Confessions of actresses

It stands to reason that after Xu Faliang became popular with a TV series, she should strike while the iron is hot and show her face on more shows to gain a sense of presence, but she chose to retreat and film. She was in the crew for a month, 20 days of which were filming. stop.

Shen Yang's company has not operated any large-scale projects recently, and it is much more relaxed than last year.

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In Island Line Media, there are huge portraits of Xu Faliang hanging on the top floor, the lobby on the first floor, and the elevator passage, or she is wearing a white dress, or holding a trophy, or doing nothing. , are enough to capture some uneasy people.

And with every glance, Shen Yang could be captured.

Shen Yang didn't go to work today, but was at home.

The alpaca paced around her, the slight scraping of hooves on the carpet distracting her.

She has never been so irritable, even when facing the desperate island line media, she has never been so irritable.

Shen Yang set up the pictorial, picked up the paintbrush, and traced the eyebrows and eyes of the person in her heart stroke by stroke, so that he could temporarily suppress the turbulent uneasiness in his heart.

She resisted to finish a picture, and brought the black tea soaked in ice cubes. The cold tea passed her throat, but it still couldn't take away the sense of uneasiness that was about to churn out.

What happened?She couldn't tell either.

The door opened with a ding-dong.

Xu Faliang walked in slowly, holding a luxury bag that she endorsed in his hand, with his head down, unable to see his expression clearly.

Shen Yang got up from the carpet and walked over to take the bag in her hand, but Xu Faliang didn't hand it to her, but leaned against her body and buried his face between her necks.

Xu Faliang hugged her gently: "The director asked me to come back..."

Shen Yang's heart clicked, and his lower back shuddered.

"What do you mean? I'll go find him, he dares!"

After Shen Yang finished speaking, he was about to change his shoes and go out, but was pulled back by Xu Faliang, Shen Yang's eyes dimmed, and his raised hand slowly dropped.

"It's grandma...Grandma thinks I'm not good at acting. After talking with the director...the production team has temporarily suspended work..."

Shen Yang closed his eyes, and for a few minutes just hugged Xu Faliang without moving.

Du Xu won't trouble Xu Faliang for no reason, unless...

In fact, she had expected this day a long time ago, ever since her grandfather Shen Poman fell ill and was hospitalized, or earlier, when she was with Xu Faliang, she had expected today.

In fact, Shen Yang shouldn't be like this, she should have made plans earlier, but every time she sees Xu Faliang, she forgets a lot, making her just want to stay with Xu Faliang.

Her power, her status, and Xu Faliang's acting skills have allowed them to go all the way to the present. No one dares to blacken Xu Faliang, and no one dares to criticize the two of them, so Shen Yang illusoryly thinks that the two will always be together. Go on happily.

And now, maybe it's time to break through this layer of unreal obscurity and face reality.

She once saw a post on the Tianya forum titled why homosexuals can't get together.

The host posted a post in the middle of the night, thinking that the building would be abandoned, but a large number of people who couldn't sleep were blasted out.

They, they, may be over [-] years old and not married, or they may be alone in a foreign country, or they may have a sleeping child and a significant other beside them.

[Hey, the question about you, the host, you don’t look like an old person, do you?I advise you to die early while you are young.This road is too difficult. As long as you are not alone, you will always have scruples. In other words, even if you are an orphan, what about your other half? 】

[If his family disagrees, we will have no future. 】

【I once eloped with her. We fled to a place in Yunnan that no one knew. We lived a normal life. We didn’t have any contact with our family. She almost gave up her job, so we had to start all over again. But what happened later?We are two unmarried people in our 30s, and it was rumored that we were gay. We were pointed out by our neighbors and suppressed by our superiors. We had no money to immigrate or surrogate. In the end, she went back to her hometown to get married. I am still the same one person. 】

[The older you get, the more you feel that love is not the only thing in life. 】

……

There are countless floors like this, and many people say that they are typing with tears, but they don't dare to cry.

Yes, in this world, in this environment, many ordinary people have to live in the cracks, such as housing expenses, such as marriage, such as terminally ill medical expenses that can cost nearly a million yuan. In this case, why should a pair of lovers ask each other Can you give up everything and give up everything to love someone?

As a result, many homosexuals broke up peacefully. One of them knew the result, but did not say a word to persuade them to stay.

Shen Yang once thought that this was something that ordinary people need to consider.

She is strong enough to stay in the gentle village with Xu Faliang all the time. In fact, she has indeed done it these days.

However, she overestimated herself this time, because she was just an ordinary person.

Shen Yang took a deep breath, and pushed Xu Faliang away cruelly.

Xu Faliang dropped the bag and sat on the carpet with his legs crossed.

"Grandma looks down on me and thinks I'm not good enough for you. I will work hard to act and earn money. When I win domestic and foreign awards and become the first person in the circle, she won't think so again."

Shen Yang frowned, bent down to put on his shoes.

"Don't go to her...give me some time, I won't let you take care of me all the time, I can take care of you too."

Shen Yang didn't dare to look at her, turned his back on her, picked up the coat on the hanger, and put it on his body.

Jarry sent a text message saying that Xu Faliang's large-scale black material appeared on the Internet, and the company's emergency public relations, but he couldn't delete it anyway. In addition, all major platforms removed "Fenye" ​​from their shelves, and there was even gossip about Xu Faliang. Liang's new movie is also about to change roles.

"Take a break and wait for me to come back." Shen Yang gritted his teeth: "I promise, everything will be the same as before."

She drove the fastest sports car from the underground garage, drove out of the community, and reached the highest speed within three seconds.

In the Shen family's villa, Du Xu fiddled with a string of rosary beads on his mobile phone, but his hands trembled slightly.

The iron gate was wide open, Shen Yang got out of the car straight away, and strode towards home.

Two young servants came over and told her: "You better not go in...the old lady is very angry."

Shen Yang directly pushed them away.

Shen Poman saw his granddaughter directly entering his wife's room, and closed the door behind his back.

He looked at the closed door, leaned on a cane and shook his head, looking ten years older.

The sound insulation effect is very good, he couldn't hear what was said inside, but he made a phone call and helped Xu Faliang remove all the dirty material on his own initiative.

For a full hour and a half, neither of them came out.

Shen Poman closed the cover of the pocket watch in his breast pocket, and saw the door opened.

Du Xu clutched his chest and supported the door frame panting for breath, while his granddaughter knelt on the ground straight.

Shen Yang shouldn't be condescending, if there are no grandparents in this house, only middle-aged parents, she might not come back at all, but she can persist and fight a protracted war with the family to see who can last longer.

Or if she has a younger brother or younger sister, then she can also emigrate to a foreign country with Xu Faliang and leave without the company or money.

But she has no parents.

No siblings either.

In this house, there are only two elderly people who are almost 90 years old.To put it bluntly, she is also her only relative in this world.

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