my girlfriend is dead

"Zimo is resting upstairs, you guys come with me," Mo Yan said, putting away his emotions.

The two nodded and followed behind her.

"Mo Yan, are you back?" Hearing the sound of pushing the door, Ling Zimo's voice also sounded, but her voice sounded a little weak, presumably she was sick.

"Lie down obediently and don't move around," Mo Yan replied, and walked quickly towards the inner room.

The two of Qian Mingyu looked at each other, hesitated for a moment, and then followed.

"Zimo, someone came to see you today," Mo Yan pushed open the door when he saw the two of them following.

"Who is it?" Ling Zimo looked behind her suspiciously, "It's you." Seeing the girl in black walking in, Ling Zimo sat up abruptly.

But maybe she was too excited, she coughed loudly.

"I told you to lie down obediently," Mo Yan stepped forward quickly and gently followed her back. Although she was complaining, her tone was very gentle.

"Sister Ling, drink some hot water," Li Yingxue looked around, poured a cup of hot water and handed it over.

"Thank you." After taking a sip of hot water from the water cup, Ling Zimo regained his composure. Looking at the expressionless girl in black standing beside him, Ling Zimo's expression was a bit complicated, "They said you transferred schools. "

"Well, at least there is no plan to go back to school, Qian Mingyu said.

"Did you make such a decision because of what I said?" Ling Zimo asked.

"This matter has nothing to do with you. I will make such a decision. It has nothing to do with you. Before that, I already had this plan," Qian Mingyu said after glancing at Li Yingxue.

She didn't say this to comfort the other party, because from the very beginning, she had been avoiding any closer contact with Li Yingxue.

"Yu," Li Yingxue reached out and grabbed the corner of the other party's clothes, looking a little uneasy.

Holding the hand that was holding the corner of her clothes, Qian Mingyu gave her a reassuring look. Now that they have expressed their hearts to each other, this person is the happiness she vowed to grasp, how could she let go again? .

"You..." Ling Zimo raised his eyebrows in surprise when he saw the clasped fingers of the two.

"Just like you thought, we are together," Qian Mingyu let go of Li Yingxue's hand, and pulled Li Yingxue into his arms.

Falling into each other's warm embrace, the temperature on Li Yingxue's face rose rapidly. Although she was very shy, she did not break free from Qian Mingyu's embrace.

This is the first time Qian Mingyu explained their relationship to outsiders, without any concealment, she just told others that she is the one she likes.

Her bravery, her courage, made her feel heartwarming and touched, and she liked this person.

Therefore, no matter what they will face in the future, she will go on with this person, because "she loves her".

"I'm really relieved to see you like this. After hearing Xiaoying say that you transferred and left, I really blamed myself."

"I don't know the real reason why you left, but it is undeniable that you made this decision after listening to what I said."

"In the beginning, I would have such thoughts, just to help you recognize your true heart and what you want to know."

"At the beginning, I thought you didn't know Xiaoxue's feelings for you at all. I thought you thought she only had friendship with you, so I wanted to push you."

"I think, as long as you know that the other person has the same feelings for you, you will have the courage to take that step."

"However, I never thought that you would choose to leave after hearing what I said. I don't know why you made such a choice."

"But it's also because of your choice that I understand that it's not that you don't know what kind of feelings Xiaoxue has for you."

"You are very clear, but you have never had the courage to approach. I thought that I was helping you by pushing you, but I didn't expect that my intervention would push you further away."

"I'm sorry for this, because my meddling has caused you to suffer too much pain, especially Xiaoxue. Your departure has hit her hard."

"I can't imagine how she came here when she learned of your departure, but I know she must be in pain."

"Because I have experienced such pain, I know very well how cruel this result is for her."

"I put my experience and experience on you, thinking that as long as you recognize what you have been avoiding, you will be brave enough to pursue what you want."

"But after I learned that you transferred to another school, I realized how outrageously wrong I was. Emotional matters are not something that outsiders can intervene in, especially our feelings that are different from others."

"After all, everyone's situation is different. No one can dictate other people's feelings, but as someone who has experienced it, I still made such a mistake."

"Xiaoxue, I apologize to you for my previous recklessness. If I hadn't intervened, Qian Mingyu might not have transferred schools at all, and you would not have suffered so much because of her departure. I am really, very, very sorry. "

Ling Zimo looked at the two and lowered her head. After she learned that Qian Mingyu had left, this matter became her heartache.

She blamed herself and felt guilty, but it didn't help. Even if she wanted to apologize, but the other party had already left, her apology was meaningless, because she couldn't redeem anything.

Even though Li Yingxue didn't ask anything during this period, she couldn't pretend that nothing happened.

Today, the two appeared in front of her holding hands and told her that they were together. At this moment, she even wanted to cry.

"I'm sorry, no matter whether you resent me or not, no one can deny that I am responsible for this matter."

"Whether you have thought of leaving before or not, all of this happened after talking with me. That is to say, my intervention is the main reason for forcing you to leave."

"I am very clear that after the incident, it is useless to apologize and repent, but I still hope that you can accept my apology." Ling Zimo looked at the two of them, and said seriously and solemnly.

"Sister Zimo," Li Yingxue glanced at Qian Mingyu, seeing that she had no intention of speaking, she hesitated before speaking.

"I don't know what you and Yu said before this, but Yu also said just now that she will make this decision and has nothing to do with you, so you don't need to worry about it at all. guilt and guilt."

"The most important thing is that it was because of Yu's departure that I figured out my feelings and what kind of feelings I had for her."

"So, without sister Zimo's intervention, Yu might not have left the school, but I may not understand until now what kind of feelings I have for Yu."

"Maybe until today, I still think that I like Yu just as an ordinary friend. Maybe until now, I'm still working hard on how to become friends with her."

"Perhaps, after a long, long time, I will figure out my true feelings for Yu, but by that time, it will be too late, because by that time, I will have missed it, too much."

Qian Mingyu pursed her lips and tightened the hand she was holding. Just as Li Yingxue said, without Ling Zimo's intervention, she might not be able to make up her mind to leave Li Yingxue at all.

Because the desire for light would make her subconsciously want to stay by her side, and the impulse in her heart would make her unable to make up her mind to leave Li Yingxue.

If it weren't for what Ling Zimo said to her, and if the other party hadn't clearly pointed out, what she did had already hurt Li Yingxue.

So until this moment, she may still be hurting this kind and gentle child unconsciously.

Therefore, Ling Zimo's intervention was like a sharp knife piercing her heart, but it also gave her great courage, the courage to leave Li Yingxue, and the courage to accept the other party.

It was precisely because of what Ling Zimo said that she accepted Li Yingxue, because she didn't want this person to be sad again because of her deliberately avoiding him.

It is even more because she wants to hold firmly in her hands the light she has been longing for for a long time. Can a person like her really have happiness?

All worries and struggles disappeared the moment Li Yingxue said "I love you". She liked this person, and she knew this better than anyone else.

She didn't want the other person's face to be shadowed, especially after knowing that she made this person look like that, she even wanted to kill herself.

If you like someone, don't you want to make the other person happy?But her existence only brought pain to the other party.

Therefore, she chose to leave because she felt that she, who was covered in darkness, was not qualified to stand by her side.

However, when that person gave her this qualification, she also wanted to hold it firmly in her hands.

Just like what Ling Zimo said, she knew exactly what Li Yingxue had in mind for her, and it was precisely because she knew that she had no choice but to leave.

But when Li Yingxue figured out her thoughts and bravely confessed to her, she knew that she couldn't escape.

So at this point, she is very grateful to Ling Zimo. If it wasn't for the other party's intervention, she might have already escaped from this person because of fear and fear, far away, to a place where the other party could not find him.

Because she knew better than anyone else that she was afraid of having too much contact with this person as much as she liked Li Yingxue.

Even though she felt that Li Yingxue liked her somewhat, in fact, in her heart, she had no confidence at all, but Ling Zimo's words could be said to be a reassurance for her.

It was precisely because of this reassurance that she did not leave the city or the country completely, because, deep in her heart, she still had expectations.