Confessions of actresses

It rained that night, An Ran finally set off.

She fixed her eyes on a middle-aged teacher in her 40s. This teacher is thin and flexible, and he is an ordinary person who cannot be seen in the crowd.However, he is just such an honest-looking ordinary person who likes girls of seven or eight years old.

One day, An Ran saw that this man touched the lower body of the little girl in an alley, kissed the little girl on the cheek, and then took the little girl into the van and drove away.

She didn't drive at that time and couldn't catch up with her, but since then she would come here every night for a short stay, until one day, she saw this man again, so she started to track him, investigate him, and trace his daily activity route It's very clear, I know his occupation, I know that he lives alone, I know that he likes to molest little girls.

An Ran has followed him for half a year, and today he finally got the chance.

The night can cover all the filth, and the heavy rain can wash away all the filth. The rain on the crew is very realistic. A large sprinkler truck pours water down, pouring it on Xu Faliang's body.

The only section of road that the man passed after getting off work every day was this dark alley less than 100 meters away.

An Ran was wearing black clothes with a hood, leaning her head against the wall, soaked through.

Because there is a ten-second rain scene at this point in the movie, the cameraman and director can't find the desired feeling, so Xu Faliang has been in the rain here for a full 10 minutes.

When the photographer finally chose a satisfactory angle, the supporting actor was put on stage with a big wave of the director's hand.

Teacher Liu often wears a pair of black glasses, which is very popular among students, especially little girls.

Wearing a raincoat, Mrs. Liu walked into this alley, and was startled by a person who appeared out of nowhere as soon as he turned the corner. Someone leaned against the wall and didn't know who was waiting.

This person was wearing a hat and gloves, so he couldn't see his face clearly, but it gave him a cramped feeling.He didn't feel good, so he gathered his clothes quickly, quickened his pace, and breathed a sigh of relief after passing by An Ran's side, but unexpectedly, a hand from behind slapped him heavily on his shoulder, and the hand turned into a claw, lifting him back twice. step.

He ran as fast as he could, but he didn't expect that a cold scalpel pierced his lower back cleanly and deeply, and he felt empty in just a second.

An Ran forcefully inserted the knife into Teacher Liu's body.She seemed to see her sister in a mess, with a bruised nose and a swollen face. She looked at her, but couldn't cry.

Xu Faliang's pure white gloves were stained red by the red syrup in the blood bag under the actor's clothes, and the knife in his hand was also dripping with blood. The man fell limp and fell to the ground, crawling out desperately while making a low hoarse cry.

An Ran's eyes were red, water was dripping all over her body, and she followed him unhurriedly.

The man hoped that someone would come to rescue him, and An Ran walked behind her step by step, letting the man know that he would never be able to get rid of her, but a man's desire to survive is ridiculous, knowing that it is useless, he still wants to crawl.

The man crawled very slowly and ugly, the bloodstains under his body were washed away by the rain, the appearance of lying on the ground about to die seemed to have appeared in An Ran's mind once.

Suddenly, she remembered everything.

When she was in the third year of high school, her family was doing business outside, and only her ten-year-old sister lived alone with her. One day, it was very late, and the younger sister came back. Shocking red marks all over his body.

An Ran rushed out to kill someone.

The younger sister hugged her and said that my sister and I are fine.

Then the next day, my sister was in her crib, asleep forever.

There is a man's name written on the bed, Li Zepeng.

After An Ran was in her junior year, she found a man named Li Zepeng, a developer of a certain construction site, who often deducted wages from workers, but he showed no signs of pedophilia.Although everything was perfectly disguised by him, An Ran, who followed him one time, still saw the dirty look in the eyes of this beer belly man when he saw little Lolita.

Exactly the same, An Ran had followed him for half a year, and finally she was waiting for a chance.

On this day, the real estate contracted by Li Zepeng was completed, and he was going to the hotel to eat with the hard-earned money of the workers at noon. An Ran went in as a waiter and added a drop of hallucinogenic medicine to his wine.

An Ran is betting.

Sure enough, she made the right bet. The man went upstairs to check and didn't know what he saw. He was drunk and stepped on the ground——

Everything seems to have an explanation.

She killed her father, and Li Yihan obviously didn't know about it.

An Ran leaned on the wall and gasped for breath. The man on the ground gradually overlapped with Li Zepeng's body. She took off her gloves and ran wildly in the heavy rain.

As if all the negative emotions since rebirth had been vented, Xu Faliang raised her head and looked at the sky. At this moment, she and An Ran merged into one, and she could clearly feel that it wasn't An Ran's psychology, and she laughed because of her. crying because of her—

That's why she loves acting.

Xu Faliang ran out of the rain curtain of the sprinkler in one breath, before stopping.

Before that, she played the image of An Ran very well, but she still couldn't fully understand her love for Li Yihan.

The young lady who made up rushed up to act as her temporary assistant, wrapped her in a blanket, Xu Faliang burst into tears.Because just now, she finally understood An Ran's love for Li Yihan.

This love is too flustered.

So when An Ran knew that she killed Li Yihan's father, she almost collapsed.She was tangled and struggling in her heart. She didn't know whether she should tell Li Yihan the truth. If she told her, then the happiness she had waited for so many years would definitely be gone, but she killed her own father after all. Even if Li Yihan didn't know, she would Conscience.So An Ran ran hard, trying to get out of this abyss.

Xu Faliang kept crying, An Ran's struggle and pain, she felt the same way.

It wasn't until she gradually regained her strength that she realized that a group of people had gathered around her, including the director, all looking at her with concern.

Xu Faliang sat in his small lounge for an entire hour before smoothing An Ran and herself.

But she was still a little skeptical.

Does such love really exist?Between the two women, they are willing to pay each other like this, but they are also willing to hurt like this, but no matter what, they can resist the prejudice of the world and love each other quietly.

Even on the operating table, they can only say that they are classmates, even if there is no legitimate reason to care.

Does such a feeling really exist?

However, whether it exists or not, Xu Faliang admires it from the bottom of his heart, because this world is cruel, and it will gradually flatten your edges and corners, and polish your courage. Even if you are heterosexual, there are many people who cannot be together because of shrinking. , but there are still gays who bravely hold hands and love each other.

They are each other's sun.

Glancing at the phone, it was already eight o'clock in the evening, and she remembered the meal at noon.

She was a little uncomfortable eating with Shen Yang.

Because in order to create a good image for her sister Yang, she ate very elegantly and decently, and almost used all the table manners.

Like slicing a steak gracefully and quietly.

Take a sip of sparkling water, for example.

Like eating a salad slowly.

This graceful way of eating doesn't seem to suit her bold and unrestrained style, so we, Ms. Xu Faliang, excused something and ran away halfway through the meal.

Before he simply ran away, he transferred 38 yuan to Shen Yang's card, but after the transfer, Xu Tieji's complexion did not look very good.

It wasn't that she didn't want to pay back the money, but she simply cared about the money.

However, what should come still has to come, just like now, Xu Faliang is drinking water while carefully looking for the original owner's "relic" she brought back from the rental house, and is going to find out the creditor and eradicate it completely!There are a lot of notes and books of the original owner, and she can only find or find a small part every time she looks at it.

She shook a copy of "Norwegian Wood" a few times, and a piece of paper fell out of the book.

Xu Faliang picked up the paper and only read the first line, his expression became complicated.

The original text is as follows:

I'm a lesbian...what to do?

Although I don't know when it started, and I don't know who it is because of, my body has gradually changed, for example, I am very happy to contact girls, but I am more avoiding boys, and I have never liked boys, but some Girls, always make me dream.

I know it's wrong, but I can't help it... I'm sorry mom.

I'm sorry, I want to be better, but I can't do it.

What should I do!

The handwriting on this piece of paper is so strong that it can be seen that the original owner is struggling very much.

Xu Faliang slowly put down the water.

What's the matter?My body still likes women?

Xu Fa flung his sleeves and left, and within a few minutes, he sat in front of the computer shivering under a blanket, opened the browser, and started Baidu with a dark face.

"What about homosexuality?"

Immediately, a bunch of web pages popped up, Xu Faliang remained expressionless.

Oh, web pages.

Why, what popped out, was how gays do it.

She had to type in a dark face: "What if I'm gay?"

Answer: Homosexuality is not shameful, and homosexual love is also dignified love.If he makes fun of you, it just means he's not worthy of your liking.It's best if you can get a good response, but if you can't get a good response, then be free and easy.

It makes sense, but you are so handsome!

Is she crazy today? Baidu these?

Now she is in charge of this body, she is the one who has the final say!So what if the body is bent?She Xu Faliang will never be moved by beauty, even if her body is bent, her soul will always be straight.

The author has something to say: two big things:

The first Qingming Festival, the day after tomorrow, enters the VIP, and has [-] words.

The second thing is that the fans of my Weibo all go for the short stories I write on Weibo!There are really too few book fans!Can you pay attention to the wave and pretend that my articles have a lot of book fans!

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