[Houyi] How to fall in love with the sun

Xie Xiaofei was lying anxiously on the kang at the moment, beside Fenghe who was breathing steadily, there was only an arm's distance between them, he could even feel the warm breath from Fenghe's body.His heart was beating fast, and in the silence of the night, the beating sound of his heart beating like a drum was very obvious. He quickly turned sideways, with his back facing Feng He.There are still scars left by the burning on the arm that day, and I can't help but feel the pain.

Hearing his muffled snort, Feng He also seemed to turn over. "Yesterday at Qiwu Mountain... I'm sorry." Feng He's voice was like a glass of intoxicating fine wine, low and clear.

"You don't need to apologize." Xie Xiaofei didn't expect Fenghe to apologize for that matter.No matter who it is, it's normal to act like that when they see an enemy they hate deeply.Fenghe no longer remembers the past, he only knows that a human being shot off his tail with a Xuanyuan bow, so this human being is his enemy.But now Fenghe... unexpectedly apologized to his enemy.

"Originally... I hurt you first, and I may continue to... continue to hurt you in the future." Xie Xiaofei's tone was a little low, "You should hate me."

Fenghe didn't speak. After a long time, Xie Xiaofei once thought he had fallen asleep, but he heard him softly say: "I think you are different from what they said."

Xie Xiaofei closed his eyes, his heart rippled.

Early the next morning, when Xie Xiaofei opened his eyes, Fenghe was no longer there.He turned over and got out of bed, thinking that Fenghe had gone elsewhere, but when he opened the door, he found that the sun was already in the sky.He stood at the door blankly thinking, after the whole day yesterday, did Fenghe's attitude towards him soften?Feeling better, it seems that the body has relaxed a lot. The part that was burned by Fenghe that day no longer hurts. He opened his clothes and checked, but found that the burnt scars were gone, and he was completely healed.

It was Fenghe who cured him.A warm feeling welled up in his heart, thinking of what he said last night, Xie Xiaofei desperately wanted to see Fenghe again.

But until the sun went down and the sky was covered with a black curtain, Fenghe still didn't appear.Xie Xiaofei was a little depressed. He went up the mountain yesterday because he met Fenghe and came back without cutting any firewood. The firewood at home was almost exhausted, so he had to cut it again tonight.In fact, taking the opportunity of chopping firewood, he wanted to try his luck to see if he could meet Fenghe again.

The tree he cut twice yesterday is still there, and Feng He fell from this tree yesterday, will he still be there today?Thinking about it, he waved his sickle and chopped it, but there was no movement in the treetops except for the rustling of leaves.He looked up for a long time again, but it was pitch black, and he didn't see the familiar figure.

Xie Xiaofei was a little frustrated, and the hand that swung the sickle was also weak.

"What are you looking for?" The voice behind him was gentle and playful.

Xie Xiaofei quickly threw down the sickle and turned around, only to see Feng He standing behind him with a smile on his face, crossing his chest with interest.

"I...I'm researching this tree!" Xie Xiaofei didn't even believe the reason for turning his feet away, so he had to change the topic in embarrassment, "Why are you here?"

Fenghe had a rare patience today: "This mountain is full of aura. I am tired of staying in Qiwu Mountain, so I will come here to rest." Fenghe did not expect that he would explain so much to Xie Xiaofei. I have come to this mountain to take a nap for a while, but it has never been so frequent.He seemed to be unable to control himself today, thinking of coming to this mountain to see if that foolish boy would continue to chop firewood yesterday.

In the end, that guy really came, and he looked around for a long time under the tree where he was perched yesterday, as if he was looking for him.Feng He actually wanted to laugh for no reason, he was very satisfied with the result.

Xie Xiaofei smiled awkwardly, picked up the sickle and said to Fenghe, "I'll chop wood."

Feng He nodded, and stood by to watch him chop.

"That..." Xie Xiaofei put down his sickle, wiped the sweat off his brow, and looked at Fenghe tentatively, "Today...do you want to go home for a while?"

Feng He concealed the joy in his heart without changing his face, deliberately hesitated for a moment, and then said: "It's fine, there is nothing important tonight."

So Xie Xiaofei didn't chop firewood again today, and led Fenghe home.

Hou Yiniang was not at home today, and said that the husband of the little sister in the next village had a heart disease and died, and she needed comfort at this moment.Invite Fenghe, he has to cook by himself.Xie Xiaofei regretted that he didn't study cooking carefully in the past, which made him look like a young master who didn't touch his fingers, and could only cook porridge at most.

After Anton Fenghe sat down to rest, Xie Xiaofei entered the kitchen with a dazed expression on his face, then... let's make porridge.Boiled a pot of white rice porridge, fished out a few red pickles in potherb from the vegetable jar, can't it be so chilling to eat?Fenghe had been waiting outside for a while, Xie Xiaofei was in a hurry, and caught a glimpse of a handful of small mushrooms picked yesterday in the corner, Xie Xiaofei was about to wash and fry it.Anyway, just add some salt to stir-fry, it shouldn't be difficult...

After waiting for about half an hour and not seeing Xie Xiaofei come out, Feng He was about to go to the kitchen to see what he was doing, but saw him holding a knife in one hand and pressing a bunch of mushrooms in the other, clumsily not knowing how to cut the knife.

Feng He thought it was funny, and grabbed the kitchen knife from his hand: "I'll do it."

So Xie Xiaofei stared dumbfounded at Feng and the flying knife, and a bunch of flat mushrooms instantly became even thin strips under his knife.I saw him skillfully pouring oil into the pan. After the oil was hot, he added the mushrooms and stir-fried them up and down with a shovel, with ease.Soon, a plate of sautéed small mushrooms with delicious flavor and color came out of the pan.

Feng He took a pair of chopsticks and handed them to Xie Xiaofei: "Try it."

After being enchanted, the two once cooked this dish in Qiwu Mountain.Although I was deceived by demons during that time, it is undeniable that it was really simple and happy.Fenghe washes his hands with soup every day, and these skills should have been cultivated at that time.But hasn't he forgotten his past?Why do you still cook?

While thinking about it, Xie Xiaofei tasted the fragrant mushrooms, which were moderately salty and chewy, and seemed to have a slight meaty aroma.The taste is exactly the same, Xie Xiaofei is full of praise: "Your craftsmanship is still as good as before!"

Feng He's hand holding the shovel stopped in the air.Suddenly realizing what he said, Xie Xiaofei quickly interrupted: "That... I mean, it's delicious!"

Feng He smiled, did not speak, and walked out with the tray.

The two sat at the dinner table, looking at each other silently.Or because he revealed too much of their common past, which made Fenghe sensitive.As far as Yu Fenghe is concerned, he is probably also curious about his real past. So many things have happened in the past, but he can't remember anything, just like a blank sheet of paper, he can only let others draw.

"This pickle is delicious with porridge." Feng He picked up a chopstick and buried it in the bowl.

"Yes." Xie Xiaofei smiled, you... used to love food too.

Feng He looked at him with burning eyes, as if he could see through the hesitation in his heart, like an innocent and curious child, he asked him seriously: "What was the relationship between us before?"

The chopsticks in Xie Xiaofei's hand almost fell.He didn't know whether it was panic, shock, or a kind of touch that came after suffering, and he didn't know how to answer Feng He.He obviously forgot everything, but still remembered how to cook; obviously those words and feelings have been thrown out of the sky, but the taste of eating has not changed; all the little things are obviously not connected, but he is sensitive to the difference past.

"It's nothing, we... used to be purely enemies." Xie Xiaofei bared his teeth, "but now... I think we are already friends."

Feng He frowned, not at all moved by his words, more like completely ignoring the second part of the sentence: "I know we are enemies, I mean other than this relationship, what else is there?"

Xie Xiaofei froze for a moment, then laughed: "What do you think?"

A trace of embarrassment suddenly appeared on Fenghe's face, and he turned away from him: "I just find it a bit strange, your mother is very kind to me, it seems that we often eat together, this is not the relationship that should exist between enemies."

"The most important thing is..." Feng He looked into his eyes, "I don't even hate you at all, and even...enjoy the time with you."

Xie Xiaofei's heart skipped a beat.He looked away in a panic, randomly picked up a chopsticks dish and stuffed it into his mouth, only to find that it was red porridge after he ate it, and he quickly took a big mouthful of porridge, which was so salty.With his face flushed, Xie Xiaofei said in a muffled voice, "I don't know either."

Feng He suddenly grabbed his wrist, his eyes were serious and determined: "We used to be very close, right?"

Xie Xiaofei felt that he couldn't help it, and couldn't help but want to tell him everything.Even if everything starts from scratch, their two parallel lines are still desperately trying to create an intersection.He sighed, and said slowly: "We... are indeed very close."

Xie Xiaofei's eyes are bright, like meteors full of hope in the sky: "We were in love once."

Feng He's eyes widened, and there was an expression on his face that had never appeared before, including shock, disbelief, and a trace of unspeakable relief.Xie Xiaofei smiled relieved, and continued to talk about the past that belonged to the two of them: "When I had to hurt you, I also fell in love with you. I shot you seven arrows one after another, and you suffered great damage because of these seven arrows. Falling into the magic way, losing memory, all of this... is caused by me. But I can't stop, but at the same time I love you deeply. I am in endless entanglement every day and night."

Feng He's eyes seemed to understand a thousand words, he looked at Xie Xiaofei, and said seriously: "Is the reason why you can't stop is to protect these human beings?"

"Yes, there are people in the world on one side, and the person I love on the other. If I want to choose to hurt one side, I really... have no choice."

Feng He curled the corners of his lips, his expression was as warm as a spring breeze: "I understand you."