What about the brother who slept with his friend?

He stared closely at Xia Yichu's bright eyes, which were clear, pure, and the most beautiful eyes he had ever seen. At that moment, he really felt that Xia Yichu was very charming, very charming, in a trance, it seemed like a dream, He slowly put his face in front of Xia Yichu, he went to ask Xia Yichu's lips, he really wanted to hug Xia Yichu at this moment, he didn't want Xia Yichu to be so sad for someone who didn't know what it was.

Ren Yuyan's sudden approach made Xia Yichu stunned for a moment, Xia Yichu couldn't understand why Ren Yuyan suddenly acted so strangely, when he realized that Ren Yuyan wanted to kiss him, Xia Yichu was startled, he quickly stepped back and sat on the stool But behind him, he jumped into the air, staggered, and fell heavily to the ground, ignoring his aching head, he stood up quickly, and took a few steps back again and again.

Seeing Xia Yichu's terrified appearance, Ren Yuyan suddenly came to his senses. He was almost collapsed by his incomprehensible emotions, and suddenly wanted to ask Xia Yichu, but he didn't know why.

"I'm sorry." Ren Yuyan said quickly, he wanted to go to support Xia Yichu, but Xia Yichu hurriedly took a few steps back.

"Don't come over." Xia Yichu said.There was an imperceptible tremor in his voice.

Ren Yuyan was obviously also frightened by himself, a little at a loss, his hands and feet were flustered for a while, he didn't know what to do, it was really weird that he would make such a move for no reason, before that, his brain was absolutely He didn't give himself such an order, but when he saw the sadness on Xia Yichu's face inadvertently, he wanted to get close to him, he wanted to heal his wound, and then his body made such an action, he Guaranteed to be no less frightened than Xia Yichu.

"I didn't do it on purpose, I, I don't know why I did this." Ren Yuyan's voice was stuttering, his tongue seemed to be tied, and he couldn't speak.

"You're drunk." Xia Yichu returned to his usual calm appearance, pretending not to care.

"I'll go back first." Xia Yichu tore off Ren Yuyan's clothes, put him on the stool, ignored Ren Yuyan, turned around and left.

Ren Yuyan had no choice but to stay where he was, he didn't want Xia Yichu to leave like this, but after catching up, he didn't know what to say, what to do, maybe he should have sorted out this feeling a long time ago, if it wasn't because of himself Keep ignoring the existence of this feeling, and it will not cause you to be overwhelmed today.

Xia Yichu returned to his apartment, his heart seemed to be fleeing. In such a night, people tend to be lonely and full of melancholy. He sighed softly. Such a sigh seemed to echo in the open apartment. He wanted to go to the bathroom and wash his face with cold water to calm down, but he inadvertently saw two sets of toiletries on the sink in the bathroom. The other toothbrush that did not belong to him was Ren Yuhan's overnight stay here. Time stays, although Ren Yuhan is gone, but this house is full of traces of Ren Yuhan everywhere.

But everything is ironic. Originally, he mistook Ren Yuhan because he had Ren Yuyan in his heart, but now Ren Yuhan inadvertently occupies such a heavy position in his heart.

Tonight, everything that happened between Ren Yuyan and him was just an accident, an accident that will never be brought up again, he was surprised by everything Ren Yuyan did, why did Ren Yuyan behave like this to him for no reason, as a good Ren Yuyan My friend has been with me for so many years, and he is as sensitive as he is. He knows that Ren Yuyan will never be a homosexual. After all, as long as Ren Yuyan gave him a little hope that he could persevere, he would persevere. However, he had already given up on Ren Yuyan in his heart. , the moment Ren Yuyan decided to get married, he knew that all the romances he had imagined in his heart would be sealed in his heart and would never be mentioned again. Thin.

Love, for him, itself is dispensable.

Especially for such a special person like him, it is very difficult to meet the person he loves, and it is even more difficult for the person he loves to love a man, let alone happen to The man the loved one falls in love with is him.

He is not good at sorting out such complicated emotions.

At this moment, he wanted Ren Yuhan to be by his side and tell him how to go on.

Ever since Ren Yuhan left the country, there has been no news at all. Some people leave without any reason, but the sudden lack of contact is enough to explain everything. He and Ren Yuhan are not in the same circle. The circle of life is still sexual orientation, there is no overlap at all, but when two people stay together, they feel so tacit and relaxed. Ren Yuhan is the only one in front of him, and he doesn't need to build a high wall for himself. .

Xia Yichu just quietly looked at the pair of toothbrushes belonging to Ren Yuhan in front of him. He took out his mobile phone and looked at the number that he wanted to appear but never dialed.He put the phone to his ear, nervously listening to the ringtone on the other end of the phone, he felt his body was cold, he really missed Ren Yuhan, but did Ren Yuhan miss him?He couldn't bear his own sentimental loss, and he was afraid that Ren Yuhan would say goodbye in person.

During the time when Ren Yuhan didn't contact him, he had already thought about thousands of possibilities in his mind.

It's just that the phone on the other end just kept ringing, followed by a series of English spoken by a cold female voice, and then a series of beeping busy tones.

did not answer,

Xia Yichu let out a long sigh, then walked out of the bathroom wearily, as if making that phone call had already exhausted all his energy.

He slumped on the sofa, staring blankly at the white ceiling, he was afraid that one day he would become like this, he didn't have to wait for someone, he could be alone all his life, He used to really think so, but today, he feels very lonely, maybe because of the rising autumn wind, maybe because of Ren Yuyan's sudden behavior that he couldn't handle, which made him feel very depressed at the moment.

Suddenly, the cell phone turned on in the dark room, and then a clear cell phone ringing appeared in the silent night sky.Xia Yichu quickly sat up, grabbed his mobile phone on the table, and suddenly saw the name displayed on the mobile phone: Ren Yuhan.

Xia Yichu quickly picked up the phone and put it to his ear in a panic.

"Yi Chu," the deep voice on the other end of the phone softly called his name, at that moment, Xia Yichu felt his soul tremble.

"Yes." Xia Yichu replied.

For a long time, the two people on the phone did not make a sound, quietly feeling each other's existence.

"I miss you very much." After a long time, Xia Yichu finally opened his mouth. He never had to hide his heart in front of Ren Yuhan.

"Me too," Ren Yuhan said.