do you lack a boyfriend

The night before the official competition, Xu Jin still suffered from insomnia, as if his head had been hollowed out by something.

Fortunately, the insomnia on the first day did not affect his performance, and he qualified directly to the finals.

For several days in a row, he couldn't think about anything other than the piano. During the finals, he looked at the audience and searched. There were his parents, but his grandmother wasn't there.

Xu Jin's thoughts began to wander, but when he thought of what his grandmother told him to focus on doing things, he immediately rearranged his thoughts.

Unsurprisingly, Xu Jin won the gold trophy.

When he returned to the hotel, he took the phone from his dad and was the first to dial his grandmother's number, but it was turned off.

There's no way his grandma would turn off her phone.

Xu Jin became upset for no reason. He called several times, but the phone was always turned off.

His father couldn't stand it anymore, and held down his hand holding the phone.

Xu Jin looked puzzled, "What's wrong?"

Xu Jin's mother turned around and wiped her tears, then walked up to Xu Jin, choked up and said, "Ah Jin, your grandma..."

Xu Jin frowned, "What's wrong with grandma?"

"She... died."

With a bang, Xu Jin seemed to hear the sound of his heart sinking into the bottom of the sea.

Chen Ran's sweet voice came from behind, she was running towards Xu Jin from a distance, but Xu Jin seemed to be unable to hear her.

Xu Jin was shaking his head, "What did you say?"

Xu Jin's father squeezed his eyes hard, "Your grandma... is gone."

Xu Jin clenched the gold cup in his hand.

How can it be?

How can it be?Obviously...she also said that she would come to watch her match...

The heart was hurting, but the voice was calm, "When did it happen?"

His father paused, "Half a month ago."

Xu Jin gritted his teeth, clenched his fists, and choked up, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?" If he could have known earlier, he would never have conducted any bullshit closed training.

But his grandmother is usually in such good health, how could she just leave?

His father sighed, "Ah Jin, you know how important this competition is. We don't want to tell you because we are afraid it will affect you."

"Don't want to affect me?" It was a high-sounding reason, Xu Jin tightened his hand holding the trophy, his eyes were sour, and he couldn't speak.

Xu Jin's mother said: "Ah Jin, we want to tell you after your game is over..."

"Do you know?" Xu Jin's eyes were red and filled with tears, "If you had told me earlier, I could at least see my grandma and talk to her. But now, what's the use of telling me now? People came to tell me after they left, and then kept saying that it was for my own good, for my own good, so as not to affect me, what would not affect me?"

Xu Jin raised the trophy, "Is it because I'm afraid that I won't be able to get this?" He stared fiercely at the two people in front of him, and shouted, "Whether this thing is useful to me or to you, you know in your own hearts!"

Chen Ran had never seen the usually gentle brother Jin get angry so much, and he shrank away in fright.

"What are you talking about, kid? We are thinking of you!" Xu Jin's father looked angry.

"Oh, think about me." Xu Jin held back his tears, and his black pupils became darker, "I didn't think about me before, but now I think about me, and then I chose not to tell when my dearest person passed away. Me. And the purpose is just for me to earn this cheap honor for you!"

"Xu Jin!" His father was too angry to speak.

"What? Did I say something wrong?" Xu Jin laughed sarcastically, "I always knew that what you want is not my son, but a son who can satisfy your vanity."

"No, Ah Jin." Xu Jin's mother shook her head.

Xu Jin raised the gold trophy in his hand, looked at the person in front of him, his eyes turned into deep eyes that didn't match his age, "This," he gritted his teeth, "here it is for you."

After all, he smashed the trophy in his hand to the ground.

"Then?"

Zhang Yao never imagined that Xu Jin, whom she met not long ago, would have such a past.She knew the pain of losing a loved one. To Xu Jin, his grandmother was like his only relative. She could understand the pain very well.

Chen Ran took the cigarette in Zhang Yao's hand again, "Brother Jin left the hotel alone, and I saw him again after that, and that was the last time we met. After that, he Completely gone, as if gone, until now."

When Chen Ran said this, she raised her head and tried to pour back her tears.

"What exactly happened?" Zhang Yao was a little curious, what did Xu Jin do to make Chen Ran, who had always been strong and confident, become like this.

"After Brother Jin left the hotel by himself that day, we couldn't find him everywhere. It took us two full days to find him in a small alley where almost no one passed by. He was injured all over his body. ...Hand..." Chen Ran choked, took a breath, and then continued: "Fingers are also broken in several places..."

"How could this be?"

"The better a person is, the easier it is to be targeted. It's just that in order to prevent accidents like this from happening, Brother Jin has a personal bodyguard with him, but that day, he left alone. When we chased him out, we had already found him. I can't see him anymore. Zhang Yao, do you know what a finger injury means to Brother Jin?"

"I know." Zhang Yao hugged Chen Ran, "Don't be sad, his situation is indeed very regrettable, but it has nothing to do with you fundamentally, so you don't have to blame yourself."

Chen Ran shook her head, "Zhang Yao, do you know... what it feels like to be betrayed by the person you trust the most?"

Zhang Yao looked at her puzzled.

"I am his closest and most trusted person besides grandma. How good we were before, he hates me now." Chen Ran wiped away tears, "I found out when grandma's illness broke out. "

Zhang Yao couldn't believe it, "What do you mean?"

Chen Ran looked at her, "Grandma was hospitalized, and I met Brother Jin during that time. I know how important grandma is to Brother Jin, but...but I'm still selfish, and I hope like my uncle and aunt. Brother Jin can play well without being affected by grandma's illness. After countless hesitations, I still didn't tell him. But at that time, I thought grandma could hold on for a while longer, but I didn't expect..."

Looking at Chen Ran who was already crying, Zhang Yao felt a little distressed, she understood, "Chen Ran, it's okay, it's all over."

Chen Ran leaned into Zhang Yao's arms, "If I knew that grandma was so seriously ill at that time, if I knew that he would never touch the piano again because of this, if I knew he would leave, then I would never have kept it from him. Abandoned by the person closest to me, betrayed by the person I trust the most, I know he won’t forgive me, and I don’t expect him to forgive me, I just want him to be happy, and that’s fine.”

"I know that everything will be fine, it will be."

The night sky was dim, the glowing stars were hidden behind dark clouds, and the school's football field was shrouded in darkness.

"Will it rain tomorrow?" You Rui looked at the gray sky and worried about tomorrow.

Xu Jin raised his head and asked, "Do you want it to rain or not?"

"Then you must stop. Tomorrow our club will be filming on the playground." You Rui turned his head to look at Xu Jin. Xu Jin raised his chin slightly and looked at the sky with an unsightly expression in his eyes. Understandable emotions, but inexplicably make people want to hug him.

I don't know if he was infected by the atmosphere, but You Rui really hugged Xu Jin and leaned his head on his back.

Xu Jin was stunned for a moment, and asked, "Why are you hugging me?"

You Rui leaned his head on his back and moved left and right, "I don't know, but my instinct tells me that you need a hug, hehe~"

Xu Jin smiled.

"Xu Jin, why do you have a scar on the back of your neck?" You Rui curiously stroked a scar about three centimeters long on the back of Xu Jin's neck and back, which seemed less obvious.

Xu Jin didn't take it seriously and said, "It's left from the fight."

"Fight?" You Rui looked surprised.

"It's not like you haven't seen me fight." Xu Jin answered easily.

You Rui blinked his eyes, it was true to say so.

You Rui touched the scar, "When did it happen?"

Xu Jin thought for a while, "Four or five years ago..."

"Does it still hurt?" You Rui felt distressed looking at it.

"Are you stupid? They say it was done five or six years ago."

You Rui sniffed, "I didn't expect that you are Brother Ran's nephew. I seem to have grown up with you all of a sudden."

"Don't think too much, they are not married."

You Rui snorted, "Sooner or later."

Thinking of this, You Rui paused, "...Xu Jin."

"Ok?"

"Who... do you like?"

The author has something to say: [Small Theater]

When Brother You Rui married Uncle Xu Jin:

You Rui: "Xu Jin, call me uncle quickly, call me quickly."

Xu Jin: "...Are you stupid?"

You Rui: "Just shout and let me listen."

Xu Jin: "Daughter-in-law."

You Rui: "I called it wrong, I called it wrong."