Being-Towards-Death

A week later, times change—for everyone.

Zheng Zhichu suddenly let go, as if he was no longer interested in fighting against Shi Guyuan. The third young master of the Yi family, who was in charge of the wind and rain in the capital, felt the beauty of the rain for the first time. He was in a good mood and immediately signed a three-year contract with Tang Jun. An investment that was enough for Tang Jun to suspend his urgent needs, and then sent him on the train home.

It wasn't Zheng Zhichu's conscience that discovered it, but Shi Guyuan's calm pain that day made him more or less awkward, just like a snipe devoting itself to pecking at clam meat, only to find that the taste is not as good after breaking open the hard shell. As strong as he imagined.Moreover, with his father's foreshadowing before, it is inevitable that he will win by force.

Shi Guyuan had no time and no interest to speculate on Zheng Zhichu's little thoughts. Zheng Zhichu's self-discipline was just what he wanted, so his thoughts could finally be completely focused on the few containers at the Zhoushui City Wharf.

After a week of hard and soft tactics, Liu Mian finally broke through Sun Yansheng's last line of defense.It is true that Sun Yansheng is a good official with a clean and honest government, but no white lotus can grow in a pool of sewage.The country, the country, the big country, the small family, the honor and disgrace of the little people, are closely related to the small family. At this time, the country has become a slogan in front of the family. There are nearly 13 billion people in the country. Death is just a cold number, but It is the broken heart of the family; so Sun Yansheng has no courage to use the safety of his family to contend with the unyielding kingdom of darkness.A hero is doomed to go it alone, once he gets tired, Farewell My Concubine, the end of the hero - the name before and after life?People are dead, let the red mouth and white teeth, talk about the hype, but I don't know, what's the use of getting a bunch of grandchildren for nothing?

It is better to live well, anyway, this sewage is already polluted, no matter how much clear water is put into it, it will still be polluted.

After blocking Sun Yancheng's mouth, Liu Mian relaxed, and did not worry about the follow-up matters.He left Xiao Zhao in Zhoushui, and he rushed back to Taoxian to report his progress to Shi Guyuan.Shi Guyuan recently raised a tank of fish, which was placed in the center of the room according to Feng Shui. When Liu Mian came in, Shi Guyuan was throwing fish food for the fish.

Shi Guyuan casually put the fish food on the table, poured Liu Mian a glass of water, and said with a smile, "I've worked hard on you for the past two weeks."

Liu Mian wiped his face and said, "At least this thing has been done, the hard work was not in vain."

Shi Guyuan nodded and said, "Give you two days off, go and see your son, then come back and continue to work hard for me."

Liu Mian laughed: "Yes, Mr. Shi. By the way, Lao Qian called again two days ago, about Fatty Zhang, what do you think?"

Shi Guyuan thought for a while and asked, "Did he come to work today?"

Liu Mian said, "Here we are today. Just now I saw him eating instant noodles in the security room."

Shi Guyuan said: "I'll go out in the afternoon and tell him to clean up and drive the car out."

Liu Mian agreed, leaving Shi Guyuan leaning against the window and looking out.The office floor is high, and you can see far away, and the sun is very close, but it's a bit cloudy at the moment.

Shi Guyuan asked Fatty Zhang to take him to the Furniture City, and signed a contract for the Furniture City to take the furniture to the villa in the east of the city.Although the villa in the east of the city was given to Shi Guzhen, it has been idle for many years, and the interior decoration is too simple, so it needs to be refurbished before the formal marriage.Shi Guyuan Xiong Shi Guyuan Xiong was used to it, and directly left the decoration to Shi Guyuan, and ran to the practice room to talk to William.

After buying the furniture, Shi Guyuan looked at his watch and said to Fatty Zhang, "Let's go, let's go eat something."

Fatty Zhang said obsequiously, "Thank you Mr. Shi, thank you Mr. Shi, what would you like to eat?"

Shi Guyuan smiled and said, "It's up to you, the steering wheel is in your hands."

Fatty Zhang was sweating profusely, and said uncertainly, "Which restaurants do you usually go to?"

"I usually eat at home."

"President Shi..."

"Ok?"

"How about... let's go to the magnificent?"

Shi Guyuan smiled: "It's just the two of us, making such a big fight?" He lowered his eyes and let out a sigh, "Go to Naner, you know it well there."

Fatty Zhang was shocked, of course he knew the place well, not that his family lived near Nan Er, but that his brother Zhang Jingshen loved wandering around Nan Er, and finally died, also in a restaurant in Nan Er.

Shi Guyuan looked at the receding scene outside the window and chose a vegetarian restaurant.Fatty Zhang treats vegetarian dishes like a lion seeing carrots, knowing that they can fill his stomach, but he has no appetite at all.Shi Guyuan didn't care what Fatty Zhang thought, he said eating was just a layer of makeup put on by actors before they went on stage, whitewashing the peace.

Shi Guyuan smiled and said to the shopkeeper, "You have been in business for almost a year, right?"

The shopkeeper said in amazement: "Hey, regular customer?"

Shi Guyuan said: "It's been a while since I came."

Chatting and laughing, he and Fatty Zhang sat on a small square table by the window.Fatty Zhang instantly understood Shi Guyuan's intentions.

Just as he understood, Shi Guyuan ordered the dishes, then looked around the environment of the vegetarian restaurant, and said, "The layout hasn't changed much." He looked at Fatty Zhang, implying, "The location hasn't changed. "

Fatty Zhang took out his handkerchief, wiped his sweat, and said, "But, it's not..."

"If your brother was still here, this place wouldn't be worth it." Shi Guyuan raised his hand and poured himself a cup of hot water, and without waiting for Fatty Zhang to respond, he continued, "Your brother blocked the knife for me. , It really pierced my heart. When he closed his eyes, I made up my mind to see you as my own brother. This is where your brother is missing. Today we brothers are here, and we also talk from the bottom of our hearts. Since I regard you as my younger brother, I have to speak for your brother, or if I did something inappropriate this year, you should speak up, ah."

Fatty Zhang panicked: "Boss Shi, don't you make my brother and I miserable by saying that..."

Shi Guyuan raised his hand to suppress his words: "One size is one size, don't be nervous, you are not in the company now; even if you are in the company, I haven't said anything about you."

Fatty Zhang bowed his head to self-reflect: "My attitude at work has been a bit improper recently, and I will never do it again..."

Shi Guyuan smiled: "Although you are my driver, you don't need to drive everything. You like to play, and I don't stick to you, but it can't be too much, right? Your brother and Lao Qian followed suit. My Tie Zi for ten years, Lao Qian opened his mouth, if I don’t answer, it’s not good.”

"President Shi..."

"I know how old I am, and I can still get people to sue me."

At this time, hot dishes were served one after another, Shi Guyuan pulled out his chopsticks, and ordered the edge of the plate: "What are you doing in a daze, eat quickly."

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After leaving Fatty Zhang downstairs, Shi Guyuan kicked the accelerator and went home.Fatty Zhang was intimidated. After beating, he wished he could get into the mouse hole immediately, and only put his eyes on the hole.

Where Fatty Zhang lives now is his brother's house.Zhang Jingshen has no wife and no children, and everything left behind is inherited by his only younger brother.As Shi Guyuan said, Zhang Jingshen has been with him for more than ten years, and his family background is not weak, which is also a major reason for Fatty Zhang to be lazy.Anyone who has enough money to eat and wear for a lifetime will put enjoying life before realizing their dreams. What's more, Fatty Zhang has no dreams at all-this is not right, it should be like this: his biggest dream is to live without worrying , he achieved.

Everyone thought he was a moth who would only eat and wait to die, but no one knew—not even Shi Guyuan—

I'll never understand you, and you'll never understand me.

Fatty Zhang was lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling.A cockroach crawled over the piles of empty instant noodle boxes on the table, and the next moment, its life ended between the palms covered with white paper.

Fatty Zhang threw the ball of paper into the trash can, and was pushed to the ground by other members of the trash can.Fatty Zhang couldn't sleep, his head was full of Shi Guyuan's hypocritical speech tonight.He squatted down, pulled out the bottom drawer, and took out a thick black leather book from it, towering and quietly, like an old king holding his supreme scepter.

Fatty Zhang wiped the surface of the book, and Shi Guyuan appeared in his mind again, but this time, he sneered disdainfully.

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The next day, Shi Guyuan went to Ci'en Temple to get a peace talisman, and spent some time in the teahouse.This time, I didn't see that eccentric little girl. When asked, Dele said, "She's gone home."

Shi Guyuan was surprised and said, "I thought she lived here."

Dele raised his hand to refill him some tea, and said with a smile, "Everything in the world belongs to it, and where you live is not the same as home."

Shi Guyuan had a thought, and laughed: "That's a good saying, sleep is not the same as rest, and residence is not the same as home."

Dele said again: "This time I went to the south, by chance, I got a bunch of Bodhi seeds, I will give it to you today, I hope it can bless you safe and happy."

Shi Guyuan was stunned for a moment, for the objects blessed by Dele, countless wealthy businessmen traveled thousands of miles to ask for them, but they may not be able to get them.De Le always said that everything depends on fate, and now that fate has come to him, Shi Guyuan has no reason not to accept it.He regularly donated large sums to the Temple of Mercy, so he didn't worry too much about the value of this bunch of bodhi seeds. After thanking him, he wore them on his wrist. The bodhi was soft and cold. How nice.

On the way home, he went to the video store and bought some cartoons for Chi Xiaoyu.After more than a week of recuperation, Chi Xiaoyu's head returned to normal. Chi Yu was relieved and returned to the research room to catch up with the research progress. Taking care of Chi Xiaoyu's work, Shi Guyuan did his part.

Chi Xiaoyu lived happily in the kindergarten, she got rid of the shyness of being a newcomer, coupled with Shi Guyuan's excessive pampering, she revealed her lively and mischievous nature even more.Children are mischievous but do not cause trouble. With a pretty face and the aura of the cello, Chi Xiaoyu is favored by the teacher, and she is unanimously voted to lead the singing at the final performance.

Chi Xiaoyu was so proud that she stretched her neck to the sky. Shi Guyuan saw her funny appearance, so he asked, "What are you going to sing at the end of the semester?"

Chi Xiaoyu said excitedly: "A small world of truth, goodness and beauty!"

Shi Guyuan teased her: "Then you sing a few lines, and I'll hear if you're out of tune."

Chi Xiaoyu sang a few lines at the top of her voice, her voice was childish, the tune was not out of tune, and the rhythm was accurate, it was practiced.Shi Guyuan continued to be embarrassed and said: "Can you pull it out with the qin?"

Chi Xiaoyu has only had a few lessons, and she has to hold the bow for a long time. She rolled her eyes, climbed onto Uncle Shi, and shook his face from side to side: "Can you, can you?"

Shi Guyuan carried her to the study, took out the piano, and said, "Listen up."

Chi Xiaoyu blinked and sang along with the sound of the piano: "This is a beautiful little world, this is a happy little world, let's sing, let's sing, sing the beautiful little world..."

Shi Guyuan's cello tossed and turned only a few classic songs, and for the first time, a child's voice jumped on the strings, and his heart suddenly became cheerful. Riding on Chi Xiaoyu's singing, soft water droplets gradually splashed out.

It's raining.

Chi Xiaoyu and Shi Guyuan stopped at the same time.It was raining heavily outside the window, and Chi Xiaoyu said to Shi Guyuan a little disappointed, "Isn't Dad coming back again?"

Shi Guyuan kissed the top of her head and said, "Tomorrow weekend, you will be able to see him when you wake up."

Chi Xiaoyu pouted: "I don't want to go to bed so early, I can watch cartoons today."

Shi Guyuan took out one of the discs, glanced at Chi Xiaoyu, and said, "Will you watch The Lion King today?"

Chi Xiaoyu said sullenly: "I want to go home and watch..." As he spoke, he wanted to cry, "Uncle Shi, I miss Dad..."

Shi Guyuan had nothing to do with her, sighed, and said, "Then let's call Dad, and after talking to him, you can go to bed obediently."

Chi Xiaoyu burst into tears: "I miss Dad...I want to go home..."

Shi Guyuan tried his best to coax the child, but finally failed.He had no choice but to carry her back to building No. 15 in the heavy rain. Chi Xiaoyu couldn't figure out why Uncle Shi had the key to their house, but she finally stopped sobbing.

Shi Guyuan asked Chi Xiaoyu to call Chi Yu again. Chi Yu comforted Chi Xiaoyu and said that he would be back soon, and asked her to wait for him obediently at home with Uncle Shi; "Wang", Shi Guyuan took the microphone, and while guarding against Chi Xiaoyu's ears, he whispered to intelligence: "The rain is too heavy, come back tomorrow morning, and I will put Xiao Yu'er to bed in a while. "

Chi Yuxu babbled: "Give her a cup of hot milk before going to bed, don't give her snacks, I washed her pajamas, you change her a set, don't need a nightgown, she doesn't sleep well at night, her skirts go up, Stomach catches cold easily..."

"Understood," Shi Guyuan said, "Don't bother, find a hospital bed and lie down to sleep, or you will have a stiff neck the next day."

After the two exchanged their concerns, they put down the phone and turned around to see that Chi Xiaoyu was holding his eyelids and couldn't hold on any longer.She was crying and fussing before, exhausting a lot of physical strength, and now she showed her flaws.As soon as Shi Guyuan passed by, Chi Xiaoyu closed his eyes, and Gulu entered his arms.

Children go to bed several hours earlier than adults.Shi Guyuan pressed the peace talisman under Chi Xiaoyu's pillow, and after doing nothing, he went to Chi Yu's study to look for books.He found the "Andersen's Fairy Tales" that he gave Chi Xiaoyu from the bookshelf, picked out a few stories and read them, and Shi Guyuan was still interested, so he quenched his thirst with the white water left in Chi Yu's cup in the morning.Then, like a curious child, he opened the drawer.

Shi Guyuan was surprised by the huge picture folder, he opened it gently, and it was a portrait of Chi Xiaoyu flying a kite on the day they had a picnic in Dongling.The only protagonist on the drawing paper is Chi Xiaoyu, Shi Guyuan chuckled secretly, he was really biased, he should be behind Chi Xiaoyu.

Most of the rest of the book is about Chi Xiaoyu, and Shi Guyuan is like a late father, finally having the opportunity to appreciate a little girl's journey back to a baby.The baby in the swaddle is sleeping peacefully, the journey is not over yet, and there are still a few sheets of paper underneath.

Shi Guyuan turned over "Chi Xiaoyu Chapter", and then...he saw himself.

In each picture, he wears glasses, eating, sleeping, and walking, and the other one... It seems to be in the hospital, wearing a white coat, sitting by the window and writing.

Shi Guyuan deduced that Chi Yu was imagining that he was writing medical records.He understood the content of these paintings in a nutshell, was stunned for a while, and then jumped up with the shyness of a newlywed, reviewing the past and learning the new.

In the sleeping one, he was sleeping on the sofa, with his left arm resting on his forehead to block the sun, and his right hand was naturally hanging down; he studied it closely, and then compared his palms.

Chi Yu forgot to draw that mole.

Shi Guyuan raised the corners of his mouth, as a doctor, being careless is a serious problem; his eyes moved to the upper right, where the handwriting was small and shallow, like Xiao He who had just shown its sharp corners, and was touched by him. Only a dragonfly touched the water:

Today the bodhi tree bloomed again,

My heart is infinitely melancholy.

How gentle I was then,

I put flower petals in your hair,

when you leave,

My heart won't get cold,

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The sound of the key unlocking was heard outside the door, Shi Guyuan raised his head, under the gentle light, the dim yellow color dyed the room warm and harmonious, and he greeted the late returning master with a deep smile.

Chi Yu settled at the door of the study, his panic overwhelmed his anger——

"Do you like me to wear glasses?" Shi Guyuan closed the album and smiled lowly.He was sitting in the chair, pretending to be calm, only he knew that under the desk, his hands trembled with joy, "It's not that we can't discuss it, but how can you forget, mine is here," he raised his right hand and spread his palms , "There is a mole that is symmetrical with you, how can you forget it?"