Every night I watch my boss collapse

Yu Zhi's tone is always just right and gentle, with a faint smile, soft and mellow and very friendly, moistening things silently like spring rain, making people feel that chatting is a kind of enjoyment.

Tan Shaoshi couldn't enjoy it at the moment, and the words "I do" echoed in her ears.

What does it mean?Doesn't Yu Zhi like her best friend Zhuo Weilan?

Not long after entering the company, Tan Shaoshi heard that Yu Zhi was Zhuo Weilan's senior sister, and witnessed countless times of taking care of her, often catching Yu Zhi's peeping eyes.

Yu Zhi would give her a tacit smile every time, and after Zhuo Weilan left, she would ask a few words about her concern, the thoughtfulness in her words and the smile in her eyes couldn't be hidden at all.

Tan Shaoshi has never been in a relationship, but she is inexplicably consulted by many friends as an emotional expert.She has a pair of gossip-detecting eyes, she has been able to tell who likes whom since she was in junior high school, and she is sure that she can see Yu Zhi's unspeakable feelings for Zhuo Weilan clearly.

Now, the boss who was in love with her best friend was taken advantage of by her and said "I do".

Taking into account Zhuo Weilan's factors, Tan Shaoshi didn't think that what Yu Zhi said was true, she pursed her lips, and went through the scene of kissing and hugging in her memory again: she staggered and fell on the bed, stretched out her hand, Yu Zhi, who was supporting her, became unsteady and fell down.Pressing her down, Yu Zhi was very sorry, and help her brush her messy hair helplessly, but she raised her head and leaned forward to kiss her.

When she thought about it carefully, it seemed that Yu Zhifu's fingertips just couldn't find a place to put them, and she was at a loss when she wanted to push them away. After all, she had taken off her clothes by playing a hooligan before, so it didn't feel right to put Yu Zhi's fingertips anywhere.

After reminiscing, Tan Shaoshi tasted Yu Zhi's "I Do" and felt a little helpless inside: she and Zhuo Weilan are best friends, so what can Yu Zhineng say?Zhuo Weilan asked for leave recently, and Yu Zhi offended her, where can she find out about her sweetheart's recent situation?

Tan Shaoshi sighed helplessly, thinking that she must apologize if Yu Zhi was so understanding and wronged.

When she was considering her words, Yu Zhi had been waiting for a long time, and called out softly:

"Shaoshi?"

Tan Shaoshi woke up as if she had just woken up from a dream, like when she was distracted during a meeting and was caught, she hurriedly responded, "Here!"

Her emotions were too agitated, her voice was too loud, and she fluttered on the microphone of the mobile phone mixed with her breath, causing trembling electronic sounds to reverberate, shaking an embarrassing silence.

"I'm sorry." Tan Shaoshi subconsciously apologized, "I didn't mean to."

Yu Zhi always took care of other people's mood, so she smiled softly, "I know."

Tan Shaoshi was about to continue talking, but was interrupted by the sound of clanging on the balcony.She looked up and saw that Yu Zhi's sweater was dripping with water, swaying gently in the wind, and her underwear was clamped on the shelf, which was light and swaying, swinging back and forth a lot.

The touch of these two unrelated clothes reminded her of a little detail.

She took off the wet bottoming shirt and threw it away, looked down at the underwear that also had water marks, unbuttoned it neatly and tore it off, and just threw it into Yu Zhi's arms.

after that……

Tan Shaoshi felt more and more ashamed to talk to Yu Zhi, so she focused on apologizing and said seriously, "I'm sorry."

Yu Zhi listened to the sigh, and asked softly, "For what happened last night?"

"Yeah." Tan Shaoshi bit her lip, "I know that such an excessive matter cannot be solved with a word of sorry, but I am really sorry, don't worry, I won't tell others."

She thought about how to make Yu Zhi happy, recalling Zhuo Weilan's face and the gossip of her colleagues at the dinner table, she promised to say the last sentence in a serious and correct way, wishing to swear to Yu Zhi to see own sincerity.

Yu Zhi chuckled lightly, the meaning was unclear.

Tan Shaoshi couldn't figure out Yu Zhi's thoughts, but felt that the laughter was full of distrust, and wanted to swear again, "Director, I..."

"It's not that serious." Yu Zhi interrupted her, and said lightly, "You should rest early."

Tan Shaoshi didn't dare to hold on to the leader, she doggedly said, "You should go to bed early, too."

After a moment of silence, Yu Zhi gave a soft "um" and said a lukewarm word, "Good night."

Tan Shaoshi didn't have time to reply, she found that the voice in the receiver stopped abruptly, she lowered her hands, staring at the frozen call time, very depressed.

She still made the director angry.

Feeling irritable, Tan Shaoshi put her hand into her bag disobediently, preparing to light a cigarette to calm down.She had just dug out the lighter when she heard a soft crash from the balcony. She squinted her eyes and saw that the cigarette she was holding fell to the ground.

Yu Zhi's borrowed clothes were hanging on the balcony, and she was smoking here... What should I do if I get smoked?

Tan Shaoshi gave up the bad habit of smoking and went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water, just in time to run into her roommate who had returned.

"You're at home," the roommate was very happy, "just in time, I bought something for you."

Tan Shaoshi was puzzled, "What? Supper?"

"No." The roommate shoved a box into her hand, "Read the instructions to take the medicine."

"... take medicine?"

"You really didn't eat." The roommate was unable to support his forehead, "Hurry up, what if you get hit!"

Tan Shaoshi looked down at the pill box, saw the words contraceptive pill on it, and was startled, "Why should I take this stuff?"

"Didn't you last night..."

Tan Shaoshi was unable to support her forehead, "Nothing happened, and... that person is a woman."

"Ah?" The roommate was confused, "Aren't you...straight?"

Tan Shaoshi stopped talking and drank a glass of water to cover up her embarrassment.

Seeing her face change, the roommate thoughtfully said, "Oh, it doesn't matter if it's straight or curved. Do you want to eat cake or not? I bought cheese and chocolate. Let's share half, okay?"

Tan Shaoshi nodded and shared the cake with her roommate, but her heart was in a mess.

She really couldn't answer the question of sexual orientation after last night.It's hard to recall the memory of being drunk, but when she wakes up, facing the fact that she and Yu Zhi once kissed and had sex, she is surprised and flustered, guilty and uneasy, but not disgusted.

Tan Shaoshi only fell in love with a male classmate when she was in her third year of high school, so she thought she was straight.

Thinking about it now, her liking is not really true, because this secret love was cut off by a person as soon as it sprouted.

That person was Fang Xiaoyun, who lived with her in the dormitory for three years and was once a good friend. After hearing her secret, she turned around and told others, and joined forces with others to make bad jokes and fabricated rumors to tell teachers and parents.

It was the time when the pressure of going to school was high, and everyone ran to her to preach, but she didn't do anything, and became a sinner who just fell in love and didn't study. She suffered from the betrayal of her friends, the advice of her classmates, and the disappointment of her teachers and parents...

As a result, Tan Shaoshi's condition was affected, her grades dropped, she just couldn't get into the same ideal university as Zhuo Weilan, and she also got into the bad habit of smoking.She took a lot of effort to quit, but when she was under pressure, she still reached out to the cigarette case for no reason.

Thinking of this, she felt that the painful memory was lingering with the smell of smoke, and she could never forget it.

After seven years, Tan Shaoshi can still think of Fang Xiaoyun's vicious face.I heard that Fang Xiaoyun went back to City A and made a living after studying abroad. As a low-level painter in a design company, not only did she not get promoted, but she also offended the director.

"I'm full." She felt pressured after thinking about it, and couldn't eat the cake. "I still have to catch up on the manuscript."

The roommate rolled his eyes, waved and said, "You go."

Tan Shaoshi saw something was wrong, "What do you want to say?"

"Let's not talk about it."

"Say it." Tan Shaoshi threatened with a cheesecake, "Otherwise I'll take it away."

The roommate admits defeat, "I told you not to be angry."

"it is good."

"When you mention last night, you have a frown... Is that person going to survive?"

Tan Shaoshi was stunned for a moment, thinking of Yu Zhi's soft-looking lips, her blood surged up, her cheeks were hot, she gritted her teeth and roared back:

"Nothing happened!"

-

Tan Shaoshi stayed up all night and rushed out the first draft as quickly as possible.

She originally only planned to change some small details, go to bed early and go to the company to work overtime the next day, but when she was modifying the details of the necklace, she inexplicably thought of Yu Zhi's one.

Yu Zhi leaned over, and the necklace fell down, sweeping across her chest and feeling slightly cool.This bit of coolness quickly dissipated in the warming up, but the inlaid gemstones were round and smooth, emitting a clear light in the slender and delicate rose gold base.

Tan Shaoshi couldn't remember what the necklace looked like, but she remembered that when the uneven surface of each other's necklace touched her, Yu Zhi smiled lightly, and the warm breath from her breath teased her intentionally or unintentionally.

This revived memory inspired.She has always believed that jewelry is made of precious stones and gold and silver, the higher the price, the more precious it is, and it will inevitably smell of copper when it is given, which is a kind of material romance.Now that I think about it, the necklace swayed slightly, the ring caressed the skin, and the gems became more dazzling in the blurred eyes, all adding a little romance.

Tan Shaoshi had an idea. In order to reproduce the feeling at that time, she modified and added details, so that the first draft became flesh and blood, and escaped from the shackles of deliberately catering to the market and piling up popular elements.

Inadvertently, Tan Shaoshi worked until 6 o'clock, sorting out her works in a trance, tidying herself up so that she could see people and went to the company early.

She arrived at the company at 7 o'clock, not in the mood for breakfast, so she put down a pillow and took a nap for a while.

Tan Shaoshi was woken up by someone patting her shoulder.

"Huh?" She struggled to open her eyes, and raised her hand to rub it to make the world in front of her eyes clearer.

"Don't rub your eyes." Someone grabbed her hand.

Tan Shaoshi was confused for a while, and she blinked to see who was quarreling with her.

"Director!" She stood up awkwardly, but she didn't stand up straight and bent down to get off the slipped pillow, forgetting to look at Yu Zhi's expression and forgetting to say good morning.

Yu Zhi scooped up the pillow first, and put her hands back into her arms, "This is it."

"Thank you." Tan Shaoshi scratched her hair and looked at Yu Zhi in embarrassment.

"Morning." Yu Zhi smiled slightly, "Come to my office, I have something to tell you."

Tan Shaoshi nodded hurriedly, put the pillow away, and glanced at the quiet office room where there was no third person, her eyes turned around the clock at 7:[-].

Work at nine o'clock, Yu Zhi came so early?

Tan Shaoshi suddenly felt that what Yu Zhi wanted to talk about might be a major matter at work, and it was something that she was going to announce in the morning meeting, so she took her notebook and quickened her pace to follow.

The first sentence Yu Zhi asked was: "Have you had breakfast?"

"No."

Yu Zhi nodded, and took out a bag, "Nianzhige's smoked chicken sandwich and pure milk."

"For me?"

"Yes." Yu Zhi said, "You said you like to eat."

Tan Shaoshi looked at Yu Zhi's calm expression and said this, and was dumbfounded.

She really likes it.

Nianzhige is a relatively expensive bread brand in the city. Tan Shaoshi ate it once with her best friend Zhuo Weilan, and fell in love with the soft skin and rich taste of the smoked chicken sandwich. As for pure milk, she bought it from the first grade I started to drink it, and after I got used to it, I felt so sweet that I was so tired, I even drank the completely unsweetened version of yogurt that I made myself.

The question is... when did she tell Yu Zhi?

Tan Shaoshi couldn't remember, and looked at Yu Zhi suspiciously.

Yu Zhi personally delivered the bag to her, "Take it, I bought it for you."

"Why?" Tan Shaoshi was surprised.

"I hung up on you yesterday, sorry."

"Oh!" Tan Shaoshi waved her hand, "Then how can it be called hanging up?"

Yu Zhi insisted, "Take it, I drove to buy it."

"Thank you." Tan Shaoshi took it over, "Did I say I like this?"

"Said."

"When?"

"When I asked you." Yu Zhi smiled, "You refused to tell me at first, so tell me what Weilan likes to eat first."

"No, you won't say?" Tan Shaoshi was startled by this description.

Yu Zhi nodded, "When I ask you about things, you always say what Weilan likes, I ask you again, and you are willing to tell me."

Tan Shaoshi finally remembered.

She and her best friend Zhuo Weilan would sometimes go out shopping at noon, and when Yu Zhi met, she would always choose Zhuo Weilan to ask when she was walking away, starting with "what do you like".

Tan Shaoshi had seen a lot of Yu Zhi's care for Zhuo Weilan, so she naturally thought that it was a tactful inquiry, so she told Zhuo Weilan's preferences first.

Yu Zhi asked again every time, "What about you?"

In the past, Tan Shaoshi had answered yes, but secretly felt that the director was really cautious, and she had to cover up when she asked a few questions.Now, Tan Shaoshi listened to Yu Zhi's point of view, and found that being considerate seems to be smart.

"It's not that I don't want to say it." She yelled, "I'm just answering what you want to hear first."

Yu Zhi raised her eyebrows, "You think I like Zhuo Weilan?"

Tan Shaoshi hesitated for a moment, then nodded, "You always peek at her."

"Then you found out." Yu Zhi answered calmly.

Tan Shaoshi was embarrassed, "Isn't that so?"

Yu Zhi stared at her bewildered expression for a moment, then smiled:

"Shaoshi, it's you I'm looking at."