my girlfriend is dead

"Help me, save, save me!"

"Save you, haha! Idiot, no one can save you, no one will save you, go on your way obediently! I will take good care of everything about you, hahahahahaha!"

"Why, why did you do this kind of thing, why?" Looking at the distorted face under the firelight, all she could do was murmur unconsciously.

Hearing the screams of the people around her, all she could do was cry silently.

Accompanied by her, there is also endless regret, the fire in her memory is constantly burning, as if it will never go out, like the red nightmare that enveloped her, haunting her all the time, always... ....

ah!Sitting up suddenly from the bed, rubbing the cold sweat on her head, the girl let out a long breath.

It's been three months, it's been three full months, but to her, everything is as clear as if it just happened yesterday.

That fire took the lives of her relatives and everything around her, but left her alone in this world.

In such a fire, it is impossible for anyone to survive, but she survived miraculously.

Some people say that she sold her soul to the devil in exchange for this life, so everyone is afraid to avoid her, even if they have a little bit of involvement with her.

She doesn't care about these, she doesn't care that others avoid her like they are avoiding demons.

But, she hates it so much!No one knew that the fire was not an accident at all, but man-made. The person who caused her to lose everything most important in her life was still alive.

However, she couldn't do anything. She had no evidence to prove that all of this was done by that person, and she was even less able to avenge her family.

After that fire, she was like a wandering soul who lost her soul, wandering in the world blankly.

Who is to blame?Blame this cruel world?Or the demon with distorted face in the fire, or the human being whose heart has been distorted by desire.

hate it?She didn't know that the muddle-headed days had made her unable to distinguish between reality and illusion, and she was even more unclear about what was supporting her to live.

Is it hate?She didn't know if she, who lived in a daze every day, still remembered the engraved hatred and the screams that lingered in her ears.

After that fire, she couldn't think anymore, and she couldn't trust anyone anymore.

She originally thought that everything would go on like this, but she never thought that one day, she would be able to slay the enemy with her own hands, and use that person's blood to sacrifice the soul of the dead.

And all of this started from that moment, her fate, including the fate of others, all changed at that moment...

"Hate? Hate? Hate the one who made you lose everything and still live?"

This voice sounded in her mind so abruptly, she was attracted by the content of this voice before she had time to be surprised or puzzled.

hate it?The fire burned before his eyes again, and the screams of the crowd echoed in his ears again.

From the moment she survived, she was suffering from pain all the time. As soon as she closed her eyes, that scene kept replaying in her mind.

The person who made her lose everything, that face in the fire, laughing and distorted.

Because of her, she brought back a disaster for her family, it was her, she destroyed her own home with her own hands.

hate it?Who should I hate?hate yourself?hate that person?I still hate this tricky fate.

Everything that happened three years ago was caused by her alone!

"You are not wrong. Even if you brought that person back, you can't be blamed. Many times, we have no way to guess what we have experienced will look like in the next second."

"There are many things that we can't change at all. Even if we go back in time and go back to that time, I believe that your choice will not change, just like that person's choice will not change."

"In the final analysis, this is human nature. Because we are human, we will be tempted by various things."

"And when this kind of temptation continues to expand in the human heart, the human heart will be distorted. When the human heart is swallowed by darkness, they will lose their previous rationality and use whatever means to achieve their goals."

"why?"

"Why! Because human beings will never know how to be satisfied, because human desires will never stop."

"Humans are very strange creatures. They have a spirit of perseverance. This is the advantage of human beings, and it is also the sorrow and misfortune of human beings."

"You, do you want revenge? Do you want the person who killed your family to atone for his crime?" The young man's voice was seductive, as if he would be lured into it if he didn't pay attention.

"Who are you, no, or what are you? Since just now, you have been talking about human beings. Aren't you human?" Looking at the young man standing in front of the window, she said.

"It used to be, but not now," the boy said. "My name is Ming. I am burdened with sin and karma. I am not a human being."

"What's your purpose in coming to me," she asked, her eyes were empty, without the slightest focus, and her voice was calm without any ups and downs, like a lifeless puppet.

"Because you are the next successor, you are still alive, but you are living like a dead person," he said, with only red light flowing through his blood-colored pupils, making it difficult to see the emotions in those eyes clearly.

"You mean, I'm already a dead person!" She said in a calm voice, as if she was telling something that had nothing to do with her.

But those eyes that were originally lifeless were now stained with a little sadness.

"Yes, your life was already over in that fire," the boy said. "Now you are living in this world in another way."

"And today is the day when my term of office expires, so I'm here to find you."

"The next successor, are you willing to take over my job and become the next Ming?" The young man's voice was cold and calm, and he looked at the other party with a hint of expectation, and what? nothing.

"Successor? Work?" She asked, although her eyes were still empty, but her tone was filled with doubts.

"Because we bear heavy sins, because we bear too much karma, because we hate human beings from the bottom of our hearts, and even hate this world."

"That's why we stand in the world with such a posture, unacknowledged, unaccepted, and exist like "nothing"."

"And our job is to use our endless lives to pay for the sins we have carried, to eliminate resentment for others, and to bear new sins and new karma."

"Repeating the same thing, there is no end, and there will be no end, unless someone like you and me appears to take over this job."

"And then, it's the end of our lives," he said.In a calm tone, telling an almost cruel fact.

"What will happen to you if I don't take your job?" she asked.

"I will continue to work and wait for the next successor to emerge," he said.It seems to have become numb to it.

"Isn't today the day your term expires?" she asked, her tone tinged with doubt.

"If the successor is unwilling to take over this job, then my next term will also start at this moment, and continue the endless wait," he said.

"That is to say, there is no term expiry in this job at all, and all you need to wait for is someone with the same fate as you, right!" she asked.

"Yes," the boy nodded calmly.

"What will happen to me?" she asked.

"You will disappear and go to reincarnation," he said, "Leave this world and be liberated," the boy said with a sigh in his ice-cold voice, and his blood-colored pupils were also stained with shadows.

"And then?" she asked.

"The people you love so much will never be reincarnated, and they will suffer endless torture and pain in hell forever." From the boy's expression and voice, it is completely impossible to guess how serious what he said at this time. cruel.

"Ha!" The girl chuckled, "That means I have to take over this job."

"Because we are the ones who bear the sins, and we are the ones who must pay for it!" He said.

"I understand," the girl curled her lips, and her eyes, which were originally empty, regained a little expression.

"I will take over your job and use this endless life to atone for the sins I have borne."

"Taking this road will mean no return date, you, really?" he asked.

"I'm sure," she said.Since she started all of this, it is natural that she should also end it.

"Thank you for letting my endless life finally come to an end," the boy said with a smile.The originally blood-colored pupils slowly faded, turning blue like the sky.

"No, it's me who should say thank you, thank you for giving me a chance to redeem my sins," she said.Most importantly, it gave her the ability to revenge.

"We hate this world and reject this world. It has been hundreds of years since I have been engaged in this job. I can't count the number of days and nights. I can't remember how many times I have gone through."

"I have seen the ugly side of human nature, and I have also seen the most beautiful side of human beings. I have seen a lot and experienced a lot."

"In the beginning, with a heart that hated the world, I watched the world with cold eyes, but in the days to come, I always wavered."

"I often think, am I wrong, am I almost unable to go on, and now I can no longer be as unwavering as before."

"I'm tired, and I don't have the courage to go on anymore. Thank you for giving me a chance to escape."

"Thank you for giving me a chance to redeem my sins," the girl standing in front of the window said softly when she saw the boy disappear.

The bright window reflected the boy's appearance at this time, with long silver hair and blood-colored eyes, exactly the same as the boy before.

"Go well, and thank you!" I closed my eyes and looked at the dark night sky outside the window. The girl's blood-colored pupils were so red that it was shocking.

"That fire, it's time to put an end to it," the girl disappeared from the room at the same time the voice fell.

"Dad, you're back, how are things going," the boy asked.There is a light of expectation in the eyes.

"If things were really that easy, it wouldn't take so long without any results! What a bad luck."

"That kind of fire can't kill that girl. I never thought that the life of that dead girl would be so hard," said the man angrily, throwing the bag in his hand aside.

Hearing the man's words, the young man's face also became a little ugly. He has paid so much, but in the end he got nothing.

If that guy also died in that fire, then everything she owns now belongs to him.

"It was because of your greed that the fire was planned. My family members, servants, and hundreds of people from my family were all buried in the sea of ​​fire, just to satisfy your so-called selfish desires." A trembling voice sounded in the empty room.

"Who?" The two asked nervously and fearfully.No matter who it is, at such a time, it is impossible to keep calm!

"Ha! Three years ago, I planted the fruit with my own hands. Today, I will end it all," the girl said.Hatred climbed into the girl's eyes, making her originally blood-colored eyes look even more weird and terrifying.

"You, why are you here?" Looking at the figure coming out of the darkness, the young man seemed to have seen something extremely terrifying, and sat down on the ground with fear in his eyes.

"Yeah! Why am I here, this question, go ask those souls who died because of you! You guys, go to hell and repent!" the girl said coldly.The originally strange eyes seemed to be a little sad.

"No, I don't want to die, please, let me go!" The two people's miserable cry for help rang in their ears, but the girl didn't seem to hear it.

And this red fire is like the fire that will never go out in her life.

She knew that this nightmare would always haunt her, reminding her that she was a sinner.

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Is it useful to be cute and roll around for collection?All right!It's useless, then look at me so pitifully, cuties please accept it!If you like, poke the author's column, read the one and take the other, love you!Meme (≧▽≦)/