my girlfriend is dead

After the two of Mo Ran left, several of them also devoted themselves to intense reviewing, because they wanted to be admitted to the same university as the three of them.

Among the four of them, Xiao Ying seemed to be struggling extremely. In order to help her with tutoring, the three of them took turns to take turns. Therefore, during this period of time, the few of them had a very fulfilling life.

Of course, for Xiao Ying, this might be something she would never want to think about in the future.

"My God! The exam is finally over. As for the result, I can only resign myself to fate," Xiao Ying looked at the three of them with a melancholy look. During this period of time, she has had a hard time.

"Don't worry! You've worked so hard, it's fine, just have some confidence in yourself!" Ziyun patted Xiao Ying on the shoulder.

"Really?" Xiao Ying looked at Ziyun pitifully.

"Well," Ziyun smiled and nodded, "Besides, this time is just a preliminary test, not a formal test, so don't be too nervous."

"You bastard, I really don't know if you're comforting me or hitting me," Xiao Ying rolled her eyes at her.

Forget it, don't worry about it, let's wait for the results to come down safely!By the way, I have been on vacation for several days this time, what are your plans, go there to have fun and relax!Don't say you have to review! "

After the exam, I went to Li Yingxue's house for a few days. As for the reason, it was because of the proximity!

"Wait a minute," Qian Mingyu had no choice but to speak out, seeing the heated discussion among several people.

"What's the matter, do you have any fun places?" Xiao Ying asked.

"No, I might not be able to go with you, because I have something to go back to deal with," Qian Mingyu said, frowning slightly, looking rather distressed.

During this period of time, she could feel the breath of resentment every time, but after the other party wrote the name, it would be erased immediately, and this was not the first time.

But recently, because of the exam, she temporarily put this matter on hold. Now that the exam is over, she will naturally go to investigate to make this matter come to an end.

"You..." Xiao Ying glanced at Li Yingxue, then swallowed back the words that came to her mouth.

"Yu, what happened?" Li Yingxue asked worriedly.

"It's not difficult, it's just a little complicated, I need to go back, don't worry," Qian Mingyu hugged Li Yingxue, and whispered in her ear.

Li Yingxue bit her lip, and stretched out her arms to hug Qian Mingyu tightly. She knew that this person had a lot of secrets, and the other party didn't tell her because he didn't trust her, but just didn't want her to worry. She knew all of this.

However, she doesn't want this person to protect her like this. Even if it is pain, she wants to bear it with him!But she knew that she couldn't be so capricious, how could she make things difficult for this person who protected her so tenderly!

Although she is so eager to bear the pain with her, so eager to solve her problems by herself.

Xiao Ying and Ziyun looked at the two without speaking, but as time passed, Xiao Ying looked at Qian Mingyu, and dissatisfaction slowly crept into the corners of her eyes.

"Miss, supper is ready," the servant knocked on the door.

"I see, let's go down immediately," Li Yingxue replied. "Let's go eat first!" The girl calmed down and said with a smile.

Several people stood up, but did not speak in agreement.

Li Yingxue didn't say anything, she took Qian Mingyu and left.

"Xiaoying..." Ziyun walked to the door, looked back at her friend's thoughtful eyes, and called softly.

"Well, let's eat, let's go," said someone who withdrew his thoughts, full of energy as always.

This guy still loves to worry so much!Looking at Xiao Ying's back, Ziyun narrowed her eyes, but this is also her cuteness!The girl curled her mouth and caught up with her friend in front of her.

Turning over the previous scene, the few people had a supper happily. At least on the surface, they got along quite well.

"That, Qian Mingyu!" Xiao Ying knocked on her job, and frowned, as if thinking about how to speak.

"Miss, madam's call," the servant called.

"Ah! I'll be right there," Li Yingxue looked at the two worriedly, hesitated for a moment, and ran to answer the phone.

"I'm going to the bathroom," Ziyun stood up and said, she naturally knew that Xiao Ying had something to say to Qian Mingyu.

"I know you have a lot of secrets, and I also know that everyone has some past events that they don't want to mention to others, and wounds that they don't want to show to others, but why?" After the two left, Xiao Ying asked.

"What do you want to ask?" Qian Mingyu looked at Xiao Ying coldly, her ice blue eyes were as cold as a doll without emotion.

"You should be very clear about what I want to ask, right?" Xiao Ying looked at her and said in the same cold voice.It seems that he has long been used to the indifference of the person opposite him.

Qian Mingyu pursed her lips. Of course she knew what the other party wanted to ask, but there were some things that she couldn't answer and didn't want to answer.

"Why don't you talk?" Xiao Ying asked, "I thought you were the one who could make Xiaoxue happy. I always thought it was right to hand Xiaoxue over to you."

"However, you have betrayed my trust. Now she has less and less smiles on her face, and her eyes are always full of worry and distress when she looks at you. Looking at your back, it is Full of gloom and loss."

"I know you love her very much, I know how you want to protect her, and I know you don't want her to be hurt, but do you know how selfish you are?"

"Do you know how much Xiaoxue wants to stand side by side with you, how much she wants to bear with you, whether it's pain or happiness, she wants to share it with you."

"But you are really selfish. You selfishly put her behind you, and let her see only your back. No matter how you chase her, what you leave her is always your back."

"You have never considered her mood. No matter how hard you try to catch up, you can't catch up with the figure in front of you. Do you know what kind of pain and despair it is?"

"You sealed yourself in the past and didn't allow anyone to get close. Then, what about Xiao Xue? She is the one you like! But, your heart has never been close to her."

"Qian Mingyu, how can you be so selfish and arrogant to help her make a decision, what Xiaoxue wants is not your protection at all, do you understand it!" Xiao Ying clenched her fists and desperately restrained himself.

Qian Mingyu lowered her head, unable to see the girl's expression clearly at this time, but her hand that was holding on to the clothes, because of her force, the originally white fingertips became bloodless.

Because she lowered her head, the people opposite could not see her pale, bloodless face.

"Xiaoyun," Li Yingxue's face was full of worry as she looked at her friend beside her.

"Don't worry, let's go there!" Ziyun patted her on the shoulder to express comfort.

The arrival of the two of them did not ease the atmosphere at the table, but made it seem more and more heavy.

After sitting down, Ziyun shook his head towards Li Yingxue, signaling her not to speak yet.

"I understand what you mean," Qian Mingyu finally let go of his hands clutching the hem of his clothes after an unknown amount of time, exhaled lightly, raised his head and looked at Xiao Ying and said. "I admit, I'm not a qualified lover," Qian Mingyu said in a self-deprecating tone.

"Yu..." Li Yingxue held her hand and called softly.

Qian Mingyu tightened her palms, and although she didn't turn her head, a gentle smile was already on the corner of her mouth.

"Maybe it's because I think too much and worry too much, so that I ignore Xue's mood. I have been stubborn to protect her, and I don't want her to worry about my affairs, but I have ignored her. Mood, Xue, I'm sorry."

"Yu..." Li Yingxue looked at the guilt and distress in the girl's eyes, and her eyes were wet.

"Don't cry," Qian Mingyu said softly, reaching out to caress her face.

"Then what are you going to do?" Pursing her lips, Xiao Ying interrupted the tenderness between the two.

Putting down his hands and looking at the girl opposite, although Qian Mingyu tried his best to endure, the corners of his mouth still twitched a few times, "The past is a burden that I will never be able to get rid of."

"Why?" Looking at her, Xiao Ying blurted out.

"Because... that's the reason I've survived," the girl's voice was silent and sad.

The three of them were silent, looking at the girl's empty eyes, Xiao Ying bit her lip, hesitated for a moment, but still didn't say anything.

Li Yingxue blinked her eyes, opened her arms and hugged the person around her tightly, sucked her nose, and forced back the tears in her eyes.

Qian Mingyu tightened her arms, her chest felt tight, and she made this person sad again.