messy relationship

He stretched it out to cover his eyes, although he fell into the darkness, he felt extremely warm and safe. Those hands belonged to Hua Jun; after that, the young man Jin Hang had countless nightmares, and now there are three that he remembers deeply, not because These three dreams are so bizarre, but it happened that Hua Jun was not around during those three nights; later, Hua Jun married sister-in-law Peiling, and fortunately Ji Hang, who grew up a little, no longer had nightmares; during the 7 years of companionship Hua Jun is his father, elder brother, teacher, friend, confidant, gentle and tolerant, in Ji Hang's impression, he only hit him once, because the young and innocent Ji Hang picked a beautiful flower, fiery red, with Hua Jun's blood is as dazzling...Hua Jun is dead. He has been dead for 6 years. Ji Hang laughed at himself. Hua Jun did not dare to take the position; Kang Jun could keep whoever he liked, but Hua Jun could not; Then become a punk, a big drug lord, and a bastard.

Ji Hang inherited Hua Jun's gentleness and also learned his ruthlessness. It took almost only one night to pack Kang Jun and throw him out of his mind. Unfortunately, he forgot to tell Shen Che about this decision. So much so that Shen Che stayed by Kang Jun's side all his life, feeling, thinking, comprehending, but he couldn't take a step closer to Ji Hang when he was a boy...

After the drink, Li Jing found out that Shen Che and Kang Jun were the ones who were really wrong. After several months of spying, Li Jing almost confirmed his conjecture.Coincidentally, Shen Che and Li Jing were training at the party school, met Kang Jianguo by chance, and were called to eat at home. When he saw Shen Che, Kang Jun smiled politely and alienated, and hardly spoke a warm word to Shen Che.After the meal was over, Li Jing was so angry that he kicked Shen Che's office away that night, startling Shen Che and An He who were studying the strategy of the exercise.Without a step-by-step opening statement, Li Jing went straight to the point: "You can't pay too much attention to Kang Jun!"

Shen Che smiled, a little stiffly: "I have my own discretion!"

Li Jing said: "Property? Properness has its use in the face of power! How much sweat did you sweat to develop this ability, how much blood did you spare to get the current treatment, you know this best! But no matter you No matter how much blood and sweat you bleed, someone can beat you back to your original shape with just a move of a finger, and make your life worse than death!" Li Jing felt a little excited, took a breath, and his tone gradually slowed down: "Even if he has a heart, he may not necessarily have real courage. .”

Shen Che smiled wryly, An He was surrounded, and Li Jing... the word became a prophecy.

That year, Ji Hang was 35 years old. He insisted on taking part in a mission to Burma, but was shot through his lung and buried in a foreign land. That year, Shen Che was 37 years old. The captain of the army; that year, Kang Jun was 34 years old, and entered the marriage hall with the daughter of a minister's family.

A long time later, Li Jing, who was about to grow old as a souvenir, asked Shen Che: "I never see love from your eyes, why am I willing to maintain this unethical relationship with a cowardly official second generation?"

Shen Che, who was about to grow old as a souvenir, said: "At first, it was because of Ji Hang, and later, it was because of habit."

An He, who was about to grow old as a souvenir, cursed secretly: Damn Ji Hang, the water got mixed up, but he left first.

[-]. Borrow money

Apart from Li Jing, Ji Hang was also the one who found something wrong between Shen Che and Kang Jun, but he had a strange background but a simple mind.Thanks to Huajun and Lu Mingjie, Ji Hang, who grew up in the dye vat, is actually a fool.

Meet again, or drink.Ji Hang was a little depressed, and turned into a drunk in seconds, hanging on Shen Che for comfort.The drunk Kang Jun was unhappy, and punched Ji Hang in the face. Ji Hang was woken up, and after he figured out what was going on, he said to Kang Jun, "Good job!" .As for the depression in my heart just now... Let's think about it later, I still have business to do today.So he wobbled and prepared to leave, Shen Che was worried, left Kang Jun behind, and drove Ji Hang off.

Ji Hang went to find Lu Mingjie, was scolded, and then borrowed some money. Shen Che didn't want to enjoy such an old-fashioned show, so he lit a cigarette and waited for Ji Hang downstairs. Sure enough, Ji Hang was very pleased with the effort of two cigarettes back.

The two rushed into a small noodle shop in the downtown area. Ji Hang yelled the boss out of the back kitchen with a loud voice, threw down the money and said, "I'll give it to your third brother for school!" Then he dragged Shen Che away. Ji Hang is a Shen Che was not a bandit. To be polite, he turned his head and smiled at Chengye, whom he hadn't seen for more than ten years.

"Does Lu Mingjie know?" Shen Che asked on the way back.

"I don't know." Ji Hang on the co-pilot closed his eyes and said, "He doesn't like me being with them, so why make him unhappy."

Shen Che: "What's the reason this time?"

Ji Hang: "Fight and fight. Thank you Kang Jun!" Then he opened the mirror on the car and looked at his face seriously.

Shen Che smiled, but said nothing.

After a long silence, Ji Hang suddenly said: "If he bullies you in the future, I will definitely return the punch ten thousand times."

"If I wanted to, I would have beat him to the ground, and I still need you!" Shen Che was very ungrateful.

At night, Shen Che suffered from insomnia. He suddenly felt that he was quite sad. After thinking about it, Lu Mingjie seemed to be not much better than him. On second thought, the saddest thing was Ji Hang. After leaving Myanmar for so many years, he still couldn't completely cut off the relationship with those people. People's entanglement, so many emotional debts, don't even think about paying it off even if you die.

Remember, it was a weekend, Shen Che who was driving into the city saw Ji Hang who was waiting for the army commuter bus, and planned to see him off.As soon as he arrived at a certain residential area, Ji Hang hurriedly got out of the car, trotted two steps to catch up with a woman in front, took the food in her hand, picked up the child beside her, and turned around and smiled at Shen Che.At that time, not long after Ji Hang reunited, Ji Hang had just changed from being a recruit to a formal special forces soldier, so he was a little alienated from Shen Che, so Shen Che didn't ask too many questions. Later, when Ji Hang submitted a marriage application, Shen Che knew that this woman was Yao Peiling.Later, Shen Che also drove a car to help Ji Hang move Yao Peiling's house from a dilapidated residential area to the military compound where Lu Mingjie lived. Ji Hang said that he wanted to give Peiling mother and child a legal guarantee, and Xiao Yangyang A good growing environment.Shen Che felt that Yao Peiling didn't buy into Ji Hang's account at all, and accepted Ji Hang's care, but still looked at him with resentful eyes, as if she was looking at an enemy who killed her husband, or a rival in love who robbed her of love.

[-]. Peiling

Yao Peiling is actually quite innocent.She was originally a woman who would rather bend than bend. She was rescued by Hua Jun, who was full of sympathy, when she was in trouble in Burma.Peiling was very puzzled, why did you marry me if you didn't love me, Hua Jun said, in order to give you two a guarantee, Peiling became angry, so go to your mother's guarantee.

However, Hua Jun is a gentleman, Hua Jun is very tolerant, and Hua Jun treats Xiao Yangyang better than her own father, so Pei Ling succumbs.Her way of being soft is very special: competing with Ji Hang for favor.Of course, it was very difficult. Until the end, this Mrs. Yazhai was just a name but no reality.

Peiling once asked Hua Jun what is good about Ji Hang, Hua Jun said: trust.Pei Ling was puzzled, as the leading drug lord in Myanmar, with countless loyal followers, how could Ji Hang, who believed in you, be so special?Hua Jun said that others believed in him because they saw his strength, courage, and character. Ji Hang believed in him just because he was Hua Jun, and there was no need for a process or proof.Peiling is on fire again, she lost your mother's trust, and made her aunt and grandma feel like a mess.

Hua Jun's death was due to Ji Hang, but Ji Hang could not be blamed. On her deathbed, Pei Ling told Shen Che that in fact, she didn't hate Ji Hang any longer. What qualifications do you have to hate? It's just that Hua Jun is an awkward person who never dared to confess. It just so happens that Ji Hang is an idiot who has not realized it for so long...

"I am willing to be a villain. If I hate him, he will not hate himself. This is the only thing I can do for Hua Jun." Yao Peiling smiled, without the old resentment and sharpness, Shen Che felt a little bit In a trance, this smile dimmed the years and reversed the time, as if they were still as young as before.

After Ji Hang's death, Shen Che assumed the responsibility of taking care of Peiling, Chengye and others. Kang Jun put together everything and had a general understanding of the situation, but he never objected, and never asked Shen Che anything. , just follow the same steps, it can be regarded as compensation for Shen Che, even if he loves to the bone marrow, but dare not announce it, it will be a debt in the end.

What comforted Shen Che the most during this period was that Xiao Yangyang got married.The little boy back then had grown into a handsome young man, holding his newly married wife by the hand, and standing in front of Shen Che with a smile on his face. Shen Che seemed to see the young Hua Jun and Yao Peiling, with serene smiles and a calm demeanor.When the young couple turned to leave, Kang Jun said foolishly, "This kid looks nothing like Hua Jun in his eyebrows, eyes, mouth and nose!" Shen Che choked, and rolled his eyes hard.At this time, Shen Che, who was in his 40s, had already passed the peak age of the special forces and retired to the second line, while Kang Jun, who was in his 40s, was just at the time to show his ambitions. What has not changed is that they are still together, what has changed is , they no longer have to fear.One is unmarried, the other is divorced, and the comrades in arms when they were young depended on each other for life. The entanglement that violated morality has now become an unforgettable friendship in the eyes of outsiders, which is enviable.Looking back on his life, it was Kang Jun who seemed cowardly back then, but actually gave Shen Che a warm home, just like the saying: Love is like fireworks.Of course, those are things for later.

Eleven, no if

Eight months after Shen Che was reported, the Lunar New Year ushered in. The homeless Shen Che was still by the homeless Ji Hang's side, and Ji Hang's 8-year-old face was always reflected in his eyes , replaying Ji Hang's 31-year-old appearance over and over again in his heart, he is very satisfied.

Ji Hang took a day to see Lu Mingjie, he didn't borrow money, and he didn't scold him.Lu Mingjie took out the copybooks, paintings, DVs left by Ji Hang, as well as the bullet casings from the first time he took him to practice shooting, all of them were like treasures.Ji Hang with red eyes gave Lu Mingjie a hug, Lu Mingjie thought, he is really a little rock that eats soft but not hard.

Ji Hang also went to Yao Peiling's place and knocked on the door for a long time, but they refused to open it.

Shen Che also called Kang Jun, and Kang Jun said that there was no need to come to pay New Year's greetings, and see you after the festival.

Wang Yu brought Xiao Jia and the child to see Ji Hang, Ji Hang said with a smile that he had a wife and forgot his brother, Wang Yu said, if time could go back, I would rather not have a wife and children.

At night, troops camp.Ji Hang said to Shen Che: "If time can go back, I will never leave Huajun. Moreover, I will keep you in Myanmar!"

Shen Che found it funny: "Why stay?"

"Stalker, cry, make trouble, hang himself...or hold a gun to Xue Quan's head!" Ji Hang said.

The two laughed.This idea is reliable.

"If this is the case, Lu Mingjie will be sad!" Shen Che said with a serious face.

Ji Hang sighed: "If he hadn't met me, he might have a better life."

"What about Wang Yu?" Shen Che asked.

Ji Hang was silent for a while, and said: "One's life is a situation, and there is no way to be perfect."

Shen Che never asked what happened to Wang Yu back then, he knew that Ji Hang would not answer if he asked, it was a secret between him and Wang Yu, and it was to be buried in the coffin.

Twelve, deadly mission

Fast forward four years, Ji Hang is still the first brother in the army's logistics, hardworking and caring; Shen Che is still the pinnacle of worship, strong and sunny; Lu Mingjie is still the star-studded general, calm and reserved.

In the past four years, although Ji Hang still refused to step into the Zhou family's gate, he eased the relationship with Lu Mingjie.Seeing Lu Mingjie smiling warmly holding the words he practiced back then, the embankment in his heart collapsed instantly.Lu Mingjie never owed him anything. Hua Jun's death was the result of the Zhou family's murderous intentions. Chen Dazhi fired the shot, and he himself played the role of the most damning bait... Lu Mingjie was a little innocent.What Lu Mingjie absolutely shouldn't have done was to hold Ji Hang tightly in his arms when Hua Jun fell to the ground. Ji Hang just wanted to hug Hua Jun. To fend off the hand of misfortune, not to be close at hand, to get what you want... In the first few years, Ji Hang had been trying to torture himself. Later, he found that there were still many people who needed his care. Chengye, Peiling and Xiao Yang Yang, Wang Yu, and Zhang Nian...so he began to torture Lu Mingjie, all those who he thought should repent for Hua Jun.Lu Mingjie is also stubborn. Regarding Ji Hang's accusation, he will neither admit nor deny, explain or apologize. If you hate me, I will bear it. One day you will figure it out, or you will be unable to hate anymore. At that time, by your side It's still Lu Mingjie, not the ghost Hua Jun.

Lu Mingjie has always indulged Ji Hang, but recalling the last indulgence to Ji Hang, Lu Mingjie wished to kill himself with a single shot, because of that indulgence, now, he can only caress the kiss that Ji Hang gave him before he left. A pair of calligraphy to spend the rest of my life.Ji Hang wrote: Don't forget, peace of mind.Forgetting is never forgetting, the young man who was held in his arms and practiced calligraphy with his hands, smiled so reassuringly... Lu Mingjie was as childish as an idiot emotionally, and as persistent as a fool. Ken admits that his feelings for Ji Hang are love. The protagonists of love should not be two men. Love is a hormonal burst that can only last for three months.

Maybe it was fate, the god of death dodged the Zhou family, bypassed Xue Quan, persuaded Shen Che, even pushed Lu Mingjie away, and approached Ji Hang step by step.If you ask the god of death how to do it, he will tell you the weakness of human nature!The Zhou family privately asked Ji Hang to go to the battlefield to be plated with gold and come back to be promoted; Xue Quan was dissatisfied with the excessive protection of the Zhou family, and expected the dusty gold to shine; Shen Che was confident that he had the ability to protect Ji Hang comprehensively, even if he risked his life; Lu Mingjie understood , Hua Jun's heart knot must be solved with blood, it is blood, not life...

Therefore, Ji Hang asked Ying to participate in the task of encircling and suppressing the Burmese drug dealer Chen Dazhi and rescuing the captured undercover agent, and was approved.

The process is not complicated. When approaching Chen Dazhi's lair, they encountered Hua Jun's old minions, Du Hu and Viper. After Hua Jun's death, they joined Chen Dazhi and waited for an opportunity to take revenge, but they never got the chance.They helped Ji Hang figure out the terrain, and offered to cooperate from inside to outside.

After deciding on the plan, Shen Che commanded the team to launch an attack.Chen Dazhi was shot dead, the police undercover was unscathed, and the mission was successfully completed.When retreating, Ji Hang disappeared.Shen Che ordered the other team members to leave quickly, while he groped back following the howling cries, until he found Dahu who was holding Ji Hang in his arms, and the frozen blood slowly began to circulate. Yes, Ji Hang was still open. Eyes, still smiling at Shen Che, there must be salvation!

"He's not dead yet, you fucking cry!" Shen Che snatched Ji Hang from Dug's arms, and checked the wound.

"Brother Ji was injured to save me, I deserve to die..." Dahu muttered to himself as if he had lost his soul.

"Shen Che, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Ji Hang kept saying sorry while coughing. Shen Che yelled at him to tell him to shut up. people relax...

"Let's go, you all go, go back wherever you came from..." Shen Che hugged Ji Hang and said quietly.

Thirteen, the end of the song

Shen Che didn't know how he got home, and then he ate and slept and trained like nothing happened.

Lu Mingjie came to the army and took away all the relics of Ji Hang.

Looking at the empty dormitory, Shen Che finally shed tears: "Since you have to go back no matter what, why bother to provoke us..."

In the same year, Shen Che was awarded the title of colonel and took over as the captain of the special forces; Lu Mingjie was transferred from the B military region to the L military region as the commander of the 884 division, and Wang Yu accompanied him; Kang Jun got married, and Kang and Shen broke up; Chengye's third brother was admitted to the Ph.D. , graduated from Xiaoyangyang University...

The following year, Shu Lin was awarded the title of major, succeeding Ji Hang.The captain likes to cook. During the day, he trains recruits like black impermanence, and at night, he turns into a cook and cooks delicious food for everyone.There is an unwritten rule in their troops that all tasks involving drugs must be done by Shu Lin's squadron. It is said that the previous squadron leader is almost an expert in understanding drugs, and even wrote a guide.Shen Che looked at the notebook in his hand and couldn't hold back his joy. If Hua Jun knew, should he be happy or angry?This Ji Hang is really a talent...

The following year, Zhang Nian applied to be discharged from the army and returned to his hometown to become an anti-drug policeman.Before leaving, he gave Shen Che a big box, and said mysteriously: "Keep the dead man's things." Shen Che hugged the big box, and shouted at Zhang Nian who was walking away: "Live well!"

Zhang Nian thought to himself, of course he must live well, for Ji Hang.When Jihang met Zhang Nian by chance, he beat up his poisonous father who was pestering him for money, and went to the police station for it. Holding Zhang Nian's wrist, he would not let go even if he was killed.In the end, it ended with Lu Mingjie's compromise.Ji Hang returned to the army, and Lu Mingjie fulfilled his promise to help Zhang Nian return to a normal life.

At that time, Huajun was still living in Burma, Ji Hang would go back to Zhou's house to visit his grandfather whenever he had a holiday, and praised Lu Mingjie like a flower in front of his grandfather, Lu Mingjie said that Ji Hang was just a slapstick kid Bastard, in fact, he is beautiful in his heart, let Ji Hang get tired of him like a tail, and make all kinds of naughty or willful requests.

At some point, everything changed, and then it was gone.

Zhang Nian's physical ability is not good, and he was able to enter the special forces brigade after two years of examination. It was because of his special talent that Xue Quan opened the back door.Zhang Nian never told anyone why he was so persistent, and he himself never admitted that it was out of gratitude. If he had to say one, two, three, it would be fate.

Unlike Zhang Nian, Ji Hang is a little monster.Since childhood, he followed Uncle Ji in the jungles of Vietnam, and later, Hua Jun and Lu Mingjie took turns teaching him skills, and his abilities exploded.Shen Che was very pleasantly surprised by Ji Hang's changes. The boy who held him in his arms back then has become so powerful now, and he is so close to him! "Long time no see!" On the day of the special forces selection, Ji Hang smiled and said to Shen Che, this was the first time Shen Che heard Ji Hang's voice, and the silent picture that was silent in his heart suddenly took on color...

Xue Quan took Ji Hang under his command at the cost of not letting Ji Hang go on a mission.Shen Che's mood was really complicated for a while when he learned about it.But later, every time he woke up from an injury and could see Ji Hang as soon as he opened his eyes, Shen Che felt relieved, and even became greedy.As a result, the mighty Shen Che became even stronger, and when he charged into battle, he looked like a God of War radiating strong light, but he didn't know that God of War was not thinking about defending his home and country, but a greasy and crooked hug.

Fourteen, the final chapter

Ji Hang, whose real name is Zhou Hui, was born in Vietnam in 1976, and then moved to Myanmar. He was taken back to China in 1993 (17 years old).

At the end of the Vietnam War, his father Zhou Qiang and his mother Wenying (a military doctor) were sent to the battlefield and disappeared in a US bombing.After the disappearance of Zhou Qiang and his wife, Ji Hang's grandfather Zhou Guangcheng (a hero in the Anti-Japanese War, a commander in the Vietnam War, and a senior general at the time of his death) ordered to announce his death in battle and posthumously posthumously as a martyr in order not to affect the family's future.

After the war ended, Xue Quan secretly sent his confidant to trace the whereabouts of the two, and finally found Ji Hang.In fact, Zhou Qiang and Wenying were only seriously injured back then, and were rescued by Zhou Qiang's orderly, Ji Xiang, and kept their anonymity in Vietnam. In 1976, Wenying died of hemorrhage during childbirth. Zhou Qiang fell off a cliff and died when he went out to seek medical treatment in the middle of the night. Ji Xiang raised Ji Hang alone until he was 10 years old, and was later killed by bandits.Ji Hang was rescued by Burmese drug lord Hua Jun, and lived in Burma until he was 17 years old. Xue Quan was ordered by Zhou Guangcheng to take Ji Hang back to China, and put him in the care of Lu Mingjie, the nephew of Zhou Guangcheng's confidant He Zheng, and sent Ji Hang to his hometown after he turned 18. Enter Lu Mingjie's unit.During this period, Ji Hang got acquainted with Shen Che and Zhang Nian.

After several transfers, Ji Hang became the company commander of the 22nd Company of X Regiment at the age of 2, and met Wang Yu at that time. Two years later, Hua Jun secretly came to B City to visit Ji Hang and was killed. He reunited with Shen Che at the age of 25, and entered the Special Forces, married Yao Peiling at the age of 26, was promoted to the captain of the Special Forces at the age of 27, met Kang Jun at the age of 28, and passed away at the age of 30.

Winter goes to spring, flowers bloom again after they fade, people go...not return.