Senior sister confessed to me

Half of the winter vacation has passed, and the first snow I was looking forward to still hasn't arrived.

That's right, I thought it was too good. The weather here, if you can see snow, it will probably have to wait for ten years.So every year my expectations are slowly eroded until there is nothing left.

Wake up every day, open the curtains, hope that there will be a piece of silver behind the curtains, hope that there is only silence in the world, hope that taking a breath can be full of satisfaction.

With such a poetic desire, I don’t know if I live a monotonous and boring life like this. I wake up, eat, do my homework, practice the piano, practice calligraphy, and sleep. In this way, more than half a month has passed.

Another day is coming, looking out of the window, looking at the phone, I think, probably as the old saying goes, "When misfortune comes, blessings rest on it, and blessings come when misfortune rests on it", so all good news is probably accompanied by another bad news.

I don't know what kind of state I am in.

The snow that I have been thinking about is falling on the tree outside the window, and it is also floating in the sky, bit by bit, piece by piece.

Last night, I went to bed early as always, and my phone turned off automatically early on. This is also my habit, and I turn off my phone when I sleep at night.

When did the news come?

Looking at the chat interface, I stood by the window in a daze.

It is 8 o'clock.

[Xiao Nan Xiao Nan, Chu Ning is going to move, she should... she will transfer to another school... She is leaving tomorrow morning, are you coming to see her off? 】

Senior sister Chu Ning... is leaving?

move place?

transfer?

Are you going to another city?

Staring blankly at the news that was stuck at 23 o'clock, I don't know what it's like, surprised?sad?

Biting my lip, pointing to the dialog box, watching the keyboard jump out, what am I going to say?Is it "Okay okay" or "I can't come"?

One semester, senior sister Chu Ning, what a wonderful person.

The happy time of being together bit by bit flashed by, senior sister Chu Ning’s smile, senior sister Chu Ning’s embrace, senior sister Chu Ning... The picture freezes, it’s our silence, no, it’s my silence.

In the last half of the semester, I probably regretted it very much.

Why bother to say that "mutual avoidance" is the best result, in fact, you know what you are thinking.

[Poke a poke]

【Sister, I just woke up... Has Senior Sister Chu Ning left?】

no respond.

Yes, probably already gone.I looked at the wall clock on the wall, it was 9:[-].

Throw your phone on the bed.

Open the window, the cold air hits, I think, take a breath, probably there will be no such thoughts of full satisfaction.

There was silence, cold and tasteless.

I just don’t know if this snow is bitter.

Open the door and go downstairs. On the table is the milk and bread reserved for me.

Going out the door, there is no snow in the small courtyard.Stretch out your hand to catch the snowflakes, probably not snowflakes, not as soft as you imagined, with ice, hitting the palm of your hand, itching, maybe several snowflakes have melted together, and you can faintly see a complete piece of six snowflakes. Angular, that is the shape of a snowflake.

In the silent world, the snowflakes followed quietly, and the melting coldness made the whole person quiet a lot.

He returned to the house, washed up, ate breakfast, packed up and went back to his own world.

Mobile phone, oh, yes, mobile phone, see if the senior has replied to the message.

[You... won't sleep again, will you? 】

There are 3 missed calls.

This was two 10 minutes ago.

Click to open the chat interface and slide up.

【Are you coming】

【Sister Jiang withdraws a message】

【I haven't left yet, I'm at the South Railway Station】

? ? ? ? ?

half an hour ago? ! ! !

My heart skipped a beat.

Me, what am I missing?[-] million?Oh no, more than one billion!

Suddenly, the phone rang and a call came in.

Senior sister Jiang? !

"Hello, senior sister..."

"Xiao Nan, you finally answered the phone, Chu Ning..."

left already?Alas, what is there to say about what has already been established.

"Chu Ning, Chu Ning has something to tell you." Why is she a little anxious listening to the senior sister's voice?

? ? ! ! !

What does senior sister Chu Ning want to tell me?Senior sister Chu Ning hasn't left yet? !

"Ah Nan..."

Hearing this Ah Nan, my whole body froze.

"Hmm...Senior Chu Ning..."

"I'm going to study in City B, you, remember to visit me with Jinghan in the future."

Listening to Senior Chu Ning's slightly relaxed tone on the other end of the phone, for some reason, tears rolled out of my eyes.

"Yeah." I blinked, "Sure, you, come back and see us when you have time."

I don't know what to say anymore, and I dare not say anything more.

There was no sound from the phone either.

About 30 seconds have passed, probably, half a lifetime has passed.

Amidst the rumbling, I heard Senior Sister Jiang's voice, "Hey, Xiao Nan, Chu Ning is in the car."

In the mist of tears, I seemed to see senior sister Chu Ning, saw her waving, saw her get on the train, and saw the train carrying her gradually go away.

You left without saying goodbye.

Why, I didn't say goodbye either.

I think I will remember this winter vacation, this winter, this - snowy day.

…………………………………………………………………………

Time goes slowly, time is also going fast.

It has been a year and a half since Senior Sister Chu Ning left.

"Jiang Nan~Xiao Nan~Jiang~Big Minister~"

"Senior sister, are you happy about this?" I couldn't help rolling my eyes when I heard Senior Jiang's fancy name.

"Oh, look at it, your eyes will roll to the sky!"

"..."

"Aren't you going to see your senior sister Chu Ning?"

"Senior, can't you see that I'm busy? You asked me to come out to talk about this?! Also, what is my sister Chu Ning!"

"Cut. It's not yours, is it mine?"

Listening to this tone, let me go, why does it feel so like the nose-picking expression in QQ!

"You are the leader of the country, and you are still very busy!"

"Senior sister, don't play like this. I'm explaining the funeral, ah bah, I was just explaining the matter of staying in the ministry. It's immoral for you to interrupt me like this and call me out! You said this at the beginning How serious is the time!"

"Okay then, go and talk slowly, I'll wait for you outside, and take a look at the school by the way."

I gave my sister an OK gesture, and I hurried back to continue "committing funeral affairs".

After explaining, he walked out of the student activity center, passed by the supermarket, took two bottles of water, and found Senior Sister Jiang on the seat under the big tree in the playground.

Passed the water to Jiang Xuejie and sat beside her, "You still like to come here!"

Here, after Senior Sister Chu Ning left, Senior Jiang's favorite place to come.

"Heh, it seems that Minister Jiang still hasn't forgotten my little habit."

Shrugging helplessly, "Senior sister, don't, you are the Minister Jiang, don't hurt me any more!"

"Haha, Xiao Nan, doesn't it feel great to be a minister?"

Seeing Senior Sister Jiang's sly eyes, I...

Leaning on the chair, I looked at the sky, "Yeah, it's really cool."

After Senior Sister Chu Ning left, the vice-president of the Student Union changed, and the relationship between the Student Union and the Youth Association seemed not as good as it used to be?

Probably, this is my illusion.

Half a year later, I was promoted to the second grade, and Senior Jiang was promoted to the third grade, and I took over the position of minister.Of course, I did a lot of work during those six months!

And after becoming a minister, hehehe, you think you can direct this officer to do what to order that officer to do what you have seen, naive!too naive!How much work does a minister have to do behind the scenes!Just handing over and recruiting new employees is exhausting!Now, I am finally going to retire with honor!What a wonderful thing!

"You have to thank me, when you get to university, then these experiences will be useful~"

oh.I'd rather keep silent, and, keep smiling.

"By the way, when are you on vacation?"

"No vacation, make up lessons. You forgot!"

"Oh, look at my memory, I've been playing like crazy since I graduated, and I've forgotten everything about my study time!"

Yes.Senior sister Jiang has graduated.It is July now, she has been crazy for nearly a month, and I, of course, are still struggling in school.Today, I leave my post, and tomorrow, I will officially enter the third year of high school ahead of schedule.

Senior three, the final stage of middle school.

I don't know how Sister Jiang spent her senior year in high school, but she probably wrote a legend of her own in the end.She went to city B for the exam, yes, it was the city where Senior Sister Chu Ning lived, and at the same time, she went to the same university as Senior Sister Chu Ning——Qingda University.

That was also, one of my college goals.

"Xiao Nan, I'm just waiting for you. When you get into Qingda, let's have a good get-together. We..."

I don't remember how many times Senior Jiang said this and how long she said it. She probably said it every time she saw me, or maybe she said it as long as Senior Chu Ning was gone.

The no more and no less words when leaving probably became the best farewell words in the end. If you didn't say goodbye, it's not a kind of goodbye.

You guys remember to come and see me together.

Come back and see us when you are free.

Presumably we will end up lost between these unfulfilled promises.

It's been a year and a half, I don't say much, I say a lot, sometimes I think about it, why do I have to be so ruthless?

I haven't seen you for a year and a half. How are you? How are you?

When Senior Sister Chu Ning was not in Qingning Middle School, I also had intermittent chats with her, that is, from these intermittent chats, I knew the "truth" about my joining the Youth Association, and what I didn't know, such as What Jiang Xuejie withdrew on the day of parting probably will never be known.

And different regions, different environments, and different moods have probably gradually created a deep ditch among us.

There are fewer and fewer things in common, and there are fewer and fewer common topics, so I naturally chat less and less with Senior Sister Chu Ning.

And I think, the only thing that remains the same is probably the habit of subconsciously sharing something with her when she sees something cute and funny.

"Hey, are you listening to me carefully!"

"Ah? Ah? Oh! Yes."

"Do you dare to tell a lie without blinking an eye!"

"Uh……"

"Cough, look at you like that, let's go, go out to eat, senior sister, I invite you!"

"..."

"I said you weren't thinking about Chu Ning just now, were you?"

"..."

"Hey, by the way, why have you grown so much taller!"

"..."

On the way out of the school gate, listening to senior sister Jiang Jinghan chatting non-stop, I thought, maybe it’s good to be young like this.

The author has something to say: Chu Ning: I had a strange dream.

Author: So?

Chu Ning: Leave me alone.