Being-Towards-Death

Song Weibin returned home after the night shift, and it was already after seven o'clock in the morning.He had breakfast on the side of the road, went to the morning market to buy eggs, brought them home and planned to sleep hard all day, but he didn't want his wife to be sitting on the bed and weeping secretly.

Song Jianghan was still soundly asleep, Xu Ping saw Song Weibin coming in, she wiped away her tears, hurriedly perfunctory, and went to wake Song Jianghan to go to kindergarten.Song Weibin was afraid that his wife would be in a bad mood and something would happen on the road, so he volunteered to send his son off.

Back home, Xu Ping still didn't go to work. Song Weibin resisted the drowsiness and asked, "It's the first time I see you are not active at work, what's the matter?"

Xu Ping burst into tears again, and scolded him whimperingly: "What's wrong, what can you say, I'm laid off! What can I do with your little salary, how will I live in the future... "

"Are you laid off?" Song Weibin was startled, his sleepiness disappeared, and he squatted halfway in front of Xu Ping, and said, "Your power plant is a fat shortage. When a large number of workers were laid off years ago, didn't your power plant still say no to layoffs? Why? It's all right, but suddenly...not even saying hello!"

"Why else, the one who tops me is not as good as me in everything, but she is the factory manager's sister-in-law! What about me? I am nothing, and my husband is still a criminal policeman who randomly checks the factory. How many people do you think you have offended?" I begged grandpa to sue grandma for you, but you are good, you don’t save me any face, your deputy Qin Ming sealed up the guest house in the factory again last week! If I don’t come down, whoever will come down!”

"That's because your hostel gathered people to gamble and didn't report it. We must enforce the law impartially."

Xu Ping cried and beat him: "Okay, okay, you are capable, now that your wife has been laid off, I see how you can support this family with your salary!"

The efficiency of the power plant has always been good, and it is very rich.Xu Ping graduated from high school, tried every means to get in, and was still in the national establishment. The family's life was less than that of the small part, and more than the majority of the bottom. Xu Ping seemed to be the pillar of the family; Wearing the skin of the government, pay attention to serving the people.But the government is also made up of tens of thousands of people. Human beings are essential for basic food, drink, and sleep. Song Weibin has to rely on his wife's hand to press buttons and keep records in order to add a few more eggs to the family.

Xu Ping was laid off, and Song Weibin had no choice but to live on.He changed the topic and said, "Hey, I forgot to tell you, Xiao Fen is back, you should remember, Shi Gu Fen, Brother Shi's sister."

Xu Ping wiped her tears and said, "Remember what you can do, take care of your own home first!"

Song Weibin said: "Hey, it's not something that will happen right away. We have to get on with our lives. At worst, we will have to live tighter in the future."

Xu Ping gave him a kidnapper: "Is your father talking like that? It's okay for adults to suffer a little bit, but you can let Xiaohan suffer with you?"

"Let's not talk about this for now, it's useless to be anxious, hurry up and go to the employment bulletin board tomorrow. You have good conditions, and it's not hard to find a job." Song Weibin quietly put his arms around Xu Ping's shoulders, and he had to beware of his wife slapping him at any time slap, and discussed, "Xiaojie is back, I want to invite her and Brother Shi to our house for a reunion. After all, we haven't seen each other for so many years. One more thing, now that Xiaojie has grown up, Brother Shi is still alone, you Didn't I say last time, you go to get your eyebrows tattooed, isn't it nice to have a new girl, let's have a meal together."

Xu Ping said, "You are the only one who still worries about others."

Song Weibin smiled sternly, tilted his body, pressed Xu Ping into the quilt that hadn't been folded in time, and said in a low voice, "Of course I don't need to be worried about, do you want me to be worried about?"

As he spoke, he walked around irregularly with his hands.Xu Ping refused a few times, and gradually melted between the man and the bed.

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Chi Xiaoyu's fever subsided the next day, but she still coughed. The whole little figure was like a grass that had been beaten by rain all night, listless and listless.Ever since she opened her eyes, she has been clamoring for Shi Guyuan to hug her, and she said pitifully, "I miss daddy" with a hoarse milk voice.

Shi Guyuan was also a little dizzy.Fortunately, the clear sky after the night rain was cloudless, the sun was shining brightly, and the golden colors on the glass windows almost poured down from the brain. It was a bright and good weather, and no one would catch cold.At this hour, Shi Guyuan hadn't gotten up yet, so Shi Guyuan wrapped Chi Xiaoyu into a rice dumpling, showing only two deer-like wet eyes, and sent her to the kindergarten.But Chi Xiaoyu, who has always been well-behaved, cried and hugged Shi Guyuan's neck this time and refused to let go. The teacher and Shi Guyuan had no choice but to take a day off.

Asking for a good day off, Chi Xiaoyu stopped talking instantly, Shi Guyuan asked with a headache: "If you don't go to school, what do you want to do?"

Chi Xiaoyu was tired from crying and nestled in Shi Guyuan's arms, not wanting to speak.

Shi Guyuan and Chi Xiaoyu went back and forth.At home, Shi Guyuan woke up his sister and drove her to see William.Shi Guyuan invited William to a magnificent cafe, but because of Chi Xiaoyu's change, he didn't stay for long.Before leaving, under the plea of ​​his sister, Shi Guyuan had no choice but to agree to give William the key to the practice room.

A ballerina cannot stop practicing for a day. As a family member, Shi Guyuan certainly understands this truth, so he cannot understand William's animalistic passion. , Even a place to sleep may not be found.

Shi Guyuan doesn't like to lose control, everything must be in order.And the child William is a super-class question, as long as he doesn't bully Shi Guyuan, Shi Guyuan doesn't want to solve him for the time being.

Shi Guyuan took Chi Xiaoyu to the park to feed the pigeons for a while, and then shot basketball on the basketball court for a while.Playing until noon, Chi Yu called from home, saying that he had returned. Shi Guyuan covered the phone, squatted down, and whispered in Chi Xiaoyu's ear, "Do you want to go home?"

Chi Xiaoyu was enjoying himself while patting the ball. Hearing the question, he immediately acted like an honest boy: "I don't want to."

Shi Guyuan got the order and continued to say to Chi Yu: "It's rare for you to rest today, and Xiao Yu'er has also asked for leave, let's go for a picnic. It happens that there is a kite belonging to a little girl in the storage room of my company. Yu'er has been thinking about flying a kite for a long time."

They have only known each other for a short time, but the "incident" can already be explained by "a long time". The relative meaning of "jiu", like air, like water, is always confusing to people.

Chi Yu turned on the hands-free, mopped the floor with a mop, and asked, "Why did you ask for leave? Is it because of her? Don't spoil her."

Shi Guyuan rolled his eyes at Chi Xiaoyu, and said with a smile: "Little Yuer is the most obedient, she didn't make trouble, she had a little fever yesterday, but today is just a little bit better, I think the weather outside is nice, so I took her out to get some fresh air The air cannot always be stuffy in the room.”

Chi Yu said: "Since it's an illness, let's forget it this time. I'll make some sandwiches and take them there, where will we meet later?"

Shi Guyuan picked up Chi Xiaoyu, walked out of the basketball court, and said, "How troublesome to do it yourself, go to the supermarket to buy some snacks that Xiao Yuer likes to eat, and I will go back to the company to pick up the kite. After you finish shopping, come directly to our company. How about we go to Tanglin Park."

Chi Yu said disapprovingly: "It doesn't take much effort, the things outside are unhygienic, I'll be there soon."

Just as Shi Guyuan was about to say "Then I'll go home and pick you up", Chi Yu hung up the phone.Shi Guyuan made a funny face at Chi Xiaoyu and said, "Your father is really a murderer."

Chi Xiaoyu laughed heartily, and the two of them went to the company and asked the security captain for the key to the storage room.Shi Guyuan glanced at the situation in the security room, but he didn't see the fat man occupying a wide area, so he asked casually, "Where's Zhang Jingkuo?"

The security captain scratched his hair and said, "He... went, went to the bathroom."

Shi Guyuan raised his eyelids and looked at him.

The security captain's legs softened, and he almost knelt down for him: "He asked for leave in the morning."

Shi Guyuan didn't say a word, turned and left with a cold face.The security captain cursed inwardly, grabbed the phone, and dialed Fatty Zhang's home number.

Chi Xiaoyu, who was lying on Shi Guyuan's body, witnessed this scene, she picked Shi Guyuan's ear and said, "Uncle, they seem to be very afraid of you."

Shi Guyuan entered the elevator and said, "That's because they did something wrong."

Chi Xiaoyu said proudly, "I'm not afraid of you."

Shi Guyuan grabbed her braid and said, "You are the only one who is not afraid of me."

In the dusty storage room, the two struggled to find the kite and the wheel that were also stained by dust.Shi Guyuan was afraid that Chi Xiaoyu would choke, so he asked her to wait outside the door, and eat ashes inside by himself.After a while, Shi Guyuan cleaned out a red swallow with a wet rag.

Chi Xiaoyu touched the swallow's wings curiously, and said, "It's Bu, can she really fly?"

"Yes," Shi Guyuan glanced at the line marked 500 meters, "I can fly very high."

"Then will she fly away or come back?"

"It won't fly away, we will hold her."

"Then she will get lost?"

"No, we can see her."

Chi Xiaoyu was thoughtful, followed Shi Guyuan on the way to the office, and suddenly asked: "Uncle, you let her fly, so she flew, right?"

"Yes, but I listen to you."

Chi Xiaoyu said in admiration: "Uncle, you are really amazing!"

Shi Guyuan smiled and pushed open the door of the office, and then died suddenly with a smile.

Zheng Zhichu was nestled in the swivel chair, with his feet resting on the large desk, eating an apple with one hand, and playing mobile games with the other; when Shi Guyuan entered, his hand shook, the head of the greedy snake touched the tail of the snake, and he committed suicide.

Zheng Zhichu put the mobile phone on the table, did not stand up, and said dissatisfiedly: "Shi Guyuan, you missed work all morning without reason. According to the regulations, it is considered absent for a whole day. I have already notified the finance. This time I caught you." , when I didn't catch it?"

Chi Xiaoyu hid behind Shi Guyuan, hugging her uncle's leg tightly, tears rolling in her eyes.

Shi Guyuan carried Chi Xiaoyu in his arms, entered the office, and said calmly, "Talk about things, stop talking nonsense."

Zheng Zhichu's face flushed, and seeing that Chi Xiaoyu was not pleasing to the eye, he deliberately said: "Shi Guyuan, I just remembered, don't you still have a younger sister, this little girl is probably left behind by your younger sister's indiscretion. Plant it?"

Shi Guyuan knocked over an ashtray, which startled Chi Xiaoyu.Shi Guyuan patted her and said, "Zheng Zhichu, my business has nothing to do with you. If you don't know how to speak human language, I can ask a teacher to teach you from Chinese pinyin."

"You can't fucking speak human language—you—you put that bastard down for me! Don't hug her!"

Shi Guyuan laughed angrily: "You lack the love of a father, right? If I don't hug her, who will I hug, but you?" He looked at Zheng Zhichu from top to bottom, "I did it 20 years ago, but I can't hug her now."

Zheng Zhichu also felt embarrassed when he yelled out the last sentence, but his inner agitation made his mouth faster than his brain; in addition to Shi Guyuan's ridicule and sarcasm, he threw an apple core at Shi Guyuan, rolled up his sleeves and pulled Chi Xiaoyu away. Come down, with a firm hand, Shi Guyuan was pushed into the sofa.

Shi Guyuan's eyes were indifferent, as if he was tolerating the mischief of a beast.Even though Shi Guyuan was below, Zheng Zhichu still felt his position was reversed, his face changed colors like a kaleidoscope, and he was at a loss.He didn't know whether he should punch Shi Guyuan hard in the face, or should...should...should humiliate him back like he humiliated himself!

Suddenly, Chi Xiaoyu, who was out of breath from crying, rushed to the door, as if Tang Monk in distress had seen Monkey King, and shouted: "Father—save Uncle Shi!"