【Ninji Shinobu】Let's talk about love

They finally flew to London. The tickets they bought before the deadline were very expensive. There was no first-class cabin, only economy class. After huddling in the cramped seat for ten hours, his face was not very good, and he was afraid that he would explode again when he saw his father. , I was trembling all the way, but Mr. Atobe seemed really happy that his son came back. Although he still wanted to say a few words, he stopped Jingwu at least not losing his temper, and patiently finished dinner, even dinner. Later, he patiently walked with his dad for a long time.

Shinobu stood in front of the overly large porch of his house and waited for the two of them to come back. He leaned on the pillar and replied to the New Year's blessing message on his mobile phone. When he heard the voice and raised his head, he was surprised to see Atobe smiling. .

When Atobe came back, he pinched his face very affectionately and walked in. His father followed behind and stopped him when Shinobu was about to follow.

"Ninzu-kun, I heard that you took good care of Jingwu this year." Mr. Atobe said.

Renzu stood up straight and looked at him, a little confused about the direction.

"Sometimes it's good to be young... It turns out that such a small Jingwu has grown so big. He was the one who clamored to build this garden, but then I was the one who did it all." Mr. Atobe said, looking Looking towards my own courtyard, there is a rose garden in the center, but in winter, there are no flowers blooming, all are dead vines and leaves, which look black in the dark.

"Thank you for bringing Jingwu back to see me." He said.

Endured in a daze. "He came back himself," he said. "I'm just here to make a safety catch."

"The safety lock is very important." Mr. Atobe said, sighing, showing a little fatigue for the first time. "Jing Wu is very self-willed, and I will work hard for you in the future."

Renzu put away the phone and nodded solemnly.

When he returned to the room, Atobu was leaning on the bed with his feet crossed and reading tennis magazines.Walked forward with restraint, found that he was looking at Tezuka again, couldn't help but get angry, pulled the magazine away and threw it aside, pressed him when Atobe protested, kissed his lips, Atobe struggled carelessly Next, wrap his arms around his neck and finish the kiss with him.

"If you don't change it, I think Tezuka will become a major shadow in our lives." Shinozu licked his lips and said.

"You look so cute when you're jealous." Atobe replied without remorse.

Biting him punitively, hugging him and turning over when he cried out in pain, let him sit on his body.

"What did you just tell your dad?" Renzu asked. "I'm not used to him suddenly becoming a good person."

"Hey, although he is arrogant and fierce and basically perverted, he is also my dad, right?"

"How can you describe it well?" Renzu said. "And why does it sound so much like someone?"

Atobe rolled his eyes in a very unimpressive manner. "My uncle will not become like him."

He paused. "It's just... suddenly found out that he is old, right? He also makes mistakes and can't see himself clearly."

Ninja reached out and stroked his arm.

"My uncle has never regretted or hesitated about being the heir. This is what I should do, and I have always been very clear." Atobe said, lowering his head and resting his chin on Shinozu's shoulder.

"After all, it's worth giving up tennis." Shinozu stroked his hair.

"I don't regret this matter..." Atobe replied. "There are always regrets, but I have also found other obsessions." He reached out and took off Ninzuzu's glasses, closed them and put them on the bedside table.

He cupped Ren Zuzu's face and looked at him seriously. "Thank you. Always," he said.

Shinobu blushed subconsciously. "Speaking like this..."

Atobe bowed his head and kissed him.

They made love slowly on Atobe's bed, delaying the orgasm for so long, and Ren Zuzu felt that this might be something he would never get tired of doing with Atobe, he didn't even need to compare it at all, it was the best.Tender or intense, every bond is a communication, an affirmation of the fact that they need each other and nothing else matters.

After all, people are such cruel creatures, and they don't mind sacrificing the world for the one they love.If the price of getting Atobe is to become an enemy of the world, Ninzuzu will not hesitate.If two people are together, the world doesn't really matter.

Afterwards, the two of them rested on the bed, holding hands together, looking at the crimson curtain above their heads, twisting into a whirlpool, seemingly endless.

"My father... also gave up important things for the Atobe family." Atobe opened his mouth. "He only loved my mother, but when my mother was sick, he was busy with work, and when she passed away, he couldn't let go."

This is the first time Renzu heard of it.He turned over and gently combed his sweaty hair with his hands.

"I hated him when I was a child. I swore to take the Atobe Group away from him and avenge my mother. I didn't even kiss him. I thought he only sent me with money... But when I think back, the old man actually I didn’t treat me badly. I didn’t know until I was almost ten years old that not all people in the world are born with servants and housekeepers, and it took me longer to realize that the world doesn’t just give what they want immediately.” He laughed, it was rare that he didn't use "Master Ben" again. "He just doesn't really know what to do with me. Maybe I'm still too much like my mom."

"You are also very much like him." Renzu said.

"He told me about my mother just now," Atobe said, rubbing his leg against Shinobu's. "I just thought... well, the old man is really old. My mother has been dead for more than 20 years. I almost can't remember what she looks like."

"People from your Atobe family are very affectionate." Renzu said.

"So if you betray us, you will die a miserable death." Atobe said, closing his eyes. "You have to be good too. You want to live longer and stay with me longer."

"I'll do my best." Ninja said in a low voice.

Atobe did not spend ten years. In the eighth year, he became the general manager of Atobe Group Japan, and Shinozu was also promoted to deputy director a few years ago.Of course, they also had quarrels, the Cold War, frequent business trips in the Atobu, and a lot of overtime. It's normal to not see each other for a week when they are busy.But the advantage of being together for too long is that each other is too familiar with each other's temper. In the middle of a quarrel, they will suddenly laugh. After a few days of cold war, seeing each other again, just a look and a touch will soften them.When Atobe is under too much pressure, he will be anxious, and Ninzuzu will take him to play. After two games, he will be normal, and Atobe will do the same when Ninzuzu is in a bad mood.Tennis was the thread that kicked off their relationship and is a bridge to a balanced life to this day.

Of course, in the case of insufficient time, having sex can also solve most problems.

At this point, it’s almost time to say I can take control of my life.In the future as far as the eye can see, as long as there are no disasters such as meteorites falling from the sky, Japan sinking planes, crashes, earthquakes and tsunamis, most of the problems will have solutions.After all, Atobe is that Atobe Keigo, there is no problem that he can't solve, if there is a problem that he can't solve, there is Shinozu.

They have two dogs, one Bianmu and the other Su Mu. Although most of the time they take care of their feet, the dogs prefer Atobe, and Atobe also dotes on them, so the main problem in their daily life is walking the dog every day. , and stop Atobe from filling the house with dog toys.

Shinobu sometimes looks at Atobe playing with dogs skillfully, smiling without any shadow on his face, and thinks that there are not many things he can do. In the past so many years, he has gradually realized that the things related to Atobe There is only one thing, let him be free.

There is no ultimate solution in the world, and there is no absolute perfection. Happiness is too absolute a word.But if it’s just two people together, freedom, this kind of paradox exists, and only in this narrow and wide space created by love, can you let go of all burdens, be yourself, be willful, and be yourself. You can't be like yourself.This is a deep trust, a crown higher than any glory.

So just set him free.Atobe is good enough, he can only get better.No matter how high he flew, he would always come back, to Shinobu, he never doubted that.Love will not become indifferent with time or familiarity, it will only change from light to deep, from warm to mellow, melted in the blood, connected to the heart, let people know that you belong, you are not alone of a person.

That's a really good thing.

Even better, they grew up together, struggled together, lived together, and will grow old together in the future.Ten years, 20 years, 50 years... 50 years later, he may no longer have the strength to swing a racket, but he will still judge tennis. Atobe may become a stubborn old man with a bad temper, but Ren Zuo knows that he is at least good for children and dogs. , Tennis is always gentle, and the world was 50 years older at that time.Everything is just right.

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