same return

Li Xun entered the emergency room again, and he didn't come out for a long time. The beeping sound of the electrocardiograph kept ringing, and he knew that this time, it might really... and he couldn't be saved...

After a long, long time, he heard the piercing long beep of the electrocardiograph, Li Xun stopped breathing, it was over, it was really over...

Mo Xu leaned against the door of the operating room, listened to the non-stop sharp voice behind him, slowly squatted down, hugged himself, there was a lot of noise around him, he didn't know what they were talking about, and it kept echoing in his mind In a word, it's over, everything is over, Li Xun is dead, and there will be no more Li Xun in the future...

He didn't know when he walked into the operating room. The person on the bed was lying quietly, but he was not breathing. He felt as if he had just come in and saw him, and he felt as if he had been standing here for a long time and had seen him. I have been with him for a long time, he used to be very healthy, but now when he died, he was so thin that he didn't cry loudly, he just felt very sad, sad, unable to control his tear glands, for the last During those painful days, perhaps for Li Xun, death was a kind of relief...

He knelt by the bed and buried his face in Li Xun's right hand. Li Xun's fingers were so emaciated that they seemed to have only bones left. Tears fell from the gaps between his fingers and wet the bed sheet. He complained: "Li Xun, You are too thin, it hurts my eyes..." No one answered him, and no one would answer him again, he couldn't help sobbing, calling that person's name over and over again, as if calling it too much, he just I will be reluctant to leave, and I will come back, but no matter how many times I call him, no miracle will happen...

He personally organized Li Xun's funeral and buried him with his own hands. There is a photo of Li Xun on the tombstone. Such vividness only exists in the photo...

He looked up, it was noon, the sun was just right, but Li Xun, I can only say to you, good night...

The world will not stop because of the death of anyone. Except for Mo Xu, the lives of others have not changed. Only Mo Xu, who is heartbroken every day, says that he can forget the pain when he is drunk, but why can't I forget it? , you let me live well, but how should I live well...?It's really... so difficult...

"Same Return" was started, and the filming was in full swing. Mo Xu's schedule was so full that he could barely find time for it. He thought that with such a full schedule, he wouldn't think of anything else, but he was wrong. That person exists. Everywhere in my life, there are traces of him everywhere, and I can't do it if I want to ignore it deliberately...

"Hey! Young man, you are here again!"

A... familiar voice, he looked up, it was the aunt from the vegetable market, he looked around, it was in the vegetable market, when did you come here?I don't know, but when I come back to my senses, I'm here...

"Why is it just you? Where's your friend? Why didn't you come with you?" Auntie turned her head to look, but she didn't see Li Xun who came with Mo Xu before, and said with some regret.

"He..." He clenched his fingers and forced a smile, "He's too busy to spend time with me..."

"Is that so... No wonder I haven't seen you for a long time. You young people, even if you work too hard, you should take care of your health!"

"Hmm..." He lowered his head and only responded softly.

"By the way, what kind of food do you want to buy this time?"

"...Anything, you can..."

Mo Xu looked at the bag in his hand, it was a mushroom... He didn't ask for it specifically, and he didn't want to buy anything at first, so he said whatever he wanted, and his aunt filled him with mushrooms, which was bought when he came with Li Xun past...

His vision was a bit blurred, he lay on the steering wheel, "It's all said and done, what kind of mushrooms are there..."

The TV series has been filmed for nearly a year, during which he also accepted other endorsement variety shows, and his popularity has returned to the peak again. The TV series that has been filmed for a year is also highly anticipated. Same thing.

Today is the last scene, and the actors and staff of the same crew are extremely excited. After all, the scene will be finished after the end. After a year of hard work, it is finally coming to an end.

Wearing broken armor, Mo Xu was covered in blood and his eyes were sharp, as if he was a general who had just returned from the battlefield. The last scene was in the courtyard of the harem. Under the leadership of the soldiers, he found that place. The dilapidated courtyard—

The woman in the courtyard looked at him with an unbelievable and joyful expression on her face, and the man in his memory also looked at him with an unbelievable expression on his face, his lips trembled a little, his eyes were slightly red, he gritted his teeth and tried to hold back his eyes. tears, he asked: "Would you still marry me?"

The woman on the opposite side smiled, and the man in his memory also smiled, and he seemed to hear him say again: "I hope the general will not give up."

"Cut! Pass! It's finished!!" The director in front of the camera excitedly announced the news that everyone was excited about. The whole crew cheered, only Mo Xu remained silent. The director stepped forward and patted him: "What's the matter?" Is it too deep into the drama? Come on, go to the side to take a rest and relax, this mentality must be adjusted, otherwise it will be easy to get depressed."

Mo Xu was taken to a quiet place next to him. He covered his eyes with his hand and sat alone. Xiaomi walked over worriedly, "Where's my cigarette?"

"Mr. Mo, you should stop smoking. You have been smoking too much recently. It hurts your health." Xiaomi stubbornly refused to give it to him.

"Where's my cigarette?" Mo Xu raised his head and looked straight at her, only asking repeatedly.

Xiaomi was in a stalemate with him for a while, but couldn't help but compromise, and gave him the cigarette, "Don't smoke so much..." She made the last struggle.

Mo Xu ignored her and smoked on his own. In the past year, Mo Xu has changed a lot. Maybe he has been following him and looking at him, so he has a special feeling. Now this is definitely not the good-tempered Mr. Mo before , the current Mo Xu, apart from absolutely not affecting the shooting, in private, smoking, drinking, being decadent, and being indifferent to others, the previous him would never have these problems, as if... he was punishing himself...

Without Li Xun, it's like losing the pillar of faith...

After Li Xun's cigarettes and alcohol were confiscated by him, he never threw them away, and locked them in a cabinet. He would buy a lot of these things every time. Although Li Xun also smoked, most of them were given away. He always only smoked one. He is also used to the taste of the brand. After Li Xun resigned, he didn't need these anymore. He kept them locked in the cabinet. After Li Xun passed away, he took them out again, but this time, he smoked them by himself...

"Returning Together" was finished. On the night of the finale, all the crew had a dinner together. Mo Xu said that he was not feeling well, so he didn't go. He asked his manager to invite him to accompany the directors for a meal this time. After explaining to the directors and leading actors, I said goodbye. The director asked him to pay attention to his health. He thanked him and left the crew. Xiaomi wanted to follow him, but he refused, saying that he wanted to be alone for a while. He drove home by himself, and the seat next to him was empty. Not long ago, there was someone there. When he got home, the room was empty, and there was no one there. He didn’t turn on the light, and sat on the bed alone in a daze. He took out a cigarette case from his pocket, opened it, and there was only one left. He froze for a while, then lit it, and it was the last one. He had smoked all the cigarettes left by Li Xun, and there were no more cigarettes left, "Heh..." He suddenly laughed, in the future?There is no future...

A cigarette was quickly exhausted, and he threw the cigarette butt into the ashtray until his hands were burned. He fell on the bed, stared blankly at the ceiling in the dark, and then slowly raised his hand to cover his heart, feeling the pain What should I do if I curl up my body?Li Xun, I miss you so much...

All the light on my body is proving to me that it was coated for me after exhausting Li Xun's life. These lights are too dazzling, each one is like a needle, which only pricks people. bruised and bruised...

You let me live well, I worked hard, very hard, but I found that I couldn't do it, I really couldn't do it...

I can't bear the days without you, one more day is torture, I miss you, miss you so much...

He sat up slowly, went to pour a glass of water with his bare feet, then opened the drawer in the bedside table, took out a bottle of medicine, and swallowed it in large quantities. Nausea and nausea, he covered his mouth, lying on the bed panting, Li Xun's photo stood on the bedside, he looked at the photo with the light from the outside, Li Xun in the photo folded his hands, praying devoutly, gentle His smile is the same as before, that is, he took a photo of him under the Bodhi tree in the Great Bodhi Temple, he reached out and took the photo, holding it in his arms...

Li Xun, I miss you so much...

Li Xun, wait for me...

Li Xun, long time no see...

Mo Xu died. He took sleeping pills and committed suicide on the night of the finale of "Flying Birds". When he was discovered, he held a photo tightly in his arms. It was his former manager, Li Xun...

Mo Xu's Weibo sent out a regular Weibo at [-] o'clock the next morning, which was his last message left in the world——

[I once said that he is a family member to me, which is good, but at the same time, he is also my lover, yes, I love him very much, and he loves me too, we love each other very much, but God may feel that We didn't fit together, gave us the most fatal blow, it was true, fatal, he was gone, it was painful, left me alone, and I was miserable, life without him, I was like a person who didn't The walking dead of the soul, he said let me live well, but... without you, am I still alive?I just eat, drink, and work repeatedly every day. I miss you more and more, like the crazy-growing Humulus wrapping around my body and wrapping my heart. The heart is bloody and stinging. I don’t know how to stop this Crazy yearning, maybe, only death will end, that's fine, maybe after death, I will see you again, then, sorry, I can no longer keep the agreement, I miss you, I want to see you, Li Xun ,haven't seen you for a long time……]

As soon as the Weibo was posted, there was an uproar, and the media quickly caught this explosive news, and all kinds of pretentious reports from major media rushed to our faces——

[The popular entertainer committed suicide for love! ]

[Shock!Popular celebrities are gay! ]

[Take a look at the ambiguity between the neglected artists and managers! ]

[They are not only family members, but also lovers! ]

All kinds of news caused an uproar. Mo Xu fans resisted the rumors with the same caliber under various articles with similar themes. The official blog did not issue an obituary statement, and they would never admit it!Reject misleading rumors!

However, this rhetoric of resisting rumors stopped after three days. Mo Xu's studio official blog issued an obituary statement about Mo Xu, which proved Mo Xu's death.

Xu Hong was sitting in the office smoking a cigarette, frowning tightly, in front of him were news about Mo Xu's death released by various newspapers...

Although you have worked hard and tried your best to let him live well, you still underestimated his feelings for you. Living alone is the most painful...

Journalists from all over the world blocked the door of Star Entertainment every day, scrambling to get first-hand information. The senior executives of Star Entertainment were questioned by reporters every day because of this matter. Mo Xu’s agent and assistant Xiaomi recently They have been avoiding the reporters all the time, their various problems can make people feel overwhelmed. Xiaomi has been crying secretly for several days. Brother Li and Mr. Mo are very good people, but God is not good, so he took Li Big brother, Mr. Mo likes big brother Li so much, he still went with him after all, maybe since Li Xun passed away, he has no idea of ​​life, he can live for so long after Li Xun died, but it is all because of At the beginning, Li Xun said something——

[I like this story, I want to see you in...]

So, he finished playing this role, so he committed suicide after playing this role. She remembered that during those days, Mo Xu said a very painful sentence——

[Man, you really can’t be too lucky. Sometimes, you don’t even know it yourself. Maybe the luck you get is obtained by exhausting the lives of others. In this world, without him, I already have nothing to care about. It's...]

At that time, she felt very worried when he said this, but later he acted very calm. She thought he had finally survived, but she didn't expect that he was just waiting, waiting for all this to end, so on the night of the finale , chose to commit suicide without hesitation...

The news of Mo Xu's death was announced to the world. Fans were heartbroken and called God unfair. Mo Xu's Weibo was constantly bombarded with comments from fans. They didn't want to believe that he was still so young. How could he die? ...

[This is absolutely not true!Absolutely deceptive! ]

[Brother, hurry up and post on Weibo to clarify, I don't believe you will die! ]

All the news is like a stone sinking into the sea, there is no reply, don't continue, he is really dead...

Mo Xu didn't know when he made his will. His assets were divided into two parts, one part was donated to a charity organization, and the other part was directly donated to an unknown orphanage...

A month later, after the news of Mo Xu's death faded, an unknown Weibo posted a message with a picture of two boys, the slightly taller one on the left smiling gently, looking slightly sideways at the right and looking directly at the camera The boy, that boy, with a smiling face, is as bright as light...

That's... a group photo taken by someone else that I haven't even seen the subject of the photo...

In the next life, may you be well, may he be well, may you be well...

The author has something to say:

It's over!There will be a small episode later, because I am afraid of being confused with the main text, so I will not post it here, I will post it on Weibo ~ Weibo name: Qingguo, Qingguo, I just applied in the past two days, welcome to come ∩_∩ I really appreciate you guys who didn’t abandon me and kept watching. I just saw an irrigation in the foreground, but the backstage doesn’t show it. I don’t know who it is, but I can probably guess it~ Thank you Lah^ω^ Then I want to ask for my opinion, and this is over, do you want to read the new article or do you want me to fill in the big hole next door first? (I mean, did I have a foolish brain at the time? Why did I dig such a deep hole? It’s still a long way from filling it up. I really want to kill myself who dug the hole.) Then... I have a big question, say It sounds remiss, I don’t even know what an outline is after I finish writing it, so the writing is very procrastinating, what kind of monster is an outline? !Is there a template for me to take a look at? !Is there anyone to guide me? !I really can't write!Ah... want to die...