Xiaochu

Yan Lingcao lay down on the bed after taking the medicine, since when did she condone Yu Xiao's bad behavior more and more, and more and more recklessly tried to end those people and things that wanted to hurt her.By the time she came to her senses, she had already fallen into a whirlpool and was pulled deeper and deeper.

No, it can't go on like this, Yan Ling lay on the bed and thought silently, when everything is over, we can live a normal life, and then,,, I will definitely make her return to the way a person should have look.Yan Ling didn't know if she was too wishful thinking, but no matter what, she had to persevere.She cheered herself up silently, even if such thoughts were so blind.

The downfall of Yu Xiao's second brother was like igniting a buried bomb, and within a few days, the entire Yu family was ignited.Yan Dong tried his best to lead the realization to Yu's interior. Of course, this would not be possible without the help of An's and Yu Xiao.These three people were tied together by a thread, and now that the opportunity is so good, it is time to work together and make concerted efforts.

"What else do you want? Ahem..." Yu Lao was so angry that he couldn't breathe.He called Yu Xiao home again.

"Don't worry, Father." Yu Xiao replied casually while taking down the wine bottle by bottle from the wine cabinet and looking at them slowly. "If it wasn't for the second brother who insisted on killing them all, how could I take advantage of the fire!" The tone of the teasing remained the same, but there was a trace of ruthless indifference in the eyes.

"You are brothers and sisters after all!" Yu Lao forced his anger and said earnestly, "Why do you have to fight each other!" He patted the armrest heavily, heartbroken.

"Brothers and sisters?" Yu Xiao smiled cruelly, quickly unzipped his jacket, and took off his clothes.The hideous wounds were exposed in front of Yu Lao's eyes like this, "Over the years, I have been almost wiped out by them several times. Brother and sister?" She gritted her teeth and looked at Yu Lao: "At that time they regarded me as a What?" She finally put away her carelessness, and the anger almost rushed out of her chest: "Why did you say a word for me, for my mother."

Yes, for so many years, she has to forget that she has a father, just like when she was a child, she always saw other people's parents standing at the school gate with umbrellas in rainy weather, waiting for her own child.But Yu Xiao could only run home in the rain, and was disgusted by two so-called "brothers" and wet the floor.

Yu Lao was stunned for a moment, he had never seen Yu Xiao like this before, he was so fierce that he seemed to tear himself apart, which made people terrified.

"That's all." Yu Xiao raised his hand and made a gesture similar to stopping here at Old Yu. "I don't want to talk to you about these old sesame seeds and rotten millet." She put on her coat again, "I have never had any interest in Shi." She zipped up her coat, "But brothers owe me You owe my mother." She walked over slowly, put her hands on the armrests on both sides of the old wheelchair, and said with a gloomy expression, "I have to pay it back."

Yu Lao moved his throat unnaturally, but couldn't even utter a word, he could only watch helplessly as the background of Yu Xiao turning away gradually faded away.

After leaving the gate of the ancestral house, Yu Xiao finally looked back.After today, she may never come back again. Although this house is full of coldness, it is the place where my mother lived after all.There was finally a trace of regret in her eyes, but it quickly disappeared without a trace.

Back at the apartment, there was a burst of aroma from the kitchen, Yu Xiao went to the kitchen in surprise, and unexpectedly saw Yan Ling cooking in it.I guess I forgot to turn on the smoking machine, and the people in the smoke were a little bit embarrassed, but it was tainted with a vague charm, like a fairy in the cloud, making it hard to tell the real from the fake.

"When did you,,, come back?" After sweeping away the gloom just now, Yu Xiao's heart settled down.

It was only then that Yan Ling noticed her, "Oh,,, just this afternoon,,, not long ago." She replied hesitantly.

They just looked at each other quietly, forgetting the time, forgetting the sorrow, forgetting those people and those things between them, time finally stopped, and in the smog, they only left each other.

"You,,, haven't eaten yet." Yan Ling broke the silence and said to herself, I made lunch.She turned around to look at the food in the pot, but her waist was hugged vigorously by the person behind her.Yu Xiao buried her head in Yan Ling's neck, and took a deep breath. "I miss you so much." She said a little aggrieved, like an abandoned child.

Yan Ling didn't move, but quietly let her hug him.Yan Dong said that the Yu family is at the end of its strength and probably won't last long.Does that mean that Yu Xiao no longer has a reason to hurt others or himself.

"During this time, I have thought a lot." Yan Ling said lightly, "You are indeed very kind to me." Her eyes revealed sincerity, "So,,, I am very happy to have such a good friend as you. "She wanted to straighten out this distorted relationship and make the person behind her "return to normal."

Hearing this sentence, Yu Xiao froze for a moment, even the hands holding Yan Ling loosened. "Why?" she murmured.It has been almost two years, and they are everywhere in schools, houses, seaside,,,, everywhere.Quarreling, hugging, kissing, even being slapped and slapped.But why does this person in his arms just refuse to accept his true intentions.

"Just because,,, I'm a woman?" The hollow voice sounded from behind Yan Ling, which seemed extremely strange.

"Just,,, that's right." Yan Ling replied with a forced calm, "How could two girls be lovers." She said in a timely manner, but was surprised to find that she didn't seem to reject such things as much as before.

"Why not, we can still do many things between lovers." The moment Yu Xiao spoke, he turned off the fire on the stove and walked out of the kitchen with Yan Ling.Yan Ling couldn't react in time and was dragged into the bedroom by her.

Yu Xiao's eyes were empty, and he threw Yan Ling heavily on the bed without any scruples. Qi pressed himself on top of her, and pressed Yan Ling's hands tightly to her ears. "I'll teach you how to be a lover between two women now."

Seeing Yu Xiao's fierce eyes, Yan Ling blocked her lips before she could exclaim.Her kiss was as warm and forceful as ever, making it so difficult for Yan Ling to even breathe.

"No,,, don't do this,,, uh,,," Yan Ling made a sound intermittently, trying to stop this person who was on the verge of losing control.Little did he know that such resistance was nothing to Akatsuki. "Yu Xiao,,, hurry up,,, stop,,, like this,,, that's wrong,,,"

The people under her hadn't given up resisting yet, but Yu Xiao's rationality was about to burn out. She stretched her hand in from Yan Ling's clothes, rubbed the delicate skin recklessly, and kissed the other's neck heavily, wishing she could The person in front of him devoured everything.

"No,,, don't,,," a hoarse pleading spewed out from Yan Ling's mouth. "Don't,,, please,,, don't,,," she finally cried.

The curtains in the bedroom were not drawn, and Yu Xiao quickly noticed the tears on Yan Ling's face. She was full of bitterness, and wanted to ignore such weak pleas, but she still couldn't.Is it that no matter what I do, no matter how good I am to you, you will never fall in love with me?Why?Just because I'm a woman?

Yu Xiao got up and sat on the edge of the bed with her back facing Yan Ling, and the crying of her beloved girl came from behind her.This is a dead end, one can't get out, and the other can't get in.She buried her head in distress, clutching the hair on her forehead with both hands, struggling inwardly.Yan Ling curled up on the bed with her back facing Yu Xiao, although she was full of grievances, she couldn't think of hitting her anymore.

Nothing could be heard in the room except for faint cries.I don't know how long it took before Yu Xiaocai finally raised his head.

"Yan Ling?" She hesitated and opened her mouth, "Have we been together,,, almost two years?" She asked a little depressed.

"I've done what I should and can do." Yu Xiao laughed at herself, "Maybe you won't accept me in this life." Talking to herself, she still didn't dare to look back, and naturally I didn't notice Yan Ling's strange expression. "But as long as you don't fall in love with others,,, we will be entangled like this for the rest of your life, I don't care." The despair in my heart rushed out like a flood, who is to blame?Is it because of her stubbornness, or because she was not born a man?

Yu Xiao braced his knees and stood up. "From now on, what you want to do and where you want to go are all your freedom." She said as she walked out. "But if you fall in love with someone else,,, want to leave me,,," she stood still at the door of the bedroom, still not looking back. "I will make his life worse than death." Under the indifferent tone, a heart full of scars was hidden.

Such words broke Yan Ling's heart.It turns out that this person hasn't changed at all, so what's the point of all the things I did desperately for her.This is not normal, this is wrong,,, Yan Ling kept saying such things to herself, she didn't know whether she was trying to persuade Yu Xiao or herself.

At the end of the June term, both men fell silent.The third year of high school was a watershed in life, Yan Ling dared not be careless, and did not want to have a meaningless cold war with Yu Xiao, but the two of them couldn't speak a few words a day, and the cold situation became more and more serious.

"You might as well elope with Yan Ling." An Ran suggested to Yu Xiao.Yu Xiao turned her head and looked at her speechlessly; "If you can persuade Yan Ling, let her go with me, not to mention America, but I will also go to Antarctica." When Yu Xiao said this, the helplessness and anxiety in Yu Xiao's heart were fully exposed .

"What's so difficult about it, just knock it out and put it in a stuffed bag." An Ran came up with a bad idea, "Maybe in America, Yan Ling has no one to rely on, so she can only follow you."

What An Ran once said resurfaced in Yu Xiao's mind again. It's not that she didn't think about it, but she still couldn't make up her mind.

"I've decided, I'm going to take her to America." When Yu Xiao categorically said these words to An Ran, An Ran was struggling with how to arrange her and An Ning's weekend. "You even got the little fox An Ning, and my rabbit is still there, I would rather die than surrender." Yu Xiaoyue said, the more angry he became, "I took her to the United States and asked her to scream every day, every day. Restless, seeing that she won't follow me, what else can I do?"

This country is too closed, although Yu Xiao said that she will not persecute Yan Ling anymore, but every time, she unconsciously wants to change the status quo, and can't help demanding more.Besides, maybe after going to the United States, in that open country, Yan Ling would accept herself under the influence of her ears and eyes.She thought as if to comfort herself, praying that she would be able to survive the crisis.