What about the brother who slept with his friend?

Xia Yichu ignored them, but quietly stood in a corner, where everyone was fighting all the time.Xia Yichu has always disliked too loud music, the music seemed to shake his eardrums to the point of bursting, he looked at Ren Yuhan surrounded by the crowd from a distance, only to realize that the distance between them was so large, originally there was a gap between them. The distance is very far.When two people are together, they will not find any problems when they accommodate each other, especially when the two people have just confirmed their relationship, many problems are almost ignored and turned a blind eye. It was only when they appeared in front of everyone that he discovered that Ren Yuhan the distance between him and him.

The appearance of Ren Yuhan chatting and laughing happily with others is so out of tune with him. Xia Yichu believes that people like Ren Yuhan will become the focus of attention no matter where he goes. Even if it is a profession, Ren Yuhan is far away from him. A small baker, and Ren Yuhan is indeed an engineer working abroad, coupled with Ren Yuhan's outstanding appearance, there is nothing in him that is worth standing by Ren Yuhan's side.

Before, Xia Yichu had never felt so inferior.

Although he had heard Ren Yuyan mention that he had a very good brother before, but at that time he didn't think much about it. One day, he will become lovers with Ren Yuyan's legendary outstanding brother. Until today, Xia Yichu felt that everything was so unrealistic.

He admitted he was a little jealous.

It's a very bad sign that this relationship that I didn't expect much started to become serious, because once it's serious, there's no way to say goodbye gracefully.

"Why did you come here?"

When Xia Yichu was in a daze, a familiar deep voice rang in Xia Yichu's ears. When Xia Yichu raised his eyes, he saw Ren Yuhan's profound facial features appearing in front of him. As if Xinghe was in his eyes, Xia Yichu couldn't help being taken aback.

Realizing that he had lost his mind, he quickly shifted his eyes, the wind was blowing the broken hair on his forehead, and he felt that everything in front of him was unreal.

"What's wrong?" Ren Yuhan looked at Xia Yichu, Xia Yichu's usual indifferent face showed a trace of bewilderment, he habitually stretched out his palm, and lightly touched Xia Yichu's soft hair, he was slightly taller than Xia Yichu, and he easily touched it Xia Yichu's hair.

Xia Yichu was not used to the sudden intimacy. The moment Ren Yuhan's hand touched his hair, he quickly took two steps back, looking a little at a loss.Xia Yichu's sudden back made Ren Yuhan's hand freeze in the air, and after a few seconds, Ren Yuhan took his hand back.

"Why are you so out of touch today?" Ren Yuhan smiled, trying to resolve Xia Yichu's uneasiness.

"There are people here." Xia Yichu said.

"Isn't there someone else before? Aren't we together too?" Ren Yuhan said indifferently.

"That's different. We all know each other today. I don't want them to know that we are so close. Others will think about it." Xia Yichu said.

"What does it matter if you think about it blindly, we are already very close." Looking at Xia Yichu's hidden appearance, Ren Yuhan wanted to make their relationship public instead, he looked at the people who were playing around in the house Ren Yuyan suddenly felt a little depressed in his heart, and he couldn't help thinking too much, wondering if it was because of Ren Yuyan that Xia Yichu resisted being intimate in front of everyone.

"Are you afraid that everyone will know, or are you just afraid that my brother will know." He said, his deep voice had a hint of danger.

"No, I just feel that our current relationship is still not suitable for everyone to know." Xia Yichu said, he doesn't mind throwing out his single status to let everyone know that he already has a lover, but he really minds letting others know His lover is Ren Yuhan.On the one hand, it was indeed because of Ren Yuyan’s relationship. He couldn’t face Ren Yuyan well when he was with his good friend’s brother. After all, this society is still relatively unfriendly to homosexuals, but more reasons are In this relationship, he and Ren Yuhan are constantly trying and exploring. He doesn't want to look like a resentful woman after being abandoned one day, so it's better to leave a trace of dignity for himself at this time.

People who are cautious in their relationship are always just to protect themselves, and they will never pay more for their relationship than the other party.

Some people say that a person who always cares about gains and losses will never learn to love someone, indeed, he will never learn to love someone, he is too selfish.

He raised his eyes to look at Ren Yuhan, and the sharp eyes on Ren Yuhan pierced his heart like a knife.

Angrily, Ren Yuhan grabbed Xia Yichu's wrist and held it tightly. He was so jealous, but he couldn't say anything. After all, Xia Yichu had Ren Yuyan in his heart at the beginning, and he knew about it early on. Jealousy, it's too immature to make a fuss over a molehill.He can accept Xia Yichu's low-key handling and keep everyone from knowing about their relationship. He also understands Xia Yichu's concerns and Xia Yichu's character. What happened to Ren Yuyan, but now, in front of everyone, Xia Yichu always looks like he is afraid of him approaching, he feels angry inexplicably, and he can't control his emotions, even if he doesn't want to let his stingy heart guess , but it is still unavoidable to think that it is because of Ren Yuyan.

"I'm sorry." After a while, Ren Yuhan took a deep breath and said, he slowly put down Xia Yichu's hand.

"I respect your opinion. If you don't want anyone to know, then today, we are just strangers. I'm sorry to bother you." After Ren Yuhan finished speaking, he turned and walked in.

Xia Yichu had no intention of arguing with Ren Yuhan, they have only been together for a few days, and they have already started arguing, can they get better in the future?He just simply doesn't want anyone to know about their relationship. For so many years, he has worked so hard to hide the difference between him and others. Now there is someone who can stand by his side and share the burden with him. , and facing him together, to him, it is like finally getting a floating board on an endless sea, he wants to cherish this relationship, if it is made public, more rumors will come , All kinds of social pressure, he is not sure that the other party can withstand it, and he is even less sure that he has the courage to persevere.Different from Ren Yuhan's willful and free and easy, Ren Yuhan has always done whatever he wants, as if he has always been heterosexual, he can resolutely choose to be with him as a man, even if the relationship between the two is disclosed now, he believes that Xin Yuhan is also will not be afraid.

But he is afraid.