[Houyi] How to fall in love with the sun

I looked through the window at the yard full of phoenix trees.In that courtyard lived the person whom I have admired for 3 years. He is independent from the world, and unlike other gods who can only flatter, he is always like a calm lake, quietly watching the world, and coming out. Silt but not stained.

Yesterday I met Hou Yi, he said he wanted my Qiqiao Linglong Heart, but I slapped it out with a fan.On the surface, I was furious, but actually I was suffering in my heart, because I knew that my life was finally coming to an end.

About 2 years ago, when I was not the empress of the Yu clan, I was just a little princess under the command of my parents. My father talked to me once.

He said: "When the giant god Pangu opened up the world, our Yu clan fell into chaos. It was God Nuwa and Emperor Fuxi who rescued us from the water and fire, so that our clan was reborn. As the heir to the throne of the Yu clan, you will not only be in charge of The entire tribe has more important things to do. You have to dedicate your seven-aperture exquisite heart to the common people in this world."

From that moment on, I knew that my life would one day come to such a grand end.I didn't tell anyone this secret, and I still pretended to be heartless, adored Fenghe, and spent every day as if it was my last.Even though my father warned me countless times to stay away from Fenghe, I still couldn't control myself.

Father said that Fenghe was a different kind of Yu clan, a nine-tailed phoenix that heaven and earth could not tolerate. He said that even though he was born noble, he still had an unruly and cruel nature. He was different from us.But where can I hear it?What's more, what Fenghe did was not what his father said at all. I even thought that my father used the heart of a villain to measure the belly of a gentleman.

I didn't see the real Fenghe until that day when Fenghe's nine-tailed seal was opened.

Because Fenghe's nine tails will give birth to nine suns that are exactly the same as his body, and ten days in the sky will definitely destroy the world created by the Pangu giant. Emperor Fuxi sealed his nine tails 3 years ago. up.I don't know what it was like when it was sealed, I only know that not long after, His Majesty the Emperor of Heaven, together with Feng He, put Emperor Fuxi under house arrest.

Emperor Fuxi was imprisoned on a small island in the middle of the East China Sea. There were few people there. It happened that I was flying over the East China Sea with itchy wings that day, but I caught a glimpse of Fenghe, whose seal had been lifted, confronting Fuxi on the island.I quietly disappeared and leaned over them.

I saw Fenghe's nine tails unfolding behind him, and each tail carried a gorgeous flame, burning blazingly, spectacularly and beautifully.The fire of the nine tails also quickly spread to the entire island, tightly surrounding Emperor Fuxi.

Emperor Fuxi was already old, he calmly faced the red flames rushing towards his face, his eyes were full of pity.

Fenghe was furious, I had never seen such an expression on his face: "Do you know how much I hate you? For more than 3 days and nights, I was like a pheasant, flying from east to west every day, Don’t dare to be angry, don’t dare to complain, and you can only swallow your anger without a tail. It’s all because of you! Because of your disgusting compassion! And those human beings who are like a puddle of mud!”

Fuxi looked at him, and his voice was like a clear spring: "Fenghe, you can hate me, but don't let hatred blind your heart. You and I are both ancient gods, so we should have the spirit of dedication to the common people. You have to know, We exist in this world not just to live, to create and save the world is our responsibility..."

"You don't want to coax me with these high-sounding principles!" Fenghe was full of anger, and the flames rose a little higher, "Now that my nine tails have been released, and you are also in prison, I want to see Look, what else do you have to save your humble humans!"

"Don't look down on human beings, they are the strongest and bravest creatures in the world." Fuxi smiled, "I don't need to save them this time, they have already learned to save themselves."

Feng He's expression changed, and he showed fierce eyes: "Okay, then I want to see how powerful your little mud man is! As long as one of them comes, I will kill one!"

Fuxi sighed: "Don't kill, or you will stray into the devil's path..."

Feng He raised the corners of his lips, smiling evilly and terrifyingly: "Don't worry, I will do it without anyone noticing, so that they don't even know why I died." After saying that, they flew away together with the raging flames.

I was full of astonishment, Feng He, who is gentle and refined, would say such words?Is this still the Fenghe who once advised me to put away my wings?Is it still Fenghe who smiled and turned into his original form to make me happy?

"Son, keep an eye on Fenghe, don't let him make another mistake!" Emperor Fuxi raised his head, looking solemnly at the direction I was flying.

He... saw me?I'm obviously invisible... After breaking through the secret, I hurriedly flapped my wings and left this place of right and wrong, without even thinking about the true meaning of Emperor Fuxi's words.

When I got back to Mount Qiwu, Fenghe would have already arrived.He was making tea in my room, and when he saw me coming in, he showed a gentle smile as usual: "Where did you go?"

My heart was beating fast, and I hesitated and said, "I went to enjoy the flowers with... and a few little sisters."

Feng He didn't ask any more questions, but greeted me to sit down: "This is a new tea made in Nanning. I remember you love this one, so I brought you some."

I looked up at him blankly, still unable to imagine that there was such a violent shadow behind such a careful and gentle Feng Hejun, I even forgot to say thank you.

Feng He only thought I was in a daze again, put the tea in front of me and left.I was in a trance for a few days, but I quickly forgot what I saw and heard that day, because Fenghe was as gentle and kind as ever, like a brother as always, tolerant of my unruliness and willfulness in every possible way.

I thought he would always be so tolerant, but he took the initiative to come to my door after I hurt Houyi.The expression on his face at this moment reminded me of the nine-tailed phoenix that day in the East China Sea.

His eyes were full of jumping flames, and I hid back in fear, only to hear him say: "Why did you hurt Houyi?"

It turned out to be for that mortal!The jealousy in my heart made me bolder, but my grievance turned into the same aggressive words as before: "I competed fairly with him, he just lost!"

If I could remember Donghai's entanglement earlier, I would definitely not challenge Fenghe's bottom line like this.I always thought this was the old Fenghe who was infinitely tolerant to me, so I was unscrupulous.Who knew that Feng He would be furious, he reached out and grabbed my collar, and threw me on the ground viciously: "He is a mortal, you are a god! How fair is the competition between you?"

I couldn't believe that Fenghe, who had always been soft-spoken to me, would actually hurt me. My eyes felt hot and I started to cry.What he said was even more unreasonable: "I've liked you for so long, how could I let him go first? It's his blessing that I didn't beat him to death today..."

This sentence seems to have completely angered Fenghe, the eyes he looked at me had long since lost any warmth and pity, but showed sharp murderous intent, he tied me tightly with his tongue of fire, forcing me to turn into a The original shape was burned by that flame for three days.

He left without looking back, and before he left, he still didn't forget to threaten me: "If you dare to hurt him again, I will never show you any mercy!"

Those three days were the longest three days of my life.My wings are burnt and my heart is burnt.The nine-tailed phoenix in the East China Sea finally overlapped with today's Fenghe. This is his original face, those tenderness, those kindness... are all his masks.My heart is ashamed, but I know that my mission has not been completed.

My father's words are still in my ears: "You must dedicate your exquisite heart with seven apertures for the sake of the common people in this world." Should I dedicate my heart to Hou Yi?

I have seen Fenghe clearly, he is indeed different from other gods, he is more vicious and terrifying than them.He seems to be willing to bear all the evil consequences, but he spares no effort to retaliate against human beings. He seems to be gentle to everyone, but if his bottom line is touched, all the previous feelings will disappear!

I gritted my teeth, I couldn't even believe Fenghe's love for Houyi...was it real, or just another disguise.I'm broken, but I can't let the mission that our race has guarded for generations fall apart.If this Hou Yi is really the one who saves himself, I will not hesitate to let him take my life.

So I pretended to forget the pain from the scar, and continued to pester Fenghe. I wanted to see if he was sincere or not to Houyi.

But Fenghe made it impossible for me to catch the slightest loophole.So I can only test Houyi.

I went to him with wine and told him about my miserable life with embellishments. Sure enough, he was moved.Finally, I resolutely said: "Don't you want my heart? Take it today!"

But Houyi's answer disappointed me greatly.He said he stopped shooting the sun!I looked at Fenghe, he might be very proud at the moment, he not only deceived me and everyone, but also deceived a mortal with such despicable means!

I must awaken this mortal!Only by luring him to kill me, only by letting him get my heart, can he continue his great career!I kept creating riots, but this mortal remained unwavering as if he had become determined after eating a weight.

Until Fenghe's eyes showed killing intent.

I looked at Fenghe, at this person whom I had admired for 3 years.I suddenly remembered the words of Emperor Fuxi: "Keep an eye on Fenghe, don't let him make mistakes again!" I suddenly realized, and finally understood Fuxi's intention.If Fenghe really killed a living being, it would be an irreparable karma forever.

After all, I still can't help him.Fenghe, although you hurt me, even though I hate you because of it, hatred is all born of love.You have pampered me so many times, the last time... let me pamper you.

I put away the wings, not letting him do it, I do it myself.

I killed myself and took out my seven-aperture exquisite heart.As a god born with a mission, I have finally returned to this land.I leave my last advice to the human beings that our clan has defended for generations: "The only thing you can trust in this world is yourself, those responsibilities that belong to you...you can't escape."

This is advice to him, and it is also an advice I bought with my life.