What about the brother who slept with his friend?

Xia Yichu really wanted to call Ren Yuhan, but he didn't know what to say, couldn't find a reason, couldn't find an excuse, he had always been on the passive side, all the decisions were made by Ren Yuhan, he just acquiesced That's all, maybe it's because he has been passive like this, and if he is suddenly asked to take the initiative, he will feel timid.

He looked at the recurring number in the phone, pressed out the call records between them, and looked at them one by one. All the calls were in answering mode. He only called Ren Yuhan on his own initiative once, maybe like him. People really don't deserve to be loved.

Sooner or later, he will kill himself.

My heart is always too proud, and too many emotions reappear in the entanglement, but it is of no benefit.

As soon as the off-duty time came, Ren Yuyan came over on time, and the other people in the store sent Xia Yichu away with a smile, and promised to improve the hygiene of the store and tidy up all kinds of hands.

At the end of summer, the last sultry heat is taken away, and the autumn wind is gradually rising.

In the autumn night, the weather is getting colder and the autumn wind is blowing, which makes people feel melancholy. Xia Yichu's clothes are a little thin, and he feels a little cold when walking in the wind.He is naturally afraid of the cold, lying in bed all winter basically can not keep warm, he is so difficult to survive winter after winter by himself.

He sighed lightly, and even breathed out a mouthful of mist. It seemed that the weather was really cold.

The barbecue booth looks a little deserted. People are reluctant to come out at night like this. The thick smoke from the barbecue does not give people a warm feeling. There are a few sparse tables on the street. The wind blows over , without any occlusion.

"Are you cold?" Ren Yuyan looked at Xia Yichu's thin shirt, Xia Yichu's fair face was a little pale, and his ears were a little red in the wind. Friends for many years, Ren Yuyan naturally knew that Xia Yichu couldn't bear the cold the most.

"A little bit." Xia Yichu nodded.

"Come on, put it on." Without saying a word, Ren Yuyan took off his coat and put it on Xia Yichu's body, and then only wore a summer T-shirt.

"No need." Xia Yichu quickly tore off his coat.

"Oh, don't be polite to me anymore. When did we become so estranged? Really." Ren Yuyan ordered a table of beer, usually the two of them seldom drink, but in this weather, Ren Yuhan I think beer goes well with skewers.

Xia Yichu knew Ren Yuyan's character, so he had no choice but to stop refusing. Putting on his coat, he began to feel a little warmer.

The two chattered all over the world, most of the time Xia Yichu didn't speak, just listened quietly, and then occasionally took a sip of beer, he never liked the taste of wine, it was too bitter and difficult to drink, but what Ren Yuyan said was right The weather does go well with beer.

"Xiao Xia, is there something on your mind recently?" After a long boring opening, Ren Yuyan got to the point.

"No." Xia Yichu said lightly, he never had too many emotional ups and downs when speaking, making it hard to guess.

"You're like a hedgehog, you always seem to have a lot of things on your mind." Ren Yuyan gulped down a glass of beer, and seeing that Xia Yichu still didn't say anything different from what he said, he sulked in his heart.

Xia Yichu didn't answer. He really had too many secrets as Ren Yuyan said. He didn't know where to start. He was afraid that his differences from others would be exposed to the sun, he was afraid of being discriminated against by others, and he was afraid of rumors. Rumors, so too often, he hides himself like this. He is a heavy armor to everyone, but only to Ren Yuhan.

Perhaps since the first meeting, he has already shown all his trump cards in front of Ren Yuhan, everything about him, all his secrets have been known to Ren Yuhan, he is transparent in front of Ren Yuhan, but just Because of this, he is relaxed in front of Ren Yuhan, he can say anything, do anything, or say nothing, do nothing, such a relaxed feeling can only be felt when facing Ren Yuhan Only then will there be.

Oh, why did you suddenly think of him again?

Xia Yichu also gulped down a large glass of beer in front of him.If Ren Yuhan doesn't contact him, then the relationship between them can really be a wordless ending. Adults never need to say goodbye so formally, and sometimes they are slowly alienated, you should understand.

"Is it not going well with your girlfriend?" Ren Yuyan asked tentatively.

Xia Yichu still didn't reply, after all he didn't know what to say, could it be that because the person with me is your brother, your brother hasn't contacted me since he left the country, I miss him very much?

Xia Yichu smiled wryly, sure enough, there are many things that are not suitable for talking to others.

"It's okay, women, there will always be, you are just dating for the first time, usually the first time you will fail, and you still met in a bar, you are not a good woman, it is better to split up. "Ren Yuyan said that when he played Truth or Dare last time, he guessed it. Since Xia Yichu also just started to be with that person, the first time it happened was in the bar recently. It must be because of being with that girl. We had a one-night stand and we got together by the way.

Ren Yuyan's reasoning is reasonable, but he may never know that the one-night stand with Xia Yichu is a man, and that man is also his brother.

Xia Yichu just drank silently, and soon, more than half of the beer on the table of the two of them was emptied, and there were beer bottles lying on the ground.

"Do you like her very much?" Ren Yuyan asked after a long time.

"Maybe." Xia Yichu said lightly, "I can't say I like him, and I can't say I don't like him, but I just miss him."

"Over the years, I have never heard of anyone you like." Ren Yuyan felt a little bitter in his heart, as if he had suddenly lost something he had been ignoring all along.

That's because I can't tell you anything.Xia Yichu said silently in his heart.

"He is the kind of person I have never met before." Xia Yichu said, maybe he should admit defeat and take the initiative to make a phone call.

He really misses Ren Yuhan.

"If you really like her, go and get her back." Ren Yuyan said, he found that he couldn't say these words, and felt awkward for a while, as if an emotion that had been neglected by him all this time gradually came to his heart , A feeling that he has never cared about, and has never figured out.

He looked at Xia Yichu, Xia Yichu's fair and delicate face was really good. All along, Ren Yuyan thought that Xia Yichu was very good-looking. Many people said that he was good-looking, but he felt that he was not as good as Xia Yichu's one-tenth , especially the unique temperament of Xia Yichu, which makes people feel as if they will never be able to figure it out, but also because of this sense of mystery, people want to peek into his heart even more.

Ren Yuyan likes staying with Xia Yichu very much, even though Xia Yichu always keeps silent, he already feels good as long as he looks at Xia Yichu quietly.

He and Xia Yichu should be better friends than good friends.

He didn't feel this way when he stayed with other friends. Xia Yichu has always made people want to cherish him, but it seems normal for a man to feel sorry for another man. He has always ignored it. He felt that Xia Yichu was different from anyone else, until he found out that Xia Yichu already had a girlfriend, he felt as if something had been taken away from him, especially Xia Yichu didn't talk to him like before. The feeling of deliberately keeping a distance from him made him feel even more melancholy, as if he had lost something.