my girlfriend is dead

"Zimo, come on, take the medicine first," Mo Yan said softly, seeing the three of them stalemate, sitting on the bedside with the medicine, looking at Ling Zimo.

Ling Zimo looked up at her, pursed his lips, took the medicine in the other's hand, raised his head and put the medicine into his mouth, drank a few mouthfuls of water, swallowed the medicine, and let out a long breath.

I don't know if it was because she talked too much, but she looked abnormally weak at this time, and she seemed to be quite seriously ill.

"You look very bad. We won't disturb your rest. We will go back today. If I have time, I will come to disturb you again," Qian Mingyu said when he saw the other party's weak appearance.

"I'm fine, you don't need to worry about me," Ling Zimo shook his head, as if telling the two of them that her body was not in the way.

Seeing the other party's brave look, Mo Yan frowned, opened his mouth, and seemed to want to say something, but forcibly held back.

"Sister Zimo, don't be brave. You look really bad. We'll come to see you another day, so you can take a good rest. You don't have to blame yourself for what happened between the two of us."

"In any case, things have turned for the better, and sister Mo Yan is very worried about you," Li Yingxue glanced at Mo Yan.

Ling Zimo originally wanted to say something, but after hearing Li Yingxue's words and seeing the unconcealed worry in the eyes of the person beside him, she swallowed what she wanted to say. She could no longer let this person worry about her.

"In that case, then I won't keep you guys. You can come to us for anything in the future. This road is difficult to walk. I hope to see you at the end of the road." Both hands, Ling Zimo said with a smile.

Her head was dizzy, if it wasn't for the guilt towards the two of them supporting her, she might have fallen down long ago.

"Sister Mo Yan, you don't have to send us off, take good care of Sister Zimo, we'll see Sister Zimo tomorrow," Li Yingxue said, looking at Mo Yan who was about to get up.

"Be careful on the road," Mo Yan didn't insist, she was really worried about Ling Zimo.

Nodding to the two, before walking out of the room, Qian Mingyu looked back at Ling Zimo who was staring at them, hesitated, and said.

"Thank you," he said, ignoring Ling Zimo's stunned eyes, and led Li Yingxue to leave.

"Mo Yan, did you hear that? The child thanked me," Ling Zimo held his lover's hands, his lips trembling.

"Well, I heard," Mo Yan caressed her face, and kissed the corner of her mouth.

When this matter came to an end, she could breathe a sigh of relief. Since hearing the news of Qian Mingyu's transfer, Ling Zimo has been surrounded by self-blame and guilt.

Seeing her lover getting more and more haggard day by day, Mo Yan also suffered a lot, but she never comforted him, because she knew very well that these comforts were meaningless.

The arrival of Qian Mingyu and Li Yingxue today can be regarded as the stone in her heart has completely fallen to the ground.

In fact, when she heard that Qian Mingyu had transferred to another school, she felt a moment of panic in her heart.

Because she knew the reason why Ling Zimo helped Qian Mingyu, she was afraid that Ling Zimo would not be able to accept such a situation.

"Amo, tell me, am I being selfish? After seeing that Xiaoxue likes Qian Mingyu, after testing out Qian Mingyu's intentions, I gave this layer of window paper to the barrel without thinking about the consequences. broken."

"At first...".

"Zimo, I love you, so don't think about the past, okay, now we have each other, we are very happy, aren't we?"

"No matter what decision you made at the beginning, but now, you have returned to my side, haven't you?"

"Now we are very happy, very happy, isn't this what we have been pursuing? The past has passed, we have to look forward, don't we?"

"As for the matter between those two children," Mo Yan paused before opening his mouth.

"They are different from us, so they will not go through what we have experienced. They are braver than us, so their path will be more determined than ours."

"Well," Ling Zimo buried his face in Mo Yan's arms, his voice muffled, as if he was crying.

Mo Yan's hands tightened, Ling Zimo kept blaming himself for what happened at the beginning, complaining that he was not brave enough, which caused her to suffer a lot.

However, for Mo Yan, she was the one who was not brave enough back then.

Therefore, after seeing Ling Zimo's intentions, even though she knew it was wrong to do so, she still did not stop Ling Zimo.

Because she didn't want this person to live in guilt towards her anymore, she acquiesced in the other's behavior.

In the world of love, people are selfish, but she just doesn't want to let her lover suffer from pain.

"Mo Yan, I love you," Ling Zimo said softly, hugging the other's waist tightly.

At the beginning, it was because of her repeated concessions that she almost lost this person, but it was also because of this that she understood how important Mo Yan was to her.

Even if they were together in the end, for Ling Zimo, what happened at that time was still something she didn't want to recall. For her, it was a nightmare, a nightmare that made her collapse.

So after seeing Qian Mingyu's repeated evasions, let her see her own shadow from the other party's body.

That's why she intervened between the two of them without any thought. She hoped that Qian Mingyu could make a different choice from her.

But Qian Mingyu's choice made her almost collapse, because the other party's choice was exactly the same as her choice back then, choosing to escape.

But she should be glad that Qian Mingyu is not her, and Li Yingxue is not Mo Yan.

Therefore, the painful memories that happened between them did not repeat themselves on them.

People are like this. After making a choice that makes you regret it, you will always think about saving and making up, and you will think about it.

If I hadn't made such a choice at the beginning, would such memories be gone.

But one day, when we see our own shadow in a person, when we see that they are upset about the same thing, we will have an impulse.

If she had made another choice back then, everything would have changed.

Once the impulse arises, it is not so easy to eliminate, and in their minds, there is only one thing, to make a new choice.

What they want to see is just different choices and different results from their original ones.

Good results, regrets that she did not choose, can be realized in her.

Walking out of the small clinic, Qian Mingyu turned her head and glanced behind her. The reason why Ling Zimo said those words to her, after seeing the interaction between the two people today, she understood.

She didn't know what happened between those two people, and what they went through to get to today. She was not interested in knowing these things.

But for Ling Zimo, she was grateful. It was because of what Ling Zimo said to her that she did not miss Li Yingxue.

She had to admit that Ling Zimo's words were the real reason why she didn't leave.

Happiness is to be won by oneself, so she wants to give herself a chance, a chance to seize happiness, a chance to hold on to the light.

She doesn't know whether such a choice is right or wrong, but she doesn't regret the choice she made, no matter what price she has to pay in the future, as long as she can stay by this person's side, she can, give up all.

"Yu, what's the matter?" Seeing Qian Mingyu stop, Li Yingxue had some doubts in her eyes.

"It's nothing, you're hungry! Let's go eat something first!" Qian Mingyu looked at her with a soft smile.

"Yes," Li Yingxue nodded.

"Xue, let me take you back!" Qian Mingyu said when she saw Li Yingxue put down her chopsticks.

"Hey," Li Yingxue blinked, looking at the other party with hurt eyes. They just confirmed their relationship today, and Qian Mingyu asked her to leave in such a hurry. The other party's behavior made Li Yingxue a little uneasy.

"Xue, don't think about it," Qian Mingyu reached out and patted her head, "You look very tired. You must have not had a good rest during this time."

"So, you go home early today, have a good rest, keep your spirits up, and let's go on a date tomorrow!"

"Yu," Li Yingxue froze for a moment, then slowly blushed.

"Let's go," Qian Mingyu said with a smile, taking Li Yingxue's hand.

"Well," Li Yingxue nodded obediently, looking at the other party's gentle smiling face.

"Xue, remember to rest well and stop thinking about it," Qian Mingyu let go of her after kissing Li Yingxue's forehead.

"Well, I'll take a good rest, so don't worry about me, go to bed early when you get back! Your complexion is very bad," Li Yingxue touched her face with some distress.

"Well, go, tomorrow we will meet at the place where we met you before," Qian Mingyu patted her on the head.

"Okay," Li Yingxue walked into the house after taking a last look at the figure standing not far away.

Only when Li Yingxue was no longer in sight, did Qian Mingyu turn around and leave.

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