, which one do you want to hear?"

Zheng Zhichu's eyes widened, and he cried out, "Shi Guyuan, you—hey! It hurts!"

Shi Guyuan pinched his face, seemed to be in a good mood, and said, "Don't always think about what you have, go to the study if you have nothing to do, and learn to read all the documents you brought back."

"You kicked me out again!"

"Why do you still want to sleep in my bed?"

"What time is it now, you go to sleep, pig!"

"After the medicine is finished, go out quickly, and you can make an inch of it."

"You think I'm stupid, you just want to call Chi Yu!" Zheng Zhichu jumped up, "I said why are you so stubborn, that guy is a big liar, he is just ruining you, I am I didn't say anything because I was afraid that you would feel bad, you're getting old, and you're still dreaming about romance!"

Shi Guyuan deliberately teased him: "You don't love me, why bother?"

"I——I don't want you to embarrass our old Zheng's family! When the time comes, you will die if you lose love..."

Shi Guyuan said with a smile: "Do you think I am you, and you will die or live if you break up in love?"

"Shi Guyuan!" Zheng Zhichu became furious, his hair stood on end, and roared, "Chi Yu doesn't love you at all—he doesn't love you at all!"

Shi Guyuan pursed his lips, like a budding flower petal, he couldn't tell what color stamen it contained: "I warned you, don't check him."

"If you're really confident, you won't be afraid of me investigating. You say that, which means you don't believe him either."

Shi Guyuan said: "I don't care about his past."

"You don't care about his past, but are you sure he doesn't either?"

"I don't want to discuss this with you," Shi Guyuan opened the door for him and said, "Go out."

"Go out, I have to show you today!" Zheng Zhichu rushed to the desk, opened the drawer, took out a thick stack of A4 papers, and stuffed them into Shi Guyuan's hands, "Look carefully! Look at it!" ! I didn't lie to you!"

Shi Guyuan looked down at the cover and said, "...I don't need to read it."

"Come on, you--"

"Xiao Chu, you are still young, you don't understand," Shi Guyuan said, "Those who are like us in our 40s and [-]s, who can have an impossible person in their hearts? I don't watch it because I respect him and trust him , and have more confidence in myself. As long as he likes me now, that's enough."

"How can you be sure that he likes you now?"

"Because everyone is unique," Shi Guyuan said, "Maybe he hasn't completely let go of that relationship, after all, there is Xiaoyu between them; but he accepted me, not because of the previous relationship, then I Why can't you be sure?"

"You—you! Hey, why can't I tell you clearly! You are so fucking stupefied!" Zheng Zhichu walked around the room like an ant suffering from ADHD being put on a hot pot, unable to stop .Suddenly, he turned around, pointed at Shi Guyuan and said, "I finally understand, he is your retribution, Shi Guyuan, I'll wait for you to regret it, don't cry on the day you regret it!"

Shi Guyuan smiled, took out the lighter, and the young flame instantly swallowed the paper in his hand.

"what are you doing!"

"Break the road."