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When Xu Jiarui arrived, he immediately saw Zhou Liguo and Mu Ziyang who were sitting and talking together.He didn't go over, just sat at a place far away from them.

Mu Ziyang toasted a glass of wine: "How is Jia Rui?"

Zhou Liguo squinted his eyes and didn't drink, "That's it, unlike those little stars you used to. Even if he can make waves, he doesn't want to make waves. He's honest——but, acting It's out of shape!"

"It's enough for the audience to watch. He is a novice, Brother Zhou will take care of it. If there is anything wrong, try to scold me, and don't take your anger on him."

"Calling you? What's the use of scolding you? Hurry up and go, I know your Mu family has been busy recently."

"Okay then, I'll go and see other things. Brother Zhou is having fun." Mu Ziyang got up and went to the leading actor's dining table.

"Jia Rui, go over there and have dinner with the director." Seeing him sitting alone, manager Wang Chunhua thought he was embarrassed.

"I'll go later."

Wang Chunhua stared at him for a few seconds, smiled, and asked him: "Are you not used to it? I heard that you didn't act before, but now you have turned around, so you still have to adapt to everything. If you don't want to go , I can chat with you."

"Thank you, Miss Wang, I'm fine."

"All right, I'll go there first." Wang Chunhua walked away awkwardly.

Xu Jiarui just sat and drank alone, ignoring anyone.

"Jia Rui, why don't you toast?"

Xu Jiarui looked up and saw Mu Ziyang.

Mu Ziyang sat opposite him, "Aren't you happy?"

"No."

"How did the play go?" Mu Ziyang asked him.

"It's okay to act."

"That's good, there's nothing to be unhappy about." Mu Ziyang said as he took out a flat box from his pocket and handed it to him.

Xu Jiarui took it, opened it, and there was a string of Buddhist beads lying inside.

"This is my final gift to you."

"Thank you, Director Mu."

"The show is over, are you ready to take over the show?" Mu Ziyang asked straight to the point.

"I... don't want to act anymore." Xu Jiarui said, "I haven't studied acting, and I don't know how to act. I'm afraid I will drag Director Mu down and cause bad rumors for you."

Mu Ziyang smiled, "How could it be?"

"If you don't act anymore, then you can't play a part--what are you going to do?"

Xu Jiarui's thoughts drifted far away, but in fact he didn't think about what to do.He replied: "Maybe I will go back to my hometown and open a shop."

Mu Ziyang frowned imperceptibly, then nodded, "That's a good idea."

Xu Jiarui lowered his head, saw the Buddhist beads on his hand, and was stunned.

"Jia Rui, everyone seems to be here, let's toast and eat?" Mu Ziyang said without paying attention to his expression.

Xu Jiarui didn't hear what he said, and looked at him blankly after regaining consciousness, then he raised his head and asked, "Director Mu, are you still in touch with your girlfriend?"

Mu Ziyang was stunned when he heard it, and Xu Jiarui realized what he just asked after he finished speaking. He lowered his head, his face extremely pale.

What did he just... say?

No matter how impulsive he was, he couldn't say it directly. This was a question he really wanted to ask, but what would Qi Mu Ziyang think?Would Mu Ziyang think he had crossed the line?Then tell yourself coldly that there is no future, stop thinking about it?

Mu Ziyang looked at Xu Jiarui's lowered head, then lowered his head to look at the beads in his hand, and suddenly understood something.

"I, I'm drunk. Director Mu should pretend he didn't hear what he said just now." Xu Jiarui felt depressed, but couldn't find an outlet to pour it out.

"There are still contacts, but very few." Mu Ziyang replied.He doesn't really understand other people's hearts, but at this moment he understands that the man in front of him likes him and admires him.It may be that the feeling of gratitude has mutated, or it may be that this feeling has been quietly produced over time.

So how should he deal with this feeling?It's not that I haven't met before, and there are so many people who express their love for him. Sometimes he will refuse, and sometimes he will accept, it all depends on the timing and his personal preferences.Accepting it doesn't necessarily mean that he really likes it and is willing to give his heart, but that he met him, felt just right, and got together.After that, it was unavoidable to separate early. After all these years, it was like traveling. He couldn't give his heart, and he couldn't accept other people's love.

Xu Jiarui didn't answer, didn't ask about what happened later, and didn't inquire about his current feelings for her.He felt exposed and ready to be destroyed at any moment.

"I, go to the bathroom." Xu Jiarui got up, without looking at Mu Ziyang, and ran out of the box to the toilet at the end of the corridor.

He flicked his face on the sink, washed his hands carefully, and then he went into the stall and sat on the toilet lid.

What he thought before was that if he stopped acting, he would never meet Mu Ziyang again.The two of them will be severely separated, because there is no medium of intersection, they will live in two worlds, he will not see him, and after a long time, not too long, more than three years, he will not be able to think of Muzi With Yang Yang's face, he would feel that these things are all a dream of him now!

Mu Ziyang will meet so many people in his life, what is he worth?There is someone in Mu Ziyang's heart, even if there is no one, it is not his turn to live.So, are we really going to see each other again?

The more I think about it, the more right and realistic I feel, and the more bitter I feel.

"Jia Rui?" There were two knocks on the partition door, interrupting his thoughts.

"Are you inside? Is it uncomfortable? Why haven't you come out for so long?" Mu Ziyang's voice came from outside, and Xu Jiarui also saw a pair of leather shoes from the gap under the door.

Xu Jiarui got up and opened the door.

"How does Director Mu know that I'm in this cubicle?" He asked suspiciously.

Mu Ziyang said with a smile, "This is a closed compartment, who is there if you are not there?"

Xu Jiarui also smiled back, seeing that he was approachable and harmless to humans and animals, but in the next second, before Mu Ziyang could react, he dragged him in, leaned heavily on the door panel, and closed the door.

Unexpectedly, Mu Ziyang asked him with a puzzled face, "What's the matter, Jia Rui? What are you doing?"

Xu Jiarui kissed his lips without warning.

First it was exploring, then it turned into biting, and finally licked off the blood with distress, and leaned his head on Mu Ziyang's shoulder.

Mu Ziyang let him do whatever he wanted the whole time, seeing that he had calmed down and was about to speak, Xu Jiarui reached under his body.

"Master Mu, I want to do it."