I just want to be close to you

In a villa on the outskirts of the city, Fu Qing was laying drunkenly on the soft wool carpet with her arms in her arms. She watched Luo Yu on TV, her eyes full of despair.

Tears flowed wantonly on her delicate face, which should have been shining infinitely in front of the camera, but now it was covered with tears, her eye sockets were deeply sunken due to lack of sleep and alcoholism, and her complexion was as pale as paper.

"Why, why are you..."

The TV was broadcasting the news that Luo Yu died in a plane crash. This was the third day after her accident. As a genius in the business world, Luo Yu, the most promising young CEO at the moment, died young.

Looking at the face on TV that was infinitely magnified by the lens, Fu Qing only felt his stomach twitching. He covered his abdomen with both hands, and his body curled up because of the severe pain.

She had secretly observed this face countless times, and she clearly remembered Luo Yu's every frown and smile, and secretly stroked it with her fingers. The delicate and warm touch always made her linger.

Fu Qing wanted to tell Luo Yu many times how much he liked her, but he always missed the opportunity to express his feelings because of one or another reason.

It has been 7 years since she knew Luo Yu, and this is the eighth year. When she finally made up her mind to confess her feelings to Luo Yu, the sudden bad news mercilessly dragged her into the endless abyss .

In the first three years of their acquaintance, she was Luo Yu's classmate. Even though they studied together in the same classroom for three years, she and Luo Yu were still no more than acquaintances.

When she was young, she seldom communicated with her peers due to family reasons. Over time, she developed a desolate temperament, exuding an air of not being close to strangers.

In fact, as early as the first year of high school, she noticed that Luo Yu was always a little careless. She was blind and couldn't remember faces, but there was no shortage of friends and people who cared about her.

Such Luo Yu once made her very envious at that time. Although she was cold-tempered, it didn't mean that she didn't want friends, but that damn pride always made her not know how to speak.

Three years passed by Bai Jun, and they graduated in a blink of an eye, and went their separate ways under the scorching sun of June. She obeyed her parents' arrangement and devoted herself to the colorful dyeing vat of the entertainment industry.

In the past three years, her natural pride and cold temper made her suffer a lot.It can be regarded as a blessing in disguise, her acting skills are getting better and better under the director's making things difficult.

She got more and more film contracts, but what followed was the jealousy and frame-up of her peers, the misunderstanding and reprimand of fans, and the indifference and meanness of the agency.In the end, it was her parents' incomprehension that completely overwhelmed her, leaving her exhausted and exhausted.Because of her incident, her parents were also covered with a lingering haze.

Afterwards, Fu Qing was hidden by the company until a year ago, the person she had longed for found her who had been forgotten with a contract.

In her memory, Luo Yu at that time still liked to wear casual and comfortable shirts and blue jeans like four years ago.The difference is that that young face has faded away from the youthfulness of the past and has become sharp and angular.

The two met again after three years, Luo Yu sullenly glanced at her standing at the door quickly, and then smiled, as if the seriousness just now was an illusion, and the indifference she was familiar with in the past appeared on her face again.

"President Fu, I know you are very excited to see such a handsome old classmate like me, but you don't need to come out in your pajamas to open the door. Beauty tricks are a bit difficult for me." The tone was teasing.

Thinking of this, Fu Qing grabbed the wine bottle at hand and took a sip of wine into his mouth. The alcohol felt burning in his throat.

The five fingers of the hand covering the abdomen were tightly squeezed, and the soft flesh on the stomach was firmly pinched, and the stomach seemed to hurt even more.However, the physical pain was far less than the pain in her heart. The feeling of losing the one she loved made her breathless and made her life worse than death.

"Luo Yu, you bastard, why did you come to provoke me..." Her voice became hoarse due to the stimulation of alcohol and the pain in her abdomen, and she was so weak that she couldn't hear it.

After receiving the endorsement from Luo Yu's company, her career took a turn for the better with Luo Yu's help.Because of the highly overlapped work, the two lived together, and the relationship between her and Luo Yu deepened day by day in the past two years.

She didn't know when her feelings for Luo Yu began to change. She wanted to know Luo Yu better, had desires for Luo Yu, and wanted to spend the rest of her life with her, even if she would lose everything because of it.

But she can't do this, she can't give up halfway, she not only carries the support and encouragement of Luo Yu and fans, but also the ardent expectations of her parents.She can only wait, grit her teeth and try to make herself better.

Perhaps it was due to her accumulation, but three days ago, she finally got the statuette that all actors dream of, fulfilling her parents' long-cherished expectations.Holding the trophy, she was very excited, thinking that she could finally let go of everything to chase Luo Yu, but a piece of news ruthlessly broke, crushed, and disappeared her carefully woven fantasy.

Luo Yu's flight crashed due to an accident. A total of 98 passengers were on board, and their whereabouts are still unknown.

"...Three days have passed since the crash, and the relevant departments are doing their best to salvage the remains of the plane and search for the victims..."

Listening to the voice on the TV, Fu Qing struggled to raise his head.Looking in the direction she was facing, there was a photo of Luo Yu and her on the cabinet made of solid wood.In front of the Louvre, the two embraced and stood under the warm and soft sunshine, smiling brightly and beautifully.

Fu Qing's vision gradually became blurred, her hands were hanging by her side, her whole body was limp and weak, she felt something was pouring out of her throat, the warm liquid was tinged with sweetness, and gradually wetted the pure white wool under her body carpet.The bright red blood was so eye-catching and dazzling against the white carpet.The statuette was lying not far from her, looking so out of place.

Only she and Luo Yu lived in this villa, and no third person could enter here, which meant that no one could save her. Thinking of this, she actually felt a little relieved. She had nothing left to miss in this world.

Fu Qing felt that her body was becoming stiff with the loss of blood, until it was freezing cold.

In a trance, she saw Luo Yu's face close at hand.The Luo Yu in front of her still had the youthful youthfulness, her brows were slightly frowned, her eyes were full of tension and anxiety, her lips moved, Fu Qing could tell from the shape of her lips that Luo Yu was calling her name.

Fu Qing wanted to touch her face one last time, but even with all her strength, she couldn't lift her hand a little bit.

She wanted to tell Luo Yu that she liked her for a long time, but her throat seemed to be tightly locked by something, and she couldn't make a sound.The darkness swept from all around, she was like a drowning person, she could only helplessly be swallowed up by the endless darkness.

"Luo Yu, looking at you from this angle again, I... am going to die, right?" Fu Qing thought in his heart.She didn't move her body at all until she lost consciousness.

Luo Yu looked anxiously at Fu Qing who had fainted again in her arms. Regardless of the eyes of the people around her, she took her legs from below with her right hand and hugged her horizontally.He said hello in the direction of the physical education teacher, and walked quickly to the school's infirmary.

A few minutes ago, Fu Qing was taking part in the 800-meter test. Before running, the teacher had already said that this result would not be included in the total score of the physical fitness test. Everyone ran a little lazy, and only Fu Qing ran the whole distance seriously.

Luo Yu was in the second group, and she stood by the side of the track and watched the first group run.

When Fu Qing passed her by on the first lap, she noticed that this fair-skinned man's face had turned pale.Halfway through the second lap, her complexion became even worse, becoming abnormally pale, and her originally rosy and thin lips began to turn pale.

She was very worried that this person would fall on the track due to exhaustion, so she silently followed her for half a circle.

She saw Fu Qing, who had just run past the finish line, panting heavily, leaned forward without warning, and fell straight down.Luo Yu couldn't reach out and could only watch her fall to the ground.Fortunately, she was still somewhat conscious, and supported her body with her arms, avoiding the tragedy of directly landing her face on the ground.

Luo Yu hastily fished the man from the ground into her arms, pinched him for a while, and then she slowly woke up.

The way Fu Qing looked at her at that moment made her feel that her breathing was stagnant, and her heartbeat missed half a beat. What could make those lively eyes full of despair and pain, and there seemed to be a deep sadness in her eyes? Nostalgic and affectionate?

Luo Yu had no time to think, because after just a few seconds, Fu Qing fell into a coma again.

Luo Yu frowned and looked at the unconscious person in her arms, and then remembered the way she looked at her just now, and for some reason, she always felt a little uncomfortable, as if someone had punched her in the chest, a little stuffy.

He quickened his pace again, from brisk walking to trotting, and his breathing was a little panting.

She almost rushed into the infirmary.

The doctor was taken aback by her sudden intrusion, and when he saw the person in her arms, he quickly got up and instructed her to put the person on the side of the hospital bed, and took out the The stethoscope began to examine Fu Qing's body.

Fortunately, Fu Qing was fine.The fainting was due to hypoglycemia. In addition, the weather in September still left the residual heat of July and August. The strenuous exercise caused her to have a slight heat stroke.

What was a little troublesome was the scratches Fu Qing caused when he fell to the ground. The scratches on the palm and knee of his left hand were more serious, and he had to rest well.Especially for knee injuries, any large movement can cause the wound to crack, leaving a scar.

While Fu Qing was treating the wound, Luo Yu stood silently aside.

She looked at Fu Qing lying on the hospital bed and felt a little guilty.If she had been able to help Fu Qing when he crossed the finish line, then Fu Qing would not have suffered such a serious injury.Besides, she had already followed her for half a circle, and she was not short of a few steps to help her up.