Flick of the Fingers--Tan Hua

Due to entertainment, Li Sayu often needs to go in and out of sensual places.Every time she came home, Mrs. Li smelled the smell of alcohol and men's perfume on him, so she raised her hand and slapped him, cursing: "You went to the bar again? You went to find a man, didn't you? How can you be so despicable?" Well, shameless! I don't have a son like you! . . . "

In the beginning, Li Sayu would explain a few words, but later he stopped, just saying: "I'm sorry, Mom."

The first time Yang Zhan let him go home, Mrs. Li saw the hickey on his neck.In Li Daoyu's ward, Mrs. Li grabbed the fruit knife on one side and cut her wrist directly: "You fooled around with those dubious men, you shamed my Li family, and I have no face to live on!"

Li Sayu hurried up to grab the knife, but was a step too late, Mrs. Li had already cut her wrist, and bright red blood gushed out all of a sudden.She frantically waved a fruit knife, rejecting everyone who approached her.Li Sayu didn't care about it, and rushed to grab the knife, but the knife also cut a hole in his face.

Because in the hospital, the rescue was timely, and Mrs. Li was fine.

When she woke up, she saw Li Sayu guarding on the chair beside the bed.He was brought up well since he was a child, so he even sat upright, with his back straight, his head lowered, and he was concentrating on his palms, or he didn't look at anything.

Mrs. Li could only see his quiet profile.

The outline is delicate, but it turns out to be so sad.

It was as if she knew for the first time the wound in her little son's heart.

Regret slowly filled her chest, she knew that she had pushed him too hard.

"Sayu..."

Li Sayu raised his head all of a sudden, and fixedly looked at his mother on the hospital bed.

Mrs. Li reached out her hand, wanting to touch the scar on his face.

But Li Sayu lowered his eyes, looked away slightly, and said, "I'm sorry, Mom, I won't go to those places again in the future."

Mrs. Li's hands were in the air, and she watched helplessly as her youngest son got up and walked out, and called the doctor.

Then, year after year, Li Sayu finally became her impeccable and proud son just as Mrs. Li expected.Take care of the company seriously, see a psychiatrist regularly, take medicine that will make him no longer like men, date girls arranged by his mother like a gentleman and considerate boyfriend, treat his brother with all his heart, and obediently do his filial piety in front of his mother .He will listen to everything Mrs. Li says.

Mrs. Lee is satisfied.

But Li Sayu became thinner day by day.Day by day, he became more and more disfigured, and looked pitifully skinny.

One day, Mrs. Li suddenly realized that her youngest son hadn't laughed for a long time.

It started from that car accident, or from when he cut his wrist, or, from a further time, when he objected to him being with Zhou Hong.

She has almost forgotten these past events, but seeing Li Sayu's no longer smiling face every day, her heart hurts more and more.

"Have you...have you eaten? Are you hungry? Mom will heat up some food for you."

With that said, Mrs. Li was about to get up.She didn't even dare to ask him why he came back so late when he promised to go home for dinner.

Li Sayu stood under the stairs without moving, he looked exhausted. "No need, Mom, I've had dinner. I'm sorry, I couldn't go home for dinner because of temporary business."

Mrs. Li had no choice but to say: "It's okay, just come back. Are you at home tomorrow? I'll ask Aunt Chen to make you your favorite food."

Li Sayu nodded: "Okay. Thank you mom. Rest early, good night."

He turned and went upstairs, and Mrs. Li was watching his tired figure in the living room. It seemed that he climbed up the tall stairs with great difficulty and disappeared around the corner.

She lost her strength and slid down on the sofa.

Never had it been so clear that she had been rejected by her own children.

When Li Sayu was at home, he rarely communicated with his mother.When he was a teenager, he was not very good at handling the relationship with his mother.Now he has nothing to say, only when his mother asks, he will talk about work.

At the dinner table, Mrs. Li put down her chopsticks and said displeasedly: "I don't want to hear about your work, you child, let mother know more about your life."

Things in life?Li Sayu didn't know what to say.

Mrs. Li asked carefully: "How are you getting along with the girl you dated last time?"

Li Sayu lowered his eyes, unable to see his expression clearly.

Mrs. Li said: "You, you, how can I say hello. If you are like this, when will I be able to hug my grandson."

Li Sayu focused on the food in front of him, lowered his eyes, and there was silence in his calm eyes.

"Okay, hurry up and finish your meal, and go to have a rest. Mom will help you make an appointment with that girl from Mr. Huang's family. She is well-educated, quiet and elegant, and she looks good. If you don't like the lively one last time, you must be like this. would like it."

When Li Sayu got up and went upstairs, she heard her mother downstairs saying, "Remember, it's tomorrow. Don't be late."

Li Sayu paused, looked at the ground with a calm expression, and agreed: "Okay."

The next day, after the blind date, Li Sayu went to the hospital to visit his brother as usual.The two nurses who were hired were guarding the ward, patiently massaging Li Daoyu's muscles.Even though Li Sayu is willing to spend all his family money to treat his brother, he still hasn't woken up after so many years. Although those massages are effective, they can't completely stop the muscle atrophy after all.

When he walked to his brother's ward, he would be very sad.However, it will also be calm.

No matter what he looks like, my brother will never abandon himself.

When he got home, Mrs. Li was waiting for him in the living room.

Looking at him, the eyes are full of worry and pain.Li Sayu didn't want to face such stares, he lowered his eyes, stopped at the stairs, and said softly, "I'm sorry, Mom."

Madam Li let out a long sigh.

It's been ten years.Li Sayu has never been happy, he seems to have a heavy cross on his shoulders, and while he is overwhelmed, it also makes the people around him exhausted.

Mrs. Li thought belatedly, how can I make my youngest son happier?Does he want to date men?

over the past few years.Mrs. Li spared no effort in arranging countless blind dates for him, and every time Li Sayu was obedient and went on a date with a girl.But to this day, he is still alone.They looked inseparable and pitifully lonely.

Mrs. Li would not ask him why the blind dates failed, she would just take the trouble to arrange blind dates for him over and over again.

This time, Li Sayu stayed at home for more than half a month.

One day at lunch, Mrs. Li repeated the old story.She arranged a blind date for Friday night.

Li Sayu nodded: "Okay."

On Friday, Li Sayu arrived at the place on time, only to see a handsome man.The man smiled at him: "Li Sayu? Your mother asked me to come."

Li Sayu panicked for a second, then calmed down, sat down as usual, and had dinner happily with the man.

The man said: "I like you very much. Can you leave your phone number?"

Li Sayu remained silent for a long time, and then said: "Do you want to continue dating with me?"

The man said, "That's right. Wouldn't you like it?"

It doesn't matter if you like it or not.Li Sayu left a phone number, if a man calls him, he will answer it, if a man asks him out, he will also go, just like what he did with those girls before, and he will respond to every request.

But in the end the man said to him painfully: "You have never given your sincerity. You have never invested in the relationship between us for a second, and you have never taken it seriously. I really want to give you the future, I want Go down with you."

Li Sayu held the phone, was silent for a while, and only said: "I'm sorry."

He was a good man, caring and caring, almost making Li Sayu feel that he was really dating him, like a couple in love.

It would be great if I met you first... He thought boredly.

If my brother hadn't been in a car accident at that time, what would he and Zhou Hong be like now?