Confessions of actresses

Shen Yang looked at the two words "Mother Liao Xiang" at the end, feeling a little strange.In memory, they rarely called each other's names.

She held the letter lightly, and after reading it, her back, which had been straight all the time, suddenly bent.

It seems to be a relief, it seems not.

Shen Yang only knew that this was an explanation her mother gave her, telling Shen Yang the source of his failed childhood and unhealthy family.

Once, she resented her parents very much, she thought, since she doesn't love her, she should not let her come into this world. Later, her resentment towards them gradually became weaker and weaker, not that she let go, but she learned to Take control.

For a letter, it is easy to explain the past clearly, but it is difficult to let the person in the letter let go of the story inside.

Naturally, Shen Yang would not tell Xu Rong this letter. She and her mother Liao Xiang both understood that after telling Xu Rong about these things, it would be a harm to her.

It is really too difficult for a person to let go of the past and learn to accept it.

Jarry looked at Shen Yang who came out of the bank vault, his boss looked fine, but his face was a little pale.

Just as Jarry was about to speak, Shen Yang stopped him, and the two drove on the road, going to the nursing home as planned.

The traffic conditions in this country are very good, as long as it is not particularly congested, the roads can be unimpeded.

Shen Yang sat in the back seat of the car, looking out the window, trying to keep calm and smooth out the waves in his chest.

It's just that she still underestimated the weight of family in her heart, and underestimated the emotional fluctuations this letter brought to her. After a few minutes, she took out her mobile phone.

Open WeChat, touch a familiar profile picture, and send a voice message.

"When I was very young, my parents quarreled all the time. Since I was sensible, the two of them will not appear at the same time at home for more than one month a year."

"My mother is always busy. When I'm not at home, only the nanny takes me. My father is always drinking. He loses his temper at me when he's drunk, but he coaxes me gently when he's awake."

"When they are in front of others, they are elegant, decent, and loving. They will only show their true colors when they are at home. They will not beat me, scold me, and just ignore me. I was so young at that time, and I had to bear them negative emotions, I am the pocket for them to vent."

"Don't tell me why my father is weak and incompetent. He was originally a second-generation ancestor who couldn't do anything. The only thing he persisted in was loving my mother. Later, he knew nothing but drinking. My mother is different. Now, she can do anything but love me and my dad."

"If you see it, please send me a voice message."

"I have a lot of words to say to you."

"I want to see you."

Jarry took a peek at Shen Yang from the rearview mirror, and found that she was just looking out the window with red eyes, without any sign of tears.

Jarry heaved a sigh of relief. If Shen Yang really cried, he didn't know what to do. Before she hurried back to the country, she took the burden that fell on her shoulders at the old lady's funeral. She didn't cry, Jarry I can't think of anything else that will make the people sitting behind cry.

In fact, Shen Yang cried twice in her life, once when she was 13 years old when her father woke her up in the middle of the night to explain her funeral, and once when she later married her Xiao Liang.

Jarry also had to admit that Shen Yang, who he always thought would be single for the rest of his life, had a boyfriend.

Thinking of this, Jarry hesitated to speak.

Shen Yang saw through his thoughts at a glance.

"She is very pretty."

Shen Yang changed his posture and leaned against the car window, looking out the window at the tall buildings falling towards the sides, and the blue sky outside.

"She is a very good girl."

The car body shook suddenly, accelerated instantly, was quickly controlled by the driver, and returned to a constant speed, but one can also imagine the emotional fluctuations in the driver's heart at this moment.

"Sorry." Jarry apologized for his strangeness.

"It's okay, don't go to the nursing home, go to the airport."

She wants to go home.

Shen Yang would go to this private nursing home to stay for a few days every once in a while, to ensure the best physical and mental state, so that he could work and live better.

Jarry's handsome face was flushed, he frowned and said in disapproval: "No."

He rarely refuted Shen Yang's decision like this.

He had communicated with the psychologists in the nursing home. When Shen's mother passed away half a year ago, Shen Yang suffered from severe insomnia, restlessness, and emotional instability. They generally believed that Shen Yang's situation was very bad.

"Oh..." Shen Yang suddenly laughed, "Do you think that my condition is very bad and that I may be depressed? You are even going to give me medicine?"

"…" Jarry was speechless.

They really couldn't hide it from Shen Yang.

"It's okay, I can control it, and nothing can be unbridled here, including depression."

She is confident enough to control everything about her.

"Besides," Shen Yang closed his eyes and covered himself with a blanket, as if he was about to sleep for a while, "I have already been redeemed."

In fact, she is not sleepy, and she doesn't want to sleep for a while, she just wants to think quietly for a while to get cold.

To see her, immediately.

Xu Faliang woke up at seven o'clock on time. After getting up and washing up, he habitually checked his phone to see if he missed any news from last night.

Opening WeChat, there were more than a dozen unread messages, but she didn't even read them, and directly clicked into the voice message sent to her by Shen Yang.

After she heard all the news, Xu Faliang was about to cry.

Her acting skills are superb, because her inner emotions are delicate and rich, and in the same way, she feels the same as what Shen Yang said, and loves her even more.

Shen Yang seldom speaks like this, and will not show her emotional side in front of others. This is the first time she has shown weakness to her.

"Something must have happened." Talking to himself, Xu Faliang dialed the number, but didn't answer.

Shen Yang waited until eight o'clock to enter the set, but Shen Yang didn't reply her any news.

The plot keeps advancing day by day, and today we are filming the scene where Xu Huang enters the palace.Xu Faliang sat in the dressing room, thinking about what Shen Yang said, absent-minded.

Xu Faliang's skin is very good, his facial features are exquisite, and with a slapped face, he can control almost any makeup.

Today, Xu Huang is still completely bare-faced, and hardly needs makeup. The makeup artist added some black powder to her, making Xu Faliang's face closer to Xu Huang's down-and-out little beggar's appearance in the early days.

"Okay." The makeup artist looked at Xu Faliang's face and was very satisfied.

Xu Faliang froze.

"Okay." The makeup artist said again.

"Huh? Oh well... I'm sorry."

Xu Faliang was restless.

All the actors on the set are already in place.

Director: "action!"

After Ye Xuhuang slashed the knife into that person's neck, she didn't know what to do next. After all, she was just a 16-year-old girl. After killing someone on a whim, she was greeted with fear and panic.

She ran back to the yard of her home and cried until she was exhausted from crying and fell asleep.

After all, the only place in the world where she can cry with peace of mind is this thatched cottage.

In the early morning, Xu Huang was woken up by scolding.

It turned out that the boy's parents found the footprints in the son's room, combined with what other teenagers said that Xu Huang had a dispute with his own son, the family came to the door after hearing about it.

The boy's mother had already rushed to the door, crying and cursing, slashing the door with a knife and yelling to report to the police. The boy's father also kicked the door hard, and the weak wooden door was crumbling in an instant.

"Bastard, give back my son's life!"

More and more neighbors gathered outside. After hearing the bloody and tearful accusation of the couple, they also began to curse outside Xu Huang's door.

Gradually, "wild species", "scumbag" and more unsavory words floated into Xu Huang's ears who kept his mouth tightly shut.

Those words directly pierced her broken heart, Xu Huang's heart was overwhelmed, she couldn't live anyway, and she wanted to scold these people to death while she was alive!

Three years old and old, in fact, Xu Huang has never been afraid of dying together.

"You bunch of sons of bitches! Your son deserves it! She cursed my mother and I'm going to kill her, I..."

"Cough cough." Xu Faliang coughed a few times, waved his hands to pause, and bent down to apologize to everyone one by one.

She knew that she was absent-minded, knew that her condition was not good enough, so she hid in the bathroom by herself, washed her face, looked at her phone, and found that Shen Yang still didn't call her back.

So angry, does she want to break up!Xu Faliang smiled.

After taking a cup of hot water and drinking it, Xu Faliang's condition improved a lot. She forced herself to temporarily forget about Shen Yang and return to the set.

Xu Faliang returned to the stage, director Wang He ordered the filming to continue, Xu Faliang went all out, with no image, and sat cross-legged on the stone table in the yard, with no image at all.

"Your son deserves it!"

When the parents outside heard this, they slammed on the door even more frantically.

Xu Huang lacked the most basic moral education when she was young, like Confucius and Mencius, she didn't know it at all, coupled with the cruelty in her bones, her character was very decisive from the beginning to the end.

Murder at the age of 16 is not something ordinary people can do.

Xu Huang sat cross-legged, looking at the familiar courtyards around him, thinking that he was going to die anyway, Xu Huang cried.

But even when she was crying, she didn't stop cursing, but while crying, she used all the hooligan words she had learned in the past ten years to those outside who scolded her and her mother.

Xu Huang didn't feel the kindness of these people since he was a child, and even less when he grew up.

How could the wooden door resist the desperate forcible demolition of the two adults outside, and soon, the wooden door shattered.

"You bastard, go down and accompany your bitch mother!"

The man rushed over cursing, not to mention sending him to the government, it seemed that Xu Huang was about to be dealt with on the spot.

Unexpectedly, a cloud-piercing arrow came through the wind, and the arrow shot the pig-killing knife in the man's hand into the air.

Then nearly a hundred tall horses rushed into the whole street, and the sound of horseshoes was so powerful that all the people were so frightened that they quickly knelt down.

Xu Huang couldn't think anymore. It wasn't that she didn't change her face, but she was frightened.

At the age of 16, with tattered clothes and pale face, Xiao Xu Huang, who was holding a small wooden ladle and was about to "die together" with the man, saw a young general get off his horse, kneel in front of her and said, "Please return to the palace, Your Royal Highness. "

"Card!"

When Director Wang He called to stop, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon, and today Xu Faliang's scene has been completed.

The crew was rich and powerful, and they only rented nearly a hundred tall horses for the scene of taking the heroine back to the palace, plus costumes, group performances, etc. After the settlement, the cost was already very expensive.

Due to various reasons, this segment was filmed no less than three times and took nearly five hours. Xu Faliang had long felt his stomach was empty.

However, the first thing she did after finishing work was to take out her mobile phone. When she saw WeChat, Shen Yang still didn't reply to her.

While feeling depressed, a small staff member on the set broke into the waiting room in a hurry, saw Xu Faliang and shouted at her:

"Sister Faliang! Someone is looking for you outside the door."

Xu Faliang was puzzled: "Who is it?"

"I don't know, it's a woman, tall, driving an Aston Martin! It's beautiful!"

When Xu Faliang heard this, he hurried out without changing his costume.

She trotted all the way to the outside of the set, saw Shen Yang standing from a distance, and temporarily slowed down her pace, turning it into a small walk, so she didn't want to look so excited.

Shen Yang was wearing a gray windbreaker, leaning against the car behind her, looking at her, her heart almost melted.

"You... why are you back? Why don't you reply to my message? Something happened, are you okay?"

Xu Faliang looked at Shen Yang standing in front of her in a busy manner, with a tired face, and there were wrinkles in her normally decent clothes. She didn't change at all, and came directly to her after getting off the plane.

"I fell asleep on the plane, and I didn't look at my phone when I got off the plane. Nothing happened, but I suddenly thought of my mother."

Shen Yang looked at Xu Faliang's dilapidated image with a chicken nest on his head, wearing gray and white tattered clothes, almost pure makeup, and smiled unconsciously.

"Ugly..." Sensing her gaze, Xu Faliang twitched in embarrassment.

Shen Yang hugged her tightly.

Xu Faliang was caught off guard and was embraced directly. The two of them pressed their chests together, and they could hear each other's heartbeat.

"Someone..." Xu Faliang whispered.

"Others will think we are good sisters."

"But you... hugged the ground a little too tightly..."

"It's so comfortable."

After 20 seconds, Shen Yang was still pushed into the car by Xu Faliang.

Xu Faliang sat in the passenger seat of the car, without saying a word, but secretly glanced at Shen Yang who came in after him from the corner of his eye.

It stands to reason that she is already 35 years old, and she should have experienced strong winds and waves, and her heart is calm in the face of teasing, but why...?

In fact, Gu Yiren is pretty good in middle age, but she has never been in a serious relationship. She chose Zhou Wutong as her marriage partner only because the other party is suitable. In her previous life, she focused on acting. In the entertainment circle that appeared, she was mediocre, so naturally not many people pursued her.

Zhou Wu had a good vision back then and took good care of her. When she reached the right age, Gu Yi agreed to marry him.It's only obvious what happened later.

Xu Faliang told himself to be more mature and calm, but every time he saw Shen Yang, she didn't treat others as usual.

"Before you said you would consider it, have you considered it?"

Xu Faliang opened his eyes wide.

Consider what?

Then it suddenly dawned on me that it was referring to that day...that day in the dressing room.

I still remember that I came out of the dressing room and rushed into the elevator with my face covered. My colleagues whispered all the way, fighting for my injustice, thinking that my boss had seriously criticized me, and by the way, I complained about their boss's lack of compassion.

This can't be good for her, the lipstick was all spent at the time... If you don't cover your mouth, don't leave quickly, how can you see people...

It turned out that she didn't see him nodding at all, no wonder Shen Yang didn't give her a hug and kiss.

Xu Faliang was a little ashamed.

Shen Yang was just right: "Are you... shy...?"

Xu Faliang: "I haven't."

She put on a cold face in a second, not intending to let Shen Yang know the fact that she had regarded Shen Yang as her girlfriend at that moment.

"I, after thinking about it carefully, since you have said so, I agree."

Shen Yang: "Pfft."

Shen Yang took out two small boxes from his bag, which contained a pair of watches.

The packaging of the box was very delicate, and there was a layer of gold powder on the side. Shen Yang opened the box, and Xu Faliang saw at first glance that these two watches were indeed luminous.

The dials are all silver in the same style, and the cover is hollowed out. You can see the delicate parts inside. The second hand ticks and ticks continuously.

The straps are atmospheric straps, one is black and the other is brown.

Much like men's and women's models.

"After I met you, I didn't give you a formal gift. The alpaca doesn't count. The pet is afraid of your loneliness and relieves you. These two, which one do you choose?"

Xu Faliang took a look.

"Not bad." Xu Aojiao said.

Then she swiftly took a suspected men's black strap watch, pinched the butterfly buckle and quickly put it on her wrist.

Shen Yang looked at her meaningfully, then slowly leaned back and sat on the cushion of the driver's seat.

Xu Faliang stared at her with a calm expression, as if he couldn't feel the person next to her looking at her at all.

In fact, she felt that Shen Yang was like some kind of machine, which could emit two rays from the eyes and automatically scan her whole body.

Thinking of this, Xu Faliang shivered, and the feeling that his legs softened after being kissed by Shen Yang resurfaced.

"Is there still play?"

"Um... gone."

Shen Yang showed a playful smile again: "I still want to see how you are filming. I came over at one o'clock, but the little sister of your crew doesn't know me and won't let me in."

Xu Faliang thought that if Shen Yang saw her playing Xu Huang in the yard today, sitting on the stone table and yelling fiercely, then forget it...

"...I'm going to pack my things, wait for me."

After getting out of the car, Xu Faliang walked lightly.

She hummed a little song and changed her costume, changed her hairstyle, washed her face, and went to the dressing room to look in the mirror. After finding nothing wrong, she walked out of the set, took Shen Yang's car back to the hotel.

Back at the hotel, Shen Yang's exhaustion rushed to his face as if he couldn't hold back, and his face was pale.

Xu Faliang was about to ask her if you didn't have a job, when he saw that this person had a very bad face.

In fact, Shen Yang has been busy since arriving in the United States, and even slept temporarily for seven or eight hours on the plane, and was constantly woken up by the turbulence of the air.

She had been holding on to see Xu Faliang, but now that she returned to the hotel, it was normal for her expression to be wrong.

After Shen Yang took a brief bath, he went to Xu Faliang's bed, and fell asleep as soon as he lay down.

Although the film crew was rich and powerful, Xu Faliang lived alone after all. The hotel was only equipped with one bedroom and one bed.

Shen Yang slept deeply, but after covering her with the quilt, she breathed very lightly.

Xu Faliang sat quietly by the bed and looked at her seriously.

She found that this woman was really exquisite and impeccable.Shen Yang's facial features are very powerful, her eyebrows are slender, her eyes are between Danfeng eyes and peach blossom eyes, her nose bridge is straight and straight, her lips are thin, and her jaw line is very smooth.

Because of his looks, when Shen Yang fell asleep and didn't react, he was very noble and glamorous.

Of course, sometimes being awake is more noble and glamorous.

There are many types of beauty, some are sweet, some are sexy, Shen Yang has a naturally noble face, and it is easy to capture others.

Obviously she was only 26 years old, logically speaking, Xu Faliang should be taking care of her, but no matter how you look at it, Xu Faliang himself was the one being taken care of.

She has lived for 35 years, but she feels like a young girl in her early twenties by Shen Yang's side.It seems that Shen Yang will never consider any worries when he is here.

In the past few days, she also thought about whether she was the so-called "baby bird plot" to her, just thanking her for helping her when she was most confused and difficult in her rebirth?the answer is negative.

If it was just trust and dependence, she would definitely not like Shen Yang's physical contact.

Gu Yi was sexually frigid in her previous life. She didn't really like Zhou Wu's contact. It can be said that she had been frigid for 35 years.

However...less than half a year after her rebirth, she suddenly found that she liked Shen Yang's treatment of her so-and-so...

Thinking of this, Xu Faliang lowered his head, rubbed the quilt, leaned over, and sniffed Shen Yang's hair.

Looking at the watch on his wrist from the corner of his eye, Xu Faliang suddenly had an idea.

She turned on the camera, switched to selfie mode, and pointed at herself.

He deliberately put his wrist on his chest and made a victory gesture.

Check it out, well, the color of this watch is not bad, the hands are clear and more delicate.

When she was free a few days ago, she raped the fan circle, fans wanted to see her selfies?

Here comes the selfie!

Xu Faliang found out the Weibo that she hadn't logged in for a few days, logged into her account, and a bunch of red numbers popped up suddenly exploded her smartphone!

Xu Faliang had to restart his phone, cleared all programs, and clicked into Weibo carefully.

What's going on? !

Xu Faliang almost dropped his phone.

40 likes, 20 likes, 200 comments, [-] million new fans!

This is only a few days?Her Weibo has broken 300 million fans!And there is a growing trend.

Not only that, Xinglang Weibo initiated a survey of the artist's influence list "Star Power List", Xu Faliang went from 542 last month all the way to [-] like a rocket!

Although the first 21 years have been dominated by male stars, the speed with which Xu Faliang rose to the top still attracted the attention of many people. The marketing accounts followed the rhythm and praised Xu Faliang.

Xu Faliang didn't bother to pay attention to these things. Public relations were the work of Island Line Media. Her main business was posting selfies.

Xu Faliang: Thank you for your support, I am late, I will send you a selfie.

With the picture, a fresh and simple white shirt, a sports cap, light green shorts, a shining watch on her left hand, and her big smile.

It matches.

As soon as the Weibo was posted, there were many retweets, likes and comments immediately.

Of course, the taste of the comments on Weibo has also changed. All the comments start with "wife", and girlfriend fans quickly occupy the scene.

[Ah ah ah ah my husband!New fans here!You got to the bottom of the pit in seconds by your Doctor An and couldn't get out! 】

[A song was given to the friend who screamed upstairs when I woke up from a dream, Xu Faliang is now watching from my bedside. 】

[Wife, are you a fan? 】

[Hahahaha, Mr. Xu, you are actually here to show off your watch. 】

[Dear rivals in love with Liangpi, here is the guide to the official website. I came back after checking the price. This time, Mr. Xu is actually set up by a wealthy daughter. 】

[I also came back after checking the price. I took back my words about taking care of Mr. Xu, but I can't afford it. 】

Xu Faliang snickered while reading the ever-increasing comments on Weibo, her fans are really interesting.

Before he knew it, it was already six o'clock in the afternoon, Xu Faliang changed into the long shirt and short skirt that he wore at home, and was about to come out after taking a bath, and by the way, he could prepare dinner for Shen Yang.

Xu Faliang, who was immersed in the joy of the watch, was in a happy mood, and happily took off his clothes and stepped into the bathtub.

Humming a little song in the middle of washing, the bathroom suddenly became dark.

power cut.

The author has something to say: Xiaoliang is going to be called a rich woman.

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