do you lack a boyfriend

You Rui realizes that he is not someone who likes to care about things, but that bastard Xu Jin ignores him and targets him again and again, it's really, too, too, too much!

"It's too much! It's too much! It's too much!" You Rui said angrily while poking the braised pork on the plate with chopsticks.

"Baby You Da, have you eaten today?" Da Lin said as he picked up a whole piece of braised pork from You Rui's plate and put it into his mouth.

Li Zhen looked at You Rui's sullen look, and asked concerned: "What's wrong? Who messed with you?"

You Rui said angrily: "A bastard!"

Da Lin said: "Which bastard? And why did the bastard provoke you? Tell me and I will avenge you."

You Rui blurted out, "My roommate!" You Rui didn't want to say Xu Jin's name at first, but it felt like he was talking about all the roommates in this way. Thinking about it, it was a bit inappropriate, so he changed his words: "Xu Jin That bastard!"

Da Lin approached him and said nervously, "What's wrong with him? He didn't attack you, did he?"

"Next, start? What kind of move?"

Da Lin watched the two of them ponder for a few seconds, then said seriously, "I'll tell you something."

Seeing Da Lin's nervous appearance, You Rui also became nervous, but Li Zhen looked like he was watching a show.

Li Zhen: "Speak."

Da Lin glanced around, as if he was confirming something, then lowered his head and approached them in a low voice, "I heard..."

Da Lin's tone made the atmosphere inexplicably tense, even Li Zhen was a little nervous, not to mention You Rui, his brows were already wrinkled.

Da Lin was about to continue talking, when the whistle outside suddenly sounded, it was the whistle of emergency assembly.

The three of them glanced at each other, they didn't care about what they hadn't finished talking, they left the dinner plate and ran away with the group.

You Rui ran to ask Da Lin: "Da Lin, what did you want to say just now?"

Da Lin panted, "Let's talk about it next time, it's important to save your life first!"

Li Zhen, who was running ahead, turned his head and said, "What are you two talking about! Hurry up!"

The topic was interrupted by the emergency whistle. Until later, You Rui didn't know what Da Lin wanted to tell them.

Today's training ended earlier than usual, and it was not time to go to bed. Because he didn't want to go back and face Xu Jin, You Rui went to Li Zhen's dormitory, which was actually next to their dormitory.

Li Zhen slept on the lower bunk, and You Rui was lying on his bed, leaning on the quilt and flipping through the novel Li Zhen put beside his pillow.

After hearing a lot from You Rui just now, Li Zhen understood the contradiction between You Rui and Xu Jin.While hanging the towel, he said to You Rui: "People will have conflicts when getting along with each other, don't worry about everything so much."

You Rui closed the book and sighed, "I can't tell." You Rui felt that his mood was very complicated, and he felt that his emotions seemed to be being led away by Xu Jin.

When you can't control your emotions, you will become very irritable.

Li Zhen only thought that he still hated Xu Jin so much. As a good friend, he comforted him: "A person has both advantages and disadvantages, just like you hate Xu Jin's shortcomings, but in fact he also has advantages."

"Tch, what advantages does he have?" You Rui said disdainfully.

"Don't forget, after you got drunk on the graduation party, he sent you back! So..."

"What?" You Rui grabbed Li Zhen who was sitting by the bed.

Li Zhen looked back at him.

You Rui asked: "You said that after I was drunk that day, he was the one who sent me back?"

Li Zhen was surprised, "You don't know?"

"I'm drunk and no one told me!"

Li Zhen patted his forehead, "Ah, I thought Da Lin told you. I drank too much that day, and Da Lin sent me back. Da Lin said, you said that day that you were going to your brother's house , he had already planned to send us there one by one, but Da Lin pulled you and you just refused to go with him. Fortunately, Xu Jin took the initiative to stand up and said that he could send you back on the way. You didn't even know that you Lie on Xu Jin's back like an octopus, drooling all over the floor."

So the tall, handsome and strong man his brother said was Xu Jin?

wrong!and many more!

"Chapter, octopus? Drooling?"

Li Zhen waved his hand, "It's not what I said, it's Da Lin's original words."

...Da Lin that bastard!

Seeing You Rui's anger, Li Zhen couldn't help laughing, and stretched out his hand to rub You Rui's hair, "So, don't hate him so much, if you have a chance, please say thank you."

You Rui lowered his head and whispered, "Got it."

No matter what You Rui thinks, he can't imagine that Xu Jin will take the initiative to treat him well and send him back.

He doesn't even care about talking to him, so how could he be so kind to himself?

Thinking of a possibility, You Rui's scalp suddenly tightened.

Shouldn't...

Could it be that because he didn't thank him, he felt that he was a rude person, and then he didn't want to help himself anymore?Even hate yourself?

Could it be that the person who was wrong at the beginning was actually himself?

Having figured it out, You Rui's eyes darkened, as if the sky had fallen.

"You Rui, hurry up and wash up, the instructor will come to round the room later."

You Rui was brought back to his thoughts by Wang Zeming's voice, and he had already walked into the dormitory before he knew it.

"Oh, um."

Everyone in the dormitory has basically gone to bed, and You Rui picked up the washbasin and towels to wash up.

Sprinkling cold water on his face, the sense of self-blame slowly crawled out from the bottom of You Rui's heart.You Rui always feels that he feels a little guilty towards Xu Jin. Xu Jin is someone who helped him, but it’s fine if he doesn’t thank him. He also had the idea of ​​staying away from him and not wanting to have anything to do with him. Such a self It seems like the snake in the farmer and the snake, ungrateful to the extreme.

"Alas..." After washing his face, You Rui sighed, carrying the basin weakly and walking back to the dormitory.

As soon as the door of the dormitory was opened, You Rui, who was standing at the door, froze before he had time to step in.

Before going to bed, a group of people in the boys' dormitory started chatting without knowing who started it first.

Most of the experiences that teenagers talk about in their lives are just the few years after they can remember or become sensible. Primary school is too long, and the deepest memory in my mind now is the time in junior high school.

"Do you often contact your junior high school classmates during the holidays?"

As soon as Wang Zeming asked this question, You Rui opened the door and heard it very obediently.

Now You Rui's emotions are being disturbed by his "junior high school classmates". Hearing this topic again, he just feels weak all over.

He walked in with his head drooping while listening to the discussion in the dormitory.

He put the washbasin back to its original position, placed the mouthwash tub, hung up the towel and went to bed. During this period, he didn't dare to look in Xu Jin's direction.

You Rui went to bed very lightly, covered the quilt and curled up in the bed, as if a heavy stone weighed on his heart, making him breathless.

"Xu Jin, what about you? Do you often contact your junior high school classmates during the holidays?"

Just as he was sad, when he heard Xu Jin's name again by surprise, You Rui's heart trembled suddenly, and his curled body tightened even more.

Xu Jin usually doesn't like to talk very much, but after Wang Zeming asked, he regretted it a bit. If Xu Jin didn't say a word like usual, he would be ashamed.

Just as Wang Zeming wanted to change the subject, he heard Xu Jin's answer.

"I don't communicate often." Xu Jin paused for a moment, and then added: "But if we meet on the road, at least we won't fail to recognize him."

Xu Jin answered unexpectedly. Seeing this, Wang Zeming didn't feel embarrassed anymore. Instead, he felt a little bit of face tainted on his face, and even the voice of the chat could be heard to be a little happy.

But at this time, You Rui's mood instantly fell into an unfathomable valley, shrouded in a haze.

Just now Xu Jin said that he would not fail to recognize his old classmate. He said it to himself on purpose, because he didn't recognize him that time when we met.

so sad……

You Rui pulled the quilt and tried his best to wrap himself tightly without leaving any gaps.

The author has something to say:

Thanks to "I won't be jealous" for the 30 bottles of nutrient solution!

Thanks to the little cuties who gave me 21 bottles of nutrient solution last month! (Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu I can't find the records of last month, I'm very sorry~)