Being-Towards-Death

In the afternoon of late spring, a plane from London landed on the ground of Taoxian International Airport before the rain.

Passengers took their luggage, pushed luggage carts, and went out with large and small packages, looking for relatives and friends.When the crowd dispersed, a young man with only a large travel bag turned out from the customs gate.

The young man has a high nose and deep eyes, black hair and green eyes, a light and slender figure, and elegant and powerful steps.He took off his peaked cap, and walked around the airport twice in a daze, successfully attracting the attention of the airport security personnel.

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Chi Xiaoyu was frightened and frightened, and developed a high fever in the evening.Shi Guyuan fed her medicine, took her home to rest, and it rained heavily on the road.Shi Guyuan parked the car in the parking lot of the community, took off his coat, wrapped it up with Chi Xiaoyu so that only his eyes were exposed, braved the rain, and walked into the building door in three steps at a time.Unexpectedly, after just two steps, he was still drowned.In the evening, when Shi Guzhen came back from the practice room, he faced the two patients.

Shi Guyuan covered his mouth and coughed in a low voice, the end of his eyes were burned with red marks.Shi Guyan wanted to contact Chi Yu to pick up Chi Xiaoyu, but Shi Guyuan said, "It's still raining heavily outside, and Chi Yu probably won't be coming back tonight. If you inform him, it will be a problem for him. Besides, Xiao Yuer is asleep. Don't wake her up. And you, stay away from me."

Shi Guzhen said, "I'll make some porridge for you. You can take medicine after you eat the porridge."

After finishing speaking, I went to the kitchen to wash rice.Shi Guyuan huddled in a corner of the sofa, covered it with a blanket, closed his eyes and said, "Xiao Yan, I haven't asked you these days, how are you thinking?"

Shi Guyan poked his head out from the kitchen and said, "What are you thinking about? Oh, do you want to go back to England? I... I haven't made up my mind yet."

"Has something happened to you in England?"

"No... no."

Shi Guyuan squinted his eyes and stared at Shi Gufen for a long time, Shi Gufen smiled uncomfortably: "Brother...don't look at me like that, I'm not strong."

Shi Guyuan's murmured voice due to nasal congestion lowered the deterrent effect: "Xiao Yan, if you have something to tell brother, don't hide it."

Shi Guyuan pressed the porridge cooking button, thought for a while, came to the living room and sat next to Shi Guyuan, but Shi Guyuan pushed him to a chair far away, Shi Guyuan sat straddling his arms on the back of the chair On it, there is a head on it, and the lipsticked mouth on the head said hesitantly: "It's not a big deal... just, there is someone chasing me."

Shi Guyuan raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Who is it?"

"Don't be so vigilant!" Shi Gufen moved his eyes away, pouted his lips and whispered, "He is our school teacher."

"Oh... Teacher. Do you like him?"

"Well...not..."

"That's because he doesn't like him," Shi Guyuan pointed at her and smiled, "Did he chase and beat you so hard that he scared you back to the country?"

"It's not... eh!" Shi Guzhen thumped the cushion, "I don't think it's suitable for him. He teaches the lower grades. He's a few years younger than me. He bounces around like a child. Not stable, I like older ones, like you."

Shi Guyuan said the cliche: "It's hard to find someone like me. If you don't like him, you must reject him. Why are you hiding?"

"I told him, but he didn't accept what he said. He also said that he would also go to the Emperor Ballet, so he wouldn't be a teacher anymore."

Shi Guyuan said dotingly: "You're not evil." He changed his posture, buried his mouth and nose in the blanket, and said, "Would you mind talking to me about him?"

Shi Guchen hummed: "What's there to talk about, I'll go see the porridge."

Shi Guyuan smiled and shook his head.He has never intervened much in Shi Gufen's emotional world.The two have depended on each other since they were young, and Shi Guyuan respects her brother very much, so she is very obedient and will take the initiative to find Shi Guyuan to check in at critical moments. Shi Guyuan only needs to make pertinent suggestions.

Shi Guyan had two relationships, but she didn't seem to take them seriously. These two relationships ended without a problem.But this time, Shi Guyuan sensed something different.

The conversation broke up, Shi Guyuan wrapped a blanket and went to Chi Xiaoyu's bed to have a look.The tentacles were not as hot as before, Shi Guyuan felt relieved, pressed the quilt for Chi Xiaoyu, and combed his hair again.He brought "Andersen's Fairy Tales" and read it page by page by Chi Xiaoyu's side with the help of a night light.

After a while, Shi Guzhen tiptoedly asked him to eat.When the two returned to the living room, Shi Gufen saw his brother holding a children's book in his hand, grabbed it and said, "Brother, how old are you, do you still read this?"

Shi Guyuan held the bowl and said: "Today, Xiao Yuer asked me to tell her a story, but I don't know how to tell it either, so let's hold on for a while."

"Who are you lying to? You have read this book for me since I was a child, and I have already learned it by heart. If you like to read it, you will like to read it. I will make fun of you the most."

Shi Guyuan said: "If you have nothing to do, take a look, it's very interesting."

Shi Guzhen put the book on the dining table, served himself a bowl of porridge, and said while eating, "Forget it, I don't have your childlike heart."

Just as he finished speaking, Shi Guyuan's cell phone rang.Shi Guyu shrugged his shoulders and turned his back; Shi Guyuan put down the bowl, and it was Song Weibin, so he said to Shi Guyu before picking it up: "It's you, Brother Bin, remember, see you A few times."

Before Shi Gufen could answer, Song Weibin's loud voice came from the phone: "Hey, brother, where are you? Is Xiaofen back?"

Shi Guyuan said: "You kid is very well informed, how do you know?"

"Brother Shi, if you didn't tell me Xiaofen came back, Xu Ping even said that she wanted to treat you to dinner."

"Why are you being polite?" Shi Guyuan smiled, "Calling so late, you can't just ask Xiaoyan, right?"

"Well, my buddy from the Chengnan Police Station said that they picked up a British passenger at the airport who couldn't speak a word of Chinese. There was a note with Xiao's name written on it. Later we found it. A colleague who can speak English asked me what it was from the London Ballet School, and the name Xiaoyan didn’t have a high rate of coincidence, so he found me when he knew I knew you. What’s the matter, come and get someone?”

Shi Guyuan glanced at the bewildered Shi Gufen, probably guessed the identity of the person involved, and said with a wry smile, "I'm in such a hurry, I'll sleep at your place first, and I'll make arrangements for him tomorrow, okay?"

Song Weibin said in embarrassment: "I thought so too. After all, it's already midnight, but it's really not allowed by the regulations. I can't take the lead in making mistakes. Brother Shi, please be considerate and considerate of me..."

Shi Guyuan said: "Alright, wait for me for a while, this person is in your hands now, right?"

"That's right, you can just come to the Municipal Bureau directly, hey, I'm also embarrassed, let's go on weekends, come to my house on weekends, and hold a welcome banquet for Xiaofen!"

Shi Guyuan supported his forehead and said: "Why are you polite, let's talk about it, I'll go there now."

After hanging up the phone, Shi Guzhen asked anxiously, "Brother, what's the matter, I'll let you go, you still have a fever."

Shi Guyuan pinched her forehead, and gently pushed back: "What's the matter, your business."

"what happened?"

Shi Guyuan said: "I probably have opened my mouth all the time. Anyone who talks about it will come." He looked at Shi Guyuan and said in a straight voice, "I just talked to you a few words from the UK. Here we come."

Shi Guyu was stunned for a moment, and his face turned pale with shock: "What?"

Shi Guyuan put on a thin sweater and a windproof jacket, and said: "You look at Xiao Yu'er at home, I'm afraid she'll catch fire again in the middle of the night, if she wakes up, let her drink some porridge before going to sleep , I'll be back in a while. If you're sleepy, go to bed first, don't wait for me."

Shi Guyan stopped him and said, "Brother, don't go, I'll go!"

Shi Guyuan pushed her hand away, rubbed her hair and said, "It's still raining outside, and you can't drive. I'm fine, I'm much better after taking the medicine, be good, be obedient, and I'll take you to see him tomorrow. "

After speaking, he took the key and went out the door.Shi Guyan covered his face behind the door and let out a long sigh.

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Zheng Zhichu was clearly going to demonstrate during the day, but he returned home inexplicably defeated.The document that Shi Guyuan wanted him to read lay quietly under the desk lamp, whether he could understand it or not.The square characters danced gradually, left their original positions, and arranged in a chaotic manner to form a sketch portrait. This portrait was Shi Guyuan for a while, and became young again for a while. With long hair and soft eyebrows, it became the one in the afternoon. An unidentified little girl.

Zheng Zhichu also couldn't figure out why he would be so sensitive to Chi Xiaoyu's existence—it's none of Shi Guyuan's business to have children with him. I don't have the heart to give his father a head start.He felt that he was very cold-blooded, just like his father died, he was not sad at all, this state should be called indifference.

But no matter how cold-blooded he was, all of them fell in front of Shi Guyuan.After many years, he can no longer remember the first feeling he had when he witnessed that incident by chance. According to common sense, he deduced that it should be resentment and disgust, so he hated and loathed Shi Guyuan just like a normal person.

However, Shi Guyuan stood still and challenged him openly and silently.The cold blood quickly heats up and turns into hot blood. Every time he sees Shi Guyuan, Zheng Zhichu's hot blood rises above the boiling point. As time passes, he doesn't know whether it's hatred, refusal to admit defeat, or something else that has kept him going for so many years... …

Zheng Zhichu dropped the document angrily, it was raining outside the window at night, he remembered Shi Guyuan said, ask if you don't understand, he decided to ask him tomorrow, ask him carefully, ask him.

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Shi Guyuan arranged this passionate boy named "William" in a magnificent suite.William didn't have a lot of luggage, only a backpack. The practice clothes and ballet shoes inside were his most important belongings.

It didn't take much trouble to get William out of the city council.This kid is a bit silly, he believes everything he says.Along the way, under Shi Guyuan's guidance, William revealed his situation to the sky, but Shi Guyuan succinctly and concisely told him about Shi Guyuan's recent situation.

Shi Guyuan completed the formalities for him, handed him the key card, and said: "Tomorrow, I will come to see you with my sister. If you have anything to do, just call the front desk, and a waiter will take care of it."

William turned around in the spacious room and said like an aria: "Ah, it's so comfortable here, I can't wait to see the old man!"

Shi Guyuan looked at him playing tricks with cold eyes, a little uncertain whether he was really stupid or not, closed the door for him after a while and said, "Rest early, see you tomorrow."

William called him: "Shi, please wait a moment!" As he spoke, he rummaged through his backpack and found a small white box, "I noticed that you have a fever, this is what we in the UK often eat when we have a fever. Yes, it's very effective, you eat and see. I don't want to be unable to see my dear old friend tomorrow because of your illness."

Shi Guyuan was used to Westerners speaking directly, so he said "thank you" indifferently, took it over and saw that it was not a fucking medicine, but a box of white chocolate.

The balance in Shi Guyuan's heart suddenly increased to the name of "stupid", overwhelming his opponent.He raised his eyes calmly, looked at William's grinning mouth for a while, and said goodbye to him.