Rebirth
Chapter 149
"In this life, I don't want you to be too tired." Jing Muhao said calmly, and the speed of the car continued to increase.
"Slow down!" Fu Jun looked at the speed of the car, and couldn't help warning Jing Muhao.
The latter just smiled faintly, stretched out his hand to hold Fu Jun's hand tightly, and glanced at Fu Jun lightly, with a provocative look in his eyes, "Maybe I am really not worthy of your trust, but I will let you believe me .”
"Okay, I believe you!" Fu Jun had to say against his will.
"You will trust me in the future." Jing Muhao holds the steering wheel with his left hand, and holds Fu Jun's hand tightly with his right hand, "I never thought that I was lonely or despicable before. Only after reliving my life will I know how scumbag I was."
"I'm changing, you will see my change, and I won't let you wait for me alone." Jing Muhao said with a smile.
"..." Fu Jun found it difficult for him to answer, the change of a person does not happen overnight.Only the accumulated life can change a person, just like him back then.
Fu Jun didn't look at Jing Muhao again, he was afraid to look at Jing Muhao at the moment, he always felt that since that night, Jing Muhao made him more and more incomprehensible.
"Don't doubt me anymore, I really love you. In fact, I didn't want to admit it in my previous life, and I didn't want to admit it. Now that I think about it, if I had discovered my feelings for you earlier... wouldn't you die? "Jing Muhao smiled, but the speed of the car naturally slowed down a lot due to the inexhaustible wind and frost in that smile.
"..." Fu Jun still didn't speak, he didn't know what to say, for Jing Muhao who was determined to admit his mistakes, Fu Jun couldn't open his mouth to accuse Jing Muhao of wantonly trampling on his dedication.
Fu Jun could only look at the man, he wanted to stop the man from speaking again, but only saw the man's gentle eyes fall on his face from time to time.
"In the future, I will not advance the events of the previous life, but I will not let the events of the previous life happen again." Jing Muhao put away his smile, his handsome face could not hide the haggard in his eyes.
"..." Fu Jun turned his head to look out the car window. He still didn't like Jing Muhao deliberately explaining to him all kinds of past lives, even if it was just casual talk, even the tiredness on Jing Muhao's face made him feel very uncomfortable.
He thought that he would forget his previous life, and he would also forget Jing Muhao, who would never be able to intervene in his life again.But this person insisted on breaking into his peaceful life, insisting on turning his life upside down again.Fu Jun had to say that he was indeed influenced by Jing Muhao.
"Maybe it's hard for you to accept my changes now, but whether you can accept it or not, I will stick to it." Jing Muhao seemed to see through Fu Jun's thoughts, and told him everything he would do in the future.
He admits that Fu Jun is not easy to deal with, but he also knows that once Fu Jun is done, he will definitely return to the beginning of the previous life with him.
They still didn't return to the apartment, Fu Jun didn't know what Jing Muhao was planning.What Jing Muhao said to him was definitely not perfunctory, or what he said was his true thoughts.
"Now you may not want to spend your time on me, I can understand. Now I just hope that you can look at me a few more times, and I will be satisfied." Jing Muhao once again used a tone that was almost begging, and asked Fu Jun Require.
"..." Fu Jun couldn't utter a single word of his refusal. He really couldn't think that Jing Muhao, who was surrounded by beauties, would show his favor to him again and again today.Even he is repenting for neglecting him in his previous life.
"Leaving Anshi?" The car had already turned to the intersection of the highway, and Fu Jun naturally guessed that he would not go home today.
"As long as you're here, I don't care where I end up." Jing Muhao still held Fu Jun's hand, but the car stopped at the toll gate.waiting for payment.
After getting on the highway, Jing Muhao let go of Fu Jun's hand, and the speed of the car accelerated.
"Where are you going?" Fu Jun asked, he was completely confused about Jing Muhao's decision now.
"Good place!" Jing Muhao said with a smile, but Fu Jun's expression turned a little strange.The direction the car was driving was exactly where Fu Jun decided to accept Jing Muhao in his previous life.If he guessed right, the man wanted to bring him back to his old dreams, or to revisit his nightmares!
"Where are you going?" Fu Jun had no choice but to ask hypocritically. In his previous life, Jing Muhao could be hypocritical, maybe he was also subtly influenced.
"Go to the place where we started!" Jing Muhao smiled, but Fu Jun seemed to see his helplessness behind that smile.
lonely.
Fu Jun looked at Jing Muhao, went to the original place, can he really go back to the past?With a broken heart, how do I start over?Knowing that you have been betrayed countless times, how do you start from scratch?Those injuries are always there, so why do you have to tear the wounds that have been completely healed again?
No matter how determined Jing Muhao was, he couldn't stop the tragedy that had happened, nor could he stop his long-lost love for men.After he dies and lives again, or after he has completely given up on men, why do he have to do it all over again?Totally superfluous!Even if you start over, things have already changed.
Human feelings are like a feeling, once it disappears, it is difficult to reproduce!Even if Jing Muhao spends another lifetime, he won't know this!
By this time, Fu Jun's heart, which was still hesitating, suddenly became hard-hearted again.Thinking of Jing Muhao's innocence, Fu Jun really felt helpless.
The car stopped quickly, and after Jing Muhao got out of the car, he glanced at the relaxation on his face before, and his gaze became more determined.
He pulled Fu Jun, almost trotting all the way, came to Fu Jun's enlightened state of mind in the previous life, and offered to say that they could try to date.After that, Fu Jun came out to his family publicly...Fu Jun's life was full of seriousness and honesty, without any falsehood, of course it was his previous life.
There are many differences between Fu Jun in this life and his previous life. Perhaps because of the many differences, Fu Jun often shows different sides in front of him from time to time.Because of this, Fu Jun has become more and more rich. Whether it is dealing with life or others, Fu Jun will always impact Jing Muhao's self-righteous and calm life with different visual effects.
"Xiao Jun, let's go over there!" Jing Muhao and Fu Jun held hands. Although Fu Jun was relatively passive, at least he didn't refuse.Fu Jun's eyes were a bit puzzled, but at least he didn't refuse.
Jing Muhao pulled Fu Jun and walked up the mountain path. This was Fu Jun's favorite place, of course, it was a matter of his previous life.After knowing that Jing Muhao was unfaithful to his feelings, or that Jing Muhao never really loved him, he also came here and abandoned all his initial feelings on this lonely path.
So when he set foot on the trail for the last time, before he decided to leave the trail and return to Anshi to start over, he regarded his feelings for Jing Muhao as a joke.It's the result of his being too stubborn.Even when he knew that there was his own uncle among Jing Muhao's lovers, he could only laugh at his initial innocence, stubbornness and incorrigibility, but he really never blamed Jing Muhao.In matters of relationship, drinking it for two people is fine wine, drinking it for three people is bitter wine. If there are countless people drinking it together, it will naturally be mixed with water, and the original taste will not be there.
At that time, he knew that it was really over for him and Jing Muhao.The pure wine was mixed with too much water, which changed the original taste and ruined all the pure beauty.So even if we meet Jing Muhao again, even if Jing Muhao is more stable and handsome than in his previous life, such a man
Still wanting to continue with him, put on a positive state of wanting to chase him, but it can't stir up a little wave related to love in his heart.
Now even if two people come here together again, they will never find the original feeling again!People are so strange, when he loves, Fu Jun can give everything, and when he doesn't love, he can pull away completely!
Even if they hold hands together, they can't make his heart approach Jing Muhao actively.At this moment, Fu Jun also had to admire his tenacious defense. He saw Jing Muhao's change, but he was able to remain indifferent.
"Xiao Jun, this is the first time we have come here in this life, but you don't know, I used to come here every year in my previous life..." Jing Muhao had a helpless face, his eyes were full of sadness.
"Well, is it alone or is it with your new target... or a new lover?" Fu Jun asked easily. In his imagination, it was impossible for Jing Muhao in his previous life to be alone.
Can't help mocking Jing Muhao with a smile, sometimes it's like this, he can't let go.What should he let go of?What reason do you use to forgive Jing Muhao?Just because the other party told him now that he still loves him?So what are the countless lovers and bed partners he found outside when he was living with him in the previous life?After he died once, if he said he still loved him, should he be forgiven?
"I don't like this place! It's over, there's no need to come back to be sad." Fu Jun said coldly, "Jing Muhao, don't you think this is the entrance that let me step into the eternal doom in my previous life? I walked into the door of shame start?"
He didn't ask the man, and he didn't bother to ask the man to bring him to this ghost place.All he knew was that the man took him to this place, which undoubtedly made him hate this trail even more!
"I know you hate this place, and I also know that if you don't come here, you will never give up on the past." Jing Muhao still had a smile on his face, but this smile was too heavy, completely different from the gentleness before.
"You want me to give up the past?" Fu Jun rarely looked at Jing Muhao with a gentle smile on his face.The eyebrows and eyes are full of mockery.
"If I could really give up the past, I wouldn't have died in the first place! But it's not bad, giving up on you is my wisest choice! So I died in the end!" Fu Jun said with a sneer.
"Although I never thought of dying, I was killed by you and my lover in the end! It's ridiculous." Fu Jun turned his head to look at Jing Muhao, deep in the dark pupils, there emerged a deep and deep relationship that Jing Muhao had never seen before. Quiet, those eyes that were as quiet as... a dead person made Jing Muhao deeply uneasy.He wanted to stop Fu Jun from speaking, but unfortunately Fu Jun spoke again, but this time his tone was obviously mocking, even Jing Muhao could hear the regret in the words:
"You must think that you can come back because God is sympathizing with you!"
"Today, I will tell you—the reason why you can live another life!" Fu Jun still had a smile on his face, but that smile could only be cold.
"It's good to tell you the truth, so that you can really give up on me! Just like I treat you!"
The smile on the corner of his mouth was very complicated, and there was a hint of ruthlessness in the coldness!
"Slow down!" Fu Jun looked at the speed of the car, and couldn't help warning Jing Muhao.
The latter just smiled faintly, stretched out his hand to hold Fu Jun's hand tightly, and glanced at Fu Jun lightly, with a provocative look in his eyes, "Maybe I am really not worthy of your trust, but I will let you believe me .”
"Okay, I believe you!" Fu Jun had to say against his will.
"You will trust me in the future." Jing Muhao holds the steering wheel with his left hand, and holds Fu Jun's hand tightly with his right hand, "I never thought that I was lonely or despicable before. Only after reliving my life will I know how scumbag I was."
"I'm changing, you will see my change, and I won't let you wait for me alone." Jing Muhao said with a smile.
"..." Fu Jun found it difficult for him to answer, the change of a person does not happen overnight.Only the accumulated life can change a person, just like him back then.
Fu Jun didn't look at Jing Muhao again, he was afraid to look at Jing Muhao at the moment, he always felt that since that night, Jing Muhao made him more and more incomprehensible.
"Don't doubt me anymore, I really love you. In fact, I didn't want to admit it in my previous life, and I didn't want to admit it. Now that I think about it, if I had discovered my feelings for you earlier... wouldn't you die? "Jing Muhao smiled, but the speed of the car naturally slowed down a lot due to the inexhaustible wind and frost in that smile.
"..." Fu Jun still didn't speak, he didn't know what to say, for Jing Muhao who was determined to admit his mistakes, Fu Jun couldn't open his mouth to accuse Jing Muhao of wantonly trampling on his dedication.
Fu Jun could only look at the man, he wanted to stop the man from speaking again, but only saw the man's gentle eyes fall on his face from time to time.
"In the future, I will not advance the events of the previous life, but I will not let the events of the previous life happen again." Jing Muhao put away his smile, his handsome face could not hide the haggard in his eyes.
"..." Fu Jun turned his head to look out the car window. He still didn't like Jing Muhao deliberately explaining to him all kinds of past lives, even if it was just casual talk, even the tiredness on Jing Muhao's face made him feel very uncomfortable.
He thought that he would forget his previous life, and he would also forget Jing Muhao, who would never be able to intervene in his life again.But this person insisted on breaking into his peaceful life, insisting on turning his life upside down again.Fu Jun had to say that he was indeed influenced by Jing Muhao.
"Maybe it's hard for you to accept my changes now, but whether you can accept it or not, I will stick to it." Jing Muhao seemed to see through Fu Jun's thoughts, and told him everything he would do in the future.
He admits that Fu Jun is not easy to deal with, but he also knows that once Fu Jun is done, he will definitely return to the beginning of the previous life with him.
They still didn't return to the apartment, Fu Jun didn't know what Jing Muhao was planning.What Jing Muhao said to him was definitely not perfunctory, or what he said was his true thoughts.
"Now you may not want to spend your time on me, I can understand. Now I just hope that you can look at me a few more times, and I will be satisfied." Jing Muhao once again used a tone that was almost begging, and asked Fu Jun Require.
"..." Fu Jun couldn't utter a single word of his refusal. He really couldn't think that Jing Muhao, who was surrounded by beauties, would show his favor to him again and again today.Even he is repenting for neglecting him in his previous life.
"Leaving Anshi?" The car had already turned to the intersection of the highway, and Fu Jun naturally guessed that he would not go home today.
"As long as you're here, I don't care where I end up." Jing Muhao still held Fu Jun's hand, but the car stopped at the toll gate.waiting for payment.
After getting on the highway, Jing Muhao let go of Fu Jun's hand, and the speed of the car accelerated.
"Where are you going?" Fu Jun asked, he was completely confused about Jing Muhao's decision now.
"Good place!" Jing Muhao said with a smile, but Fu Jun's expression turned a little strange.The direction the car was driving was exactly where Fu Jun decided to accept Jing Muhao in his previous life.If he guessed right, the man wanted to bring him back to his old dreams, or to revisit his nightmares!
"Where are you going?" Fu Jun had no choice but to ask hypocritically. In his previous life, Jing Muhao could be hypocritical, maybe he was also subtly influenced.
"Go to the place where we started!" Jing Muhao smiled, but Fu Jun seemed to see his helplessness behind that smile.
lonely.
Fu Jun looked at Jing Muhao, went to the original place, can he really go back to the past?With a broken heart, how do I start over?Knowing that you have been betrayed countless times, how do you start from scratch?Those injuries are always there, so why do you have to tear the wounds that have been completely healed again?
No matter how determined Jing Muhao was, he couldn't stop the tragedy that had happened, nor could he stop his long-lost love for men.After he dies and lives again, or after he has completely given up on men, why do he have to do it all over again?Totally superfluous!Even if you start over, things have already changed.
Human feelings are like a feeling, once it disappears, it is difficult to reproduce!Even if Jing Muhao spends another lifetime, he won't know this!
By this time, Fu Jun's heart, which was still hesitating, suddenly became hard-hearted again.Thinking of Jing Muhao's innocence, Fu Jun really felt helpless.
The car stopped quickly, and after Jing Muhao got out of the car, he glanced at the relaxation on his face before, and his gaze became more determined.
He pulled Fu Jun, almost trotting all the way, came to Fu Jun's enlightened state of mind in the previous life, and offered to say that they could try to date.After that, Fu Jun came out to his family publicly...Fu Jun's life was full of seriousness and honesty, without any falsehood, of course it was his previous life.
There are many differences between Fu Jun in this life and his previous life. Perhaps because of the many differences, Fu Jun often shows different sides in front of him from time to time.Because of this, Fu Jun has become more and more rich. Whether it is dealing with life or others, Fu Jun will always impact Jing Muhao's self-righteous and calm life with different visual effects.
"Xiao Jun, let's go over there!" Jing Muhao and Fu Jun held hands. Although Fu Jun was relatively passive, at least he didn't refuse.Fu Jun's eyes were a bit puzzled, but at least he didn't refuse.
Jing Muhao pulled Fu Jun and walked up the mountain path. This was Fu Jun's favorite place, of course, it was a matter of his previous life.After knowing that Jing Muhao was unfaithful to his feelings, or that Jing Muhao never really loved him, he also came here and abandoned all his initial feelings on this lonely path.
So when he set foot on the trail for the last time, before he decided to leave the trail and return to Anshi to start over, he regarded his feelings for Jing Muhao as a joke.It's the result of his being too stubborn.Even when he knew that there was his own uncle among Jing Muhao's lovers, he could only laugh at his initial innocence, stubbornness and incorrigibility, but he really never blamed Jing Muhao.In matters of relationship, drinking it for two people is fine wine, drinking it for three people is bitter wine. If there are countless people drinking it together, it will naturally be mixed with water, and the original taste will not be there.
At that time, he knew that it was really over for him and Jing Muhao.The pure wine was mixed with too much water, which changed the original taste and ruined all the pure beauty.So even if we meet Jing Muhao again, even if Jing Muhao is more stable and handsome than in his previous life, such a man
Still wanting to continue with him, put on a positive state of wanting to chase him, but it can't stir up a little wave related to love in his heart.
Now even if two people come here together again, they will never find the original feeling again!People are so strange, when he loves, Fu Jun can give everything, and when he doesn't love, he can pull away completely!
Even if they hold hands together, they can't make his heart approach Jing Muhao actively.At this moment, Fu Jun also had to admire his tenacious defense. He saw Jing Muhao's change, but he was able to remain indifferent.
"Xiao Jun, this is the first time we have come here in this life, but you don't know, I used to come here every year in my previous life..." Jing Muhao had a helpless face, his eyes were full of sadness.
"Well, is it alone or is it with your new target... or a new lover?" Fu Jun asked easily. In his imagination, it was impossible for Jing Muhao in his previous life to be alone.
Can't help mocking Jing Muhao with a smile, sometimes it's like this, he can't let go.What should he let go of?What reason do you use to forgive Jing Muhao?Just because the other party told him now that he still loves him?So what are the countless lovers and bed partners he found outside when he was living with him in the previous life?After he died once, if he said he still loved him, should he be forgiven?
"I don't like this place! It's over, there's no need to come back to be sad." Fu Jun said coldly, "Jing Muhao, don't you think this is the entrance that let me step into the eternal doom in my previous life? I walked into the door of shame start?"
He didn't ask the man, and he didn't bother to ask the man to bring him to this ghost place.All he knew was that the man took him to this place, which undoubtedly made him hate this trail even more!
"I know you hate this place, and I also know that if you don't come here, you will never give up on the past." Jing Muhao still had a smile on his face, but this smile was too heavy, completely different from the gentleness before.
"You want me to give up the past?" Fu Jun rarely looked at Jing Muhao with a gentle smile on his face.The eyebrows and eyes are full of mockery.
"If I could really give up the past, I wouldn't have died in the first place! But it's not bad, giving up on you is my wisest choice! So I died in the end!" Fu Jun said with a sneer.
"Although I never thought of dying, I was killed by you and my lover in the end! It's ridiculous." Fu Jun turned his head to look at Jing Muhao, deep in the dark pupils, there emerged a deep and deep relationship that Jing Muhao had never seen before. Quiet, those eyes that were as quiet as... a dead person made Jing Muhao deeply uneasy.He wanted to stop Fu Jun from speaking, but unfortunately Fu Jun spoke again, but this time his tone was obviously mocking, even Jing Muhao could hear the regret in the words:
"You must think that you can come back because God is sympathizing with you!"
"Today, I will tell you—the reason why you can live another life!" Fu Jun still had a smile on his face, but that smile could only be cold.
"It's good to tell you the truth, so that you can really give up on me! Just like I treat you!"
The smile on the corner of his mouth was very complicated, and there was a hint of ruthlessness in the coldness!
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