after marrying a nemesis

They are in the present eight years later, looking back eight years ago, the past memories are recalled, and a slight sense of distortion occurs.

What happened in the past, Nie Han's indifference and rejection still existed in Lin Chushi's perception, but now it suddenly took on another meaning.

Lin Chushi felt a little confused. He looked at Nie Han and said, "...I always thought you hated me."

Nie Han pursed his lips, his cheeks tensed.

After a while, he said: "I have done a lot of stupid things in the past. The stupidest thing is that because I couldn't stand my dark self and my jealous nature, I simply pushed away the people I liked."

I can't accept the huge gap between myself and that person, and I can't bear the endless ridicule and contempt for myself surrounded by that person.Young people's self-esteem and inferiority complex exist at the same time, even greater than all meanings, and he has no experience in this way, only relying on his natural instinct of self-defense and avoiding danger, he regards the other party as a man who wants to break through his own armor. This made him straighten his back even more, pretending to be indifferent, and even regarded the approach of the other party as a temptation and provocation with malicious intentions, and in order to protect himself, he preemptively made an attack posture.

When Lin Chu looked at him, he suddenly thought of what Nie Han said to his parents when he visited his house for the first time. The ground moved, as if it had been lightly poked.

He never thought that Nie Han could answer fluently without thinking, maybe because he didn't make it up in the first place.

He looked at Nie Han, blinked suddenly, and said, "So you are serious, have you liked me since a long time ago?"

Nie Han's jaw was slightly stiff, as if he had been cut open and exposed to Lin Chushi's eyes. He couldn't bear such a gaze, but his face was stiff, and he hummed without avoiding or denying it.

For a long time, slowly and slowly, he gradually realized what he had missed because of his face and self-esteem, which he thought were more important than anything else when he was young.

Nie Han clearly remembered that at the very beginning, when they first met, Lin Chushi always approached him recklessly, finding various reasons to talk to him, and at that time the other party was clearly willing to get close to him.

It was he who killed everything that could have happened in the bud, and the things that happened later, the relationship between him and Lin Chushi would become so bad, it was completely out of his control.

Nie Han said slowly: "Actually, after that time, I hated you for a long time."

Before the smirk on Lin Chushi's face could be fully revealed, he froze.

Nie Han said: "I always thought that the reason why your brother came to find me is because you found me, so you asked your brother to warn me."

"...Wait," Lin Chushi said incredulously, "Do you think I asked my brother to do what happened back then?"

Nie Han pursed his lips, and moved his eyes a little uncomfortably: "...so I said, I was wrong."

Lin Chu opened his mouth wide, but his heart suddenly felt agitated. He suddenly realized that it was no wonder that when Nie Han appeared at the high school graduation party, he would have such an expression and said such words to him.

He has always felt inexplicable, until now he finally understands.

That's right, suddenly being beaten up by his brother and being insulted so clearly, who would think that it has nothing to do with Lin Chushi?Even if he didn't ask his brother to beat him, but if he didn't show complaints and boredom in front of his brother, how would his brother know who Nie Han really is, and how could he find someone to teach him a lesson?

"I think, since you hate me so much, you probably won't be very happy when I reappear in front of you, and you may not be interested in my liking." Nie Han said, "I want you, don't let me If you leave me, you must have some other leverage."

Lin Chushi stared at him blankly. For some reason, he suddenly remembered that when he reunited with Nie Han at the winery, Nie Han showed a strong and confident attitude, showing him everything he had now. Look, Lin Chushi felt a little weird at the time, but he didn't think much about it. He just thought it was a kind of showing off and intimidation from the other party.

But thinking about it now, Nie Han clearly wants to show that he is not what he used to be, and let Lin Chushi feel his current strength and momentum, just like a male peacock, showing his gorgeous and beautiful tail feathers to the courtship object, so that the other party Moved by it, and then expressed obedience.

This was not enough, and he proposed to Lin Chushi a condition that he had to accept, just like what Nie Han said, making it impossible for him to refuse.

"I also know that the means are disgraceful, but," Nie Han held his hand tightly, and said, "You are finally mine, and I will not let you leave my side."

Lin Chushi looked at him, and when he spoke, there was a stubborn look on his face, like a stinky kid who knew he had done something wrong, but stubbornly refused to repent.

Lin Chushi never knew what happened in the past. In Nie Han's heart, it turned out to be like this. He seemed to understand why Nie Han was so tough and refused to let go.

Because Nie Han never felt that his love could keep the person he liked, and he even once thought that in the eyes of the other party, his love was just a joke for people to ridicule. He had been subjected to violence and humiliation for this, so I am even more ashamed to mention it, and try to cover it up in various ways.

He can only use other methods to keep this person by his side. He cannot and dare not let go of this hand.

Lin Chushi finally figured out the crux of all this, but for a while it was difficult to find out what was right and what was wrong. He only felt soft and sore in his heart. He held Nie Han's hand back and said softly: "So Do you think that I really agreed to marry you because I have no choice?"p