Flick of the Fingers--Tan Hua

There were people coming and going at the big intersection, Zhou Hong stood in the crowd, waiting for that person to pass through the crowd and the traffic, as if he had passed through this world, and jumped in front of him. In my arms.

Like those perfect male protagonists in romance novels, he kisses his lover at the crossroads where people come and go.

Li Sayu struggled for a while, and soon indulged in the tangled plunder.

He never cared what the world thought of him.

When Zhou Hong finally let him go, he blushed, buried his head in Zhou Hong's chest, and said deceivingly, "No one will see it...so shameful."

Zhou Hong covered his face with his jacket, ignored the strange gazes of the passers-by, and said in a gentle voice, "Well, none of them saw you."

"sorry."

Li Sayu raised his face, looked at him with deer-warm eyes, and wanted to ask why, Zhou Hong smiled softly, and said again: "I'm sorry." He stretched out his hand and pulled up Li Sayu's collar to cover his face, and squatted down: "Come up."

Although Li Sayu is thin and weak, he is half a child at any rate, and it is embarrassing to carry it.

Zhou Hong said: "Option A, I will carry you; Option B, I will hug you; Option C, B."

"A."

Zhou Hong walked back with him on his back, the weight on his back miraculously calmed down the uncontrollable and increasingly serious inner demons in his heart.

The moment that is always missing in my heart can be fulfilled.

Let's go... Let's go forever like this, and we will all turn gray.

is it okay.

Zhou Hong's bedroom.

Li Sayu was very tired. Zhou Hong cleaned up the things that got into his body just now, and Mr. Li had already fallen asleep in Zhou Hong's arms.

Zhou Hong sighed and kissed his nose: "It's fine in front of me, but I'm so unsuspecting in front of others, how can I be at ease."

Zhou Hong was refreshed and didn't feel sleepy. If Li Sayu's body couldn't bear it, he really wanted to spend the night in such a daze.

Boringly scrolling through the posts, one title was "The Love of a Beautiful Boy!"I still believe in love! "'s post caught Zhou Hong's attention.He remembered that "Beautiful Boy's Love" is a love story about same-sex love, just in time, he didn't know how to enlighten Mr. Li's recent bad mood, so Zhou Hong clicked in.

Li Sayu didn't sleep for a long time, when he turned over and found that there was nothing around him, he woke up immediately.

It was getting dark, and the bright light from the computer screen illuminated the back of Zhou Hong sitting motionless in front of the desk.

Did he not sleep all night?

Li Sayu got up carefully, trying not to get involved in the embarrassing wound behind her.He came over with a small blanket: "Zhou Hong, why don't you sleep?"

Zhou Hong didn't speak, and didn't even look back.

Li Sayu looked up suspiciously, there was a post on the computer screen, the town building map was a picture of the background of Happy Valley, and a huge Ferris wheel could be seen on the back.The two people in the picture have dyed the same color of hair, had the same hairstyle, and wore the same style of clothes. The tall one held the short one's chin and lifted it up. His face was full of affection, as if it was a photo about to kiss.

It was Li Sayu and his brother!

The following pictures are a series of group pictures, taken from various angles, and the protagonists are the two of them.One of them was the scene where Lee Do Yoo pinches his chin, but from this rear angle, it looks like they are kissing!

Li Sayu understood.The expression on his face was unpredictable for a while, and he hated being photographed by others, especially such ambiguous photos.He wanted to explain, but he didn't know how to explain. Zhou Hong had already seen the truth, didn't he?

If you speak at this time, with Zhou Hong's temperament, you will never listen to his explanation.

Li Sayu was somewhat at a loss.

"Don't you have anything to tell me?"

Li Sayu slowly moved his eyes away from the computer screen, his eyes on Zhou Hong were still clear and calm.He has nothing to say.

"Didn't you say you wanted to go to Happy Valley? I thought you hadn't been."

He was waiting for Li Sayu's explanation.

Just one sentence.

He knows the relationship between Li Sayu and his brother very well, but he just doesn't feel well.Everything about Li Daoyu seems to be more important than himself.At this moment, I just want to hear Li Sayu's excuse, and he immediately forgives him.

However, Li Sayu closed his lips tightly and didn't say a word.

Zhou Hong tried his best to control his emotions, but the inner demon couldn't be driven away.He couldn't help but hear himself say, "You and your brother make me sick."

Li Sayu was stunned.Eyes wide open, looking at him in disbelief.

Zhou Hong himself was also stunned.

He didn't mean to say that, he wanted to say don't hide it from me in the future, I want to know everything related to you.He wants to say that I am willing to integrate into your life and slowly turn love into a long-lasting family relationship.Want to say I love you.

However, what he said uncontrollably was such ugly words.

Zhou Hong couldn't bear it, he knew that he was losing control, and he didn't know what he would do next, so he left as soon as possible now.

Pushing away the chair and standing up, Zhou Hong slammed the door emotionally and went out.

Li Sayu watched him leave resolutely.

He stood under the ignorant skylight for a long time, seemingly ignoring the discomfort on his body, until it was daylight, and Zhou Hong did not come back.

Li Sayu walked out of Zhou's house in embarrassment.Uncle Zhou was still humble and polite, but Li Sayu felt like an abandoned and no longer welcome villain.

After politely declining Zhou Bo's car, Li Sayu walked home slowly.

When he is in a bad mood, he likes to throw himself in the sea of ​​people like this. People around him come and go, rushing to their own destiny with their own sadness and happiness.He wasn't the only one with nowhere to go.

He guessed the sad and happy stories of those hurrying passers-by, and weaved beautiful lies with the memory fragments of those people. In such a world, he could temporarily forget Zhou Hong and the sentence he heard. most vicious words ever.

On this day, Zhou Hong didn't show up at school, and Li Sayu didn't go to school either.He sat on a bench in the park for a long time, and then wandered aimlessly to Art Lane. There were melodious music coming from shops selling various folk musical instruments, and he recognized it unconsciously.

There was a very old shop selling classical musical instruments in front. Several old men were sitting at the door, setting up an old table with melon seeds and snacks on the table, and strong tea in a large white porcelain mug.Li Sayu couldn't tell who the shopkeeper was for a while, because these old guys were holding pipas, erhus, or tuning the strings, and they were all chatting, sitting in front of the open-air shop, arguing for a while, and then playing together , there is a traffic light at the corner.

Li Sayu sat on a pony by the side of the road and listened to it with his head down. It was the famous "Moonlight Night on the Spring River".This chic band seems to have some differences in playing, and it doesn't care about the only audience, making a noise over there.Li Sayu stayed quietly in the corner, no one paid attention to him, but he could feel that the performance of the band had changed, before it seemed to be practicing normally, but now it was much more formal and serious.

This is the future that Li Sayu envisioned for Zhou Hong and himself, doing what he wants to do, relying on the old and selling the old like a group of real bad old men, talking about art and philosophy, discussing literature, no longer caring about how the outside world changes, they are wandering in the world Besides, because they are old.

But it's not until they are old yet.

Thinking of his foolish thoughts, Li Sayu smiled softly.

The soothing and upright tune of "Moonlight Night on the Spring River" calmed his mind.

He stood up and walked slowly home.

In the living room, my mother was sitting on the sofa, her face was gloomy like a mountain rain was about to come.The rare brother was there.

It had been a long time since they sat opposite each other so peacefully.Li Sayu moved slightly, just about to smile, looked down, and saw the photos scattered on the coffee table.

Li Sayu is very familiar with the person in the photo.

He was slightly stunned for a moment, and quickly realized that he lowered his head, and when he looked up again, he had already sorted out his emotions.He came slowly.

"Mother."

Li Daoyu stood up and tugged at his sleeve, "Sayu..."

Mrs. Li's expression was disturbed, but she tried her best to maintain a good self-cultivation and demeanor, and said, "Sa Yu, don't you have anything to say to your mother?"

Li Sayu stood in front of her, obviously condescending, but this always docile child still lowered his head slightly, giving the sitting mother a feeling that he knew he was wrong.

Li Sayu said: "Mom, as you can see, I like Zhou Hong very much, and I want to be with him."