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"Xiao Mo, Xiao Mo, wait!" After leaving the company, no matter what Li Xun said to him, Mo Xu ignored him and walked straight to the parking lot. With an obviously angry face, Li Xun didn't dare to persuade him. Li Xun caught up and grabbed him, Mo Xu turned his head and looked at him coldly.

"Where were you just now?" Mo Xu asked him expressionlessly.

"……Airport."

"Do you know what day it is? Do you know where you're supposed to be?"

"I... I'm sorry, don't be angry." He wanted to hug him, but Mo Xu pushed him away.

"I'm sorry for what? Who are you sorry for? Li Xun, please, it's already like this, can you also think about it for yourself, you are sorry, you have always been the only one, you should not be at the airport now! In the company! Here! Instead, you should be in the hospital for your first chemo!"

Xiaomi's eyes widened in surprise, what did she hear just now?Do chemotherapy? !What kind of illness did Brother Li have? It's so serious!

He raised his hand to cover his eyes, and said very tiredly: "If I don't come back today, are you going to just fly away like this? Don't you resign? Don't you treat? Huh? Because you know it won't be cured, So you plan to give up, right? What you promised me before was just talking, and it was all perfunctory, right? "

"I'm sorry Xiao Mo, I just don't want to be like a patient who can't do anything but wait to die at home..." He drooped his shoulders, very decadent.

"Li Xun, please make it clear that you are not like a patient. You are already a patient. You can't do anything but wait to die at home. You should try to prolong your life in the hospital! Your own body, Your own life, please pay attention to it? Don’t think about my business anymore. If you do these things now, it will not make me feel very touched, but will only make me feel very tired! It will make me I think, you seem to be reminding me that you are like this now, it's all thanks to me, it's all because of me, if it wasn't for..."

"Bang——" Li Xun pressed him on the car and gagged him. Mo Xu's eyes were red, and tears kept flowing into their mouths that were touching, full of bitterness...

"Don't say it, it's obviously not like this, and you know it too, Xiao Mo, please, don't say that again..." Li Xun let go of his hands tightly holding his arms, and slowly hugged him, Mo continued Burying her head on his chest, hugging him tightly, sobbing: "Li Xun, Li Xun, please, don't die, don't die, don't leave me alone, I'm scared, I'm really I'm so afraid, what would I do without you..." He couldn't help sobbing in his arms, "...I'll go crazy..."

Xiaomi covered her open mouth, turned her head and looked around, the parking lot was empty, there were not many cars, let alone people, she quickly turned around and ran to the exit, no, no, no one can be seen, no one can be allowed in!

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Li Xun hugged him and apologized over and over again, sorry for making you sad, sorry for making you worry, sorry for not being able to go further with you, sorry, From now on, I will leave you alone...

The first chemotherapy, the whole night, Mo Xu was by his side, but the liquid of hundreds of milliliters had to be dripped for nearly nine hours, the liquid used for chemotherapy should not be dripped too fast, or it would cause heart failure, Li Xun felt His infusion arm seemed to be on fire. It was burning and painful, and he kept frowning. Mo continued to hold his other hand and chatted with him all night. He didn't sleep. He also stayed with him until early in the morning, when Li Xun patted his back and coaxed him for a long time before Mo Xu curled up in the space beside him and fell asleep. The sleeping Mo Xu clung to him, still holding him the other hand.

At four o'clock in the morning, Xiaomi came in quietly, looked at Mo Xu who was sleeping next to him, and opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something to him, hesitated for a while but didn't say anything, just said Mo Xu's itinerary for today, He has to go now.

Li Xun patted Mo Xu's back and called him softly. Mo Xu opened his eyes, looked at him blankly, then hugged his waist, and went back to sleep.

"It's time to get up, you still have work today, Xiaomi is here to call you."

"Hmm..." Mo Xu responded, sat up slowly, and stared sleepily at his tube that was still dripping with liquid.

"Then I'll go out and wait first. Mr. Mo pack up quickly, and we'll set off later." Seeing that he was already up, Xiaomi went out to wait for him, leaving some time for the two of them to talk.

"Axun..."

"Well, I'm here."

"I'm going to leave soon, and I'll be back in a few days. No one is watching you these days. You have to eat on time, take your medicine on time, stop smoking and drinking, eat more fruits and vegetables, and eat more. Drink water, really, the doctor said that the kidney is the main organ that metabolizes chemotherapy drugs, drinking more water can reduce the metabolic burden on the kidney, so you really need to drink more water.” He rubbed his face, trying to wake himself up, After thinking about whether there was anything else he forgot to say, Li Xun rubbed his hair, "Okay, I'll remember, go wash up, everything is waiting for you."

Mo continued to hold his hand and put it on his face. It was warm and thick, and he then told him: "Also, because some hormones that make people happy and can eat and drink will be injected during chemotherapy, so just now It may not be obvious after chemotherapy, but after two days, the effect of hormones will subside, the effect of bone marrow suppression will increase, blood cells will gradually decrease, symptoms of malaise, weakness of limbs, and dull pain will appear. These symptoms of physical discomfort will affect the Your mental state must not be negative. At that time, if you are really uncomfortable, go to sleep. If you wake up and still feel uncomfortable, just continue to sleep and get over it. Don’t think about anything else. Just wait for me, I will be back soon of."

Li Xun was listening to him with a smile all the time. He didn't know when he had talked so much with the doctor, and he still remembered it so clearly. It's the kind that needs to be taken care of, but has been ignored. In fact, most of the time, he has been taken care of by Mo Xu.

"Oh, I see."

"Sorry, I can't accompany you later, you have to go home by yourself, shall I call your assistant?" Mo Xu took out his phone and was about to make a call, but Li Xun stopped him, "No, I can do it by myself, and , he is not here now, I let him go to other places first."

"Then, should I give you those friends..."

"No need," Li Xun interrupted him, "I don't want too many people to know, I can do it myself, really, don't worry, well, you should go wash up quickly, it's time to wait."

"Then...well, I'll be back really soon."

"Well, I'll wait for you."

Mo Xu left, and usually he didn’t feel anything when he was alone at home. Maybe it was really like what Mo Xu said, the physical discomfort affected his spirit, and he felt like a person hanging alone on the edge of a cliff, with no one to rely on. Helpless, helpless, alone waiting for death...

[Sleep when you feel uncomfortable, just get over it, don't think about anything else...]

He turned over and buried his face in the pillow, okay, it'll be fine if he wakes up, and he'll be fine if he gets through it...

It smells so good... what is it?

He opened his eyes, it was dark, the room was very dark, only himself, a light and shadow came from under the door, it was the light in the living room, did you forget to turn it off?My body is very tired and I have no strength. It may be because I have slept for a long time. I am very lethargic. Because of the medicine, I haven’t eaten all day, and I still feel sick...

[You have to eat on time...]

He rubbed his swollen temples, moved his body out of bed, and kicked out in slippers, um, I will eat well...

When he opened the door, he suddenly saw a strong light. He felt a little dazzling, so he squinted his eyes uncomfortably. Someone stood in front of him, "Are you awake?" That person had a voice he liked very much.

He smiled, "I'm back."

"Well, I'm back." The man held the dinner plate and smiled with curved lips, looking very pretty.

Mo Xu turned around and put the plate back on the guest table, Li Xun followed him and hugged him from behind: "I miss you very much."

Mo continued to take a breath, then turned around and hugged him: "Well, I miss you very much too, I'm sorry, it's the time when I need me the most, but I still leave you alone."

He led him to sit down for dinner: "I finished filming the scene of this scenic spot. I made an agreement with the director that I will not shoot the next scene. I will stay with you at home for the past few days."

The meals are the ones he often cooks for Mo Xu, vegetable porridge and some light dishes, Mo Xu gave him a bite of food, he tasted it, and it tasted good, "When did you learn how to cook?"

Mo Xujiacai's hand stopped, and he smiled lightly: "A long time ago, you were not a manager, and I was not an artist of Xingchen..."

He was taken aback, and chuckled, yes, a long, long time ago, they lived together in a small rental room, they didn't have a lot of money, it was too expensive to buy and eat, and they always cooked by themselves, but later, Mo Xu was signed , He also joined the company. For a long time, Mo Xu didn't cook anymore, he forgot, and spontaneously thought that if Mo Xu didn't cook for a long time, he wouldn't.

"Actually, it's not difficult to cook. As long as you don't mess things up, you don't have to turn on the fire too much. Even if you cook for a little longer, it won't be a bad job. Besides, I don't know how to do it at all. It's just that I haven't done it for a long time." Mo Xu served him a bowl of porridge and put it in front of him, "You haven't eaten much today, have you? Even if you don't want to eat, you should eat a little, or your body won't be able to bear it."

"Okay," he asked him while drinking porridge, "Have you been staying at home these days? What about other shootings? None?" Although he didn't check the schedule, he vaguely remembered that Mo Xu seemed to have other things recently. work.

Mo Xu put down the chopsticks in his hand, frowned slightly, "I remember I told you, don't meddle in my business anymore."

Li Xun turned to look at him, because of his question, Mo Xu seemed a little unhappy, he put down his spoon, and patted his head: "Don't be angry, I remember, I didn't want to care, just ask casually, are you unhappy?" , I won't ask."