It's okay for you to be bitter, I'm sweet

The medicine didn't take effect immediately, and about 15 minutes had passed by the time Cheng Liheng calmed down a little.Probably because he was tired after a night of trouble, he finally fell asleep on the ground leaning against Ye Xuancheng.

It was almost twelve o'clock when I got the man back, and the effect of the medicine was stable at that time. In the middle, Ye Xuancheng called Cheng Liheng twice, and his eyelids opened and closed again.This day is really enough to fly.

"Fuck, Xiaoqin, your medicine is not good. It took more than an hour to take effect." Ye Xuancheng looked at Cheng Liheng's sleeping face and complained to the doctor.

"The diazepam I gave him is not an anesthetic. You should be thankful for this effect." The doctor was cold to the end.

"Does he use tree infusion, add some glucose or something like this? He cried and sweated a lot just now." Ye Xuancheng automatically sat next to Cheng Liheng, and had no intention of leaving.

"No, you were trapped in the elevator just now. He should be overly nervous, claustrophobic or something like that. I've given him a sedative. That's all I can do. I don't think his appearance is the first one. He has his own psychiatrist for the second time, so I can't interfere, so we will talk about everything when he wakes up tomorrow. By the way, who is he, why does he live in your house?"

"What, what are you doing?" Ye Xuancheng was suddenly a little nervous by the doctor's question, "It's just a friend."

"A friend who can live in your house? It was six years ago. When Ouyang Hao moved to Huaxi campus to study, he said he wanted to live with you, but you didn't let him live all night. He took someone to the hotel overnight. I introduced him to a real estate agent the next day." The doctor exposed Ye Xuancheng's true colors without hesitation.

"Three years ago, Xiaolan was just admitted to graduate school. How did you refuse me when I asked you to live in your house for a period of time? You rented a flat in a building for me to live in. That's it, blatantly living in Your family, you told me that they are ordinary friends?"

"Ouyang was because he always brought people home, and what happened to him as an official? Why did you go to buy a house by yourself? As for you, you two are going to get married, so what are you doing for a trial stay? Right, you see? It stimulated you and let you buy a wedding house directly?"

While speaking, the doctor took off the blood pressure monitor tied to Cheng Liheng's arm.

"Hehe." The doctor smiled coldly, "I'm leaving first, Xiaolan is at home alone. As for you, please don't let your ordinary friends out of your sight tonight, in case there is an emergency. My private phone is always on , Call me if the situation is serious, no matter whether he is willing or not, just call 120."

After Ye Xuancheng answered, the doctor left. He sat by Cheng Liheng's bed alone, touched Cheng Liheng's forehead, and it didn't feel hot.I heard that Anding would be thirsty after playing, so Xiaoye was not idle, went outside to boil hot water and put them in thermos cups.

The doctor asked him to stay in the house with Cheng Liheng, so he did a long time of mental construction, and finally made up his mind to come here with his cup and iPad.He has nine full seasons of How I Met Your Mother on his web drive, all to pass the time, and this is the perfect time to watch it.

He plugged in the earphones, clicked on a random episode, put the ipd aside, and wrapped himself tightly in the quilt, then he started watching TV episode by episode, and finally fell asleep next to Cheng Liheng.

It was past nine o'clock in the morning when Cheng Liheng woke up. Dr. Cheng, who had slept all night under the influence of drugs, could now clearly recall what happened last night and his own performance.

At this moment in his room, the temperature of the air conditioner is 24 degrees, the blackout curtains and curtains are drawn, but the bedside lamp is on, which is a dim orange color.He turned his head and found Cheng Liheng lying on his chest, huddled into a ball, and the iPad next to him.

He thought that his condition was not good yesterday, and Ye Xuancheng should have stayed up very late to take care of him, so he didn't have the slightest idea of ​​waking him up.The iPad plugged in was still playing "How I Met Your Mother" automatically. When he woke up, it happened to be episode No.12 of the eighth season. He remembered the last time the radio DJ said it was Barney and Robin who proposed that episode.

Since he was impressed by the bgm of this episode last time, he started watching this drama, and now he has just reached the fourth season.He was actually very curious and wanted to know how the two got entangled with each other to the point of getting married, but he held back.Driven by obsessive-compulsive disorder, he is a person who pays attention to coherence and process.

But at this moment, his mind was in a daze, and he reached out and walked around Ye Xuancheng and gently grabbed the earphones.

He saw Barney get down on his knees, pulled out his pick-up cheats, and found the last one, "The Robin," which he used to propose. Robin was tricked from the TV station, and when she found out, it was already this scene, she was under the mistletoe, and Barney knelt in front of her, telling her the tenderness in his heart.

"Doctor Cheng, why are you awake?" Ye Xuancheng woke up suddenly. He didn't know when he fell asleep last night, and he doesn't know what time it is now. The first thing he did when he woke up was to make sure that Cheng Liheng was okay. Yes, it turned out that he was wearing his headphones and watching a drama.

"Doctor Cheng, are you okay? Is there any discomfort in your body?"

Cheng Liheng took off the earphones, sat up by himself, sat a little to the side, opened the distance between the two, and answered him softly: "I'm fine, thank you."

Seeing this, Ye Xuancheng thought that Cheng Liheng disliked him, so he sat up with the quilt on his back, wiped his face with one hand, and prepared to go back to his room.Before getting out of bed, the quilt was pulled.

Ye Xuancheng turned to look at Cheng Liheng with a dazed expression, and found that he was looking at him with a embarrassed expression: "Let's talk."

talk?talk about what?Ye Xuancheng had no idea what Cheng Liheng had to talk about with him at the moment, but he didn't dare not to talk about it, after all, he was secretly in love with him, so he had to leave a good impression that he was always on call.

When he sat back next to Cheng Liheng again, he suddenly realized that what Cheng Liheng wanted to talk to him about might be what happened last night, so he quickly confessed consciously: "Doctor Cheng, don't worry, I won't talk about what happened last night. In fact, it’s normal to be afraid of the dark, and Fuguan is also afraid of the dark, so don’t be afraid.”

Cheng Liheng woke up and suddenly felt a headache again in the morning, he said with a half-smile, "I'm not afraid of the dark."

Ye Xuancheng nodded like a rattle, and said in his heart: You are right, if you think you are not, then you are not.

"I have claustrophobia. I suffered from claustrophobia when I was 17 years old. It has been 12 years now. Dr. Su, the one who saw Huang Wenbin, is my aunt and my attending physician. My illness was also caused by PTSD. , as well as manic-depressive tendencies."

Ye Xuancheng, who was sitting upright and full of drama just now, couldn't say a word at the moment.He really didn't know what else to say. When the doctor left last night, he had been reminded that Cheng Liheng might have psychological shadows or something, but he forgot all about it just now. PTSD is a psychological problem that only people who have experienced severe psychological trauma will have. Huang Wenbin witnessed the death of his brother with his own eyes. What about Cheng Liheng?Ten years ago, the year his parents died, what happened to him?

Cheng Liheng took advantage of the spare time to get out of bed, opened the closet, and came out with a small safe. Ye Xuancheng didn't even know the existence of this small safe.

Cheng Liheng squatted on the ground and opened the safe, took out a thick set of documents from it, and then returned to the bed.

"Ten years ago my parents were killed in a car accident, I was in the car. The car fell off the road and fell directly under the cliff, the front seat was smashed in. My parents did not survive, only me Trapped in the cramped back seat, with my feet stuck and unable to move, I was trapped in the car for twelve hours. It was [-]:[-] pm when we turned down, and it was [-]:[-] am when I was rescued to the hospital. I heard the morning news in the ward."

Cheng Liheng spread the materials in front of Ye Xuancheng, and sat cross-legged opposite Ye Xuancheng.

"This is my medical record and examination data. PTSD was the most serious in the first two years. At that time, I could not communicate with others. In the third year of high school, I was desperate to study in order to enter Huaxi. When I couldn't sleep at the beginning, I took sleeping pills. I was the first to discover It was my aunt who had the problem, so she asked my grandfather to take me to the hospital forcibly as my guardian. The case was built from that year until 15 years. After 15 years, I will still do regular assessments. But Huaxi has already connected to the Internet to make electronic medical records, so there is no more.”

Ye Xuancheng never expected that Cheng Liheng would be so honest. He looked at the pile of cases spread out in front of him, wanting to see, curious because he wanted to know Cheng Liheng's past, but more because of his heartache. 17-year-old Cheng Liheng lost his parents on the same day, and he also carried the expectations of his own family on his shoulders.

Cheng Liheng chose the latest one, put it in front of Ye Xuancheng, and said: "This is my 15-year evaluation result. Look here, all the indicators are normal, which shows that most of the time I am not as good as ordinary people. No difference. I've been experimenting with exposure therapy since I got sick, doing a lot of things I'm afraid of, so I can take elevators, fly planes, and even drive. I got sick last night because of the alcohol and the sudden fall to turn off the lights, Reminds me of that year when the car rolled over the side of the road."

"Doctor Cheng, are you okay?" Ye Xuancheng felt inexplicably distressed when he saw Cheng Liheng, who was usually reticent, suddenly say so many words. He thought that Cheng Liheng was probably afraid that he would discriminate against him because of his illness.

He suddenly remembered that on the day Huang Wenbin had an accident, Cheng Liheng had asked him in the car, if he had such a partner, would he accept it?At that time, he couldn't give an answer, because he felt that he might not be able to bear the pressure, and now he wanted to go back and slap himself.

Fuck the pressure, he should have known that this person was Cheng Liheng, and he would protect him with ten thousand times more heart, and never let that extreme situation happen.

"Okay, I'm fine." Cheng Liheng insisted on putting the case in front of Ye Xuancheng and letting him have a look.

Ye Xuancheng was kind-hearted, took over the medical records, turned over and said, "Doctor Cheng, I know, it's actually okay, you don't have to work so hard. Actually, our family has a small villa in Tongzilin, which is vacant now. You can't take the elevator and we move it." Just go there, it's closer to your work."

"No, no need." Cheng Liheng shook his head resolutely, "Actually, it's not important. I couldn't take the elevator at all before, but I overcame it later, so I believe this time will be no exception. I have a strong self-healing ability. ability."

"It's off topic again." Cheng Liheng was a little frustrated, "Actually, these are not the point, the point is, Ye Xuancheng, in fact, I am almost a normal person now, and I will try my best to be a normal person in the future, so, can you believe it? Me once, try with me?"

"What?" Ye Xuancheng was confused by this sudden question early in the morning.

"I've thought about it for a long time. I should like you. No, I just like you. I like you very much. I like you so much. It's not like between good friends, because I haven't had any good friends for so many years. How to put it, it is For the love of lovers, I will think of your love when I go to work, I will think of your love when I eat and see a doctor, and the most important thing is the kind of love that I dream of holding your hand and kissing you in my dreams."

"Ye Xuancheng, can you try with me?"