Confessions of actresses

Xu Faliang sat in the studio with Huang Wanting, listening to Director Wang He's chatter.

The director lit a cigarette, beaming with joy and excitement.

In the previous auditions, both Xu Faliang and Huang Wanting performed very well. Their interpretation of the roles was on par, especially Xu Faliang, which made Wang He unable to make a decision for a while.

Both Wang He and Wang He really wanted to stay, but after a short exchange, Xu Faliang and Huang Wanting both expressed that they both liked the role of Xu Huang more, and if they couldn't get Xu Huang, they were unwilling to settle for another role played by Xu Huang. Role.

Director Wang He thought for a while, and decided to give them another segment that feels different from this one, and let the two perform it on the spot.

After Xu Faliang and Huang Wanting got the script, they went to the corner of the studio to prepare. It was already afternoon.The assistant brought takeaway from a nearby hotel. Xu Faliang felt his stomach was empty, so he took a portion, soaked the rice in the soup, and read the script while eating with a spoon.

Wang He looked at her back, and the previous contempt for her had been swept away.

After the two of them were almost ready, as a senior, Huang Wanting went to perform first in a graceful manner.

Huang Wanting has been acting for many years, and she can easily control any type of character and storyline. After the shooting, she still played very well and completed the filming smoothly, which Wang He still praised.

But Wang He always felt that some subtle feeling was missing, but he couldn't say it if he wanted to say it.

It was Xu Faliang's turn to play, and Wang He expected this newcomer to bring her a different performance.

Huang Wanting also stood behind the director.

"action!"

Xu Faliang changed into a washed-up white plain shabby clothes, and her hairstyle became a simple bun worn by children from poor families in ancient times. As she walked, she looked left and right with a very anxious look on her face.

The state of Qin suffered from famine and turmoil, and there were bones on the road that starved to death and froze to death.

The cold wind was blowing, Xu Huang's clothes were in tatters and she was shivering in the cold.

She couldn't run anymore, but when she thought that her mother was still waiting for her at home, she didn't dare to stop.

Today, the government opened a granary to distribute relief rice, and her seriously ill mother asked her to pick it up. 16-year-old Xu Huang lined up early to receive a catty of rice, thinking about running home quickly.

"Xu Huang! Stop!"

Xu Huang was startled suddenly, and then ran wildly.

Unexpectedly, it was discovered.In the untouchable area near the temple, there are many people who have no food like her and only know how to fight all day long. Xu Huang looks down on them and doesn't deal with them, and they often come to bully Xu Huang.

"Leave the rice."

The other party was four or five boys, who gathered around and looked at the rice bag in Xu Huang's arms.

Xu Huang gritted his teeth and stared at them.

"Okay, why don't you bring it here? Come on!"

Five or six men started punching and kicking Xu Huang, and hit her on the back with a punch. When Xu Huang fell forward, she was kicked again, causing her to be unable to stand still in pain.

One of the teenagers had already come to grab the rice bag in her arms, but Xu Huang dodged it, and at the same time stepped on his crotch hard at the right time.

The boy fell to the ground screaming, rolling and staring at him.

"You have no father, your mother is about to die of illness!"

They are all poor people, but they never imagined that poor people can be so vicious.

But Xu Huang seemed to have suffered some great humiliation, his eyes turned red instantly, and a broken tile was fired from under the wall, just like these teenagers rushed, fighting together.

Huang Wanting stood in front of the camera, her beautiful brows slowly frowned, as if she couldn't believe that this was such a young person's performance.

Has her acting skills regressed?She has stayed at this level for many years, and it is rare to meet someone who can shock her in acting.

The sense of urgency she hadn't felt in a long time came back.

Xu Faliang's hairstyle was already messed up, and she was dragged to the ground by a few extra performers by her hair. She quickly got up, and found a chance to slam the tiles on the heads of these boys.

After some melee, Xu Huang's tattered clothes could no longer be seen, her face was also bruised and purple, and her legs were also limping.

But those teenagers were injured more seriously, they didn't dare to scold Xu Huang's parents anymore, and ran away while scolding the lunatic.

Xu Huang's home was originally in a temple.

It is said that Xu Huang's mother made a mistake and was kicked out of the house when she was pregnant, so she had to live in a small thatched cottage in the temple.

But after she was born, the people in the temple thought she was unlucky and drove them out of the temple.

She grew up like this all the time.

Xu Huang looked down on those gangsters, but he was no different from them. He couldn't afford clothes, food, or school.

Mother is weak, and the small family is supported by Xu Huang's crawling and fighting.

Fortunately, sometimes she fights with people outside, and loses the fight, and she can come back and cry on the bedridden mother all the year round.

"I'm back, mother."

Xu Huang washed his face before entering the door, and thought of an excuse, saying that he ran in a hurry when he came home, fell and tore his clothes.

But my mother didn't make a soft "ah" as usual.

It was very quiet in the house.

Xu Huang rushed into the only bedroom in the house.

Her mother was lying on the bed, motionless.

Xu Faliang's legs softened, his knees hit the ground heavily, and he knelt down as if he couldn't stand still.

Xu Huang moved to the bed and touched his mother's body, which was as cold as touching the stone furniture at home.

Xu Huang let go, and the rice spilled all over the floor.

She put all the money in the family beside her mother's bed, then took out some rusty kitchen knives, ran to the stone outside, and sharpened the knife.

With a sound, Xu Faliang's body moved with the sharpening of the knife.

Xu Huang didn't collapse to the point of crying, nor did he lose any abilities.

Her only thought was to sharpen the knife and kill the boy who scolded her mother.

"Clap~"

Huang Wanting nodded.

After a few applause, Xu Faliang paused and stopped sharpening the knife, only to realize that it was the director who reminded her that the scene was over.

Xu Faliang has always made a clear distinction between drama and life. There are very few times when there is no distinction. It is just because she likes Xu Huang, so she puts all her energy into it. drama.

"I'm sorry that I can't be your Xu Huang anymore, Mr. Wang." Huang Wanting smiled, and then said to Xu Faliang, "You played really well."

She used honorifics.

Then Huang Wanting left.

Director Wang He laughed from ear to ear.

"You are really amazing! At such a young age, you can perform the effect I want! Wanting is good at everything, but you don't have the miserable appearance of a suffering person. You are awesome!"

Xu Faliang hooked his lips, not knowing what the director meant.

Do you mean I'm miserable?

Xu Faliang basically understood that Xu Huang in the early stage of the script was born in a poor environment and was a poor person living at the bottom. Huang Wanting, who had a smooth journey, did not have this kind of experience after all, and could not understand that for a bag of rice and What does it feel like to be beaten by others?

She thanked Director Wang He for his affirmation and Huang Wanting for her success, but she was not very excited.

Xu Huang was originally hers.

She should have been Xu Huang.

Brother Xu and sister Xiu have been waiting outside for nearly six hours. The two of them have no invitation from the crew or contacts, so they can only wait outside without knowing what's going on inside.

It was already four o'clock in the afternoon.

The working efficiency of the crew is very high. After the heroine candidate is determined, the contract is signed immediately.

After getting the contract, Xu Faliang knew just how big this Lunar New Year production was.

The tentative male number one is another student that Cao Kun has admitted and made him proud. In addition, there are a series of old drama characters. All the important personnel of the crew have basically been confirmed. In addition, Xu Faliang also saw that Gu Yi's cousin, Gu Xiwei, was also playing an important role in the play. She thought about it, it was good, and she missed her cousin a lot.

Even if we can't meet again as Gu Yi, we can use Xu Faliang's body to help her again.

Director Wang He sent a text message to Cao Kun: You are a great student, I am afraid that Xiaohua of the [-] generation will rely on her to play the leading role in the future.

Cao Kun smiled openly, very protective, and replied: "It's not just the [-] generation."

Cao Kun immediately said that it would be most appropriate for Xu Faliang to join the group the next day, and he would arrange everything about Xu Faliang at school, including leave and class, as the head of the department.

Xu Faliang didn't refuse Mr. Cao's kindness.

On the second day, she will live in the crew and shoot scenes in a movie studio in the suburbs of Yancheng. After a while, she will go to Gansu to film, and then return to Yancheng to finish filming all the scenes of "The Legend of the Qin Palace".

She got the role of Xu Huang and desperately wanted to share it with someone.

[I, "The Legend of the Qin Palace", the heroine, let me know. 】

Shen Yang had just finished dealing with a series of affairs on the other side of the ocean, so he was too busy to have a good meal. Even so, he still spared his hands to reply to Xu Faliang as soon as possible.

【sharp.Congratulations. 】

Xu Faliang was delighted, and sent another message:

【You will fall in love with my Xu Huang. 】

Here Shen Yang was amused by her, and shook his head through the screen.

The next day, the crew of "The Legend of the Qin Dynasty" received capital injection from Island Line Media, and then the TV series "The Legend of the Qin Dynasty" became a huge TV series invested by three major companies in the entertainment industry at the same time.

The next day, Xu Faliang entered the group with only two "Qin Gong Biography" scripts, three pieces of clothes, and a computer.

Unlike many actors who stay on the set all year round, they always bring all kinds of game consoles and toys. She has to devote herself to the set and hardly brings anything for entertainment.

On the same day, the opening ceremony of "The Legend of the Qin Palace", almost all the actors of the crew came.

Xu Faliang looked at these actors, and really did not expect to be able to act with so many actors one day. The leading actor, He Yu, was wearing sunglasses. When he saw Xu Faliang, he took off his sunglasses and shook hands with her. All the attention was on Gu Xiwei.

Gu Yi loved this cousin since she was a child. She lived in her cousin's house and lived with her for a long time. She treated her no differently from her own sister.

After Gu Yi's death, it was obvious that Gu Xi lost a lot of weight.It can be seen that her complexion has always been bad, she doesn't smile very much, she is also dull, and she is not polite to people who come and go.

Xu Faliang originally wanted to go over to say hello, but he didn't want to rush to attract others' attention, so he had to be patient, thinking about finding an opportunity to communicate with her again.

Director Wang He led the crew to worship Guan Gong and offer incense.

Then they took a group photo, Xu Faliang stood undisputedly at c position, and when he was about to take a photo, he pulled Gu Xiwei to her side, so that Gu Xiwei finally found a sense of presence among the group of people.

With Gu Xiwei's qualifications and appearance, she couldn't get into this crew at all.

Her cousin didn't study well and didn't finish a serious university, but because of her good looks, she has been playing soy sauce with Gu Yi in various production groups.

Because there were no connections, the Gu family was just an ordinary family. Gu Xiwei was nearly 30 years old and still not popular.

After Gu Yi's death, Cao Kun found Gu Xiwei. He put down his face and forced the director Wang He to accept her as a female supporting role, otherwise she might still be playing soy sauce.

After lunch, the official start.

For the second audition between Huang Wanting and Xu Faliang, they chose the beginning of the script.

Xu Faliang herself is already very thin, but the camera will still make people fat. In order to show the thinness of the heroine in the early stage of the show, she only ate boiled eggs and vegetables prepared by Sister Xiu for lunch.

With a proper background and actors, Xu Faliang shot the scene of Xu Huang's mother's death more easily, and the effect of the feature film was even better than yesterday's audition.

Director Wang He is very satisfied.

Those in the crew who were critical of Xu Faliang's choice to play the heroine also shut up.

Xu Huang knelt on the ground, with the tattered clothes covering her thin body, she dipped in water to sharpen her knife.

She bit her lower lip tightly, and the kitchen knife in her hand made the sound of pulling and pulling.

Then I took pictures of Xu Faliang running all over the streets and alleys to buy burial items. Because of the anxiety to shoot, Xu Faliang ran around the film and television base for more than half an hour, just to shoot the 1-minute part of the feature film. lens.

After the run, she rested for a while without eating until evening.

Xu Huang sold all the belongings that the mother and daughter had accumulated over the years, including jewelry, books, clothes, etc., and used all the money to hold a decent funeral for her mother, and then she carried a burden, Picking up the sharpened kitchen knife, he locked the door of the small courtyard where he had lived for more than ten years.

Because of the on-site radio, the set was very quiet, except for the rustling of Xu Faliang walking around alone.

The moonlight is good, and the night is deep, suitable for killing.

Xu Huang climbed over a wall more than one meter high, neatly.

Knowing where the boy lived, she groped into his door in the dark.The boy's sleeping face looked very clean under the moonlight, Xu Huang was in a daze for a moment, but then remembered his vicious curses in the morning, and his mother... lying motionless on the bed.

She raised the knife high, and then stabbed heavily.

The kitchen knife stomped on the boy's neck, and the boy twitched, then stopped moving.

This is Xu Huang's first murder.

"Okay, card!"

After the director called the card, Xu Faliang recovered from Xu Huang's movement of holding the knife. She stood there with sweet plasma all over her face.

After finishing work, Xu Faliang called his mother to say hello, and then called his aunt who helped take care of the alpaca to ask how the alpaca was doing for a day.

Everything is fine.

Satisfied, Xu Faliang lay on the bed and looked at her phone.

Someone didn't message her.

"Today is the first day in the group, where are you?"

did not return.

"I didn't eat dinner, and I didn't eat lunch."

Still haven't returned.

"Boring. I'm asleep." Xu Faliang muttered to himself.

It was still daytime in the country in another time zone, and Shen Yang waited for a long time before the tedious procedures were completed.

This bank's confidentiality work is very good. Even the immediate family members of the user have to go through a series of personnel such as lawyers to obtain the user's things.

"Is it Miss Shen Yang?"

Shen Yang stood up: "I am."

"plz follow me."

The safe was opened, the staff backed out, and Shen Yang picked up the pile of things her mother had left for her in the cabinet.

In addition to a pile of documents, contracts, certificates, there is an envelope inside.

Even after seeing such a bunch of things that she had never seen before, Shen Yang's expression remained unchanged, but when she saw this letter, her wrist snapped violently as if she had been electrocuted.

Daughter Shen Yang:

By the time you get this letter, I'll probably be gone.You have lost a lot of thought, right?After all, the bank's security measures are still doing well.

I didn't want to write these things at first, but now my body is not good enough, and I don't have much strength to write with a pen. I can feel like a house that is ventilated on all sides, and it will collapse soon.

Have you ever wondered why you never got a decent home and why am I different from other mothers?You are angry with me for my indifference to you all these years, and you treat me like I treat you.Mom knows it all.

Now I want to briefly tell some of my previous stories.

I want to talk about these things, not only because I want to talk, but more importantly, because you are my daughter, you have the right to know these things.

When my mother was in the third year of high school, a transfer student came to the school, female, named Xu Rong, you must have found her photo.

It was this person who made my mother almost unable to get out of her shadow for a long time afterwards.

We knew each other, fell in love with each other, and were admitted to Beiyan University together. From the third year of high school to graduation, in five years, I would never fall in love with others again.

She is very nice. If you get to know her deeply, you will definitely like her. She is very beautiful and kind. She never gets angry with me because of trivial things. She will wash and cook for me. Even if I come back late, she will Will get up in the middle of the night and wait for me to come home.

After that, we lived together for nearly three years, a total of eight years.

Now I can't remember many things clearly, only the things involving her are clear to me.

She is already in my flesh and blood.

That was 1990.At that time, emigrating abroad was not like it is today. My mother prepared for a long time, and finally prepared to leave the mainland that year.

Needless to say, Mom was patriotic, but I would emigrate with her.

When everything was ready, my mother accidentally discovered that my younger brother, your uncle, had close contacts with a transnational drug trafficking group.

At that time, the country relaxed its foreign trade policy, and your uncle's family took risks regardless of the legal constraints and made nearly [-] million yuan.If it's just like this, my mother wouldn't have to tear myself apart with him until he was too weak to swallow the elephant, and wanted to slowly take over the family business under my control, trying to do this kind of business under the guise of a formal business.

If we are discovered, can our family survive?

I have to clean him up, but manpower is limited, and I can't do it myself. At this time, I have to rely on your father.

(His criminal record, the beginning and end of the matter, are all in this pile of things.)

Xiao Rong must be resentful of me, blaming me for marrying someone else in such a hasty way, that I was the one who said that she would put a ring on her, and that I was the one who sent her the wedding invitation.

Her whole life was ultimately wasted by me.

In her eyes, I was an out-and-out deserter, a person who betrayed her for the sake of the world in order to avoid the worldly prejudice.Her heart is very soft, love and hate are balanced, I hope she will forget me completely.

I was afraid that your uncle would wait for an opportunity to retaliate against her, so I wanted to send her abroad to compensate her, but she refused, and quietly returned to the small city where her parents lived, with a diploma from Beiyan University, teaching people with only junior high school education .

She said at the time, anyway, here are my memories with you, and she couldn't stay any longer.

Think about it carefully, I have been sorry to your father and her all my life, it is all my fault, but I have caused three people to have no peace.

I sent your uncle's family to prison, and it took another three or four years to get rid of all the thorns on his body. Although he is about to come out this year, he has no room to resist.

I believe that with my daughter's ability, it is not a problem to hold him down with one hand.

I am an incompetent mother, I have never taught you anything, but there is one thing, you must remember, if you have someone you love, you must go bravely, don't be tied up, your mother has already done it for you All worries have been resolved.

As I write this, I don't have the strength anymore. My time is running out, and I have to prepare something else for you.

Finally, there is one more important thing.

You have to take care of Xu Rong for me, of course, don't tell her these things, these things are unnecessary.If you want to bear these, let me do it alone.

Later she also got married, and her child should be five or six years younger than you, and should be as beautiful as her.

I saw what she looked like when she was young, and I also want to see how she looks from young to old.In fact, I am also very cowardly, and I also care about other people's eyes. After everything is resolved, I don't have the courage to go to her again.

Since I was a child, I have never praised you. In fact, you have always been the pride of my mother.

Honor your grandparents.Work hard.Don't cry casually.Don't stop thinking.

Take care of yourself for mom.

Take good care of her for mom.

Mother: Liao Xiang

The author has something to say: two more in one.Rarely thick and long, I posted all the manuscripts.Because the postgraduate entrance examination needs to speed up the update speed, writing essays is too exhausting.

Let me explain, no matter how you look at it, Shen's mother is a scumbag. She and Shen's father are in a political marriage. As mentioned earlier, with the help of Shen's mother, the Shen family's status has also risen to a higher level, which is a cooperative relationship.But in this cooperation, Shen's father also likes Shen's mother, and Shen's mother has her own heart, so the three people have been harmed, and Shen Yang has a hidden disease in his heart.

If she doesn't whitewash Shen's mother, Shen's mother also understands (it's her fault for what she said).Not everyone in the article is positive, Shen’s mother’s image is very complicated, not a one-sided one, these things, the feelings of the three people, in fact, she can’t handle them well at all, and she can’t handle them, the feelings are uncontrollable .

In reality, there will be such people. When they meet, they can only admit that they are unlucky, and there is no other way.The relationship of the previous generation is unsolvable.