Ode to Pear Blossoms Part 1

In the past two days, Yi Zhen felt that Yuan Yi seemed to be a different person suddenly.

Yuan Yi is actually very busy these days, but no matter how busy he is, he will find time to call himself and ask what he wants to eat tonight. Yesterday he was so busy that he casually said that he wanted to eat hot pot. When he got home at night, he could smell the whole house full. The taste of the hot pot base.

This old man got a copper pot from nowhere, with a charcoal fire under it, and was putting vegetables into the boiled soup. When he saw himself coming back, he said, "Hurry up, I'll wait for you."

Yi Zhen was attracted by the aroma of the hot pot and the warmth of the charcoal fire, so he sat down without washing his hands and tasted a mouthful of ham: "Where did you change from?"

"I bought it."

Yi Zhen looked at Yuan Yi worriedly: "You don't mind the trouble, did you forget that the hotel doesn't allow open flames? Besides, what should we do when we check out?"

Yuan Yi laughed aloud: "It's fine if you take it away, as long as you know the rules, we don't allow open flames in our dormitory when we are in school, why don't we still cook hot pot, it's okay."

Yi Zhen is not a follower of the rules. After washing his hands, he rolls up his sleeves and starts eating. He hasn't eaten hot pot for a long time. He took a mouthful of mutton and said, "Your cooking is good."

Yuan Yi smiled openly: "I dare not say anything else. I am the best at this hot pot. The Sichuan soup base is mixed with Beijing's pure sesame sauce seasoning, and leek flowers and fermented bean curd are added on top. formula!"

Yi Zhen boiled a few more green vegetables and was amused: "What kind of exclusive recipe, isn't it just adding some mustard oil to the seasoning?"

"Oh, it's not bad. It's actually edible. It's made with sesame oil and mustard oil."

Yi Zhen curled her lips and said, "Cooking master, why haven't I seen you cook a meal before?"

Yuan Yi glanced at him: "I really don't know anything else, I can only do these heretical things, hot pot and skewers, you don't know the bad days abroad, every day hamburger and cola can make you crazy, you can only do it yourself Think about something to eat."

The two people here were eating in full swing, and finally the alarm in the room rang, and the two of them looked at each other, and they were both stunned.

Quickly rinse the vegetables, and remove all the meat.

After a while, two hotel waiters came in, saw the scene and quickly extinguished the hot pot, with a sound of pricking, thick smoke came out of the fruit charcoal fire, and it was very choking.

The waitress said politely: "There is a rule in the hotel that open flames are not allowed, so you two, leave the copper pot and charcoal fire to us for safekeeping."

Seeing the two waiters leave angrily carrying the hot pot, Yuan Yi murmured, "As for?"

Yi Zhen was also a little unsatisfied: "There is still meat in the pot."

The two looked at each other, and suddenly burst out laughing.

Suddenly Yi Zhen's cell phone rang, and Yi Zhen looked for it, and it turned out to be Chen Qingyuan calling.He picked it up, but there was no sound, only Chen Qingyuan's crying could be heard faintly.

Yi Zhen asked in surprise, "Are you okay?"

Chen Qingyuan didn't speak, and said for a while, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't bother you."

After Chen Qingyuan finished speaking, he hung up the phone, Yi Zhen and Yuan Yi looked at each other, Yi Zhen felt that something was wrong, so he put on his coat and said, "I think his voice is not right, I'll go to his room to have a look."

Yuan Yi said, "Shall I go with you?"

Yi Zhen shook her head: "It's okay, I'll be back as soon as I go."

Yuan Yi nodded when he thought that Chen Qingyuan hadn't seen him for many years, and it was really not good for him to go this way.

Yi Zhen arrived at the door of Chen Qingyuan's hotel room, Yi Zhen knocked on the door, Chen Qingyuan opened it from the inside, his eyes were red like a rabbit, he glanced at Yi Zhen, then lowered his head: "I'm sorry, I lost control of my emotions just now."

"Are you okay?" Yi Zhen said.

"It's okay, I..."

"Have you been drinking?" Yi Zhen could smell the heavy alcohol on his body.

Chen Qingyuan walked into the back room without saying anything, and Yi Zhen walked in, and heard Chen Qingyuan say: "Do you really look down on me?"

"What?" Yi Zhen didn't understand.

"I saw you that day, and I know you saw me too." Chen Qingyuan sat on the sofa and covered his face with his hands, looking very sad.

Yi Zhen suddenly understood what he said, and his face flushed slightly: "I didn't see anything, really."

This sentence was very cryptic, trying to save Chen Qingyuan's face, but it was obvious from the words that Yi Zhen had actually seen it.

Chen Qingyuan covered his face and shook his head: "I know this is unbearable, but I didn't expect such an unbearable picture to be seen by you."

Chen Qingyuan was a little angry as he spoke, and looked up at Yi Zhen: "The last thing I want you to see is this."

The tears on Chen Qingyuan's face were still wet, and Yi Zhen stood there in a daze.

Even a fourteen-year-old boy would feel something was wrong when he heard this. Chen Qingyuan's eyes were full of expectation, helplessness and some inexplicable things.

Yi Zhen didn't know how he was going to answer this sentence.

Chen Qing smiled mockingly: "I'm sorry, I may have drunk too much. I always drink alone recently, and sometimes I talk nonsense when I'm drunk."

"Then, then don't drink so much." Yi Zhen stood there awkwardly, feeling that her tongue would not bend anymore.

Chen Qingyuan smiled: "Sometimes it's really annoying when people grow up. It's so good when I was a child. I went to class every day and went to the master's to learn opera on weekends. Sometimes I'm happy to have a little performance. There are not so many dirty things."

"People will grow up." Yi Zhen didn't know how to comfort him. He would never do such a thing. He thought that when Monkey's grandma passed away, he wanted to comfort him, but he said that when a person died, he would have no troubles. It's okay, it's good to die... Fortunately, the monkey has a big heart and understands himself. If it were someone else, he would definitely beat him up.

Chen Qingyuan smiled wryly: "Actually, if you don't have desires, you won't do many wrong things. In this circle, it's harder to become popular without background. Everyone respects the background first and then others. How many times have opportunities come from me?" I didn’t understand this truth until I slipped away, if I didn’t do this, I wouldn’t be able to grab the male number one.”

Yi Zhen frowned: "Do I have to be the number one male?"

Chen Qingyuan glanced at him and smiled: "Of course, sometimes I think it's good to be like Feng Cheng, who doesn't make much money but lives comfortably, but people are always like this. It is always the best if you don’t get it, just like now if you ask Feng Cheng whether he will act if you give him the leading role, he will definitely nod.”

Chen Qingyuan took another sip of wine: "I tried the miserable appearance of being dismissed at the end of several rounds of interviews, and the days when I was bullied as a supporting role for others. After a long time like this, you will feel that if something can be exchanged for status And reputation, I am willing to put all my eggs in one basket, there are no clean people in Vanity Fair, and clean people will not make it to the end."

Chen Qingyuan's words struck Yi Zhen's brain like a thunderbolt.

Why didn't he think so before?As long as there is a hand willing to take him out of the predicament, he is also willing to step forward and kiss that hand.It was only later that he found that God's hand could not reach him, so he learned to endure and be self-reliant.

Yi Zhen walked over to hold his wine glass: "Stop drinking, I didn't see anything."

Chen Qingyuan was taken aback.

Yi Zhen looked at him: "All your worries will be gone, I haven't seen anything."

Chen Qingyuan looked at Yi Zhen for a while, and finally couldn't help but shed tears again.

That day when he and the director entered the hotel and were seen by Yi Zhen, he was ashamed, but what he was most afraid of was that Yi Zhen would tell the story, and then his future life would fall to the bottom.

He had been thinking about how to keep Yi Zhen from revealing the news, but he didn't say anything, as if Yi Zhen had already understood his intention.

Yi Zhen understood his fear.

This made Chen Qingyuan even more ashamed, and finally couldn't help but put his head on Yi Zhen's chest, and cried aggrievedly.

Now Yi Zhen in front of him has completely lost the shadow of his childhood. In his eyes, this boy who is taller than himself, with this thin and powerful chest, can actually give him a sense of security.

Yi Zhen has always disliked physical contact with people, but seeing Chen Qingyuan crying like a child, he couldn't avoid it, so he could only mechanically raise one arm and pat him: "Alcohol can only anesthetize for a while, and the next day It's the same again, if you don't like it, don't do it, no one can force you."

Chen Qingyuan cried more and more loudly, thinking bitterly in his heart, it would be great if things were so simple, but anyone who makes such a sexual transaction will have a handle in the hands of the other party, and now he has no right to say no.

Chen Qingyuan slowly raised his head to look at Yi Zhen, leaned forward slowly, and Yi Zhen stood up without a trace: "I should go back, think about it yourself."

After finishing speaking, he capped the wine bottle: "Don't drink, go to bed early." Then he walked out of the room.

Chen Qingyuan stood there stunned, he could see Yi Zhen's dodge, although his movements slightly worried his self-esteem, he could still see it.

Another thought, since Yi Zhen saw the dirty things between himself and the director, and didn't expose himself, and didn't even despise himself, is it possible for him?

This kind of thought made Chen Qingyuan feel happy, he bit his lip and poured himself a glass of wine again, alcohol has become an indispensable thing in his life.

When Yi Zhen returned to his room, Yuan Yi was already asleep on the bed, and Yi Zhen tiptoedly undressed and went to bed, and lifted a corner of the quilt.

"You don't take a bath to sleep?" Yuan Yi's disgusted voice sounded in the darkness.

Seeing that he had woken up, Yi Zhen lay down on the bed: "It's fine if I can't take a bath tomorrow morning, I don't like taking a bath at night."

Yuan Yi glanced at him in disgust, and suddenly thought of something: "Hasn't the quilt you changed at home been in for a long time?"

Yi Zhen said, "I haven't changed it at all."

Yuan Yi wrinkled his nose, thinking to himself what exactly does he like about this kid?The style of life is simply messy.

After a long while, Yuan Yi asked, "What does that Chen Qingyuan want from you?"

"He's just not feeling well, so he wants to chat with me." Chen Qingyuan's little secret, Yi Zhen thinks it's better not to talk about it.

The people next to him are so clean, they will probably be shocked when they hear it.

"He chats with you when he's not feeling well. Are you a caring aunt? Besides, will you talk to you?" Yuan Yi felt uncomfortable.

Yi Zhen smiled: "Let's talk nonsense, if you don't believe me, you can also talk to me about your troubles, and I will also be your confidant aunt."

Yuan Yi thought for a while, turned over and closed his eyes: "I don't need it, go to sleep now."

Yuan Yi thought evilly in his heart: If I really talked to you about my troubles, I might scare you to death.