Today, the cubs of the Oda family are also ordinary

Osamu Dazai said that he doesn't like stupid people who don't understand.Now he moves, and Kyojuro and Tanjiro, my wife Zenitsu, and Inosuke, who are left by Oda to watch him, also move.

This is euphemistically called "accompany me for a while", but it is clearly "house arrest and monitoring".

"Mr. Dazai, what do you want?" Tanjiro asked innocently and curiously.

The repulsion in Dazai's tone did not restrain himself deliberately, "Can you guys leave for a while?"

In the face of good people who are easy to care about others, they will be extremely sensitive and caring about other people's reactions.A little dissatisfaction may cause the other party to be at a loss.It was precisely because of this that Dazai made a cold face towards them.

It's a pity that all of them have iron ambitions and remain unmoved.

Unmoved, Xingjurou showed a bright smile like a thousand sunshines, and said, "As soon as Oda-kun comes back, we will leave immediately. If you want us to stay longer, we will not stay."

Osamu Dazai looked at the smiling face of Kyoujuro, with bitterness and hatred written directly on his face.He originally thought of waving his sleeves, leaving no wind or cloud at his cuffs, and leaving without a trace.As a result, he was yelled flatly by Xing Shoulang, and his plan collapsed in an instant.

This time, Oda went to get something, and asked everyone to guard Dazai, so that Dazai would not run away.

According to the information revealed by the naive Tanjiro, he can be knocked unconscious if necessary.

Osamu Dazai was flabbergasted.

Odasaku, you have changed

the decline of social morality

Or a distortion of human ethics

The bored Osamu Dazai could only complain to himself while waiting.I don't know what Oda wants to do, what needs to go there specially.In just one minute, Osamu Dazai has simulated dozens of possible conversations between Oda and himself in his head.

Unlike Oda Saku who was accompanied by a large group of people, Dazai Osamu only had him and Sakaguchi Ango.Moreover, Ango Sakaguchi is a workaholic, or to put it directly, Osamu Dazai has known Oda longer than Sakaguchi.So strictly speaking, Odasaku can leave himself, but he cannot leave Odasaku.

Osamu Dazai thought about it, and suddenly thought that apologizing was the right thing to do.

Dazai's own character is not easy to show weakness, especially after he decides that Oda doesn't care about himself, he may directly give up on himself and give up continuing to manage his relationship with Oda. an excuse to avoid.Oda is very busy, with so many people to take care of, and serious work, the relationship between the two will inevitably become rigid in the future.

One is not willing to look for it, one has no time to look for it.

And that's the worst-case scenario.

On the one hand, Dazai rejoiced that this kind of thing didn't really happen, but on the other hand, he felt that if this kind of feeling really disappeared like this into nothingness, wouldn't it be exactly what he imagined?

Many times, Dazai also dreamed of such scenes, thinking that life should look like this.All gains are destined to be lost in various forms, sooner or later.

""

Osamu Dazai felt that it was normal for him to have such a tangled personality and no friends.

The original mood of worrying about gain and loss gradually calmed down.

As long as you know the ending of the story, no matter how ups and downs are in the middle, there is no need to hold extra emotions.

That's roughly what Dazai thought.

Originally, traces of various emotions could be seen on his face, but in the end Dazai's expression also slowly faded, and he stared at the ceiling as if he was empty, thinking of nothing.

In fact, Oda also went there not long ago.

When he came back, he was holding the mobile phone he had when he was 27 years old.At that time, Oda only had the memory of being 14 years old, and he couldn't open the 27-year-old mobile phone. Later, Oda kept it in his schoolbag.

As soon as Oda entered the door, the Demon Slayer Squad headed by Anjuro consciously left the room without further ado.After Oda said thank you, he handed the phone to Dazai.

"this is for you."

Oda himself had a lot of things he wanted to say to Dazai, but he always felt that he was clumsy and couldn't express himself no matter what.But Osamu Dazai is very smart, he doesn't need to try too hard to explain.In addition, if the person concerned is unwilling to accept any reason, it is useless for Oda to say more, so it is the most direct to show him.

Dazai turned over the phone that was turned on.

The mobile phone case is Atsushi Nakajima, a student that Oda has been sponsoring. He bought it for Oda with the first salary he got from working in a detective agency. It is a wallet-style mobile phone case.Inside the phone case was an Oda's driver's license, a transportation card, and a bank card.

Dazai glanced at Oda who was sitting upright, and said with a half-smile, "Give me my mobile phone, do you mean give me these too?"

Oda didn't expect Dazai's angle to be so tricky, straightened up and said, "The phone is for you, but maybe those cards should be left to me."

"However, the driver's license will expire soon."

The Japanese driver's license is renewed every three years, and Oda's driver's license can just be renewed.

When Osamu Dazai handed over the driver's license, traffic card and bank card to Oda, his ring finger and little finger pressed down on the driver's license.

"Um"

"Leave it to me." Osamu Dazai didn't get a reply, so he put the driver's license in his pocket.

Oda was a little confused, he just wanted to give Dazai the mobile phone, how did it turn out like this, but seeing that he had already taken it, Oda didn't refuse, anyway, the mobile phone was also given to him.

"What does it mean to give me a mobile phone?"

Osamu Dazai returned to the topic.

Oda didn't know how to explain it, but he felt that if he wanted to ease the previous quarrel, then he would think of giving Dazai his own cell phone.

However, in fact, the phone itself is meaningless.

"The fingerprint lock of the phone is still yours."

This was probably kept for three years. Three years ago when Oda bought a new mobile phone, Osamu Dazai took the initiative to leave his fingerprints in Oda's mobile phone.Oda has never been deleted.

"Because you are too lazy to delete it."

Because he felt that if he deleted it, he would have to explain it to himself later, so Oda kept the fingerprints instead of deleting them.Oda is the kind of person who gets entangled in these boring little things.

Osamu Dazai came to a conclusion in almost a second, and he still wants to use this to buy people's hearts, it's too clumsy.Ordinary people who like Oda will definitely be elated, but Osamu Dazai is a person with full determination.

"Strictly speaking, I'm not too lazy to delete it."

Oda looked at Osamu Dazai with a natural expression and followed his own thumb to directly open his mobile phone interface.

His phone is very empty, the software only occupies one page, and the photo collection occupies the largest capacity.Most of them are group photos of the Oda family, and there are also photos with Dazai Osamu, Sakaguchi Ango, Edogawa Ranpo and others.

"Sometimes I don't know how to treat my friends. Unlike Ah Zheng and others, I always think about how to take care of them and make their lives better.

But I don't know what to do with you.

In the beginning, you were my boss, so it was impossible for me to make any gestures like touching your head and hugging you; later, after becoming friends, I think Dazai prefers to get along with your peers, and you will drink more .Responsiveness, this is how I think about maintaining our relationship. "

Very shallow.

Very shallow values.

Responding to requests is not the right way to make friends.

Dazai's eyes flickered, he closed the phone's interface, and began to calm down to face Oda Sakunosuke and listen to him.

If what Oda has done so far is to allow himself to respond positively to their relationship, Dazai can say that Oda has succeeded.

In the seven years so far, Dazai and Oda have seldom talked to each other, or both of them would pay attention to avoid answering their true inner thoughts.

It is amazing that they still maintain a good relationship, and it has been like a day for seven years.

Dazai had heard what other people said about Oda when Oda was still his subordinate.

Why only Oda is favored by Dazai

Not favored.

From the beginning, he wanted to use him, and then control the Central Plains, using Oda as a handle.Later, because Oda repeatedly and inadvertently completed the behavior of provoking himself, Dazai took him as the target of attack as a matter of course, but Oda was completely immune.

Later, I found that no matter what kind of person I was, even when I hated myself, Oda was patient with him as always, and would think seriously even when I was talking nonsense, only when I was laughed at, I was dumbfounded.

Oda's kindness to people is not clearly aggressive, purposeful or targeted.He will not give special treatment to anyone because of their special status.As long as he thinks it should be done, he will do it, just like eating curry rice when he is hungry, or reading literary novels when he is bored.If he thinks it's not for him to do it, he will stand aside. Sometimes it doesn't matter if others scold him, but it doesn't matter if he sees innocent people being bullied.

That's why Dazai sometimes goes too far, such as being too ruthless towards the enemy or his subordinates, and he will be criticized by Oda, and he will be firmly held by the arm and stared at each other seriously.

"Please think carefully before deciding whether you should do this."

To be honest, Dazai appreciates good people, or can be said bluntly that he likes good people.Good people and good scenery are worth admiring.

They are as warm, bright and natural as light, making people want to get close without pressure, just as natural as standing on the side of the road and basking in the sun.

That's why Dazai wanted to get close to Oda in the first place, and later to Yasugo Sakaguchi who recorded the life stories of all the dead.

It's hard to appreciate the beauty of a good person if you haven't really been in touch with it.Being nice to only one person is not a good person.Dazai is not a good person.

Their acts of kindness are clean and uncluttered.

Their kindness enters the heart with the wind but moistens things silently.

When Dazai passed by the tea room once, he heard Oda and Hirotsu Yanagi talking. The old man Hirotsu has a good personality, and even when he relaxes occasionally, he will mention something about his boss, but it is nothing important.Dazai heard from Hirotsu that when Dazai liked Oda himself, he had a very worried expression on his face.At that time, everyone was actually afraid of himself, and when he went to the hospital, only Oda went to see him with sincerity.

Oda said something very funny at that time.

Said that he wanted to ask Dazai to eat candy.

Dazai is not a child.

why eat sugar

"Want to thank him."

It was at that time that Dazai realized that he liked Oda, and he didn’t know whether it was because he heard Hirotsu’s words that he gave him a certain psychological hint, or because the words of Oda’s meeting touched him, and his accumulated feelings Pour down little by little.

If he had to give a reason why he likes the good guy Odasaku, it would be that even rotten bugs living in the dark have phototaxis due to their biological instincts.

But Dazai didn't say anything about the extent of his relationship with Oda. Sometimes he wanted to take care of him like Nakahara and the others, but sometimes he felt that it was not stable enough. How can we make Oda stay.

It is impossible for Dazai to be responsive to requests, because Oda himself has no desires and needs, and there are always others rushing to do other things. There are very few things he can do with Oda, except for drinking.

Sometimes Dazai would also think, there is nothing else to do, even though drinking itself is a very happy thing.

Oda also invited him to participate in family activities, such as cherry blossom viewing, night tours, travel, festivals, hot pot, etc., but everyone's attitude towards him was very subtle.At first I thought it was because of Nakahara, but then I gradually discovered that it was Akashi.

Because the positions of Akashi and Dazai collided.

Akashi wants to be Oda's only friend.

Dazai thought too.

Oda doesn't know how much Dazai and Akashi have been fighting against each other behind their backs, and the two are equal in strength, regardless of their merits.

Akashi really helped Oda go further and further on the road of writing, but it was Dazai who escorted Oda when he was writing, and it was Dazai who told Mori Ogai to let Oda leave the Mafia, and what Oda needs to do can be done by himself superior.

In the case of plagiarism, the two will compete openly and secretly.

When he was in the hospital, Akashi took the lead and directed the Oda family to abolish gods and eliminate demons; while Dazai was protecting Ango Sakaguchi, as Oda’s hematopoietic stem cell donor, he needed to endure the side effects of dialysis and blood collection.That would be the only day when Dazai avoided direct conflict with the enemy, and Hirotsu Ryuran watched him to prevent Dazai from taking any weapons himself.Those days were the same as recovering from drug addiction.After the operation, Dazai lost ten kilograms. Because the weight loss was too serious, he didn't go to see Oda and Ango, for fear of making them suspicious.After that, Dazai slowly regained his body.

Four years later, when Hong Kong gangsters mentioned that meeting, it is still one of the seven unsolved mysteries in Hong Kong gangsters. Why did Dazai, the suicidal madman, suddenly not want to die?

But Dazai felt that he hadn't done anything, and he didn't know if he had done something special to make Oda promise to treat him as his best friend for the rest of his life.

Because Dazai has a hunch that if Oda gets married one day, Akashi may support him, but Dazai thinks he should be very angry, and feels that Oda has betrayed him.He firmly believes that one day his monopoly on Oda will make their relationship fall apart.

It would be fine if Oda was always the current Oda, he could continue to compete with Akashi, but he doesn't want Oda to get married.Because it tells him that he has lost, that he has nothing left.

He knows that Oda's way of making friends is too accommodating to other people, which is not correct, but he can't point out the right way. Just leave me.

Although the words were clearly expressed and the thoughts were clearly stated, I believe that a fool like Oda would agree, but Dazai felt that these words were full of flaws that he could not bear.

So during Oda's sincere dialogue, Osamu Dazai brainstormed hundreds of times, not knowing how to speak.

"I have never told anyone that I actually value you the most."

Oda was afraid that Dazai Osamu was thinking too complicated, so he said it directly.

He didn't know what to say, why he valued Dazai the most.

Of all the people, he really loves Dazai the most.Dazai is very similar to himself in the past, because Oda has been saved, and Oda also wants Dazai to get the same salvation, or more, as long as Dazai needs, he will try his best to satisfy.

This is the most reasonable explanation that Oda can think of, and it is much more practical than the phrase "because he likes him" that Oda most wants to say.

Dazai doesn't believe in these invisible things, he doesn't believe in unreasonable love, and he doesn't believe in unfounded liking, he himself lacks a sense of security, and has a suspicious and repulsive attitude towards these things.Being able to say "Thank you for your liking" with a smile is considered a good mood, but it is more likely that he is as cold as he is to Akutagawa Ryunosuke.

Osamu Dazai was stunned by Oda's words, feeling suddenly unable to think, only felt that he had to say a word in response to this sentence.

"it is good."

Because it was too unimaginable, but he didn't believe that Oda didn't need to lie to himself about this kind of thing, Osamu Dazai still had a confused drop in his final voice.

Oda felt like he was coaxing a big cat. You must know that he was much smaller than Dazai now, and his waist and back were not as wide as his. It was only sitting on the tatami that he seemed to have the same stature, but Oda It's really small.

"It feels very unconvincing for me to say such things in the way I am now."

"You are not young, I remember your words." Dazai swallowed Oda's words "I value you most" into the memory box first, and then analyzed Oda's words carefully later.

Only then did Oda say what he most wanted to ask, "Are you in a good mood?"

He was afraid that Dazai would be in a bad mood.

"Ah."

Osamu Dazai raised his mouth.He raised his hand and rubbed Oda's head into a mess, then patted Oda's shoulder and said.

"Let's go for a drink"

"Now"

it's late now

Dazai read out Oda's thoughts, "See if there is one in the kitchen or warehouse, or go to the nearest flower street."

"I wish the kitchen or warehouse had it."

Oda couldn't stand the sudden rise of Dazai, saying this was equivalent to a compromise.

"Oh, little Odasaku, do you have any ideas about the beautiful young lady? It's okay to just take advantage of the situation." Dazai Osamu saw Oda's seriousness, and took advantage of the situation. "Aren't you inexperienced?"

It's 27

But think about it, Oda has never brought up the topic of the opposite sex, Dazai Osamu doesn't like to talk, and he never imagined that one day he and Oda would have a lively chat about the topic of the opposite sex like other boy groups.

"I haven't thought about it." Oda's expression was not cramped, as if they were talking about daily topics like what to eat today, "When you meet someone you like, just take it slowly. Experience is such a thing, after all, it's not Just do more?"

Osamu Dazai couldn't help but rest his forehead with one hand.

Thoughts and expressions are quite honest, but why is it so easy to make people imagine.

"You are so confident, you obviously don't understand anything."

Osamu Dazai sighed.

Oda's lake-colored pupils were slightly darkened, and he glanced at Dazai, but did not respond.

I don't know if I am unhappy.

The last time I saw Oda's expression, it was because Nakagi was too angry and suddenly swears in front of Natsume.

Oda, who pays attention to etiquette and propriety, looked at Nakahara silently.Zhongyuan lost his voice for an instant.

Anyway, Dazai was overwhelmed by Oda's sudden soaring aura of the elderly, making the tips of his ears feel hot, and stuck out his tongue as if he had said something wrong.

Why did he dig a hole and jump into it?

but is he being rude

Ok

It's kind of rude to think about it.

Just when Dazai wanted to concentrate on looking for wine, Oda added in a shallow voice.

"I may know more than you. If you need it, I can teach you."

""

Osamu Dazai shook his head, he had a premonition that their friendship relationship would progress in stages today, sex and hobbies are what many men talk about when they are friends, and the relationship is really easy to draw closer.But if Oda talked deeply about this aspect, Osamu Dazai said that he had to kneel.

It's not that Dazai has never seen Oda take a bath, everything in his head has become concrete.

If Oda said this in a bar, it would be an invitation, okay?

In order to wake himself up, Osamu Dazai turned around and slapped Oda on the forehead, "Shut up, underage."

When a solid and crisp sound came out from his forehead, Oda couldn't help but let out a "huh".The confusion and non-resistance in the blue eyes made Dazai laugh out loud.

There is good wine in the warehouse, it is Daiginjo, and the aroma of the wine is overflowing as soon as it is opened.Dazai originally wanted to move them all, but under the persuasion of Monk Oda chanting sutras, he only took one bottle and two small wine saucers.

Not much to say, drink immediately after opening.

On the corridor, Oda leaned on the pillars to watch the moon in the sky. He sat cross-legged with a boyish air, and slowly felt the aroma of aging wine flowing through his throat.After digesting the two dishes, Oda began to feel a little dizzy, his face was flushed, and his eyes were out of focus.

Dazai called him and brought him back to God.But Oda also shook his head and smiled, without saying anything.

"Odasaku, you can't handle alcohol."

How can a 27-year-old look so stupid.Even if I recover my memory, I'm still just a 14-year-old minor

Dazai had a bad idea. Odasaku usually has a gentle and gentle image, and it is rare to see him scolding others in a fit of anger.But he obviously lives in either a mafia base or a killer organization base camp, and he has been in contact with so many religions, even if he is in a hurry, he will swear a few words, but Oda never swears.

"Good Odasaku, please give me a few words to listen to." Dazai has already prepared the recording, and the black history is about to be obtained.

Oda's eyes were not focused, he was just shaking his head, and he didn't know whether it was because he was not awake, or he understood and refused.

After probing for a long time, it was only when he was drinking that he got the right reaction and started drinking from a saucer.

On the contrary, Dazai didn't drink much, he was a little drunk but he didn't completely stop thinking like Oda.Dazai pushed away the wine bottle and saucer in front of him, sat next to Oda amidst the "clang clang clang clang", took his hand and began to undo the bandage on Oda's hand.

I don't know if I took the medicine well

Dazai didn't notice these wounds on Oda before, including many messy wounds on his back. It may be that he used some method to wash the scars, so they all disappeared.

I didn't know until the last time I took a bath that there were many wounds on Oda's body.

There are deep marks on the wrist now, and the black and purple are coming out of the wound, which is the mark after burning.

"Odasaku, Odasaku, let's see what you've done."

Dazai didn't know how Oda felt when he saw himself hurt, but he knew that he was very uncomfortable now.

In the final analysis, people are saved from the forbidden reaction of enduring suicide. Do you not cherish yourself so much?

When Dazai checked the wound, he directly cursed a lot.When it was tied up again, Dazai's neck was surrounded by Oda's hand who was unconscious, and Oda hugged his head directly.Dazai's chin rested on Oda's shoulder for a long time, and his tall and slender body also bowed to accommodate Oda's body.

The faint fragrance of Oda's clothes lingered on the tip of his nose.Dazai's clothes were also stained with the heat from Oda's drinking body.The chaotic heartbeats of the two slowly calmed down with the breathing during the hug, just like a swaying ship found a dock and calmed down.

Oda attached his ears, his voice fragmented like a dream.

"Dazai-kun, it's great that you can come here, it's hard to be alone, alone"

"Dazai"

"どうも"

ありがとう, thank you

Dazai took the initiative to answer the question, "Thank you" is his right to say.

I don't know whether it is the memory of 14 years old that confuses Oda's feelings now, or Oda has always wanted to say this sentence, I don't know, maybe he will never be able to pry the truth out of that stuffy gourd in his life.

but

Dazai couldn't help but put his face against Oda's hot cheek, and rubbed Oda's head with his big hand.Only when he realized that he had fallen asleep and could not say anything more did Dazai straighten up and carry him into the house.