Red Chamber Fellows: You Are Not Guilty

Daiyu in this life lived very smoothly.She has uncles and aunts who love her dearly, and Yingchun, who is always considerate as a boudoir companion. In this kind of life, Daiyu always feels a little uneasy while being grateful and cherishing blessings.

It was as if this kind of life shouldn't belong to her, as if there was an invisible hand that stole all of this for her.

So even though Jia Amnesty and Madam Xing regard her as one of their own in every way, putting her first in everything, and sometimes even sister Qiao to the back, she is still cautious.I am afraid that if I do something wrong, everything in front of me will disappear, and the life like a honeypot will disappear.

As for what kind of days will be waiting for her without this kind of life, she doesn't know, but she knows in her heart that it will definitely not be the way it is now, just to make her feel at ease.

Until one day, Daiyu had a dream that she never mentioned to anyone.She felt faintly in her heart that maybe her current life was really stolen, but the person who stole it was not herself, but the uncle who loved her more than her own.

What kind of dream was that, what kind of greedy relatives were doing evil in it, and how I was struggling in the dream.

The uncle in the dream had been living in the East Courtyard in a daze, until he went there, and he didn't say a few words to the uncle.Not to mention the eldest aunt, she is far from loving her to the bone like she is now, and even if she sometimes says a few words for herself, it is just to embarrass the second aunt.

Lian's second brother was the same as in reality, he also went back to the south with him, and helped him deal with his father's death.He just dealt with it and dealt with it. He didn't hand over the Lin family's property to him early as in reality, and he became a poor relative who "every scrap and paper belonged to others".He has also been living with that sister-in-law Feng, but he can't hold his head up under the pressure of that sister-in-law Feng.But Qiao, the sweetheart of the whole family, was actually invisible in her dream.

None of these Daiyu were mentioned to anyone.She only knew that if she really allowed herself to live that kind of life, she might not live as long as she dreamed.The property of the Lin family may have fallen into the hands of others early on.

But now, this huge property is in his own hands, and because some old people in the Lin family have been found by the uncle one after another, they are loyal to him, the young master of the year, and the property is still expanding.If those people in the dream saw him, he should hate himself for not dying early.

For a few days, Daiyu was a bit sleepy. Madam Xing was afraid that she might be out of temper, so she hurriedly sent people to look for an imperial physician and herbs.Yingchun hurriedly came to relieve her, told her not to think too much, and pulled her out for a walk to relieve boredom.Even the little sister Qiaoer put her little hand on her forehead like a human being, and muttered: "It's not hot."

Everyone laughed when they heard Sister Qiao's words, and Daiyu laughed too, but she still didn't laugh very well.She just couldn't help comparing her current life with her dream. What happened when she was sick?There are only two maids by my side, and the imperial physician only comes once or twice. The sisters are afraid that they will send the maids to say hello, sister Qiao?It seems that I haven't seen it a few times.

Everyone was looking at Daiyu, so they could see her unhappiness.I just thought she was really sick, and now I just laughed along to comfort everyone, and I couldn't help pity her for being sensible.

Mrs. Xing couldn't help but stepped forward to help her and wanted her to lie down, but Daiyu put her arms around Mrs. Xing's waist and buried her head tightly in her fat waist.She felt that in this way, she could cling tightly to her present life and not have to live the life of her dreams.

But Mrs. Xing was terrified, thinking that after all Daiyu was young, did she think of her relatives when she was ill?He also patted her back with his hand: "Okay, okay, auntie is here. If you want to eat or use anything, tell auntie, and auntie will find it for you."

Such reassurance made Daiyu shed tears that she hadn't shed for a long time.She was even more embarrassed to get up from Mrs. Xing, and she was unwilling to get up from this not very smart but sincere woman.This embrace was warm, and it was the same as her mother's embrace in her memory, making her feel at ease.Although the eldest aunt in the dream was strange to her, but at this moment, this embrace was her reliance.

Because Daiyu has never held hands with others, Mrs. Xing has always thought that this child has lost her mother since she was a child, and she is not used to being intimate with others. .

From then on, my aunt became closer to Daiyu.Daiyu also tried to let go of her heart and show her emotions a little bit.Only some, if people show a little impatience and disdain, she can quickly withdraw her heart and prevent herself from being hurt like in her dream.

Fortunately, everyone accepted it very well, why Daiyu was so thoughtful, and even acted like it was taken for granted, no one showed surprise.Following the two nuns who didn't appear in the dream, Daiyu knew that this kind of love is the real love, the kind of love that is talked about but never put into action, just listening to it.

Like the old lady.

Her old man said so well that the one who loves her most is her mother, but she took herself into the mansion before she finished her mother's funeral.But on the road for such a long time, I didn't even prepare a decent house for myself.But it took me only two hours to go to the East Courtyard by myself, and all the colors were already complete.

With the comparison, Daiyu also knows how to get along with the old lady.Just make out with your mouth, but Daiyu is helpless at her old man's request.For example, Baoyu, whom the old lady loves so much, insists on making him a purse herself.She didn't need the nuns to ask, Daiyu also knew that it would not work-there is no reason to do outer needlework for outside men, it is cousins ​​who make people talk more.

Daiyu quietly compared with her dream, getting along with her uncle's family more and more at ease.It was just a dream, it was not accurate, she could feel it from the changes in her body.

But that day, the uncle came back and told her that he sold himself.

A bolt from the blue is nothing more than that.Could it be that the eldest uncle is the same as the old lady, who only loves him on the lips, but only wants to exchange himself for benefits in his heart?Even if there was an abyss ahead, Daiyu couldn't care less.She pinched her own hand tightly to prevent herself from passing out. She wanted to hear what uncle had to say.

If it's what I think, well, I'll just listen to my uncle's arrangement, and I'll take it as repaying him for allowing me to live these comfortable days.

After the uncle finished speaking, Daiyu suddenly relaxed.Where is the eldest uncle selling himself, it is clearly a last resort.She was raised by her father as a man, so she naturally knows the principle of monarch and minister, who can fight against the imperial power?So when the uncle wants to enter the palace to fight, he should prepare himself to enter the palace.

She only had one thought, and that was not to lose face to her uncle.So she went to see her step by step according to the teachings of the nuns.The human nature is that the king of Hades is easy to see, but little ghosts are hard to deal with. She quietly put the silver ticket in her purse and gave it to the father-in-law who led the way, just hoping to make a good relationship.

After answering the questions from the Taishanghuang and others, Daiyu became more determined: after listening to those questions, she knew that she was not satisfied with her.That's good, but it's just the county king's own little thoughts, and the elders who control the world's big trees don't agree, so the uncle doesn't have to worry about it.

Who knew that the imperial decree came so fast that everyone was caught off guard.Anyway, the worst plan was made the day before, and now it's just the result. Daiyu has a feeling that it's finally here, so she's not surprised.However, Daiyu didn't have a good impression of the county king who "robbed the women of the people" in her heart. She felt that it was this person who made her peaceful life turbulent.

But the old lady only said that it was decent and a blessing, and she said it was a blessing she brought to herself, reminding herself not to forget her upbringing.I don't want to think about whether I can feel at ease when I am alone in such a family, and whether I will be bullied.Compared with the anxiety of the uncle, the old lady's fakeness became more apparent.

Fortunately, the eldest aunt rescued herself in time.The moment she returned to the East Courtyard, Daiyu felt at ease like never before.

In the days that followed, Daiyu found that the shadow of the county king appeared everywhere in her life.The first thing that changed Daiyu's opinion of this person was that he took the uncle back when he was in the most difficult time in the East Courtyard.

What a day it was.The old lady didn't know what to think, she had to take Qiaojieer to her.But can the old lady really treat sister Qiao well?Compared with herself in the dream, Daiyu is not at all optimistic about this.My aunt dared not even close her eyes every day, for fear that those servants who would push her high and trample her low would forcefully take Sister Qiao away.Daiyu could only cry, she hated herself so much, she was not as good as little Cong'er who could pick up a stick to protect her little niece.

Fortunately, the county king took the uncle back.The moment they saw the uncle, everyone breathed a sigh of relief, and Daiyu knew from then on that only when the uncle was there, could everyone live in peace.

Sure enough, the eldest uncle did not disappoint her, and immediately cleaned up those guys who were showing off their might two days ago.Even Daiyu felt lighter.Even if the king of the county sent east and west again, she felt that she could accept it. Anyway, she was not alone, and even the nuns would not say anything.

Daiyu originally thought that the uncle and the old lady would have a birth separation, but unexpectedly, the uncle made the old lady's birthday so grand.Compared with the family of the second uncle who collectively forgot the old lady’s birthday, Daiyu admired the eldest uncle even more—the old lady was so eccentric (comparing the dream and reality, Daiyu had already come to this conclusion herself), the eldest uncle could not ignore it. It's not something everyone can do to spend time and effort on behalf of the old lady.