Being-Towards-Death

The next day, Shi Guyuan woke up early, but rushed to the late episode for two reasons: one was that Song Jianghan was in bed and couldn't wake up, and the other was that he had nothing to do with Chi Xiaoyu's long hair .

Shi Guyuan's fingers were wrapped with rubber bands, and they couldn't be separated from each other. He looked up at his watch, and if he didn't leave, he would be late. A clip with a small red flower pattern, and said to her: "When you arrive in kindergarten, let the teacher tie it for you, ah."

The kindergarten has breakfast, which saves Shi Guyuan a lot of things.After seeing off the children, he found out that Chi Xiaoyu's father hadn't heard from him all night.He sat in the car and thought about it, then called the emergency room again.

This time, a different person picked up the phone. After asking, I realized that Dr. Chi had just left work and said that he was going to see his daughter in kindergarten.

After successfully completing the task of taking care of the children, Shi Guyuan drove to Tengkong Group, intending to meet Young Master Zheng for a while.

Even if Young Master Zheng saw the scene between him and his father, Shi Guyuan didn't feel any embarrassment. On the contrary, it was Zheng Zhongtian who should be embarrassed, because Shi Guyuan had a relationship with him for 12 years , I have long since lost my sense of shame.

What is cheek?Can I eat it?During that ten-year catastrophe, his parents died tragically in the criticism meeting. He hugged his newborn sister and lived on the street, starving and freezing. Can he bear it, can the baby bear it?This is his only remaining family member. For his sister and himself, he has long lost his face and skin.

His parents have been engaged in music all their lives, and they are very noble like a scholar-bureaucrat—Shi Guyuan doesn’t want to recall that gloomy era, but it still stubbornly lingers in his mind—the sky was blue and there was no wind that day , The always thrifty mother took out all the sugar coupons in the family and told him to go to the store to buy sugar.

There are twelve in total.One sugar ticket is issued a month, and one is two taels.Every year, my mother would save up the sugar tickets until the Chinese New Year. This year, the Chinese New Year has not yet come, but there are still twelve.Shi Guyuan held them in his hands, ran excitedly to the store, and brought back a big bag of delicious candies.He suppressed his saliva and did not steal it on the road—like a ritual, precious candy is always associated with the New Year’s Eve dinner, like dumplings and moon cakes, symbolizing reunion, so Shi Guyuan thought that eating candy must be a family People tear off the candy wrappers and put the candies into their mouths at the same time; he also wants to save some for his younger sister, who is too young, and she likes colorful cellophane, but she hasn't learned how to pull the candy wrappers by herself, so she needs someone to help her .

But back home, he was greeted by a conflagration that had burned the air to transfiguration, and his parents lay in a messy pool of blood: their eyes were still open — always open — and he stood in front of them bewildered.Suddenly, he heard his sister crying in the room, he immediately dropped the candy in his hand, and rushed into the fire to find his sister.The candies were scattered all over the ground, and they were picked up by the spectators in an instant, like locusts passing through the field, without any particles left.

The home is gone, and he and his younger sister are left to wander in the bitter water, stubborn as a weed, and grow malnourished when the spring breeze blows; When he couldn't cry, Zheng Zhongtian gave him and his sister a bite of food, and took them home.

Shi Guyuan didn't know what Zheng Zhongtian was looking for in him, he just thought he met a good man.After the resumption of the college entrance examination, Zheng Zhongtian even paid for him to go to college. He wanted to be admitted to the Conservatory of Music, and his son would inherit his father's position and play the cello.

Shi Guyuan thought about that mouthful of rice, it was as sweet as candy.There's nothing like the taste of candy.Shi Guyuan gave up his ideals and chose another life.

, On the day when he got the admission notice, his joy came along with the nightmare.

Zheng Zhongtian has a family and a business, his parents hold important positions in Beijing, and he already has a son, Young Master Zheng.Shi Guyuan did not expect Zheng Zhongtian to be obsessed with all beautiful things. There is no difference between a beautiful man and a beautiful woman, just like a beautiful ornament or decoration.

He resisted, but soon learned to obey, not only because he was not qualified to resist, but also because he had a younger sister who was becoming more and more beautiful.

He is well-behaved, docile, and flattering, which is very effective for the aging Zheng Zhongtian: Zheng Zhongtian gave him the opportunity to get in touch with the core secrets of the group, and gave him a little freedom under his flattery.

He took advantage of this freedom to send his sister abroad to stay away from right and wrong, at the cost of becoming the agent of Tengkong Group's gangster-related business.

In 1990, he was 30 years old, without the bright body of a young child, and with the strong medicine of Mr. Zheng, he finally completed the transformation of his identity and started to establish his own Hengyu Group.At the beginning, he defined "Hengyu Group" as a fig leaf for "Tengkong Group", and then gradually pulled away from it.

It's a pity that the success fell short, and Zheng Zhongtian died.His trust forced Shi Guyuan to continue to swim in the muddy waters of Tengkong until he helped the "Prince" Zheng Xiaogong, completely clearing Tengkong of his innocence.

But the crown prince hated the tutor whom the late emperor pointed out to him.

When Shi Guyuan thought of this metaphor, it was very funny.At this time, the hour of going to work has passed, and there is no army of bicycles, and the street is very empty.His car moved slowly on the road and stopped beside a breakfast stall.Since he got up, he has been busy with the two children and has not eaten breakfast.It is not for a while to teach Young Master Zheng, who does not know the sufferings of the world, so that he has the strength to continue living when he is full.

He was thinking about whether to eat wontons or mutton soup, and opened the door to get out of the car. Unexpectedly, he was hit by the cold wind and suffered from asthma. Something seemed to be stuck in his throat, and his chest hummed like a bellows.He gasped for breath, pressed his neck with one hand, and bent down with a trembling hand to touch the asthma spray, which was not in his pocket.

The feeling of suffocation intensified, he turned and opened the car door, and groped in his hands; his body could not support the movements of his limbs, and he slowly slid to the ground, staring at the dirty tires with hazy eyes, amazed at his own tranquility before dying .

Suddenly, a pair of hands touched his shoulders, Shi Guyuan leaned back, and his mouth was opened.

The familiar smell of the spray soaked into his taste buds, and he instinctively inhaled the air into his lungs. In just a few seconds, his vision regained clarity, and at the same time, he could clearly see the face of his savior.

This face is estimated to be less than [-]. If you rest better, it should look younger.The eyes are big, but haggard, with dark circles under their eyes, in stark contrast to the fair skin, the outline is gentle and soft, and the unbiased distance between the eyebrows creates a feeling of melancholy. Overall, it is very easy to produce Favorable looks.

With the support of his benefactor, Shi Guyuan stood up straight, patted the dust off his hands, and stretched out to him: "Thank you, you saved my life."

The other party didn't appreciate it, and stared blankly at Shi Guyuan's face without taking his eyes off it.Shi Guyuan was a little puzzled, he withdrew his hand gracefully, and said again: "Thank you."

As if waking up from a dream, the other party glanced at Shi Guyuan's drooping palm out of the corner of his eye, lowered his head and didn't know what to think.

Shi Guyuan said: "Where are you going, I will give you a ride."

The other party hesitated to speak, hesitated for a moment, and said, "I'm going to Chunsheng Kindergarten to visit my daughter. I just got off work this early in the morning. I didn't have time to pick her up yesterday. I'm going to ask the parents of my classmates to take care of her overnight."

Shi Guyuan laughed, looked up at the People's Hospital across the road, and said clearly: "Coincidentally, I just picked up my nephew and his little female classmate from Chunsheng Kindergarten yesterday."

Facing the surprised face of the other party, Shi Guyuan stretched out his hand again: "My surname is Shi, you are Doctor Chi."

The two hands finally held each other firmly and shook them up and down.Seeing Chi Yu thanking him endlessly, Shi Guyuan said with a smile: "Okay, I picked it up too, thanks to you I got my life back, who would have thought of such a coincidence, this is called... Shanyou Good rewards?"

Chi Yu thought for a while, handed over the asthma spray, and said, "You have to prepare this, take it."

Only then did Shi Guyuan notice that this was a bottle of spray that had just been opened. Perhaps due to the emergency, one or two sealing strips had not been completely torn off, so he declined and said, "It's okay, I have it at home, you still have it. I have to use it..."

"I don't have asthma," Chi Yu said, "This is... for a friend, but he won't get sick again."

Shi Guyuan let out an "oh", thinking that he was making up a white lie.Shi Guyuan's Hengyu Group has a private hospital that ranks first in the country. There are so many excellent doctors, but none of them can cure asthma. How can his friend never get sick again?

He accepted Chi Yu's kindness, took the spray and put it in his pocket, wrapped his coat tightly, and said, "Xiaoyu, don't worry, you are also disturbing her in class now, let's take a look at you." It’s boiled, you haven’t eaten yet, let’s go, let’s have breakfast first, then I’ll take you home and have a good rest.”

The two entered the booth, ordered mutton soup and sesame seed cakes respectively, and then sat down at an empty table nearby.Shi Guyuan broke the cake and chewed slowly, while Chi Yu, who was opposite him, seemed preoccupied.

Shi Guyuan only said that he was worried about his daughter, so he said with a smile: "Your daughter is really good, she is beautiful, sensible, and polite. She is really likable."

Chi Yu paused the hand holding the spoon, and asked, "Mr. Shi, haven't I asked for your name yet?"

"Guyuan," Shi Guyuan said, writing with his finger in the air, "The fish in the pond think about Guyuan's Guyuan."

"Oh... How many brothers... in your family?"

Shi Guyuan smiled and said: "Not so lucky, just a younger sister who has been learning to dance in England and hasn't come back for a long time. What about you?"

"I am an only child."

Shi Guyuan pursed the corners of his mouth, raised his eyebrows and nodded and said, "The only son is well, be favored. Where is the honorable lady?"

"She... she died many years ago."

"Ah, sorry."

"It's okay," Chi Yu forced a smile, his eyes full of despair, "At least, she left Xiaoyu for me, and I'm thinking of pulling Xiaoyu up now..."

"Listen to your accent, isn't it from this city?" Shi Guyuan put down the spoon and pulled out a tissue to wipe his mouth. "It sounds like a southerner."

Chi Yu said: "Well, we just came here, it's not been a month yet."

The two chatted and finished their meal, probably due to an occupational disease, Chi Yu prepared disinfectant wipes to wipe his hands, and gave Shi Guyuan one.Shi Guyuan's sharp eyes saw that there happened to be a red mole on the palm of Chi Yu's left hand, so he couldn't help but smile and spread his right hand: "Yesterday your daughter pointed to my hand and said that her father also has a red spot on the palm. It's also fate. Don't you not like to hear something, why do I think your daughter looks so much like me?"

Chi Yu raised his eyelids, and said calmly: "Maybe we were a family in the previous life."

Shi Guyuan lowered his eyes and smiled, and said, "Daughter is nice and caring, I really envy you..."

Chi Yu asked again: "Is your family a young master?"

The word "little son" reminded Shi Guyuan of Zheng Xiaogongzi, he shook his head and said, "I'm alone. I have a nephew, a friend's family, I can't control it."

Saying that, the two walked out of the booth one after the other.Chi Yu insisted not to see Shi Guyuan off, so he waved to hail a taxi.

Shi Guyuan said: "It's about kicking the accelerator, let's go, get in the car..."

Chi Yu was still waiting to decline when Shi Guyuan's cell phone rang.Shi Guyuan looked at the number, frowned slightly, and picked it up: "What's the matter?"

Taking advantage of him answering the phone, Chi Yu motioned to take a step ahead, but Shi Guyuan didn't insist this time, waved his hand at him, and said, "Be careful on the road."

Then he turned his back and got into the car.

Liu Mian's helpless voice came from the other end of the phone: "Mr. Shi, come quickly, Mr. Zheng brought a few people to move you..."