know kindness

When he woke up, the gossip kept going everywhere, but Su Mo was in a rare good mood.

Su Mo grew up in a single-parent family. Her father died in a car accident before she could remember. She had no memory of him.

Her mother has a bad temper and doesn't like her. She always felt that she was a burden. She was thrown away by her grandmother since she was a child. She sent some living expenses every once in a while, and the sending stopped the year she arrived.The four years of college were funded by grandma's meager pension. In order to reduce the pressure on the family, she worked odd jobs around during school.

Su Mo has been used to it since she was a child, and she doesn't think she is a particularly transparent person. When she first came into contact with games, she was a brick-and-mortar gangster. Because some classmates said that playing games well can make money, so she wanted to try it.

That was the first time she came into contact with the game, and unexpectedly fell in love with it.

In the process of moving bricks and entertaining, she saw that the official recruitment of strategy team members, each strategy has a fixed reward, she began to try to contribute strategies, but was not selected at the time.

A long time ago, she was not very good at communicating with people. At the beginning, whether she was trying to write graphic guides or making videos without sound, there were very few clicks.

Later, some unscrupulous editors who plagiarized the website wiped out the names of those strategies that were produced in obscurity, and put their own watermarks on them to move around.She couldn't help denouncing angrily, and finally got a blessing in disguise, and had the first batch of fans.

Next, the number of fans went from tens to hundreds. After being retweeted by the official once, they became thousands. Many people said that the content was very good, but it was a bit tiring to keep clicking and pausing to read the words. She hoped that there would be voice analysis in the future. She hesitated for a long time , for the first time boldly added dubbing to his strategy.

At that time, I was a little nervous. I used a headset that cost tens of dollars and had a little noise, and I stuttered a lot. I thought I would be disgusted, but it was the first time since I was a child that someone praised her for her beautiful voice. The cautious tone of the words is charming and cute.

Since then, she mustered up the courage to speak out. From video guides to live broadcasts, as the number of fans gradually increased, some bad voices gradually appeared under all the content produced.

Thousands, tens of thousands, and even hundreds of thousands in the end.

She started to receive business orders, and people began to ask her to advertise, and she started to earn a lot of income for each article, but she also lost her enthusiasm at the beginning.

At first, she would argue with the nitpickers, refute a lot of unreasonable remarks, and categorically refuse to be compared with others.

In the end, she got tired of fighting, but she never changed anything. Except for some very pale comfort through the network cable, she gained a lot of labels like "glass heart, bad temper, and feeling young".

She argued aggrievedly, saying that she was just an ordinary person, and when faced with certain things, she would always mind and have something in her heart that she wanted to say.

Someone told her, you shouldn't be like this, learn from so-and-so, there is no one who likes everyone, so many people like you, why do you feel sad for xxx?

Someone told her, I don't like you like this, and I follow you because you do a good job in strategy, and you speak in a comfortable tone, like a big sister, but you are entangled with people every day, and fans are worried when they see it.

Someone told her that you are no longer an ordinary person. You have your own fan base. Every word you say will affect the judgment of others. You may even make people who like you argue with others for you. You must learn to distinguish what to say , what should not be said.

Gradually, she restrained her temper, hid her sensitivity, habitually smiled at everyone, tried her best to ignore every harsh voice, and became a mellow person in the world.

Finally, she became a "great god" who was cold and Buddhist in the eyes of many people.

Many new fans praised her for her good temper, and old fans would say when new fans praised her temper: "Yeah, Sister Mo used to have a bad temper, but now she is getting better and better."

Only she herself understands that in the eyes of those people, she may be a very good her, but she is not the real her.She knew that others liked the beautiful flowers and leaves, not the ugly and invisible roots under the soil, so she hid them.

Thinking about it later, that's fine, since I'm just a passer-by, why bother to show my heart and lungs hoarsely?

Maybe it's because she has gradually become a Buddha these years. She really doesn't have a deep relationship with anyone. She finally cared about a friend and left her behind, making it difficult for her to be happy no matter what happens. .

It wasn't until meeting Gu Tingyun that this lonely and almost numb emotional state changed.

Over the years, there are quite a few people who are willing to give her small gifts and do small things for her. Seeing that she has a lot of fans, there are also many "colleagues" who are trying to please and make friends.If she needs anything, a Weibo can attract a lot of big contacts who are willing to pay for nothing, and everyone says that they are very happy if they can do something for her, and they don't need any reward.

It's just that whether it's out of admiration, flattery, or the admiration caused by the good impression when looking up, she doesn't feel that it really belongs to her.

Only Gu Tingyun, the girl from another world, never concealed her feelings from the beginning, and gave her the most sincere heart, relying on and protecting her at the same time.Every cautious and contradictory look that the child showed in front of her was taken into her heart, as sweet as honey.

Last night, she had a sweet sleep, and when she woke up, she saw Gu Tingyun's Weibo, and couldn't help but think of the time when they first met.

At that time, Gu Tingyun was surrounded by system soldiers who looked no different from real people, held her hand tightly, held a small broken sword to protect her behind, and led her out of the main city with firm eyes prison.

At that time, that silly girl who didn't understand anything would fight with others for a little donkey she gave away, would run back home to look for her as if she was looking for relatives after going offline to face a strange world, would After learning that it was Qian Hong who sent her to prison, she avenged her regardless of the reason.

Since then, Gu Tingyun has been like this.

She didn't want to talk about many things, but Gu Tingyun would take the initiative to ask, always urgent but timid, wanting to get to the bottom of it, but always afraid of being abrupt.

It was before, and it was last night.

The difference is that this time, when Gu Tingyun was angry for her, she said many things that had been buried in her heart over the years, and everything seemed to return to the beginning. She became an ordinary person who could speak freely, and found a People who can really talk to themselves.

Her ugly rhizome, which had been hidden so deeply, finally got a sliver of nectar.

After waking up this morning and seeing the Weibo post by Gu Tingyun, she suddenly woke up.Gu Tingyun's kindness to her turned out to be so pure, so pure that he could hardly distinguish right from wrong, and he only focused on her.

That child is really a blank piece of paper, what it will look like in the end depends on who paints with a pen.

She should be thankful that she went to Xinshou Village that day, and she should be even more fortunate that Qianhong put her into the prison of the system that day.

If not, she is not qualified to draw plain and beautiful every spring, summer, autumn and winter on that blank paper, and draw what belongs to them from now on.

***

In the past two days, about Sushou Dianmo going to Tianque City to do adventures, Sushou Dianmo's side Gu Tingyun killing a drop in the ocean, and some messy things that were inexplicably pulled out because of these two incidents, have been on the forum. Discussed by many players.

Among them, the former Qingyuan, who had no ink on his hands, lay down his gun crazily in this matter.

Speaking of this person is miserable, it is obvious that Gu Tingyun killed a drop in the ocean, but it got involved in the controversy between Mayfly Yimeng and Sushou Dianmo's first painting screen.It was obviously a dispute between fans of these two women and passers-by, but somehow it was related to "love".

He hasn't figured it out yet, those people just want to express Gu Tingyun's strength, why should they step on him?Do people have to hurt each other in comparison?Is it his fault his mother didn't send him to martial arts academy when he was a kid?

He thought that the previous relationship was a piece of ice that couldn't be covered, but later he realized that that person was a paper clip that couldn't be straightened. Thinking about it carefully, he was also a victim, okay?Why are so many people holding on to him?

Adding Bing Sanfentian recently saw all kinds of taunts on the forums and post bars, and he has been in a bad mood. He doesn't give him a good face every day, and he is worried, but he really can't think of anything to do.

As for those who wanted to use Sushou Dianmo and Gu Tingyun's equipment, half of them gave up after learning that Gu Tingyun might be able to kung fu, and the other half were completely lost in the vast crowd, and never saw Sushou Dianmo and Gu Tingyun alive again. Gu Tingyun, and even his teammates never saw each other again.

In the next few days, Su Mo stayed with everyone as usual, and after the daily routine was over, he formed a group to fight monsters together, and even brought a drop in the bucket of liver experience in the same leveling area into the team.

At the beginning, everyone thought that this great god might be a difficult one to get along with, but after getting along with him, they found that this big brother is very easy-going, not as cold as the outside rumors, on the contrary, he is easy to talk to.

The only embarrassing thing was that he had a lot of ideas about Jiang Taoqing's orange weapon.

From the first day he joined the team, he had his eye on the weapon, and asked about its attributes without turning a corner.

Jiang Taoqing also admired this great god very much, so she naturally stated all her attributes without hesitation, and then she faced a question: "Sell it?"

At that moment, Jiang Taoqing was stunned for a long time, and finally shook her head in the embarrassed eyes of the friends on the side: "This... is the reward for the adventure of Sister Mo and Xiao Gu, and it is distributed to me according to needs. Strictly speaking, it is not It's my property, it's everyone's..."

So he looked at Su Mo: "Sell it?"

Su Mo rolled her eyes: "Not for sale."

After hearing this, Yi Yi was silent for a while, and asked again: "Is the mount for sale?"

Gu Tingyun immediately clenched his fists and said angrily, "Don't try to trick the big wolf!"

Su Mo shrugged and said, "My daughter-in-law likes it, so she won't sell it."

After finishing speaking, he added: "By the way, I don't have time to go online for the next few days. I'll go find Xiao Gu on the plane tomorrow. You can play by yourself."

After hearing this, Yi Yi was taken aback for a moment: "Is this abusing a dog?"

Gu Tingyun asked back: "Any comments?"

A drop in the ocean said: "No objection, I'm not single."

In the next second, Qian Hong turned her head and chased after Quan Yan Dan Dan's back and asked, "Where are you going?"

Quan swallowed a dangerous stone: "Run away from home."