my girlfriend is dead

Xiaoxue, don't, don't come here, don't... The girl who was sleeping on the bed suddenly sat up, she was having that dream again!Xiao Ying sat up from the bed, went to the bathroom, washed her face with cold water, and threw herself on the sofa.

Ever since that incident happened, this nightmare has been with her, appearing from time to time to torment her.

Perhaps in other people's eyes, she really cared too much for Li Yingxue, or in other words, those concerns went beyond the scope of a friend. In the eyes of some people, they might feel that they had feelings for Li Yingxue that surpassed that of a friend.

In fact, it is not wrong to say so. Li Yingxue is a very, very important person to her, but this feeling is not love, and she has no so-called love for that child. She only has friendship and family affection for Li Yingxue .

More than anyone else, she hopes that the child will be happy, and she does not hope that the child will be hurt. This feeling is true. These are not just because of self-blame and guilt, but because she loves the kid's.

But it was also because of what happened that made her sensitive. As long as it was related to that child, she would easily lose her mind and become impulsive, just because she didn't want to It happened again.

Even though it has been so long, that incident is still as clear to her as if it happened yesterday. She clearly remembers what happened that summer that year.

That year, she was ten years old, she was just at the age of being lively, active and reckless. In addition, she was usually skinny and got close to some boys.

Moreover, the summer of that year was extremely hot, and the few of them who played well proposed to go swimming, but they were all children after all, and they had just learned how to swim not long ago, even if they wanted to go, it was only suitable for shallow water Play.

However, they were daring, but they put such warnings behind them and went to the beach without telling their families.

As the only sober person among them, Li Yingxue naturally tried her best to stop her, but in the end, she still couldn't stand her friend's entreaties. When the other party promised that she would not take risks, she agreed to go with her .

In Xiao Ying's impression, this should be the first time Li Yingxue went out without telling her family!And going out this time became the thing Xiao Ying regretted most in her life.

She and Li Yingxue grew up together, and the relationship between the two is so good that it can be said that they are one person. To Xiao Ying, Li Yingxue is the child of other people's family that parents often mention, and it is true, Li Yingxue is very good , gentle and considerate, well-behaved and obedient, completely different from her who is as skinny as a boy.

So she thought more than once, if it wasn't for her, if it wasn't for her willfulness, such a thing would not have happened.

That time, they were supposed to only play at the beach, but they swam into the deep sea because they got carried away, and this was fatal to her who had just learned how to swim and was not yet skilled.

When the sea water kept pouring into her mouth, when the breathable air became thinner and thinner, when her body sank to the bottom of the sea, when she no longer had the slightest strength to wave her arms, when her consciousness became blurred , when her world was about to fall into darkness, it was the child who stretched out his hand to her without hesitation.

When she could finally breathe fresh air, she realized how wonderful it is to be alive. However, the joy of seeing the light did not last long, and the arms that supported her suddenly lost their strength. The girl who got up slowly sank to the bottom of the sea.

At that time, if it wasn't for other people to call for help, maybe Li Yingxue would not be alive now, and she would be like a fool, watching her friend sink into the bottom of the sea, powerless, yes, like a fool Looking at her, there was no reaction at all.

Even after so many years, every time she thinks about this incident, she regrets it endlessly. Why at that time, she couldn't even reach out to her. She...was dominated by the fear of death!

But no matter what it is, it can't cover up the fact that she watched her friend sink into the bottom of the sea with her own eyes. Yes, she owes that child her life. This is a fact that no one can erase.

The author has something to say:

Originally I wanted to write Qian Mingyu’s side story from someone else’s perspective, but I couldn’t write the feeling I wanted, so I gave up, and the side story is over here, the next book, [Master, don’t move] I’m interested Friends, see you over there!Waving~ I love you guys!mwah