Confessions of actresses

Xu Rong knelt on the ground, the muscles in her arms trembled unconsciously, she really wanted to control her arms so that they wouldn't tremble anymore, but it was all in vain.

Starting from the first line, every word is sprinkled in her heart like a handful of broken pieces of porcelain, and then grinds silently.

After many years, that person hurt Xu Rong once again. After Liao Xiang left, the dark days tortured her all over. She kept everything from her back then.

Xu Rong's face wrinkled violently, tears fell like rain, dripping down her cheeks onto the letter paper, Xu Rong frantically removed the letter paper, but the tears mixed with the blood from her fingertips stained the letter , Xu Rong stumbled and stood up.

"Hello? Auntie, what's the matter?"

"Liao Xiang... Where is it?"

Shen Yang was stunned for a while, then hung up the phone and sent an address.

Xu Rong trotted out of the community all the way. Regardless of her distressed appearance, she bought a bouquet of flowers from a flower shop on the street, buried her head in her clothes, and did not raise her head until she got off the car.

"Thank you."

She coldly said a word to the driver, and trotted all the way into the cemetery. The wound on her hand did not start to solidify due to the strenuous exercise, but slowly oozes out more blood. Xu Rong hugged the flower and walked through the gray Misty tombstone, walked in front of a tombstone Plus, and stopped suddenly.

In front of the tombstone, there were flower petals sent by someone unknown, which withered and turned yellow and scattered on the ground.

In the black and white photo on the monument, Liao Xiang's eyebrows are gentle, not sharp, as if she whispered to herself many years ago.

Xu Rong did not go to the first or second grades when she was a child, and she was a skipper. This year, she is 49 years old.

Although her skin is still in good condition, there are gradually more white hairs under her jet-black hair.

Liao Xiang is two years older than her, and should be 51 years old this year.

"fraud."

Standing in front of the stele, Xu Rong seemed to be looking at Liao Qu over the long 20 years.

I haven't seen her for 20 years, and seeing her is already a black and white photo.

Xu Rong threw the flowers she brought on the tombstone, but this throw seemed to have used up all her energy, Xu Rong gritted her teeth, but couldn't help crying.

From the third year of high school to graduate work, from the age of 16 to 23, the best, most unforgettable, and least willing to give up in life were all given to her.

"You liar, do you know that back then... I was planning to rob a marriage. Do you know that I told myself at that time that I would rather stay in Beiyan City and stay by your side! Even as friends, I want to be by your side I'll be with you, but you never gave me such a chance."

"Why are we..."

Why good luck tricks people, it's them.

"Who needs your protection, who needs your care?"

"Will I be happy if you do this?"

Liao Xiang is always self righteous.

For some things, it is better not to know than to know.

Xu Faliang stood far behind Xu Rong, watching his mother kneeling on the ground, leaning on the tombstone, feeling very complicated.

After receiving Shen Yang's call, she rushed over immediately.

Compared to the lifetime of my mother and Shen's mother's accidents, what is the difference between myself and Shen Yang?

She wasn't married as a woman, they didn't have been separated for so many years, it was just a period of time, why couldn't she bear it?

Xu Faliang understood Shen Yang rationally, but the negative emotions in her heart made her not want to go to her these days. Since Shen Yang didn't break up clearly, she was willing to wait.

Xu Faliang laughed at himself, in such a short time, she had already compromised with her.

Maybe, Xu Faliang couldn't tell what she blamed on Shen Yang, maybe she was too rational, maybe she was blaming herself.

She stood behind Xu Rong for a long time, and when Xu Rong's emotions calmed down, she pretended to be late and called her mother.

Xu Rong stood up and wiped the corners of her eyes: "I made you laugh."

"How come, Mom, I didn't see it."

Xu Rong nodded, picked up the bouquet and arranged it carefully, and got into Brother Xu's car with Xu Faliang.

"Mom doesn't care about you anymore."

After all, it is a person who has lived half his life, has received higher education, and can see clearly.

"Mom won't force you anymore."

Xu Faliang's nose was sore, and the feeling of being connected by blood made her heart twitch.

"Don't get angry with her anymore."

I was angry with Liao Xiang, so I didn't want to accept Shen Yang's help, and I didn't want to have too much contact with her family, so I found that Xu Faliang reacted so much when he was with Shen Yang, and separated the two on the grounds of severing the relationship.

Now Xu Rong put it down.

It's not that I forgot, but that I don't plan to get entangled anymore. Human life is so short, why bother with yourself for things that have already been settled?That being the case, why not miss her for the rest of my life?

"When you are free, Mom will tell you our story."

"Ah."

It was the first time Xu Faliang hugged this mother who had escaped halfway. She used to think that she didn't need such a mother at her century age, but now she found that Xu Rong's open-mindedness and transparency were something she didn't have.

They are all very nice people.

Three days later, Xu Rong's complexion improved a lot.

Xu Faliang joined the group, Xu Rong moved out of the house that Xu Faliang found for her, and bought a house in the suburbs.

In fact, she doesn't have that much money. She wanted to rent a house, but Xu Faliang insisted on letting Xu Rong use her own money. Xu Rong couldn't resist her, so she had to spend a few million to buy a house with good decoration and location. The house, and paid for a driver.

She lives near Liao Xiang's cemetery.

Even so, her work will be a lot harder. She needs to get up early and go to bed early to compress the rest time, but she still does it stubbornly.

Every night, when she had nothing to do, she took the alpaca out for a walk, and went to Liao Xiang to have a look.

"Your courier."

Xu Rong opened it and found some photos of Liao Xiang, and a photo of the two of them together, followed by a phone call.

"Auntie, have you received those things?"

It was Shen Yang calling.

"Got it, Shen Yang, I'm staying with her now, if you come to see her in the future, you can come up and have a rest."

Shen Yang's throat tightened.

"Okay. Actually, auntie... don't blame mom. In my impression, she disappears for a while every year. I was ignorant when I was a child, and thought she was going on a trip. Now that I think about it, she should have gone to visit you secretly. "

Xu Rong smiled: "Is that so, alas, enough, enough."

Xu Rong's heart knot for so many years was finally untied. Just thinking about it like this is much better than being unwilling and resentful, isn't it?

Now that the dust had settled, since she wanted to make her life easier, why wouldn't she do it?

There was a ding sound in the kitchen, Shen Yang hurried over to turn off the fire, scooped the soup into a bowl with a spoon, and brought it to the old lady's bed.

"Grandma, have some soup."

Shen Yang took a spoonful and blew.

"You still think about that girl?"

The old lady asked her abruptly.

"What are you talking about, grandma." Shen Yang smiled indifferently.

Is the actress's acting skills mediocre?

"I just see her young and beautiful, and she is fascinated by ghosts. I haven't known her for long. How can I like her? My favorite has always been myself, you, and grandpa."

Shen Yang looked at Du Xu sincerely, Du Xu was amused by her, and took a sip of soup.

"That's good. My granddaughter is indeed the smartest. Help grandma close the window. It's cold."

Shen Yang paused, is it cold?

She glanced back at the windy window. It was only October.

A week later, the old lady stubbornly wanted to leave Huaguo, Shen Yang asked the reason, it was because Du Xu felt that he could not sleep well here, and every night he always dreamed about Shen Yang's father, and would wake up with a start.

So the family of three decided to leave.

There were few people at night, and a certain terminal building was brightly lit. Shen Yang looked outside, and as the night fell, he was in a daze.

Due to the rush of time, she had no time to apply for a private flight, so she accompanied the two elders on an international airline.

"Shen Yang, let's go in first, help grandpa to the lost and found office, and see if there is a book by grandpa."

"it is good."

Security checks have begun.

Shen Yang guessed that Xu Faliang might not show up at the airport.

Shen Yang went to the lost and found office to inquire, but there was no book, and now the security checkpoint will be closed soon, and the two elders have already entered the waiting room accompanied by them.

She turned her head and walked towards the security checkpoint without staying outside.

"Shen Yang!"

A voice stopped her from far away. Xu Faliang was participating in an event, and only saw the text message Shen Poman had left for her after recording.

When she saw her grandpa saying that Shen Yang was kneeling on the ground, she still couldn't help feeling distressed. When she saw her grandpa talking about grandma's situation, she no longer had any resentment towards grandma, she just felt that she was a bit willful.

Even though she has been through too much, she is still so kind.

Shen Yang turned around and saw Xu Faliang who had rushed over, panting slightly.

There were also passengers who were sitting idle waiting for the plane, who were attracted by her call, and then found out who the woman who was too late to wear a hat and mask was.

"It's Xu Huang!"

"Really! Xu Huang!"

"Xu Faliang!"

People around raised their mobile phones to take pictures, and several young boys and girls surrounded her.

"The security check for country A is coming to an end, please come to the security checkpoint if you don't have a security check."

However, Shen Yang took a step forward and walked towards Xu Faliang.

She didn't follow any assistants by herself, so it would be fine if she encountered any danger.

Xu Faliang stretched out his hand from the crowd, signaling her not to come over, she was wearing the engagement ring Shen Yang gave her on the ring finger of her left hand.

Shen Yang nodded, turned and left.

The author has something to say: Wow,,, I really don't want to separate my lovers!